i i i i finally finished watching nirvana in fire. so hows it? ppl around me said its a true hell :") /at first i kinda didnt believe it/ but yeah yeah I FUCKING CRIED THROUGH ALMOST ALL THE EPISODES. how about the ending? I WAS /AM STILL/ SOBBING (i just finished it and the pain omfg. THE PAIN STABS MY HEART). I NEVER CRIED LIKE THIS JUST BY WATCHING DRAMA. nif is the best, the longest, the saddest, and the most tragic drama ive ever watched:") and they really have badass female characters;;; they are so beautiful and elegant but so badass ;;; and the acting of wang kai and hu ge is so superb oh god i think i have a crush on wang kai's voice (i know hes so famous but its the first time i watched his drama and believe me during his first appearance, i needed to collect myself and then replaying that scene BC HIS VOICE IS SO AIDJSJDJSJDJWSI)
i have so many fave parts (especially related to jingyan and lin shu) BC EVERYTIME JINGYAN TALKS ABOUT LIN SHU I WILL END UP SOBBING. but perhaps my fave ep is ep 52 ;; when jingyan is mad bc lin shu acts so formal in front of him AND HOW LIN SHU ADDRESSES HIM "JINGYAN" LATER ;;; and then they go laugh and smile like how they used to ;;;;;;; MY EYES ARE HURTING FROM CRYING TOO MUCH
but yknow whats my fave line? /i forgot whats ep but the line is so knifey
"i dont want him to stay inside my heart. i want him to live in this world."
