they left him there. there were circumstances that caused heads to butt, and obstacles to be brought up. they couldn’t take him in the swat car, there were already so many of them piled in the back and to sit there and just.. look at him. she can’t. she just fucking can’t. ❝ i’m going out. ❞ now that they’ve settled in a different place, she can’t sit still. she needs to do something, and she needs to do right by him. even if most of what he did in his final years was do wrong by her. strand pipes up, alicia. ❝ don’t. ❞ it’s all she says, pushing tears back, swallowing a rising lump in her throat. talking about it isn’t an option, and neither is trying to negotiate with her. she takes off by foot, weapon in hand.
maybe god is on her side today, because she finds what she’s looking for rather quickly. a truck. there’s no gas, but she can take the time to go around, siphon some off of other vehicles scattered across the country. she’s back at the place where his body is, walking past the spot where he dropped, blood crusted on the grass blades. nick? nick-- hey, hey, look at me-- look at me, it’s okay, everything’s okay. her voice runs through her mind, images of the day before taking her hostage ; her muscles are tight, jaw the same, and the skin of her fingertips burns when it presses against the metal caging around her knife. they moved his body into the cabin, as to not attract the attention of passers by and even more so the dead.
crouching before another old truck along side the plot of land, she decides it would be easier to just take this one. it’s close to him, she wouldn’t have to walk all the way back to fill up the other truck with gas. this one already has some. a deep exhale is given, hands on her thighs to push herself upright. just as she turns, she hears the crack of a leaf, then the light tap of boots against the wooden floor of the front porch. ❝ hey! ❞ it’s loud, boisterous, unforgiving. without a second thought, she begins her trek to where the older male stands. right in front of the door that leads to her brother. ❝ HEY! ❞ when he finally turns to look at her, she has her gun drawn, set in its aim for the stranger. ❝ don’t go in there. get out. ❞