RAW LINES. (pt. 1) trigger warning for heavy topics. ( ex: abuse, depression, swearing ) ( feel free to change pronouns / things as needed. )
‘ i don’t care! ’
‘ i am not going to let you stand there and remind me of everything i hate about myself! ’
‘ i never asked to be made! ’
‘ just know that i am with you so you don’t suffer all alone ’
‘ you claim to understand what you cannot know ’
‘ the gall to lecture me as though you can relate to me-- ’
‘ and it’s a long way forward, so trust in me. ’
‘ i’m not alone because of you. ’
‘ to hell with him! ’
‘ make me love myself so that i might love you ’
‘ how come [he/she] don’t want me? ’
‘ say you love me too. please, just say it back. ’
‘ what?! what do you wanna know? that i’m a fuckin’ orphan?! ’
‘ you don’t wanna hear that shit, [name]. don’t tell me you wanna hear that shit! ’
‘ i wanna hear it because i wanna help you, i wanna save you! ’
‘ what the fuck, do i got a fuckin sign on my back that says save me?! ’
‘ he’d put a wrench, a stick, and a belt on the table and just say: choose... i used to go with the wrench. cause fuck him. ’
‘ hey [name], i don’t know a lot but you see this? all this shit? it’s not your fault. ’
‘ look at me son, it’s not your fault. ’
‘ don’t fuck with me, [name]. not you too. ’
‘ i had fourteen great birthdays without him, he never even sent me a damn card-- TO HELL WITH HIM! ’
‘ i didn’t need him then and i don’t need him now. ’
‘ i tried but, i don't think so, maybe it was me who was fucking up. ’
‘ i'm sorry i can't help you, somebody should've had your back. ’
‘ cause you brought out the best of me, a part of me I'd never seen. ’
‘ you brought something out in me i didn’t know i had. ’
‘ but you were hurt! badly hurt! ’
‘ no, stop, you’re hurting them! ’
‘ i see so many things that could hurt you. i should never have let one of them be me. ’
' i don’t know what it meant to you, but ever since then i can’t get the thought out of my head that you’re a good person. ’
