Well I blew it. I ran 11:16 and placed 21st. I'm flinching just writing this honestly. I'm so embarrassed to have finished my high school career with my slowest time of the year. The worst part is that I don't know what happened. I was in the top 9 through the mile and even lap 5, but then I just broke down. I couldn't feel my legs, my feet were on fire, I couldn't even think. When I crossed the line I almost passed out. I've never felt so awful in a race before. It was the worst way I could imagine finishing my senior year. To add insult to injury, the race wasn't even that fast! My 10:50 from last year's state would have gotten me 2nd place! I didn't even have to have a great race, just a halfway decent one and I couldn't even pull that off. I know that this doesn't define my career. I know that no one can ever take away my PR or my medal from last year. But I still hate that I had to finish on such a terrible note. Now this is what I'll be thinking about the the next 3 months (maybe that's not a bad thing but right now it feels pretty terrible)





