Why I'm reading this: I'm in the mood of abandoning some of my surviving brain cells and just go for it.
Why I normally don't read manhuas: It doesn't make me feel good most of the time. My heart beats fast but not in a good way.
Answer: Maybe 5(?) Since I can't imagine myself being favoured or sweet or being smart in general.
Honestly, I'd rather die than experience that kind of environment again ever.
This might be TMI but I have A LOT of step siblings. Imagine a legitimate daughter living on her stepmother's house with some of her step siblings; that's my childhood.
I've never really talked about it with anyone. Shame is not the reason why I don't talk about it, I have no problem admitting that once upon a time, this is my life. I don't talk about it because it's too surreal. It sounds like a manhua plot lol! and that it still haunts me from time to time.
Manhua: The Goddess of Healing