HER
Do you ever meet someone that completely throws you off your game, that brings so much unexpected happiness in such a short period of time. Well i met someone that literally came right out of left field.. she was always kind of there but never close enough to grab. Up until July 3rd that is... that day brought me a lot of emotions for many different reasons. But that was the beginning of it all, the beginning of me wanting to truly better myself in more ways than one. The beginning of an amazing 4th of July, probably the best 4th I’ll ever have, and the 5th of July is a night that i will never forget. And everyday since, has been nothing but amazing and eye opening. Being with her is so fucking easy, that I don’t feel uncomfortable or scared being my genuine, weird self. I don’t have to force affection, it just comes naturally for the first time ever in my life. She makes me want to tear my own walls down, and be less reserved. She makes me want to be the best version on myself. I know it hasn’t been long but i can tell she is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the sunlight on my darkest days. She is my sunflower, the one flower I will continue to water for as long as she allows me to. Because after all the heartache, trauma, and toxic people she has encountered in her life, I want to be the reason she shines brighter than she already does and ever will. Because she deserves it more than anyone. A lot of people “ain’t it” but my heart and soul are tell me she is.