Title : You Feel Like Home (Brokeback Mountain AU) Words : 2532 Brief : I tried to do an interesting AU AN: I am so sorry Gender bending is totally not my thing and I really apologies for the lateness of this fic. I feel like such a terrible person. Without getting into it, I got banned from some electronics for a time. I'm going to give you one of the most ambitious AU's ever... A brokeback mountain one. I'm trying to do something super original hope you like it. Again apologies .warning for some feels ok :) be careful ...smut and feels Tony slipped the keys into his ignition sighing as his old Toyota roared to life. He smiled at Pepper giving her a small wave. The red head woman stood with a half smile. She gave a half hearted wave and shifted her weight a baby sat on her hip blue eyes following the car. Tony looked back at his daughter and smiled. His little girl, if only Steve could see her. She was beautiful taking the best of Pepper and his traits. She'd be a spunky thing in a few years and he wanted Steve to see. Tony rolled the window down leaning out. "Bye baby girl, Daddy will be back from his fishing trip soon." Pepper gave him a tight smile and picked up the baby's hand manually waving it for her. The baby cooed watching the truck pull out leaving dust in its place. "He'll be back baby girl," Pepper kissed the girls rosy cheek. "Maybe he'll bring fish , and take the tags off them damn poles," Tony tapped his fingers on the wheel bobbing his head to the crooning of country. He waited 3 months for this. Every three months they made time to see each other. It used to be a month but Steve's wife got restless not wanting him to leave. That selfish bitch. They had another kid and Steve had to lengthen it to 2. Then he was forced to get another job and they had to settle on three weeks. Tony believed that distance did make the heart fonder . Right now he needed Steve , he wanted to believe that Steve needed him too. It'd all started 4 summers ago when he was a younger man. He was in the business , a bull rider, a damn fine one at that. He was a star, at nights he would peruse the bar picking up men for a night with no strings attached. He was the fantasy. Tony Stark. Then that summer he blew out his leg. He needed money and there weren't jobs around town for men like him. So he searched elsewhere. Tony ended up working at Brokeback , a quaint little cattle ranch with rolling hills and a picture esque mountain. Nobody asked questions they just nodded and assigned him a post. That where he met Steve. He knew when he'd seen those baby blues and broad tanned soldiers he'd have to have him. They talked for days about everything. Steve smiled remembering how Steve would press him against the damp morning grass. How he felt pressed against him as they bearded the cattle to new grazing plains. How Steve breathed pressed against him. Tony Stark had wanted nothing but Steve Rogers but the first time he made his move he was rejected. It hurt, but it only really made Steve more attractive . He knew he was scared, apprehensive of what they were becoming. In truth Tony was at the time too. He'd fallen in love, something a Stark never did. But it happened and after that summer he had to see the man again. He had to feel his weight pinning him down, smell his aftershave , hold him. The brunette let hisself drift off lighting a cigarette tired . He gazed into the darkening sky thinking of what waited for him ahead. ------- Steve had kissed his wife goodbye ten times hugged each of his children and watered each if his in laws good luck plants be pore he left. His wife had a thing for superstition and him. She hated tony with a passion. Steve sat feet kicked up in the cabin thinking. How'd he get hisself into this. He was an honorable man with a good job, kids and a beautiful wife. Though he wasn't happy. This was the only time he could feel happiness. He loved his kids , but he also loved Tony more than anything and it scared him. He sighed taking in the stuffy cabin air. It was the best they could afford together. The furniture was older and more antiquated with floral patterns and gaudy fabrics. But they'd paid for it together. Tony had went off and become a hot shot engineer and married a rich girl . Steve was a coal miner, it'd kill him one day but for now it'd pay the bills. If mining didn't kill him surely Tony would. The men in his neighborhood never suspected anything of Steve. They all drank together and laughed over rodeo shows and compared mining stories. They knew him as an honest man of God. Though that he was not , he'd recently became aware of the stains on his morality after two men had been beaten and hung. The sheriff had turned a blind eye calling their death gods will. Steve could feel his heart begin to race again. He was like those men... One day that could be him or worse Tony. Steve could hear the crunching of Gravel beneath boots and he began to smile. He sat up next to the fire resting his arms on his knee caps. The door opened dramatically swinging and hitting the other side with a terse bump. "Hey there beautiful," Steve balance his hat on the top oh his head. He rose smoothing out his worn blue jeans. "Hey there ," Steve answered. They stood locking eye. Tonys deep brown pools sucked in the blonds blue cerulean orbs . They stood with the tacit of their conversation hanging in the air. Tony was the first to break the silence as he crossed the space between the . Steve enveloped the shorter man their lips mashed together . Steve's hands traveled around the mans waist. Tony fingers laced into Steve's hair. Steve gasped into Tonys mouth and ground harder against the man. Tony could feel the mans excitement pressed against his hip. He forcefully disconnected their mouths their foreheads pressed together Tony smiled "you dirty boy, you been keeping that for me?"he hitched his leg around the older mans waist. Tony smiled biting his lip and grinding into Steve. The older man grunted throwing Tony against the wall. Steve began to nibble the younger mans ear trailing down to his neck. He let himself leave angry red marks wanting someone to see. "I missed you so much," Tony grunted . Steve could feel hisself grow harder. "You did?" Steve continued on an unbuttoned the man shirt . Tony assisted him ripping the expensive blouse off and throwing it to the side. "Yes, like hell, every time I was with pepper I couldn't stop thinking about you, and what you do to me," Steve grunted falling lower to his knees he unzipped Tonys pants. The mans member sat protruding from his boxers. "You miss me touching you?" Tonys breath became heavy. "Yes," he gasped as Steve massaged his bulge , his fingers cupped the mans member causing him to arch his back. Tony impatiently began to rip at Steve's tee, the white material gave way and Tony ripped it off unceremoniously. Dropping it onto the floor. "It looks like you need to buy me a new shirt. Tony smiled "Will do," Their lips connected again softly dancing together. Steve carried the man into the next room dropping him onto the bed . Steve crawled in between Tonys legs and began t kiss down his chest. He let his toungue graze over the mans nipple , Tony could feel shocks of pleasure spark through him. Steve stopped at the mans member mouthing at the bulge through his under wear. He could feel the man grow harder against him. He pushed down the mans boxers and pressed a finger to the mans hole. "Has anyone else touched you other than Pepper?" Tony cringed at hearing her name . "No, Steve only you," Steve pushed in another finger and watched the mans breathing quicken. "You sure," the smaller man nodded into the bed. "Yes Steve - FUCK!" Tony began to rut against the man fingers whining. Steve added another finger to stretch him. Tony twisted around breathing hard. His face was a delicious pink Steve grunted as the man took Steve's zipper into his mouth and releasing the mans aching member. The man let his tounge swirl around the head eliciting moans from the man. Steve rutted forward using Tonys head as leverage. Tony took him in allowing the man to rock his hips up tasting the man. Steve began to near his climax each thrust becoming more jerky and Tony pulled back. "I want you to come inside me," Tony whispered through hooded eyes and bruised lips. Steve held Tonys face in his hands. He led the man down and he positioned hisself at Steve's entrance. He was loose and ready, grinding hisself against Steve. Steve looked into the mans Russet eyes . They stared back full of need and pain, vulnerability Tony never showed. "Your not just a quick fuck," he let his thumb trail over his bruised lips. Tonys eyes locked with Steve's and he shut them as if shocked. "I want to make love to you," The man pushed into the younger slowly. "Open your eyes Steve whispered his fingers pressed into the mans sides. His breaths became jagged as he moved in the tight warmth. Tony Began to moan his eyelids drooping as they held gaze. He felt like Steve knew about everything. Like he knew about how he wished they could run away to Mexico and get married. Like he knew about his baby girl that he loved with all his might. Like he knew about the men that'd been around threatening him from his past life. Tonys brow furrowed and then he felt it. A wave of euphoria covered him and he almost go lost mumbling Steve's name over and over he was lost in the mans baby blues he was drowning in them. Steve's eyes began to slip shut too his body jerking and then he came. Tony watched the man his eyes closing. He felt hisself cum seconds after . He felt hisself drifting to sleep carried away by Steve's eyes. For now he was home in the arms of the man he'd fallen in love with. He wished they could stay like this forever . His heart had legs and walked away with Steve every time he left. _______ "We could get married !" The man argued. Steve looked at Tony with desperate eyes. "We talked about this last time I can't do it!" Steve quickly walked from the other side of the room. "Why not Steve!" He exasperatedly threw his hands up. Steve bit his lip. "Anna bell couldn't manage! I got kids to think about providing for!" Tony advanced forward. "I can give you a job!" The blonde man shook his head. "No!" "Why not?!" "Because it's just not right!" "How is it not right I know you! Your a hard worker and--" "Where fucking -" Steve finished pushing past Tony. "NO ONE IN MEXICO GIVES A DAMN!" Tony screamed angrily throwing a chair down. "I give a DAMN!" Steve shouted back. "Are you ashamed of us? Of this ?" Tony asked in a small voice walking forward slowly. The man looked at him unable to speak. "I wait for you Steve, I wait for only you because I fucking love you, I got a little girl I wanted you to meet," "You got a wife and a daughter we shouldn't bet doing this , you know what we signed up for!" Tony walked forward and calmly punched the man in the face. Steve grabbed Tony surprised. "How DARE you, he angrily grabbed the larger mans shirt, I would give you everything," he slapped the man again. "You let that woman control you, you know what type of person she is ! We could raise your kids!" Steve slammed Tony on the floor and began to breathe hard. Tony looked up to see the man crying tears rolling down his face. "Why can't I quit you Tony Stark?" He wrapped his arms around the man. "You don't understand what we are playing at Tony, we should have stopped a while ago," Steve pulled the man into his arms and leaned back against a chair. "When I was young there was a man, a good man that was hung and castrated. He was like us, my pa took us out there to see him. His partner was chopped up in pieces beneath him," Steve took in a breath and his shoulders shook as he wept. "He told me not to be like them or I'd end up like that," he gripped Tony tight. "Then recently it balled again I saw one of my neighbors hanging from a tree with a man castrated,"he buried his head into Tony's shirt. "I can't let that happen to you I would die... I would... Kill myself," Steve picked hisself up. Tony sat on the ground shocked. "You know how I feel Steve, I would die beside you if it took that, " he sighed "your my everything," The man smiled sadly and took his hand leading him to the bedroom. --------- When it was time to go home Pepper Welcomed Tony home not acknowledging the lack of fish or abundance of love bites covering him. Men were waiting for Tony , old friends. Pepper waved the men off it thinking twice. It wasn't till the next morning she saw Tony hanging from the tree in their front lawn. She ran outside in disbelief falling to her knees. She sat staring at his blue face and the rope that chafed his skin. His pants were down and he was castrated Fag was written in blood in the side walk. She screamed unable to keep the anger from consuming her. She knew about Tony she always did, because she knew if she didn't hold it together this would happen. She shut her eyes and picked herself up. She had to keep this quiet arrange a funeral and tell Steve. She could do the first two easy but the last she didn't know how. ----- Steve hadn't heard from Tony in a month which prompted a call to Pepper. The phone rang and he'd held his breath he was finally ready to accept Tonys offer in a month his wife had an affair he'd received a divorce and she wanted custody of the children . The court allotted him visits but other than that he was free again. His heart leapt when the phone picked up. "Hey Pepper! I been waiting for--- " "I know Steve, honey ," there was a undertone of sadness in her words." He's dead sweetie," Steve froze and dropped the phone . Pepper heard the receiver fall. "Hello?" She asked slowly there was a faint click in the background and the line went dead. stonytime
