I hate this bitch so much I wanna hit her head against the wall till it breaks so she can stop existing

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I hate this bitch so much I wanna hit her head against the wall till it breaks so she can stop existing
I genuinely find myself annoying to be around and would like to permanently remove myself from all situations
In a terrible fucking place right now. Like fucking want to cease existing. Can't keep dealing whit this shit. I have today. I hate the fucking medical and insurance racket. I hate my work rn. want to stop hating myself. Just fucking done. This year has been a lesson in just how much the setbacks never end.
Just caught up on the last two Lore Olympus episodes and gods damn Ap*llo is so gross and uncomfortable I wanna light him on fire
I WANT TO LIVE!!!!!!!
i want to stop being plagued by worry and anxiety and memories and fear I WANT TO LET GO!!! this world is so wide and so vast i have so much to do, so much to see, i’m overwhelmed with experiences i have yet to have. i want to make memories with people i love and forget the painful times of my past. i want to be confident enough of myself to forgive those who hurt me and those who have yet to. i want to stop existing and start LIVING. i want to be so incredibly in love with being alive that i never return to my self destructive ways. i want to be kind. so incredibly kind that it radiates off of me and inspires people to be their best selves. i want to mean something to someone. I WANT TO MEAN SOMETHING TO MYSELF! I WANT TO LOVE MYSELF! I AM SO YOUNG AND I HAVE SO MUCH TIME! I CAN LEARN TO LIVE!!!!!
lowkey thinking about pulling a bella swan in new moon and just sit in front of my window for the next few months
i may not be "neurotypical" or "mentally stable" but check this *starts crying spontaneously because there were many people in the grocery store*
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