Aug 12, 2024
Ipseity disturbance is a real pain in the ass because I have no idea who I am. None. I am constantly CONSTANTLY searching and analysing and I have.. jack shit. Nu'n. It's not BPD, I ruled that out due to not meeting criteria (not even a fear of abandonment/Impulsivity/emotional instability). People don't like the word or its connotations but my lack of identity is LITERALLY a Schizo Thing. I lack an identity because I have schizotypal. And it sucks. It really does.