the maggots' favourite corpse

real life rabid lamb

[suicidalseraphim]

—— WALKiNG CONTRADiCTiON ——

(formerly gentle-menace)

xe // they // it

Scary Narc. Diagnosed AuDHD. Primarily traumagenic system who fully supports endos.

PROFiCTiON (fiction ≠ reality and people can write whatever they want), PROSHiP* (ship and let ship), PRO-PARA (anti-contact big 3), && PRO ENDO (i literally don't care what your origins are, if you say youre a system youre a system to me. i have no right to police how others identify).

* however, this is not a pro/comship blog. as in, ships won't actively be posted here. just saying my stances.

(blinkie/badge by @wonderlandsresources !)

[suicidalseraphim]

you're the worst man alive. no wonder I'm in love with you.

[suicidalseraphim]

it's fine for me to criticise anyone except you, apparently? hm? you fucking bastard. I'm allowed to say i hate you and mean it.

[suicidalseraphim]

why is idealisation/devaluation accepted in pwBPD and even pitied or seen as relatable because they ""love too much"" but when a pwNPD says they have patterns of idealising someone as being on their level/better than them and then devalues them to being inferior it's abusive??? pick a side. either both are toxic and abusive or neither are.

[editedantiendoposts]

It's THIS simple:

[theinnerjester]

SHOUT OUT TO ENDOS

SHOUT OUT TO TULPAS

SHOUT OUT TO IMAGIANS

SHOUT OUT TO EVERYPLURAL!!

[editedantiendoposts]

“Safe space for all systems”

No. That means it’s a space to hate people who have systems that don't meet the miserable requirements anti-endos impose on EVERYONE.

Anti-endo spaces are inherently not safe for anyone. Anti-endo spaces promote stuff that makes people doubt their CDD if it isnt making them 100% miserable. They encourage people to share information about their trauma to prove being a system. No safe space labeled “safe for all systems” by anti-endos is safe for anyone.

[suicidalseraphim]

I hate to say this and I know this is usually a plurality focused blog. but

bpd alone does not cause psychosis.

bpd alone does not cause (hypo)mania.

"but what about the times when I am really scared that the people I care about want to hurt me??" do these usually happen after you've been overthinking, during splitting, during intense emotional states, or during stressful situations (not neccesarily traumatic ones)?

that's a borderline personality disorder symptom. it's quite literally in the diagnostic criteria. plus, this paranoia you feel may be intense but is often short lived, yes? psychotic disorders, primary or not, are CONSISTENT, longer lasting, and require more than just "i was scared people hated me for an hour" (additionally, in regards to that, bpd paranoia is more of an "emotional" manner. you feel people want to make you feel worse or emotionally/mentally harm you, as opposed to physically injure or kill you. persecutory delusions, which are only one form of psychosis, are usually the latter.)

now onto our second point: mania.

mania is a lot more narrow in its definition and expression. similarly to how bpd alone doesn't cause depression, bpd alone does not cause mania. what you are experiencing is euphoria. your euphoria may, on an extremely surface level, look similar. you may feel more impulsive, agitated, and, well. euphoric.

however, somewhat similar to the psychosis point, mania needs to be the majority of the day on most days for at LEAST one week to classify as such. plus, as opposed to hypomania (which is also bipolar exclusive, not bpd, but less extreme) it MUST by definition cause impairment in functioning (hypothetical mania scenario: quitting your job and stopping taking care of yourself because you suddenly had this idea to fly to the moon and you wholeheartedly believe you'll be the next best astronaut in history and go down in the textbooks). dysphoric mania can exist also, where mania symptoms are present ALONGSIDE depressive symptoms simultaneously, but overall mania is so much more than having a bunch of energy and feeling really happy.

I might edit this if I think of anything to say but this'll probably get 0 notes

[bbillyloomis]

youthlib 100% but especially in the sense of:

let minors have jobs

allow minors to have their own bank accounts

do not underpay minors with jobs just because theyre minors

respect minors in the workplace

respect minors who are authority figures in workplaces

stop fucking equating youth to stupidity

let minors dress how they want to dress

let minors have medical autonomy

[suicidalseraphim]

i know i pride myself on being nice even to people who despise my existence (traumaendo/traumawillo) and think I have to be ONLY traumagenic and ONLY the traumagenic part of my identity is valid but fuck it.

I despise sysmeds. I hate anti endos.

Like, blood boiling rage level. I hate them as much as they hate they give me (even though I haven't specifically been targeted by antis, I have seen far too many hateful statements towards our kind).

I'd say "sysmeds should kill themselves because they have absolutely zero positive impact on the world" because you know what?? WE'VE SEEN MORE THAN ONCE ANTIS SAY THAT ABOUT ENDOGENIC SYSTEMS THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW PERSONALLY.

Maybe I'm done being nice. "Sysmeds should perish" is not mean enough to express my purest vitriol towards them at the moment.

I am not outright encouraging harassment UNLESS YOU HAVE BEEN HARASSED FIRST. In that case, go all out. Tell them to cut or kill themselves. Tell them they're worthless scum. It's what they deserve for both breaking their own dni via interacting with an endo/willogenic AND actively trying to cause harm to someone who hasn't done anything wrong.

I'm pro standing up for yourself. If they don't listen to "stop talking to me" or are consistently block evading/encouraging others to attack you, then go and spew every ounce of hatred you have directed towards them and their community. I won't stop you or tell you it's morally wrong to give someone what they deserve.

- 💣

[suicidalseraphim]

honestly it takes nothing to be respectful to things you don't understand.

I dont understand disordered endogenic plurality. I dont understand how a disorder which, with the current research (but is subject to change through medical advancements), is formed through structural dissociation- which is only known to occur from trauma or extreme stress (despite the fact both are subjective).

I can understand a traumagenic nondisordered system. Yes, trauma may have formed their symptoms, but the symptoms aren't disabling and can adequately be coped with- OR, they have SOME symptoms of disordered/disabling plurality but not enough for a diagnosis.

But an endogenic disordered system? One with absolutely 0 trauma, none whatsoever (not even things you think are "small" or "don't count")? How? How does that happen? I understand, as lots of anti endos say, that many people who think they're fully endogenic may have forgotten their trauma due to amnesia (which is valid, I was in that position for a while). But having absolutely 0 bad things and still having your identity stay segmented/fragmented into adulthood?

And you know what? Most anti endos would realise they don't understand and begin to hate it. People hate what they can't make sense of. But I don't. Disordered endogenics are VERY welcome, and even encouraged, to explain their disordered-ness under this post in either replies or reblogs :) I'm genuinely curious to learn more!

[heartbeat-sys]

plurality is beautiful. 50+ guys and none of us want to front

[lovesick-coining]

Hypersexual Symptesque Holder (REUPLOADED)

[pt: Hypersexual Symptesque Holder (REUPLOADED) /end pt]

Hypersexual Symptesque Holder - An alter/headmate who presents one or many hypersexual symptoms when the system/plural/the body isn't hypersexual

Symptesque coining post by @mousesquared

Based on this hypersexual flag made by @epikulupu

[Image ID: A 6 horizontally striped flag with the following colors from top to bottom being: peach orange, peach, rose pink, cardinal pink, dark violet, and deep blueish purple. In the middle of the flag there are two hot pink arrows pointing up. They switch sides and cross over each other in the middle. /end image ID]

Self-indulgent coining

We are anti-syscourse, keep syscourse related tags off of this post if you reblog this. Thank you.

@radiomogai @wanderingdevotee

If anyone would like to be tagged in this post or future coining/flag posts please let us know <3

Important Note

[pt: Important Note /end pt]

I am currently reuploading all our coined terms from our old (now deactivated) accounts. Apologies if you were already tagged in the original posts, I'm just retagging people since all the old posts are now either fully deleted or can only be found on some archives.

[the-silent-fellowship]

NPD Symptesque

[PT: NPD Symptesque]

NPD Symptesque, a symptesque holder(link) subterm; an alter who presents one or many Narcissistic Personality Disorder symptoms when the system/the body isn't NPD.

Colors based off(link) || Post made for buddy

[ID: in Alt text]

[Tags] @system-term-archive, @pluralitywords, @pluralterms, @radiomogai, @plurchive, @madarchive

[plural-the-way-you-dont-like]

WE ARE PRO ENDO!!!!!!!!

[plural-the-way-you-dont-like]

If you want to be a system you can be, this is your sign to become plural.

[suicidalseraphim]

"wow, I think my DID is getting better despite the fact my psychosis is resurfacing! at least I don't have to worry about two things at once!"

I was then shot 87 times.