ok but like following on re self esteem. this man really did become mystra's chosen and go hm! my only value is my magic and nothing else! like bro no don't internalise that you're going to damage yourself for life all my homies hate internalising your only worth being in what you do and not who you are!!! but bro did it and. well. this is why i go for the just gale romance scene. bro you are enough and i love you
@anon | preach!
He's almost been raised to believe that after a while, especially in his teens and young adulthood. Mystra just doesn't understand that everything he does is because he loves her and magic and since she's the goddess of magic those loves are intertwined in his mind.
It's also why he pushes himself so far. I needs to prove that he's good at magic, amazing, one of the best every because he's comparing himself constantly with the goddess of magic. He'll never be on par with her cause the very nature of that relationship is unbalanced. He's a mortal, yet he keeps trying which causes his fall in the end.
And it's all over because he was told his magical skills were valuable and that was a way he could earn love and respect from someone he was infatuated with.











