what exactly am i working towards? im unsure. i do have an idea. but just the feeling of being mindlessly productive makes me feel much more accomplished. i dont have any genuine interest towards the things i work with most of the time. ive only got my end goal in mind and the steps i need for it. everything else is a distraction that was placed there to slow me down or entertain me or as a bonus. i genuinely enjoy the entire process of my life because i know whats waiting for me in the end, and itll be exactly what ive got planned

















