#stuff stuff stuff

[ruspina]

practice

[tessernaught]

I’m going through my storage unit a few boxes at a time. I am so grateful for each box. Super glad I have a great therapist. Most of this stuff is all I could take when I left an extremely toxic and emotionally abusive relationship. It’s the only stuff my kids and I have after our house burned down in the last run of wildfires.

Then my dad died and I’m navigating going through his stuff, while we temporarily stay at his place. It’s an 18+ park and I have two kids. Luckily the owners are super nice but we are needing to hustle our bustles. He had a lot of stuff. Stuff that is antique and valuable and I have no time or want for.

So, we are moving and need all of this stuff to fit in a moving truck. It’s stuff stuff stuff stuff. Seeing my things has been a nice boost though.

Things I knit, tarot cards, the kiddos handprints. We will be getting to the books soon. I really hope I have some Tom Robbins. Seems like in this crazy tipsy turvy world, I might need some Skinny Legs and All, maybe we’ll visits Another Roadside Attraction on our move. The cowboys are taking over and I want to know if these books are the salve I remember them being. I’d like to read them again, at this point in my life.

[subterranean-shut-in]

Would you guys please recommend your favorite female/feminine sounding fronted artists and bands

[wandering-miri]

Sometimes it hits me in the face. That I might well be Bipolar or quite seriously depressive. I think I need to spit it out here. Why not? Why not here? Why not tonight? Why not write about a teenagehood full of scarifications, the heavy pain in my chest and my head when my mind goes down the abyss, the casual daily thoughts of imagining my own death, the 4 suicide attempts, the crazy days where I suddenly feel like everything is possible and the world is born for me, the self loathing, the megalomania, or the haze of being numb when all emotions shut off? Now I could expend on the details, I could tell all of my life, but it wouldn't change the fact that sometimes, my mind goes to strange shores. It's a daily work to be strong, not to give in. Some days are tough. And I'm probably stupid to face this without reaching out, so at least, I think it want to tell this to invisible strangers, the way one would sob it in a bar after too many drinks. What I am trying to say, is that even if things aren't always easy, I'm still here, and I will still stand up day after day to see new dawns. This year was full of beauty and growth, things improved an incredible amount, and I'm gonna beat the shit out of life.

[rayhantochtli]

I wanted to post this earlier but, um... Forgot abt it hehe

[pelagaios-a]

DATING DIVERSIONS.

TAGGED BY: stole it B) TAGGING: idk anyone ??? ( @shadowesqxe has already done it so ) I do to many of these and keep tagging the same people oops

DATING STRENGTHS EXPLAINED:

Sense of Humor 85.7% - Men are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Spirituality 69.2% - Your spiritual side brings you peace and balance, and keeps you grounded. This is attractive, as you can help reinforce this quality in other people. Flirtiness 62.5% - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities. Open-Mindedness 54.5% - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available men. Friendliness 50% - Your friendliness makes you approachable and fun to be around. A wide circle of friends also works to your advantage on the dating scene.

DATING WEAKNESSES EXPLAINED:

Pessimism 83.3% - Too much cynicism can be a turn-off. Try to see the brighter side of things and people will be attracted to your positive outlook. Insecurity 76.9% - Your insecurity makes you doubt yourself, but you must learn to love and trust yourself if you want to succeed in dating. Lack of Essentials 66.7% - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials! Financial Issues 63.6% - Your financial situation is not in good shape, and this does not bode well for you on the dating scene. Try to get on top of your financial difficulties. Appearance 55.6% - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a man's attention.

[lillia-bloom]

So I was bored and I doodled @inklles OC during school