#stupid romantic

[ventebleck]

I want to be loved

I want to be loved. I want to be loved the way they describe it in the books I found too cheesy to read when I was younger.

I want to be hugged from behind, and feel the tiny kisses they leave in my neck. I want to be cuddled while we watch a movie, and make stupid commentary throughout, not even once wondering if I'm being annoying.

I want to know that when I feel upset because of something they did, they will try to understand and apologize, even if that thing was small or stupid or not worth their time.

I want to hold hands and feel close to them even when we're with their friends, like they are telling me that I'm still important, that they are with me no matter the circumstance.

I want to kiss them, and feel their skin close to mine, without the expectation of sex afterwards. To be able to feel closer to them without the fear of making them feel disappointed when I just want to hug, and nothing else.

I want to look into each other’s eyes, and see their love for me. I want them to be able to express with words how much I mean to them, the same way I’d know how to express my devotion for them.

I want random I love you’s, acts of kindness, I want to be remembered randomly while they were grocery shopping and receive a text with a photo of a pizza or candy with the caption “Saw your favourite and made me think of you”.

I want to be taken care of when I’m sick, I want to be put in bed, to be kissed in the forehead, and know they’ll be there when I wake up.

I want long conversations about stupid things, and even longer conversations about important stuff that need to be talked about.

I want to feel respected, loved, needed, and wanted. I want to be understood and appreciated.

I want someone to look me in the eyes, both hands on both my cheeks, and tell me I’m the most beautiful girl in the world.

I want to love, and I want to be loved.

[heartsnbruises]

WAAAAAAAGHUH *FLAILS*

OH MY GOD I LOVE LORE SO MUCH

[epicentertainment]

I would take you to paris, we could walk around all day stopping off at small bistros eating and drinking ridiculous amounts of wine. By night, we will make friends with interesting fun parisians, dance all night and make love under the stars.

[mydanze]

today goes as well....I'crying...stupid saturday!

[pleaseburymeinmysilence]

Am I crazy?

I miss talking to you every day.

I miss feeling safe even when we're fighting because even when I'm blocking you out while still screaming at you, your arms are where I want to be

but I pushed you away and lost the best relationship I've had to date, and I know I'll have better down the road

but these thoughts don't stop the feelings I have, the love I still have for you.

I know things got rough sometimes but you were healthy and good for me.

Am I crazy for hoping I'll be good for you too again?

You were always there, always willing.

Will I learn from my mistakes or will I always leave hastily, without thinking about myself a few hours after making the decision or the other person right when I make it?

(jw)

[graviconscientia]

:33 < beige, white, purrple, gold, brown~

...Artie, that's a lot to answer!Beige: I just said my favourite dream! Though, I suppose the one I hold onto the most is also a favourite. I want to be a legendary legislacerator, famed across the universe! Lady Redglare, deliverer of justice, and a looker too~ Ooh, that would be. Just... Brilliant.White: My first kiss was Phylus! Are you sure you and that greyface aren't working together~?Purple: My last kiss? The Grand Highblood. And it was good too~ H-he's really gentle...Gold: A story that makes me smile. It's got to be the one about my panties. I want them back, though... Anyway, I couldn't believe you had found them! Finding them was alright... it just underwear, of course, but you put them on! oh my goodness, I was completely mortified, but you had this look on your face that was... It was something. You were having so much fun though. I guess I can't be too mad about that~Brown: ...I would, in all honesty, prefer a relationship over friends with benefits. I do want to be loved and to love someone in return, to know about someone in a way that no one else does. I want to be able to share a connection with a person on so many different levels. But sometimes, having someone there who understands you physically and is alright with being with you without so much intimacy and devotion... it's not so bad. Still, friends are just as good, and they are devoted to you in their own way. They just don't want to be in love or in pity, and that's alright.