#stutteringsomethinginsane

[angelgraveyards]

stutteringsomethinginsane replied to your post “100 likes and I’ll delete my past abuser from fb”

Do it for yourself, even if the notes don't happen.

the thing is tho that i don't want to but i need a lot of people to tell me that i should because it's the only way i'll do it i know i should but i don't want to so like

[gardenofsnails]

stutteringsomethinginsane replied to your post “Only things that make me happy now are plants, trees, animals (nature...”

I'm sorry! I hope you feel better soon!!

Thank you :)

[gardenofsnails]

stutteringsomethinginsane replied to your post “People are noticing that I lost weight… Well, I don’t eat much,...”

I hope you're okay!

I guess I am... kind of. Thanks for the concern tho ^.^

[themonsterwithoutaname]

stutteringsomethinginsane replied to your post “I swear to god Ill punch someone in the face. Ill listen to some wtnv....”

You ok?

I am now, but I was at my relatives house and they where being racist homophobic idiots. They where like "Oh, but I don't like f*gs, but I don't interfeer with them, I'm a homophobic? Of course not!" and "Why I can't go out with a shirt 100% white and a black person can have a 100% black t-shirt?" and stuff like that!

This already enraged me, but after that I said my political opinion to them (I was there because the election is today and yesterday was my grandpa's b-day, so we visited them since we vote near their house, anyway...) and I said that everyone should have their own good house, and good healthcare (here is free but really shitty), good schools, basic shit that everyone should have! 

And then, they came to me saying bullshit about my opinion and laughing at me. They where like "So you would give up ALL of your shit to give to another poor person! Would you give your expensive shoes for them?" and I was like "Yeah, I would if I could".

But guess what i can't! Because I started to work last week, I don't have enough money even for me! I live with my parents in a house (that is not even ours!) in one of the shittiest neighborhood of the city. Hell, and my shoes weren't even buy with my or my parent's money, it was a gift from my other grandpa. 

Like, when I disagreed with them about their opinion they where like "Oh, but is MY opinion, you know? everyone has it own you can't just argue with that." and bla bla bla, but when I said something is like "OH, YOU ARE WRONG! EVERYONE SHOULD EARN THINGS! WITH HARDWORK!".

It looks like they don't even live in the same country as me!

It just makes me really angry because they think they are great shit and they know everything, when they are being fucking bigots who know nothing about the reality we live in or what I stand for!

My older sister walked away of the meeting giving a excuse. If I could I would too.

[ontinetine]

1. Always post the rules 2. Always answer the questions from the person who tagged you and write your own questions. 3. Tag 11 people 4. Actually tell them you tagged them

I was tagged by numbersevenrules!

1. What’s your happiest memory?

When I came back from England, and all my friends were waiting at the airport with a "Welcome Home" sign. 

2. What’s the first thing you would buy if you won the lottery?

An apartment or house a long way away from here. 

3. If you had to be with one person/fictional character during a zombie apocalypse, who would you choose and why?

My best friend Sara. Let's go out together. 

4. What’s your favorite book?

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.

5. What’s the best movie you’ve ever watched?

The Avengers

6. if you could be the best at something, what would it be?

Writing stories

7. Dragons or dinosaurs?

Dragons

8. What smell/scent do you like the most?

Roses

9. If you could live anywhere, where would that be?

London or San Francisco

10. What’s your favorite quote?

"I don't like bullies. I don't care where they're from."

New questions:

1. What is Steve Rogers' religion?

2. Bruce Banner or Bruce Wayne?

3. What is the best breed of cat?

4. Book you've read that I probably haven't heard of + why I should read it:

5. Bees?

6. Best meal possible?

7. Favorite canceled TV show?

8. Most awkward time/place to fart?

9. Most push-ups you can do?

10. What do you do in a parallel universe?

I'm tagging ilickedawalruswithaspoon, stutteringsomethinginsane, marywithaquestionmark, writingfish, chaptain, seventothethird, k-she-rambles, supercana91, livingxdeadxpanda, inkyperspective, and theperfect-girlisgone. 

[angelgraveyards]

Do every third question!!

this took FOREVER and it's super long so i put it under a cut but THANKS

3:What if I told you that you were pretty?

i mean i'd say thanks

6. What are you looking forward to in the next week?

my birthday! and getting my hair done! and seeing my friends!

9. how late did u stay up last night?

like 12:30 or something

12. have u pretended to like someone?

uuuuuuuuuh not really except like at the very end of relationships when i'm like "i am no longer attracted to this person but now is not the time to tell them"

15. Is it hard for you to get over someone?

it depends on how long i was attached to someone but i take change pretty hard, so

18. Hold hands with anyone this week?

my dog and myself ha hah  ah

21. do you miss anyone?

my FRIENDS and william

24. are you good at hiding your feelings?

not at all i am the worst

27. are you listening to music right now?

nope

30. how is your heart lately?

hahahha

33. what do people call you?

suzie. everyone at work has been calling me suzie q though lately

36. who did you last share a bed with?

william

39. do you get stressed out easily?

i'm stressed right now. lol yea.

41. have you ever wnated to tell someone something but didnt?

yah

44. what are you listening to right now?

not a thing

47. where did you get the shirt you're wearing now

it's a hand me down from my old baby sitter

50. are you a good artist

i hope so or i'm screwed for my career choice

53. have you ever been on a golf cart

yah omg once in middle school i was driving my friend's dad's cart and i almost wrecked it into a pine tree and then into a fence.

56. do you own something from hot topic?

i don't actually think that i do wtf i'm the worst emo

59. do you have a little sister

yah but she's like 17 so she's not that little

62. have you hugged someone in the last week

yeah my whole family plus my dog and this old guy at work

65. is there someone in your life that can always make you smile

YEAH hope and dahee and william for sure

68. would you rather sleep next to someone or alone?

NEXT TO SOMEONE it;s so much better i'm so lonely

[gardenofsnails]

stutteringsomethinginsane replied to your post “I’m in a dark place. It was bad before but now it’s even worse. I was...”

Hope you feel better soon!

Thank you ^.^

[chiffoncoffin]

stutteringsomethinginsane replied to your post “I’m fucking done. I’m done. this is all fucking bullshit and I’m just...”

Hope you're okay, really. ❤️

<3 Thank you, lovely. I took a shower and colored some pictures. I'm doing much better now. <333