I can still remember the way your body used to be softly shown under the cover of darkness, i can still feel your jaw brush againt my cheekbone as i dove in to kiss that delicate neck. Sudden murmurs become a prayer as if in a abandoned sistine chapter, angelic voices whisper a chant of lust as i lean in and take your lips into mine, i press hard, i nearly draw blood and in mere seconds, i can taste my own blood, heavy breathing, heart palptating, the room becomes more dense, it becomes more full, not as empty as it was before. I can still feel my arms tremble as i enclosed my arms around you and i can still remember how beautiful you looked. I feel a beast crawl out of my body reaching towards you, trying to find a way into your exoskeleton, reach your very heart, pounding and alive and if it can, it'll swallow it whole. I can still remember how you overtook every single molecule in my body, how the carnal velocity elevated instantly when i reached foward and plunged my fingers into your scalp, i still remember your gaze, petrified yet intrigued, as if you have never lain with a creature of the night like me before. I still remember how i found your breasts and fondled them, and i could feel your heart rebelling against your chest, as if it needed to break free. I still remember, the way you needed to scream, yet you couldn't, it was unbearable, almost painful as i marked my territory over your young body. Thuds, as silent as the darkest nights only could be heard as i entered your cavern, it was ripe for the picking, i still remember a wave rushing over me, it washed me away, further into you i fell and i leaned into you, for my life depended on it; i was reaching new heights and i was taking you with me, i still remember the way the moonlight caught your eyes in that exact moment, the light had peeked from behind the curtains and your left eye was visible, ablaze with emotions, drooping heavily from the ectasy of the moment. I still remember the grip on my thighs as if, if i let go you'd fall into a heaping mess on the mattress, i still remember your command and i was an obediant servant , i dove deeper and i remember the way i gripped your sides and nearly sent us flying into the atmosphere, i still remember the look you gave me, purity, raw honesty at how you made yourself vulnarable to me and i would take you to the top as i see fit, i still remember that i had an emotion that was so heavy in my chest as i slammed my truth into you, a truth that would live inside you till death, it would course through your veins and it will settle upon your very breathe. I remember the way tears welled up in my eyes as you gripped my arms and the whole world stopped, there was no noise of the cars outside, and i remember the way you looked at me as if you have been baptised by all four elements in that very moment. I still remember the warm tears speckling your chest as i rested my head over your heart and i felt currents sweeping me under, i could hear harps tingle away into a far distance and i remember i swore that till my death i would love you and honour you. I still remember you tangled up in me after i laid down beside you and i could feel us building an invisible shield to protect us both, i still remember you sighing the words I Love You, as you drifted off into slumber, i could still remember the way i kissed your luscious locks and held you so tight i could have broken your ribcage, for in that sparse second, i had left my soul on your porcelain skin, it is there now, residing and taking care of my most profound love. I still remember thinking of the love you give me , of the joy you give me of the hurt we have surpassed. I still remember, all of it.
Remembering Anoli.
