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[agneslumiere]

Glaze on ceramic on the tile, 20x20cm

my work "Plastic sugery smile"

[puzzlingfrost]

I’m getting a new set of eyeballs today lol

No more glasses only laser vision. That’s what lasik is right?

[fallynnforyou]

Hello!

I had all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed on monday and jesus I'm still in so much pain. My cheeks are still swollen and I still can't eat solids. How did you guys experienced getting your wisdom teeth removed? And how long did you have pain? Bcs at this point i really just want to eat like a normal person again😂😭

[the-mira-life-project-mtf]

A Reflection On SRS

I still have seven months until my SRS consultation in Oregon. And surprisingly, I have not really been that concerned about it until today.

Much of this is due to a scheduled ‘half-way’ psychological checkup to assess my readiness for surgery, in July, less then 23 days.

I’ve been wondering about a great deal of things: many of which are very personal (and I just can’t talk about them at the moment). The questions I can present have been weighing heavily:

1) Is having a vulvoplasty actually such a good idea, as I’ll be not exactly female? I’ve have been told, warned, and read accounts against vulvoplasties. Accounts that paint regret and remorse. And there is only a handful of personal accounts that address their experiences.

2) One thing is certain...it has to go! Everyone has something that they absolutely love to do: some love the activity of running. Some love to dance. Some love to dress in feminine clothes that would reveal. And some are terribly dysphoric.

I...I love to swim. Before my transition, I swam five times a week, joined a swim team, and participated in group swims. But with my ‘incorrect’ anatomy, I am terrified to swim in a one piece suit. I hide.

3) My morals prevent me to use public restrooms and shower rooms. I’ve never liked public restrooms or shower rooms as they are filthy and gross! But with digestive complications and swimming...restrooms and shower rooms are something I have to face.

Prior to transition, I dreaded shower rooms. I never trusted men, and being in a place that encourages someone to undress and be close to you...it makes me sick!

I identify as female, but my morals prevent me from sharing a shower room until my ‘dysfunction’ is corrected. And using a restroom is already hard enough...I really have to be in serious trouble to enter a women’s room.

A vulvoplasty would make me feel comfortable with using a women’s restroom and shower room as we would be equal.

4) No more testosterone blockers! Just to drop some pills would be a blessing. Especially the spirolactone which tastes minty, and I don’t like mint!

5) Terrified of being unable to hide the fact that I’m incomplete down there. Having cystic fibrosis guaranties that I will end up in the hospital a few times, and depending out the event, it could be for a few days to a few weeks.

There has been a few times when I was unable to hide the fact I am male when going into surgery or inpatient and the nurse says ‘Sponge bath!’ or 'I brought you a female urinal.’ Both times reduced me to tears.

Then there was the time I was recovering from facial feminization surgery and awoken to the horror that they placed a catheter inside me. I felt not only violated, but horrified that someone saw my ‘mistake’.

6) How do I tell my family (who is against this) that I want this surgery? There is no answer for that question. Do I talk about it in 2022? Do I bring it up tomorrow? Is it a conversation for after-dinner or holidays?

I remember my last fear of talking about being transgender. But this, this is on a level unlike FFS or BA!

I certainly will need to talk to my mother about this, as someone will have to take up the mantle of caretaken for almost a month. And to be honest, I don’t know if I am that trusting. I had a hard time having her help me with my post surgery after breast augmentation.

[ben-the-hyena]

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[batmanfan3492]

Hello everyone. My best friend's brother's upper jaw is decaying, it has been since he was young. if he has any chance of getting new teeth he needs this procedure that will repair his jaw enough to where he could have a new set of teeth put in.

If you can't donate, please share so there is a chance that someone who can will see this ❤️

Let's give him the chance to smile at his son properly ❤️

https://gofund.me/d726dfb0

[medicineinside]

continue to study gastrointestinal system

I am in love with my notes, I am using GoodNotes app on my iPad 💕

[vanishingpals]

my ex messages me saying he probably needs surgery and all i’m thinking about is that john mulaney bit where he said “doing cocaine will not make your ex girlfriend get back together with you, but it will make her worry about you, and in the end, what’s the difference?”