#suicide.ment

[mindflamer]

imagine

parallel between max getting vecna’d and mike

we know that vecna represents people’s inner trauma and the thoughts that haunt them

in max’s scenes, we’re shown that she’s had suicidal thoughts over billy’s death. when she slashes vecna’s throat and runs away, that is her making the choice to live & fight back against those demons.

if mike gets vecna’d… and is taunted by his internalized homophobic thoughts…. his moment of breaking free is him choosing to accept his sexuality & fight the hatred & shame he has over it.

i will CRY

[normalmammal]

i dont get how famous streamers and youtubers can actually genuinely be like. i love my audience i love my fans. what. how do you not tell them to kill themselves

[aggressiveglockenspiel]

all empires!joel knows is kill self <3 pretty sea woman my wife <3 and terracotta <3

[mayz1er]

hello im zie and i write mostly c!tubbo centric mitski songfics. here’s a segment from each one that is currently out

pink in the night (↓ c!tubbo talkin abt c!ranboo)

if you can hear my heart breaking–if you’re close enough to my heart that you’re basically inside it– then when do you end and where do i begin?

and where do we meet in the middle?

fireworks (↓ slight tw for suicidal thoughts)

(what is the best way to describe tubbo’s feelings? what is the best way to describe his hurt? how do you put in words the emptiness he feels in everyday life, feeling miles apart from your soul and being forced to be alive because you have no courage to end it yourself?)

first love / late spring (focuses on cbenchtrio members but only c!tubbo’s part is currently out)

“you’re so grown up now, huh? my little tubbo, where’d all the time go?”

time stopped when you left, wilbur. time stopped when you spoke your last words and detonated the only home we ever knew. and then time started again, after your soul was taken. and time passed while you were a ghost, all childlike and naive and nothing like you. that’s where all the time went, wilbur.

check it out if u want :]

[mindflamer]

new theory: will and mike were turned gay by dnd

[image description: screenshots from stranger things season 4 where eddie reads from a magazine to the hellfire group. "dungeons and dragons, at first regarded as a harmless game of make-believe, now has both parents and psychologists concerned. studies have linked violent behavior to the game, saying it promotes satanic worship, ritual sacrifice, sodomy, suicide, and even... murder."]

[mindflamer]

why do you tag a mention of death? death is happening all the time, as is birth. you cant hide from that

i tag it so that people following me can have some control over what they are seeing. yes death happens all the time but that doesn’t mean everyone is in a mental space to be reminded of it any second of the day, any day of their life. some people have a phobia of death and even if they’re getting treatment, it might be awhile before they can engage with content about death without having an anxiety attack or panic attack. some people just had a loved one die and they need a break until they’re able to cope with the grief better. some people are in a suicidal crisis and need to avoid it until they’re in a safer place so their suicidal thoughts don’t get so bad they act on them. any of these people may be following me & if i can save them a shit night (or day or week or however long they might’ve spiraled) by giving a warning i am going to do that. it does not mean anyone is denying that death exists or is running away from it, it’s just giving people options for when and how they engage with content that can affect their mental health.