This is something more than what i could imagine me doing.. the thought of the next day is the deadliest nightmares these days seeing myself break piece by piece each day holding the broken pieces in my bare hands letting them slit the wrists making the footprints in the blood hoping someone would fear of taking this path I gather all the courage and try to hold myself from further breakdowns I lose the pieces to become more of a thousands that were already in my hand Nothing could mend a soul that became part of the dust in the air The thought of what am I doing with my life stabbed me yesterday the thousandth time You know what I'm okay everything is okay and everything will be okay Hahhahahahahahhah.... It's hard to describe the meaning of okay I'm not writing a poem, this is just a feeling with no order Like in the dreams, where the slides change to a new place with every turn we take on the bed. Is this stupidity? I ask myself. Maybe yes. But this is more of pain, I guess. Idk what's hurting or why it's hurting But there's a feeling that I wanna meet someone so desparately The earlier it comes, the earlier I rest in peace. #suicidefantasy #life #stupidity #yqbaba #unrêveur Read my thoughts on @YourQuoteApp #yourquote #quote #stories #qotd #quoteoftheday #wordporn #quotestagram #wordswag #wordsofwisdom #inspirationalquotes #writeaway #thoughts #poetry #instawriters #writersofinstagram #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #igwritersclub #thepenwielders #weswitched #delhipoetryslam #silverleafpoetry #talesleftunsaid #sushrithad (at *caption) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5P_eUilz09/?igshid=1jvunm0im46nx