#suicidehurts

[wmarie726]

Have you ever been through anything?

No I haven't blogged lately but things were going well and then two days ago hit it was a day like no other perfect with my perfect boyfriend and friends and my boyfriend is the one thing in this world that I care about and the one thing that keeps me going it seems like. Anyway it was a day like no other and was amazing we followed each other to our classes we hugged and kissed and then he went home and then he came back to pick me up and take me home when we kissed made out we held hands and everything was perfect and he came inside my house and help me with my backpack and everything and then gave me a hug and said he is going to go home and work on homework I didn't think anythingwas going to happen but I was very mistaken I thought it would just be a normal night like we text and FaceTime me. He said he'd text me first when he got home so I don't want to to bother him but now I regret that. Now I just want more than anything is to be able to help my arms around him. he is my rock and my best friend and everything to me and he tried to take his own life. I had no idea and it hurt more than anything I thought we were in love and I thought everything was perfect didn't know how much it was hurting him or how much he truly needed me and I feel awful for that. I need to focus on him and love him I know he's going to be the one for me for the rest of my life. He's my baby and I need him and he needs me now I'm going to be there for him no matter what girls may say or what evil people will try to put in his mind I love him and he is loved. I just want him so bad right now he's past days not talking to him and not being able to see him becaue he isn't allowed to have visitors and I can't do it much longer I don't care where he is how far how many hours how many minutes how many seconds I'm going to see him soon I have to I'm never longed for anyone this bad. I know I have to be positive for him that's why I can't tell him any of us because I need to be his rock he needs the positivity and he needs the love that I know I can give him.

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[randomslasher]

I'm Violet My favorite color is red because black is a shade My favorite ship is Destiel My favorite ice cream right not are a tie between mint chip toffuti cuties & almond delight vanilla bites I don't have a cat, but my girlfriend has 13 kittens right now & my mom has a cat.

Hi Violet! I think you’re allowed to pick black even if it is technically a lack of color (or lack of light, I suppose). Black and red go well together. Though now I have that song from Les Mis stuck in my head again…rats! Why do I do this to myself? 

And omg thirteen kittens? We have ONE right now and he’s a handful! I can’t imagine thirteen. That would be too much cute. I would quite possibly implode immediately. :D 

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suicidehurts replied to your post: During my rituals I find it harder and harder to...

Sometimes I just take a break for a while& If you cant stay focused then wait until you can. Give it time.

 I tried to wait two weeks in between rituals (which is hard,considering I'd like to practise way more often),but it didn't work.I'm, pretty sure it's stress-related.I also have a certain person always on my mind,and that destroys every thought.

gingerandtheneurotics answered your question: During my rituals I find it harder and harder to...

I know how you feel. Im usually better at concentrating when Im really tired or sad. And then after a ritual Im awake and happy. :)

Maybe tired will work.Thanks!I'm glad to hear rituals have such a great impact on you!x

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autumndragons replied to your photoset: Hello ~ Today was a very good day and it was...

*once again cries at your pretty-ness* And if youre not quality then I legit have no idea what is&

 You are!

highonkaboom replied to your photoset: Hello ~ Today was a very good day and it was...

get out i didnt ask for this pretty

But you know you want it *moves booty*

muffin-bitch reblogged your photoset: Hello ~ Today was a very good day and it was...

Holy shit youre beautiful!

Thank you ; nnn ;

lucienmars replied to your post: lucienmars reblogged your photoset: Hello ~ Today...

You look Beautiful! I love the legging/pants, where did you get them from?

Thanks,honey!I got them from a local shop called Mixerì.

suicidehurts replied to your photoset: Hello ~ Today was a very good day and it was...

Youre adorable. Just sayin :-)

You are,too.You're very kind c':

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suicidehurts replied to your post: My best friends little sister has a classmate whos into wicca now, and to do that she had to make a sacrifice. She actually got some mouse or other little animal and killed it. You dont have to do that, right? She completely misunderstood the thing? Im asking because you just said that wiccas do no harm so Im just wtf did that girl do then, my friends sister was traumatized from that D:

Killing is generally a no go in wicca. Sorry for Anons friends sister being tramatized by a misinformed little girl&

Exactly.Also,misinformation is the worstttt.

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fawkess replied to your post: Im just so happy I could burst or something. We...

Omg its kinda funny, and congrats for your grades! I think you should write her something and maybe give her a chocolate? Haha I would do that D: xxxxx

 That's a great idea!I didn't think of that!Thanks <33

suicidehurts replied to your post: Im just so happy I could burst or something. We...

The letter to your teacher sounds like a good idea & you cant write too much as long as you feel what you write <3

Thank you for the tip <3