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[amillixnvoicesarch]

“tight hug″ @ alex <3

     the hug meme

1. send  “tight hug″  to give my muse a tight hug that squeezes

      They had ALWAYS gravitated towards each other. 

   All of them were, HAD BEEN, very touchy feeling, even when being alive. It was a sharp contrast to Alex’ home life, where he had never really been welcome. He barely remembered his mother being affectionate, let alone his father, and so Alex had always went somewhere else for affection, and Luke and the others had become his family quickly, Luke even more so than the others.

   “I can’t BREATHE,” He laughed then, though his own arms were wrapped around the other boy just as tightly, before they went still. “What do you think comes after this?”

   They had never really talked much about CROSSING OVER. When they had still been alive, dying had seemed so far away that neither of them had ever really thought about bringing it up, and this time around they weren’t really given a chance, but if ghosts were given a chance whether or not they wanted to move on, then Alex wasn’t sure he was ready. “I don’t want to LOSE you.”

[shinemadea]

"You are the best thing in my life."

@sunsetlead  |  meme   

         for  the  first  time  ,  she  sees  a  world  of  possibilities  for  them  .  for  the  first  time  since  he  came  into  her  life  ,  she  doesn’t  feel  like  the  way  she  feels  about  him  is  hopeless  .  they  keep  pushing  the  limits  between  the  plane  of  the  living  &  the  other  side  &  there’s  truly  no  telling  where  they  may  end  up  .  the  odds  may  just  be  in  their  favor  -----  smile  shines  bright  at  the  sound  of  his  words  ,  still  in  wonder  that  someone  could  look  at  her  the  way  he  does  .  like  nothing  else  exists  but  her  .  fingertips  reach  up  to  his  cheek  instinctively  ,  though  she  hesitates  ;  a  hint  of  doubt  that  she  can  still  feel  him  ,  before  she  allows  herself  the  whisper  of  a  touch  ,  delicately  tracing  the  soft  skin  -----  his  life  .  what  if  he  could  get  it  all  back  ?  what  if  they  could  cut  out  this  one  dreadful  complication  ?  “  music  is  the  best  thing  in  your  life  .  “  she  corrects  him  playfully  ,  other  set  of  fingers  finding  his  hand  .  “  but  i  like  thinking  i’m  in  your  top  five  .  “

[amillixnvoicesarch]

happy  kiss - for Alex mayhaps

KISSING  MEME  PROMPTS:

Alex had been able to see that something was going on the moment Luke had stepped into the garage. There was an excitement about him that was almost contagious, even though Alex didn’t even know what it was about. Still, it was endearing, and in hindsight they should have probably waited for Reggie to break the news, but he didn’t blame Luke for now being able to WAIT.

“The Orpheum? Are you SERIOUS?” It was like a lifelong dream come true, even though it was just the opening act for another band. People would get to see them and listen to their music, and if they played their cards right, then this could be their big break. 

>He had meant to throw his arms around Luke in a HUG, he really had, but with all the excitement buzzing between them, Alex somehow didn’t just spectacularly miss, but also seemed to throw CAUTION to the wind, his lips pressing against the other boy’s all of a sudden. 

It wasn’t out of nowhere, of course, they had definitely fallen asleep next to each other, fingers INTERTWINED, and had their arms thrown around each other, lingering longer than they maybe should have, but they had never really outright talked about it.

“Uh.” He found heat rising up into his cheeks, tinted them red as he pulled back just a little. “SORRY about that.”

[amillixnvoicesarch]

“you okay?” @ alex :)

         send “you okay?” to find my muse sitting alone on a roof at night.

         Sometimes Alex felt like SUFFOCATING. 

     It was an all familiar feeling, one he had felt a lot back when he had still been alive. Whenever things became too much, he found himself seeking some sort of comfort outside, because being in enclosed spaces only made it harder to breathe. Hugging his knees CLOSE to his chest, he had teleported to the top of the studio, trying to get some air and maybe watch the stars, but his mind simply wouldn’t stop spinning.

     It was then that Luke appeared NEXT to him, and Alex really should have known that he’d come looking for him. It had always been like that, like they were connected with some sort of INVISIBLE string, the three of them really, they always knew when something was wrong with the other, and they were always trying to make it right.

    Okay. Alex couldn’t remember the last time he had actually been truly OKAY. He’d always told himself that things were going to be okay, especially once their career would take off ( though really he did have his doubts, but Luke had always been so ENTHUSIASTIC about it that it had been hard not to get sucked in ) but now that was gone, and everything was just...a little TOO MUCH.

   “I’m fine.” he eventually managed, a weak attempt at somehow making his best friend worry LESS about him, but if Alex wasn’t even able to convince himself, then convincing Luke was out of the question.

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❝ julie told me that she found you three in her garage. ❞ lauryn laughs, eyes glancing over to the boy with the beanie. she has a notebook in her grasp,  filled with random lyrics, none of which actually fit into one singular song. she’ll work on it. ❝ i thought she was joking at first if i’m honest. ❞

[phantombassist]

sunsetlead said:   ❝ Trust me, I’m a professional. ❞ | shit i say — sentence starters | always accepting.

    “it’s not that i don’t trust you, you know i do, but...” reggie trailed off, glancing over at luke. “what if this isn’t the right way to go about this?”

[shinemadea]

@sunsetlead​  |  meme

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        the  touch  is  sudden  ,  unexpected  .  &  as  much  as  she  doesn’t  exactly  mind  it  ,  she  feels  that  there’s  more  to  it  than  an  out  of  the  blue  urge  on  his  part  .  there’s  hastiness  behind  the  gesture  &  maybe  a  bit  of  panic  -----  he  seems  tense  ,  his  perfect  smile  a  well  used  tool  for  distraction  as  he  flashes  it  her  way  .  “  what  is  it  ?  “  she  asks  ,  confusion  riddling  her  features  as  she  tries  to  decipher  his  actions  .  his  strategy  almost  works  ;  soft  brush  of  thumbs  against  her  cheeks  ,  big  green  eyes  boring  into  her  own  so  intensely  he  might  just  keep  her  in  place  .  too  bad  she’s  smarter  than  that  .  “  luke  ?  “  she  pushes  again  ,  lifting  her  chin  ,  tone  as  sweetened  as  she  can  manage  so  that  she  doesn’t  sound  as  threatening  as  he  might  fear  she’ll  become  in  the  short  moments  to  come  .  “  is  there  something  behind  me  that  you  don’t  want  me  to  see  ?  “

[wordsimostregret]

“julie...? jules?” now that she knew that there were three ghosts currently living in julie’s garage, the place kind of gave her the creeps, at least when she was in there by herself. sure, the boys were the least intimidating ghosts she could really imagine, but not knowing whether or not she was being watched was just... super creepy. “okay, if you boys are in here, i’m gonna need you to either start playing music, or leave, because you’re totally giving me the heebie jeebies right now.” @sunsetlead​