@suntched sent: ❝ did i survive? no, i assure you, i am still very much in hell. ❞
Chrissy nodded, not quite sure how to reply to the other’s words. In all honesty, there was a part of her that knew exactly what the other meant. After — barely — escaping the curse, or whatever was the term those kids had decided to use to describe what had happened to her, she hadn’t felt like much of a survivor either. She hadn’t talked about it to anyone — not even Kendall, to be honest —, but it was like a part of her had been left behind in the process. If surviving meant remaining whole, then Chrissy was very much sure that she wasn’t quite there yet. Every time she closed her eyes she saw the creature, she heard its voice... It was the same with the flashbacks of her mom even though she was staying at Kendall’s place now. Demons still lingering around her, was that the hell Charlie was talking about? She even still felt pain in her fixed arm from time to time. « Do you think that’s what surviving means, though? » Grey-blue eyes looking up at the other, like anyone could give her an answer like that. « Learning to live in hell, going forward even though we’re scarred? »









