dazai is the kind of person who accepts what is but also wants to deny it. like ex. when oda died; he knew oda was dead ofc, he accepted it but then again didnt, he wanted to pretend but he also knew that theres no point in it. another example is when he had to leave chuuya for the sake of odas last wish, dazai knew that he wouldnt ever be able to see chuuya again, he knew he wouldnt be able to look into chuuyas eyes again, unless fate allowed it. he wanted to pretend that he was having pointless banter with chuuya again, but it just wasnt the same. he wanted to pretend, but he couldnt
(this is really bad- its all i could of atm tho)
edit: hey!! i finally put up some rules, and the ask box is open for any of yall who want to request anything:) —> rules n' stuff
—mochi












