#supalonely

[treasuretroves444]

[bo1908]

BENEE - Supalonely ft. Gus Dapperton

[shadowsden97]

I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la

Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)

La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la

Lonely (Supalonely)

[i034c]

been listening to this for some reason 🧐

[gaiazy]

BENEE - Live at the Powerstation - 28th June 2019

(Tumblr killed my quality)

[keinjournalist]

[vjhero]

BENEE - Supalonely ft. Gus Dapperton

[triple-hijueputa]

I’m a lonely bitch

Energy Saturday was rlly weird

L didn’t get sleep so she was being extra cranky all day then we fought before heading to the club we made up and we were having such a good time until she had a literal panic attack and we had to leave. She’s so fragile but I don’t love her any less for it. Just sometimes her attitude gets me feeling like her. I absorb her negative energy and it rlly hit me.

Once I dropped her off I felt so depressed. Maybe cuz the night rlly drained me

I don’t want to be in this house anymore either.

My sister is probably the most toxic person in my life so I’m not speaking with her purely for my mental health. It was rlly awkward telling my mom I didn’t want to go to Jen’s birthday dinner with the family. I don’t want to pretend like everything’s fine when it’s not. I don’t like her and I’m not gonna put on a facade to celebrate her birthday when she doesn’t even show me respect as her sister. I’m sad to miss family events but I’ll gladly decline if it means being around her. Knowing she’s just upstairs makes me anxious. And I don’t want to be here.

My mom flipped out on me about my car smelling like weed which honestly is rlly annoying considering it’s my car then she asks me to massage her foot and when I tell her I would if she apologized for yelling at me and she acted like she didn’t even remember yelling at me. That’s what I hate so much about this family is the lack of accountability for your actions. You can do and say whatever you want and if you still have an issue with it for the next 3 hours you can’t let shit go and you’re the problem. Like no bro fuck you. It’s always been this way. Why do I have to accept disrespect and just be fine with it cuz we’re family?

I wanna leave so bad. I’m conflicted on where to go. Moving to Philly means moving shops which means I have to reach out to one and ask to at least do a guest spot there first. I miss having my own place I miss smoking weed whenever I wanted and not getting yelled at. I miss having my own fridge, my own things. I rlly want to leave. But I don’t want to stay in this area anymore.

Change is scary but so is staying the same. Which one is more worth the effort