"I said stay still."
"I'm fine."
"No, you're stubborn."
"...Tch."
"And if you tear your stitches again, I'm charging you double."
...He still tears them.
Heroes save lives on the battlefield.
She saves the heroes after the battle is over.
Eight years after the war, Pro Hero Dynamight—Katsuki Bakugo has become one of Japan's strongest heroes... and the absolute worst patient any doctor could ask for.
At twenty-six, you're one of Japan's youngest and most celebrated cardiothoracic surgeons, known across Japan as "The Miracle Surgeon." Blessed with the emitter-type quirk Operation Zone, you've dedicated your life to saving others—even if it means forgetting to save yourself.
After one mission leaves Bakugo on your operating table, you're assigned as his attending surgeon, and the hospital quickly becomes the setting for the same argument over and over again.
"I said stay still."
"Quit ordering me around."
"Then stop reopening your stitches."
"...I'm leaving."
"Sit back down."
What begins as a doctor constantly patching up her most stubborn patient slowly turns into late-night coffee runs, impossible shifts, shared silences, stolen moments, and a love neither of you ever saw coming.
Because sometimes...
Even heroes deserve someone to save them.
✦ Pairing
Pro Hero!Katsuki Bakugo (28) × Surgeon!Reader (26)
✦ Genre
Slow Burn • Romance • Medical Drama • Hurt/Comfort • Action • Mystery • Slice of Life • Mutual Burnout • Eventual Happy Ending
✦ Tropes
✦ Doctor × Stubborn Patient • Grumpy × Grumpy • He Falls First (He Just Doesn't Realize It) • Mutual Burnout • Late-Night Coffee Runs • Forced Proximity • Hospital Romance • Friends to Allies (Midoriya & Reader) • Protective Bakugo • "Who gave you permission to scare me?" • Secret Relationship • Domestic Fluff • Eventual Happy Ending
✦ Background
✦ Set eight years after the Final War, the story follows Japan's No. 2 Hero, Dynamight, and one of the country's most gifted cardiothoracic surgeons, known to the public as "The Miracle Surgeon." The reader graduated from U.A.'s General Studies Department, where Recovery Girl mentored her in emergency medicine and helped shape her into the doctor she is today. During her time at U.A., she formed a lasting friendship with Izuku Midoriya, who now teaches at the academy while she serves on its Medical Advisory Board. Although Bakugo unknowingly crossed paths with her during his first year after his fight with Midoriya following All Might's retirement, he has no memory of the girl who quietly repaired the injuries no one else could see. Years later, fate brings them together once more—this time as a stubborn hero and the surgeon determined to keep him alive.
✦ Warnings
✦ This story contains graphic injury descriptions, surgical procedures, hospitals, blood, violence, PTSD, burnout, grief, emotional trauma, minor character death, kidnapping, villain attacks, themes of overwork and self-sacrifice, heavy angst, slow-burn romance, suggestive romantic content, and eventual healing, with a happy ending.
✦ Status: Ongoing
❖ Chapter Index
ARC I — The Worst Patient
"Every hero eventually ends up on an operating table. Some are simply more difficult than others."
Chapter One — I Said Stay Still
✦ Bakugo's mission ends in disaster • Emergency surgery • First meeting • He tries to leave • Tears his stitches
Chapter Two — Miracle Surgeon
✦ Recovery • Hospital antics • Coffee at 2 A.M. • Emergency involving Kirishima & Best Jeanist • Bakugo witnesses Operation Zone
Chapter Three — Green Memories
✦ U.A. visit • Midoriya reveal • Old memories resurface • Coffee becomes a habit
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ARC II — Under Observation
"Healing isn't just about stitches. Sometimes it's about learning to slow down."
Chapter Four — Doctor's Orders
✦ Routine checkups • Home visit • Phone numbers • Dinner • Learning each other's routines
Chapter Five — Not a Date
✦ More outings • Friends teasing • Growing comfort • Media rumors begin
Chapter Six — Flatline
✦ A patient dies • Reader breaks down • Bakugo stays • Quiet comfort after loss
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ARC III — Crossing the Line
"Some hearts heal slower than broken bones."
Chapter Seven — Almost
✦ Emotional vulnerability • Almost confession • Almost kiss
Chapter Eight — Heartbeats
✦ Feelings become impossible to ignore • Domestic moments • Mutual pining • Everyone notices except them
Chapter Nine — First Kiss
✦ Bakugo is injured again • Explosive argument • Confession • First kiss • Frustration and months of buried feelings erupt into a heated make out session
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ARC IV — Critical Condition
"Saving lives is easy. Saving the person you love is another story entirely."
Chapter Ten — Confidential
✦ Secret relationship • Stolen kisses • Hidden dates • Learning to love in private • A new threat begins targeting the heroes' medical support
Chapter Eleven — Missing
✦ Reader disappears • Hawks joins the investigation • Bakugo refuses to give up • Desperate search
Chapter Twelve — Code Blue
✦ Rescue mission • Bakugo breaks protocol • Operation Zone pushed to its limits • Reader is brought home
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ARC V — Home
"Even heroes deserve somewhere—and someone—to come home to."
Chapter Thirteen — Stay With Me
✦ Reader becomes the patient • Reverse "I said stay still." • Recovery • Bakugo refuses to leave her side
Chapter Fourteen — Off the Clock
✦ Recovery leave • Shared apartment days • Sleepy mornings • Shared showers • Kitchen kisses • Cuddling • Playful teasing • Affectionate makeout sessions • Learning what a peaceful life together feels like
Chapter Fifteen — Stay Still
✦ Reader overworks herself again • Bakugo finally understands • He cares for her the way she always cared for him • The title comes full circle • Epilogue
The first time she says, "I said stay still," it's because he's her patient.
The last time he says it...
...it's because he's terrified of losing the woman who taught him that even heroes deserve someone to save them.
Fix What You Broke Yandere! Hank x Female Reader (Chapter One.)
Summary- You had been the one to take everything from him. The one who was supposed to save his son, and yet you cost him the one thing that mattered most to him. And now, he’s going to use you to fix what you broke. And he didn’t care whether you wanted to or not...
Authors Note- Aaaaaand I’m back with another Yandere fanfic. This time featuring everybody’s favorite alcoholic police detective, Hank Anderson. I always wanted to write a story featuring Hank kind of hunting down the surgeon who was too stoned to save Cole. And that’s all I’m going to say. Never less I hope you enjoy.
Chapter One: Stupor.
He thought it was over. Hank mused as he sat at his dinner table. A glass of whiskey sat untouched as the picture of Cole smiled up at him. He thought he could move past this, and yet here he was the memories from the past haunting him even now, when he thought it was over. When he thought he could move on, you haunted his thoughts. You the surgeon who had been too stoned to do your job properly, too damn stoned, too damn useless, you had decided a handful of red ice was more important than saving the life of his son.
And now Cole was dead. And you? You were out there, living your life like nothing happened. He watched you sometimes, watched you when you went out with friends, how you laughed and acted like you did nothing wrong. Anger swelled in Hank’s chest as he downed the glass of whiskey, his kid was dead, and though Connor did help him heal it was never enough. You had broke him, tore apart his family... Hank placed the glass down, tearing his eyes away from the smiling visage of his son to look at the photo’s beside him, the photos he had taken of you, all of them ranging from you on your smoke break at the hospital. How, they could still let you work there he would never know, to outings with your friends, to pictures taken of you alone in your nice home. You eyes glued on your book, impervious to the man whose life you ruined.
Shoving the pictures away angrily Hank got up from his seat, and moved towards his room. What good was dwelling on the past, would it bring Cole back? No, his son was gone forever. But... Hank stopped a new thought forming in his exhausted mind as he made his way to his room. Why should he live like this? When you lived so carefree? Shouldn’t you be trying to fix what you broke?
Hank felt the cynical little smile form on his lips as an idea began to form in his mind. He wouldn’t have to suffer like this anymore, and he was going to use you to fix this. After all this was your mistake, all the better you be the one to fix it. Nodding to himself Hank made his way to his room, things would get better he just knew it. Even though he knew you wouldn’t be willing to what he was about to do, and in all honestly? Hank really couldn’t care. You deserved this...
"I said stay still."
"I'm fine.""No, you're stubborn."
"...Tch."
"And if you tear your stitches again, I'm charging you double."
...He still tears them.
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Chapter One — I Said Stay Still
15k–18k words
Summary
A villain attack leaves Pro Hero Bakugo critically injured and rushed to Musutafu General Hospital. Exhausted surgeon Reader becomes the only doctor capable of saving him. Their first meeting is explosive—Bakugo refuses treatment, Reader refuses to let him die. After a complicated emergency surgery, Bakugo wakes up determined to leave immediately... only to discover his surgeon is even more stubborn than he is.
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The rain in Musutafu didn’t wash the city clean; it only made the grime slicker, turning the neon reflections of the skyscrapers into smeared, bleeding watercolors on the asphalt. It was a Tuesday night, heavy with a suffocating humidity and the kind of oppressive atmospheric pressure that made old scars ache, joints swell, and tempers flare. The sky above was a bruised, violent purple, torn apart by lightning that illuminated the sprawling metropolis in harsh, staccato flashes. The thunder didn’t just rumble; it rattled the fillings in your teeth and vibrated through the floorboards of the hospital.
Inside Musutafu General Hospital, the air was conditioned to a sterile, frigid sixty-eight degrees. It smelled faintly of industrial antiseptic, floor wax, and the metallic, coppery tang of dried blood that no amount of aggressive cleaning could fully erase from the trauma wing. The fluorescent lights overhead hummed with a low, persistent vibration, a sound that drilled into the skull of anyone who had been under them for more than a few hours.
You stood by the central nurses' station, leaning your weight against the cool laminate counter. In your right hand, you held a paper cup of coffee that had gone cold three hours ago. You took a sip anyway, grimacing at the bitter, acidic taste that coated the back of your throat, before setting the cup down with a soft, definitive clink.
Your name is [Name], though the tabloids, the medical journals, and the breathless news anchors preferred to call you "The Miracle Surgeon." At twenty-six, you were the youngest attending cardiothoracic surgeon in Japan’s history, a title that carried more weight than you sometimes felt capable of bearing. You had hands that didn’t shake, eyes that missed absolutely nothing, and an emitter-type Quirk called Operation Zone that allowed you to manipulate biological tissue within a five-meter radius with microscopic, cellular precision. You could stitch a severed artery without a needle. You could restart a fibrillating heart with a thought. You could pull people back from the very edge of the abyss. You could save anyone.
Except, apparently, yourself.
Your reflection in the darkened glass of the breakroom door across the hall looked ghostly, almost translucent under the harsh lights. Dark circles bruised the delicate skin under your eyes, purple and blue shadows that spoke of weeks, maybe months, without proper, restorative sleep. Your white coat was wrinkled, the hem stained with faint, rust-colored traces of blood from a grueling twelve-hour shift that had ended only forty minutes ago. You hadn’t eaten a real meal since breakfast. You hadn’t slept in thirty-six hours. You had simply existed, moving from one crisis to the next, a machine built for preservation, running on caffeine, adrenaline, and a stubborn, deeply ingrained refusal to let death win on your watch.
"Dr. [Name]?"
The voice was hesitant, laced with a tremor of anxiety. You didn’t turn around immediately. You closed your eyes for a brief second, massaging the bridge of your nose where a tension headache was beginning to bloom, before setting your cold coffee down and turning to face the speaker.
"Yes, Nurse Sato?"
Sato was a junior triage nurse, barely a year out of nursing school. She looked pale, her glasses slightly askew on her nose, her hands clutching a tablet to her chest like a shield.
"We have a Code Red coming in. ETA two minutes. Ambulance 4 and Police Escort Alpha. They’re bypassing the standard intake."
You straightened up, the fatigue instantly vanishing beneath the crushing weight of professional instinct. It was a switch you had learned to flip years ago at U.A. High School, under the stern, no-nonsense tutelage of Recovery Girl. When the siren wails, the person disappears. Only the doctor remains.
"Status?" you asked, your voice steady, devoid of any emotion. It was the voice of the Miracle Surgeon. Cold. Clinical. Absolute.
"Multiple casualties from a villain attack in the Shibuya commercial district. Structural collapse, secondary explosions. But the primary… it’s him."
Sato didn’t need to say the name. In this city, in this country, there was only one hero whose arrival triggered that specific, terrifying frequency of panic, awe, and administrative headache.
"Dynamight," you said. It wasn’t a question.
"Yes. Pro Hero Dynamight. Katsuki Bakugo." Sato adjusted her glasses, looking nervously down at her tablet. "Reports say he took the brunt of a massive, concentrated explosion to shield a group of civilians trapped in the rubble. Blunt force trauma to the chest and abdomen. Third-degree burns on the left arm and shoulder. Shrapnel wounds across the torso. He’s conscious, but…" She hesitated, biting her lower lip. "He’s fighting the paramedics. He’s trying to rip out his IVs and is threatening to blast the ambulance doors off if they don't let him out."
You sighed, a short, sharp exhale through your nose. "Of course he is."
You grabbed your stethoscope from the counter, though you rarely needed it for diagnostics anymore, and followed Sato out into the main hallway. The hospital was already vibrating with a frantic, kinetic tension. Nurses were rushing toward Trauma Bay One, carrying heavy bags of O-negative blood, plasma expanders, and emergency surgical kits. The air smelled of ozone, fear, and the sharp tang of rubbing alcohol.
As you approached the double doors of the trauma bay, the shouting became audible, muffled but distinctly furious.
"—get your damn hands off me! I’m fine!"
"Sir, please, you’re losing blood, you need to let us—"
"I said I’m fine! Move, or I’ll blow your arms off!"
A massive crash echoed from inside the room. The sound of heavy metal hitting tile, followed by the shattering of glass. A heart monitor alarm began to blare, a high-pitched, rhythmic shriek that cut through the ambient noise like a knife.
You pushed through the double doors, your white coat flaring behind you.
The scene inside was controlled chaos, teetering on the edge of total collapse. Three nurses were pinned against the far wall by the sheer, overwhelming force of the patient’s presence. Two paramedics were hovering near the gurney, looking utterly terrified, their hands raised in a placating surrender. And in the center of it all, sitting upright on the stretcher despite having half his torso wrapped in hastily applied, blood-soaked emergency bandages, was Katsuki Bakugo.
Pro Hero Dynamight. The No. 2 Hero of Japan. The explosive powerhouse who had clawed his way to the top of the hero rankings through sheer, unadulterated willpower.
He looked like hell.
His signature black tactical gear was shredded to ribbons, revealing skin that was a chaotic map of violence. His left arm was charred black, the muscle and tissue beneath visible in gruesome detail where the skin had been burned away by his own Quirk or the villain's blast. His chest heaved with ragged, wet, bubbling breaths, and there was a dark, rapidly spreading stain on the white gauze wrapped tightly around his ribs. Blood dripped from his chin, mixing with the sweat and soot on his face. His ash-blond hair was matted with dirt and blood, sticking to his forehead in jagged, sweaty spikes.
But his eyes—those piercing, crimson eyes—were wide awake and burning with a furious, feral intensity. They scanned the room wildly, looking for a threat, looking for a way out, looking for someone to blame.
"Who the hell are you people?" Bakugo snarled, swatting away a nurse who tried to approach him with a saline drip. Sparks popped from his palms, small, dangerous crackles of nitroglycerin sweat igniting in the humid air, smelling sharply of burnt sugar and sulfur. "Where’s the damn doctor? I need to get out of here. There’s still civilians in the sector, I need to go back—"
"The sector is secure, Dynamight-san," a police officer said from the doorway, looking exhausted and battered. His uniform was torn, his face smudged with soot, a cut bleeding sluggishly above his eyebrow. "Please, let them treat you. The villains are in custody. The civilians are safe."
"I don’t have time for this!" Bakugo roared, his voice rough, scraping against his throat like sandpaper. He tried to swing his legs over the side of the gurney, but a sharp gasp escaped him, his face twisting in agony as his chest seized. "I need to file a report. I need to check on the structural integrity of the—"
"You need to stop bleeding," a voice cut through the noise.
It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t angry. It was calm, cold, and absolute. It carried the weight of a judge passing a final sentence.
Bakugo froze. His head snapped toward the source of the voice, his movements jerky and uncoordinated.
You stepped forward, moving past the paralyzed staff. You didn’t run. You didn’t shout. You walked with the slow, deliberate, measured pace of a predator entering its territory. You moved directly into his line of sight, blocking his view of the panicked staff, forcing him to look only at you. You were small compared to him—even sitting down, he loomed, his broad shoulders and muscular frame taking up most of the gurney—but you held yourself with a rigid, unyielding posture that commanded the space.
"Bakugo," you said. Your voice was flat, stripping away the title, the fame, the heroics, the public persona. Just the man. Just the patient.
He blinked, his eyes narrowing as he scanned you. He took in the pristine white coat, the dark blue scrubs underneath, the calm, completely unreadable expression on your face. He didn’t recognize you. Why would he? You were a ghost in the medical world, a rumor among surgeons, invisible to the public eye unless you were saving a celebrity on live television. To him, you were just another obstacle in his way, another person trying to tell him what to do.
"Who are you?" he growled, though the aggression in his voice dipped slightly, replaced by a flicker of confusion. He masked it quickly with anger. "Get out of my way, extra."
"I’m the surgeon who’s going to keep you alive," you said. You stopped exactly two feet from the gurney. Close enough to feel the intense, radiating heat coming off his burned skin. Close enough to smell the copper tang of his blood and the sharp sulfur of his Quirk. "And if you don’t lie down and let me work, I will sedate you. And I promise you, you won’t like the dream I put you in."
Bakugo stared at you. For a long, agonizing moment, the only sound in the room was the rain hammering against the reinforced windows and the erratic, frantic beeping of the heart monitor. His chest heaved, each breath a visible struggle against the pain in his ribs, his face pale and slick with sweat.
Then, a cruel, arrogant smirk twisted his bloody lips. "Try it, doc. See what happens."
You didn’t blink. You didn’t flinch. You didn’t even breathe. You simply raised your right hand, palm open, fingers slightly curled. Your Quirk, Operation Zone, hummed to life. It wasn’t visible, not really, but the air around your fingers shimmered slightly, distorting the light like heat haze rising off summer asphalt. You focused your senses on the torn tissue in his chest, feeling the rupture in his intercostal muscles, the jagged edge of the fractured rib pressing dangerously against his lung. You could sense the damage without touching him. It was a symphony of pain, a chaotic orchestra of failing biology, and you were the conductor.
"You have a punctured left lung," you said calmly, reciting the facts like you were reading a grocery list. "Your spleen is lacerated. You’ve lost approximately fifteen percent of your blood volume, and it's pooling in your abdominal cavity. Your heart rate is one hundred and eighty beats per minute, and your blood pressure is tanking. If you move again, if you try to stand up, you will go into hypovolemic shock and subsequent cardiac arrest. And I will have to crack your chest open right here in the trauma bay, with my bare hands, to restart it. Do you want an audience for that, Hero?"
The room went dead silent. Even the beeping monitors seemed to hold their breath. The police officer lowered his hand. The nurses stopped trembling. The paramedics exhaled a collective breath they didn’t know they were holding.
Bakugo stared at you. His crimson eyes searched yours, looking for a bluff, for fear, for hesitation. He found absolutely none. You were looking at him not as a hero, not as a legend, not as the explosive powerhouse of Japan, but as a broken, bleeding thing that needed fixing. It was an insult to his pride. It was also the undeniable truth.
His jaw tightened. A vein pulsed visibly in his temple. He wanted to fight. He wanted to explode, to prove you wrong, to show you that he wasn't broken. But his body was betraying him. The adrenaline that had been fueling his rage was fading, leaving behind the crushing, insurmountable weight of exhaustion and pain. His vision blurred at the edges, the room spinning slightly.
"Fine," he gritted out, the word tasting like ash and copper in his mouth. He slumped back against the thin hospital pillows, his head falling to the side. "But make it quick. I have a press conference tomorrow."
"You have surgery tonight," you corrected smoothly. You turned to the team, your back to him, dismissing his threat and his ego as easily as you dismissed his pain. "Prep OR 3. I want a full cardiac and trauma team on standby. Get me two units of packed red blood cells, start a central line, and push a liter of normal saline wide open. Now. Move."
The staff scrambled into action, the spell of his intimidation completely broken by your absolute authority.
As they wheeled the gurney out of the trauma bay and down the hallway toward the elevators, Bakugo kept his eyes locked on you. There was no gratitude in his gaze. Only sharp, calculating assessment. He was trying to figure out what kind of threat you posed. You were too calm. Too precise. Too utterly unimpressed by his presence.
You didn’t look back at him. You were already walking briskly beside the gurney, your mind racing, calculating the incision points, the angle of the rib fracture, the probability of internal infection, the exact sequence of repairs needed to keep him alive. You were already saving him, whether he liked it or not.
The operating room was your sanctuary.
It was cold, blindingly bright, and silent except for the rhythmic, reassuring beep of the heart monitor and the soft, mechanical hiss of the ventilator. Here, the chaotic, messy world outside ceased to exist. Here, pain had a specific, identifiable cause, and healing had a logical, methodical solution. Here, you were god.
You scrubbed in at the sink, the ritualistic washing of your hands a form of moving meditation. The scalding hot water beat against your skin, stripping away the fatigue, the doubt, the crushing weight of the world outside these sterile walls. You used the antimicrobial soap, scrubbing from your fingertips to your elbows, counting to thirty in your head. When you rinsed and stepped back, holding your hands up to let the water drip from your elbows, you felt the familiar, comforting snap of latex against your wrists as the circulating nurse pulled your gloves on for you.
You were ready.
Bakugo was already on the operating table, unconscious under general anesthesia. The anesthesiologist, Dr. Lee, gave you a quick thumbs-up from his station at the head of the table.
"Vitals are stable for now, Dr. [Name]," Lee said, his voice low and professional. "But his oxygen saturation is dropping. That lung collapse is worse than the scans indicated. And the shrapnel… it’s sitting dangerously close to the descending aorta. One wrong move and he bleeds out in seconds."
"Understood," you said, your voice muffled slightly by the surgical mask. You stepped up to the table, positioning yourself on his right side.
Looking at him like this, stripped of his armor, his weapons, and his anger, he looked remarkably young. Vulnerable. The scars on his body told a brutal, unflinching story of eight years of relentless war. There were old, faded burn marks from his childhood, jagged, silvery lines from countless villain fights, and fresh, angry, weeping wounds from tonight’s mission. His chest rose and fell mechanically, the ventilator doing the work his battered, failing lungs couldn’t.
You placed your hands over his chest, hovering just an inch above the skin.
Operation Zone.
The sensation was immediate and overwhelming. It was like dipping your hands into warm, heavy water, but instead of water, it was life itself. You could feel the pulse of every single cell, the flow of every drop of blood, the electrical firing of every nerve ending. You could sense the tear in his lung, the fragmentation of his rib, the deep, purple bruising on his heart muscle. It was intensely intimate, deeply invasive, and physically exhausting.
"Scalpel," you said.
The scrub nurse slapped the instrument into your palm. You didn’t use physical tools often—your Quirk allowed for non-invasive, cellular repair—but sometimes, you needed to see. You needed to touch. You needed to confirm what your senses were telling you.
You made the incision along his sternum, the blade parting the skin with practiced ease. The blood welled up immediately, dark and rich. You used your Quirk to part the tissue, holding the bleeding at bay with a sheer act of will. It was like holding back a tidal wave with your mind. The strain was immediate, a sharp, blooming headache behind your eyes, but you pushed through it, locking the focus down.
Inside, his chest cavity was a catastrophic mess. The rib had splintered upon impact, sending jagged shards of bone into the surrounding muscle. One shard had pierced the pleura, collapsing the lung. Another was resting precariously against the pericardium, the fibrous sac surrounding the heart, millimeters away from puncturing it.
"Retractor," you murmured.
You worked with mechanical, flawless precision. Your movements were efficient, economical, devoid of any wasted energy or hesitation. You removed the bone fragments, using your Quirk to stitch the lung back together with threads of bio-synthetic material that you guided into place at a microscopic level. You repaired the spleen, sealing the deep lacerations with cellular precision, fusing the tissue back together. You carefully extracted the shrapnel from near the aorta, your hands steady, your breathing controlled.
Hours passed in a blur of blood, tissue, and intense concentration.
The sun began to rise outside the small, high window in the OR wall, casting a pale, gray, watery light onto the sterile blue floor. The storm outside had passed, leaving behind a quiet, dripping morning.
You were deep in the zone. The world outside ceased to exist. There was only the steady beat of his heart, the rhythm of your own breathing, and the intricate, delicate dance of your hands.
But then, as you were carefully closing the chest cavity, weaving the muscle and skin back together, something changed.
As your Quirk brushed against the deep, old scar tissue on his shoulder—a scar from a massive explosion years ago—you felt a flicker. A memory. No. A sensation. A resonance.
Eight years ago.
U.A. High School.
You were a first-year in the General Studies Department. You weren’t a hero student. You weren’t strong, you didn’t have a flashy combat Quirk, and you didn’t have the drive to throw yourself into danger. You were quiet, observant, and incredibly, naturally gifted at first aid and biology. Recovery Girl, the school’s resident healer, had taken you under her wing during your lunch breaks, seeing a rare, profound potential in your Quirk that others missed. She taught you that healing wasn’t just about fixing broken bones and knitting flesh; it was about understanding the person beneath the injury. It was about empathy.
One day, after the first-year Sports Festival, you had found a boy sitting alone in the nurse’s office. He was furious, nursing a badly burnt arm, glaring daggers at the blank wall. He had refused to let Recovery Girl treat him, insisting he could do it himself, that he didn't need her pity or her candy. He was proud. He was angry. He was entirely, profoundly alone.
You had walked in, unnoticed in your quiet way. You had seen the damage immediately—not just the superficial burns, but the deep, underlying strain on his muscles, the micro-tears in his tendons from overusing his Quirk, the inflammation in his joints. He was destroying himself from the inside out.
Without saying a single word, you had activated your Quirk. Just a little. Just a tiny, controlled pulse. Just enough to soothe the inflammation, to knit the tiny tears in his tendons before they became major, career-ending injuries.
The boy had looked up, startled. He hadn’t thanked you. He had just stared at you with those same, piercing crimson eyes, confused, wary, and deeply suspicious.
Then Recovery Girl had entered the room, and you had slipped out the back door, disappearing into the hallway.
You had never seen him again. Or so you thought.
Now, looking down at Katsuki Bakugo’s unconscious face, the pieces finally clicked into place. You realized exactly who he was. The boy with the burnt arm. The boy who refused help. The boy who carried the weight of the world on his shoulders and refused to let anyone see him sweat.
He hadn’t remembered you. Why would he? You were a background character in his grand, explosive story. A shadow in the hallway. A fleeting moment of unexplained relief. But you remembered him. You remembered the intense, crushing loneliness in his eyes, even then. The desperate, clawing need to be strong, to be invincible, because in his mind, weakness meant failure, and failure meant people died.
You were just like him. You just hid it behind a white coat instead of a hero costume.
"Closing," you said, your voice tight, pulling yourself back to the present.
You finished the final sutures. The chest cavity was sealed. The lung was fully re-inflated. The bleeding had completely stopped.
"Vitals stabilizing," Dr. Lee announced, letting out a long breath. "Heart rate down to seventy. Oxygen saturation at ninety-eight percent. Blood pressure normalizing. Excellent work, Doctor."
You stepped back, peeling off your blood-spattered gloves. Your hands were shaking. Not from fear, but from sheer, bone-deep exhaustion. You had poured everything you had into this surgery. Every ounce of focus, every bit of physical and mental energy.
"Good work, [Name]," Dr. Lee said, clapping you gently on the shoulder. "He’s incredibly lucky to have you."
"Luck has nothing to do with it," you muttered, turning away to dispose of the gloves.
You looked at Bakugo’s face one last time. He was still unconscious, his features relaxed, the harsh lines of anger smoothed away by the anesthesia. He looked peaceful.
You wanted to hate him. You wanted to resent the arrogance, the stubbornness, the way he treated the people who were literally trying to save his life. But you couldn’t. Because you knew exactly what it was like to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. You knew what it was like to feel like you had to be perfect, because if you weren’t, people died.
You were just like him. And that terrified you more than anything.
The recovery room was dim, lit only by the soft, ambient glow of the monitoring equipment and the pale light filtering through the blinds.
Bakugo woke up groggy, disoriented, and in agony. The anesthesia was wearing off, leaving behind a thick, suffocating fog of nausea and a throbbing, blinding pain in his chest that felt like someone had taken a sledgehammer to his ribs and left it there.
He tried to sit up, his instincts screaming at him to move, to fight, to escape.
"Don't," a voice said.
He froze. The voice was familiar. Cold. Calm. Unyielding.
He turned his head, wincing as a sharp spike of pain lanced through his chest. You were sitting in a vinyl chair in the corner of the room, reading a thick medical chart. You hadn’t left. You had been there for hours, watching his vitals, monitoring his recovery, waiting for him to wake up.
"Who…" Bakugo’s voice was a harsh, dry rasp. He cleared his throat, grimacing as the movement pulled at his stitches. "Who are you?"
You looked up from the chart. Your eyes were tired, rimmed with red, but they were sharp, missing nothing. "I told you in the trauma bay. I’m the surgeon who kept you alive."
Bakugo frowned, his brow furrowing as he tried to piece together the fragmented memories. The trauma bay. The anger. The blinding pain. The woman with the shimmering hands. And then… nothing. Just a heavy, suffocating darkness. And now, this.
"Why are you still here?" he asked, his voice defensive, suspicious. "Shouldn’t you be saving someone else? Someone who actually matters?"
The insult was deliberate. A test. He wanted to see if you would break. If you would get angry, if you would cry, if you would leave. He wanted to push you away before you could see how broken he actually was.
You didn’t flinch. You didn’t even blink. You closed the chart and stood up, walking over to his bedside with slow, measured steps. You checked his IV line, adjusting the flow rate of the pain medication with practiced, effortless ease.
"You matter," you said simply, your voice devoid of pity. "To the people who were in that building. To the people who watch you on the news and feel safe because of you. To the hospital administration, because if you die on my operating table, my malpractice insurance premiums go up."
Bakugo blinked. He hadn’t expected that. He had expected defensiveness. Or pity. Or anger. Not… cold, hard pragmatism.
"You’re a smartass," he muttered, looking away.
"I’m a doctor," you corrected. "There’s a difference."
You picked up a plastic cup of water from the bedside table and held it out to him. "Drink. Slowly."
Bakugo stared at the cup. Then at you. He didn’t reach for it. His arms were heavily bandaged, trembling slightly from the exertion of the day. "I can do it myself."
"Your arms are burned, your chest is cracked open, and you’re severely dehydrated," you said, your tone leaving no room for argument. "Drink."
He glared at you. The glare was intense, fiery, the kind that had made hardened villains tremble and beg for mercy. But you just held the cup steady, your expression completely unchanged, your hand perfectly still.
After a long, stubborn moment, he let out a frustrated huff, leaned forward, wincing violently as his chest protested, and took a sip. The water was cool, soothing his dry, cracked throat. He drank greedily, gulping it down, then pulled back, coughing slightly as the water went down the wrong pipe.
"Easy," you said. You didn’t move to help him, didn’t pat his back. You just watched, your eyes tracking the movement of his throat.
When he finished, he slumped back against the pillows, breathing hard, his chest rising and falling in shallow, rapid gasps. "Thanks," he muttered, the word barely audible, buried under his pride.
"You’re welcome," you said. You sat back down in the vinyl chair, picking up your chart again. "Now, stay still. Your stitches are fresh, and your bone is wired. If you tear them, I’ll have to sew you up again. And I charge extra for repeat customers."
Bakugo let out a short, harsh, barking laugh. It hurt his chest, his face twisting in pain, but he didn’t care. "You’re annoying, doc."
"I’m effective," you countered, not looking up from the chart.
Silence settled between you. It wasn’t comfortable, but it wasn’t hostile either. It was a truce. A fragile, unspoken agreement to stop fighting, at least for now.
Bakugo closed his eyes, pretending to sleep. But he was listening. Listening to your breathing. Listening to the steady beep of the monitor. Listening to the quiet, grounding presence of the woman who had seen him at his absolute weakest, had looked at his broken body, and hadn’t looked away in horror or pity.
Three days later.
Bakugo was bored out of his mind.
Hospital boredom was a special, agonizing kind of torture. It was the absolute absence of action, the total lack of purpose. He was used to moving, to fighting, to winning, to the adrenaline pumping through his veins. Sitting still in a bed felt like dying a slow, agonizing death.
He had tried to leave twice. Both times, you had caught him.
The first time, he had waited until the hallway was clear, ripped out his IV, and made it as far as the elevator. You had appeared out of nowhere, stepping out of the stairwell and blocking the doors with your body, your arms crossed over your chest.
"I said stay still," you had said, your voice echoing in the empty hallway.
"Quit ordering me around," he had snapped, sparks popping angrily from his palms. "I’m leaving."
"Then stop reopening your stitches," you had replied calmly, pointing a slender finger at the fresh, bright red blood spot blooming on the front of his hospital gown. "You tore the muscle when you stood up too fast. Sit back down before I sedate you and tie you to the bed."
"…I’m leaving," he had growled, though the fight was already draining out of him.
"Sit back down," you had said. And somehow, miraculously, he had. Maybe because he was too tired to fight you. Maybe because the pain was finally catching up to him. Maybe because he knew, with absolute certainty, that you were right.
The second time, he had tried to climb out the window. It was a stupid, desperate idea. He was on the fourth floor. But he was desperate for air, for space, for anything other than the sterile, suffocating walls of this room. You had found him halfway out, hanging onto the exterior ledge with his one good arm, his legs dangling over the drop.
"What are you doing?" you had asked, your voice dangerously, terrifyingly calm.
"Getting some air," he had lied, not looking at you.
"You’re going to fall," you had said.
"I won’t."
"You will. Your left arm is burned, your chest is cracked, and your grip strength is compromised. You will fall, and then I’ll have to scrape you off the pavement. And I really don’t like scraping."
He had looked at you then. Really looked at you. And for the first time, he saw something in your eyes that he didn’t expect. Not judgment. Not fear. Not anger. But… concern. A deep, profound, exhausting concern.
He had climbed back in.
Now, on the third day, he was lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, counting the tiles. The pain was manageable, thanks to the heavy painkillers you kept him on. But the itch under the bandages was driving him absolutely crazy.
The door opened. You walked in, carrying a plastic tray with two steaming paper cups.
You set the tray down on the overbed table and pulled up the vinyl chair. "Black. Two sugars. Just how you like it."
Bakugo sat up slowly, frowning, his eyes darting between you and the cups. "How do you know how I like my coffee?"
"I read your medical file," you said, taking a sip of your own coffee. "And I asked Midoriya."
Bakugo stiffened, his eyes narrowing dangerously. "Deku? Why the hell were you talking to Deku?"
"He’s on the Medical Advisory Board for the hospital," you said smoothly, taking another sip. "We’re friends. From U.A."
Bakugo’s eyes widened slightly in surprise. "Friends? With Deku?"
"Is that so hard to believe?" you asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Yes," he said bluntly.
You smiled. It was a small, rare, genuine smile that reached your eyes, softening the harsh lines of exhaustion on your face. "He’s a good guy. He’s very worried about you. He wanted to visit today, but I told him to wait until you were less… explosive."
Bakugo grunted, looking away, though a faint, almost imperceptible flush of embarrassment touched his ears. He reached out with his good hand and picked up the coffee cup. It was hot. Perfect. "Why are you here? Don’t you have other patients? Other people to save?"
"I do," you said. "But they’re not as difficult, demanding, or stubborn as you. You require… special attention."
"I’m not difficult," Bakugo said, genuinely offended. "I’m demanding. There’s a difference."
"Same thing."
You took a sip of your coffee, watching him over the rim of the cup. "How’s the pain?"
"Manageable," he lied, his voice flat.
You raised an eyebrow, unimpressed. "Liar."
Bakugo glared at you, his crimson eyes flashing. "Why do you care? It’s just a job."
"Because if you’re in pain, your cortisol levels spike, which means you heal slower," you said, your tone clinical, matter-of-fact. "And if you heal slower, you stay here longer. And if you stay here longer, I have to listen to your complaining. It’s in my best interest to keep you comfortable."
Bakugo opened his mouth to argue, to tell you to go to hell, but then he closed it. He took a sip of the coffee. It was good. Really good. Better than the hospital sludge they usually served.
"You’re a weird doctor," he said finally, staring into his cup.
"And you’re a terrible patient," you replied.
"But I’m alive."
"Yes," you said softly, the anger draining from your voice, leaving only a quiet, profound truth. "You are."
The silence returned. But this time, it was lighter. Less tense. The heavy, suffocating weight of the first few days had lifted, replaced by a fragile, cautious understanding.
Bakugo looked at you. Really looked at you. He noticed the dark, bruised circles under your eyes. The way your hands trembled slightly when you set the cup down. The way you leaned back in the chair, rubbing your temples, looking utterly, completely exhausted.
"You look like shit," he said bluntly.
You laughed. A real, bright laugh that surprised both of you. "Thanks. You should see yourself. You look like a burnt hamburger."
"I’m a hero," he said, puffing out his chest slightly, though he immediately winced. "I’m supposed to look tough."
"You’re a human," you said softly, meeting his gaze. "Humans break, Bakugo. It’s what we do."
Bakugo looked away, staring out the window. The rain had started again, tapping a gentle rhythm against the glass.
"I don’t break," he said quietly, the words sounding more like a prayer than a statement.
"Everyone breaks," you said. "Even heroes. Especially heroes."
He didn’t answer. He didn’t argue. He just sat there, drinking his coffee, letting the silence wrap around them both.
A week later.
Bakugo was finally discharged.
You stood by the exit of the hospital, watching him sign the mountain of paperwork with his left hand, his handwriting jagged and angry. He was dressed in civilian clothes—a tight black t-shirt, dark jeans, heavy boots. He looked smaller without the bulky hero costume, but no less intense, no less dangerous.
"Follow-up in exactly two weeks," you said, handing him a thick manila folder. "No heavy lifting. No using your Quirk. No villain fighting. No explosions. If you tear those stitches, I’m not fixing them next time."
Bakugo took the folder, shoving it into his pocket. "No promises."
"I’ll know if you lie," you said, your eyes locking onto his. "I can feel the tissue damage. Don't test me."
He smirked, a familiar, arrogant tilt of his lips. "Creepy."
"Effective."
He turned to leave, pushing through the automatic doors. He paused on the sidewalk, the rain misting around him, and looked back at you.
"Hey," he said.
"Yes?"
"Thanks." He didn't look at you, staring instead at the puddles forming on the concrete. "For… you know. Not letting me die."
It was barely a whisper, carried away by the wind. But you heard it.
"You’re welcome, Bakugo," you said.
He nodded once, sharply, then turned and walked out into the rain, disappearing into the gray mist of the city.
You watched him go, feeling a strange, hollow emptiness in your chest. Not pain. Not sadness. Just… absence. A sudden, jarring quiet where his loud, explosive presence used to be.
You turned back to the hospital. There were other patients. Other emergencies. Other lives to save. The machine had to keep running.
But for the first time in eight years, you felt like you had saved something more than just a body. You had saved a piece of him.
And maybe, just maybe, in some small, imperceptible way, he had saved a piece of you.
Two weeks later.
The follow-up appointment was scheduled for 4:00 PM on a Thursday.
You were in your office, reviewing a stack of charts, when the heavy, deliberate footsteps echoed in the hallway. You didn’t need to look up to know who it was. The heavy tread, the faint, lingering smell of ozone and gunpowder that always seemed to cling to him, the sheer, overwhelming physical presence that filled the small room the moment he crossed the threshold.
"Sit," you said, not looking up from the file.
Bakugo snorted, but he walked over and sat in the chair opposite your desk. He was wearing a tight black t-shirt that clung to his frame, the fabric stretching across his broad chest and shoulders. He looked better. The hollow, gaunt look under his eyes was less pronounced, and the angry, weeping red of his burns had faded to a dull, tight pink. But he still looked tired. They always looked tired.
"Shirt off," you said, finally looking up, setting the file aside.
Bakugo raised an eyebrow, his lips twitching. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me," you said, your voice flat, professional. "I need to check the incision site. And the burns. Shirt. Off."
He stared at you for a long moment, his crimson eyes challenging yours, testing your boundaries. Then, with a heavy, dramatic sigh, he reached for the hem of his shirt and pulled it over his head, tossing it onto the chair beside him.
You stood up and walked over to him, snapping on a pair of blue latex gloves. The air in the small office seemed to thicken, the silence stretching between you, heavy, charged, and entirely unspoken.
You stepped into his personal space, close enough to feel the intense, radiating heat coming off his skin. You could see the faint, almost imperceptible tremor in his hands, the way his jaw tightened as you reached out.
Your fingers, encased in the cool, smooth latex, brushed against his chest. He flinched, a sharp, involuntary jerk of his muscles, but you felt it.
"Relax," you murmured, your voice softer now, stripped of the clinical edge. "I’m not going to hurt you."
"I know," he gritted out, his eyes fixed on a point on the wall behind you.
You traced the line of the incision along his sternum. The stitches had been removed, leaving behind a raised, angry, jagged scar that stood out starkly against his pale skin. It was a brutal reminder of what he had survived. You pressed gently, feeling the tissue beneath, checking for adhesions, for fluid, for infection.
"Does this hurt?" you asked, pressing a little harder near the bottom of the scar, right over the sternum.
"No," he lied, his voice tight.
You looked up, meeting his eyes. "Bakugo."
He glared at you, his jaw working. "It’s fine. Stop babying me."
"You’re a terrible liar," you said softly. You moved your hands to his left side, where the third-degree burns had been. The skin here was smoother, but tight, shiny, and pulled. You stretched it gently, testing the range of motion, feeling the resistance of the scar tissue.
He hissed sharply through his teeth, his muscles locking up, his breath catching in his throat.
"You’re still guarding it," you said, stepping back slightly and peeling off the gloves. "You’re not doing your physical therapy."
"I don’t have time for physical therapy," he snapped, standing up, his chest heaving. "I have patrols. I have agency meetings. I have a city to protect. I don't have time to sit around and do stretches."
"You have a healing chest cavity," you interrupted, your voice sharp, cutting through his excuses. "If you don’t do the exercises, the scar tissue will bind to the muscle. You’ll lose mobility. And then you won’t be able to lift your arm above your head, let alone shoot explosions from it. You’ll be permanently crippled."
"I’ll manage," he growled, stepping closer, towering over you. "I always manage."
"You’re not a machine, Katsuki," you said, using his first name for the first time. The effect was instantaneous. He froze, his eyes widening slightly. "You can’t just push through this. Your body needs time to heal. It needs care."
"My body is fine," he said, his voice dropping, losing some of its aggressive edge. "I’m the Number Two Hero. I don't break."
"And what happens when you’re on patrol and your chest seizes up?" you asked, looking up at him, holding his gaze. "What happens when you can’t move fast enough to dodge an attack? What happens when you end up back on my operating table, bleeding out because you were too stubborn to do your stretches?"
He flinched. The words hit him harder than a physical blow. He looked away, his jaw working, his hands clenching into fists at his sides.
"I’m not going to let that happen," he said quietly, the fight draining out of him.
"You can’t control everything," you said gently. "You have to trust your body. And you have to trust me."
He looked back at you. The anger in his eyes had faded, replaced by something else. Something raw, vulnerable, and deeply guarded. He searched your face, looking for judgment, looking for pity.
He didn’t find either. He just found you. Tired. Steady. Unyielding. Completely, utterly present.
"Fine," he said finally, his voice rough. "I’ll do the damn stretches."
"Good," you said. You walked back to your desk and sat down, picking up your pen. "Now, sit back down. I need to check your vitals and sign your discharge from my care."
He sat. You checked his blood pressure, his heart rate, his oxygen saturation. Everything was normal. Perfect, even. But you could feel the tension in him, the coiled, kinetic energy that never seemed to fully dissipate.
"You’re healing well," you said, writing in his chart. "The lung is fully expanded. The spleen is holding. The burns are closing nicely. You’re cleared for light duty."
"See? I told you I was fine," he said, a hint of his old, familiar arrogance creeping back into his voice.
"I didn’t say you weren’t healing," you said, looking up. "I said you were healing well. There’s a difference. You’re still not at a hundred percent."
"I’ll get there," he said.
"I know," you said. You closed the chart and looked at him. "But you need to take it easy. Listen to your body. If it hurts, stop."
He stood up, pulling his shirt back on. He paused at the door, his hand on the handle, looking back at you.
"Hey," he said.
"Yes?"
"Thanks. For… you know. Checking on me. For not giving up on me when I was being a pain in the ass."
You smiled. It was a small, genuine smile. "That’s my job, Bakugo. Now get out of here. And do your stretches."
He nodded, a faint smirk touching his lips, and walked out the door.
You watched him go, feeling that strange, hollow feeling in your chest again. But this time, it wasn't just absence. It was anticipation.
You knew he’d be back.
Later that night, after you had finished your charts, signed off on your last patient, and were packing up your bag to go home, your phone buzzed on the desk.
You picked it up. It was a message from Izuku Midoriya.
Deku: Hey [Name]! Hope you’re resting. I heard Kacchan was… less explosive today? 😅 I'm glad he's healing well. You always were the best at handling him.
Deku: Also, I finished calibrating the new support gear for the first-years. The new things are ready for you when you come back to the academy for the board meeting next week. I think you’ll love the ergonomic adjustments I made to the harnesses.
Deku: And hey, since you’ve been working so hard and taking such good care of Kacchan… let me buy you dinner next Friday? My treat. There's that new place you like. All Might says hi, by the way. He smiled when I mentioned you. Said you remind him of someone who truly understands the weight of saving lives, and that you carry it with grace.
You stared at the screen, a small, genuine smile touching your lips. All Might smiling. Midoriya buying dinner. Normalcy. Friendship. A reminder that you weren't just a machine in a white coat. You were a person. You had friends. You had a life outside these sterile walls.
You typed back a quick, warm thank you, setting the phone down.
The hospital was quiet. The rain had finally stopped.
For the first time in eight years, you felt like you could actually breathe.
You grabbed your bag and headed for the door. You were just about to turn off the lights when the intercom on your desk crackled to life, shattering the quiet.
"Dr. [Name]?" It was Nurse Sato. Her voice was tight, panicked, trembling. "We have a Code Red. ETA thirty seconds. It’s… it’s Dynamight."
Your blood ran instantly cold. The breath left your lungs in a rush. "Status?"
"He’s unconscious. Multiple blunt force trauma. Internal bleeding. He collapsed on patrol. His partner brought him in. He’s not responding to stimuli."
You didn’t wait for her to finish. You were already running down the hallway, your white coat flying behind you, your heart hammering a frantic, terrifying rhythm against your ribs.
The doors to the ER burst open. Paramedics rushed in, pushing a gurney at a dead sprint.
And there he was.
Katsuki Bakugo.
Unconscious.
Pale as a ghost.
Bleeding.
You stopped at the foot of the gurney, your hands trembling, your mind racing. You looked at his face, pale and still, the angry red of his scars standing out starkly against his skin. He looked so small. So broken.
"Get him to Trauma Bay One," you said, your voice steady, despite the sheer, blinding terror clawing at your throat. "Now. Move."
As they wheeled him past you, his hand brushed against yours. It was cold. So incredibly cold.
You took a deep, shuddering breath, pushing the fear down, locking it away in a box in the back of your mind. You were a doctor. He was a patient.
"I said stay still."
"I'm fine."
"No, you're stubborn."
"...Tch."
"And if you tear your stitches again, I'm charging you double."
...He still tears them.
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Chapter Three — Orange Memories
15k–18k words
Summary
Bakugo reluctantly invites you to his penthouse, where you unexpectedly meet the rest of the Bakusquad for the first time. A visit to U.A. reunites both of you with old teachers and familiar classmates, stirring memories of the day everything changed. The afternoon ends over coffee, where you're introduced to Hawks—not as the Number Two Hero, but as your annoyingly protective older brother—leaving Bakugo with a first glimpse into the life you keep beyond the hospital
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The keycard sat in your coat pocket like a live wire for the rest of your shift.
Every time your hand brushed against it while reaching for a pen, a chart, a suture kit, a small and entirely ridiculous jolt of nerves shot up your arm. You were a board-certified cardiothoracic surgeon. You had held a stranger's heart in your palm and willed it to keep beating through sheer force of focus. You had stared down internal hemorrhaging, ruptured arteries, and the particular flavor of terror that came with watching a monitor flatline under your hands. And yet a small, unassuming piece of black plastic — no bigger than a hospital ID badge — was doing more to unsettle you than any code blue ever had.
You caught yourself smiling at nothing while charting a discharge summary. Nurse Sato had to say your name twice before you registered she was talking to you.
"Sorry," you said, blinking back into focus. "Long day."
"Uh-huh," Sato said, in the particular tone of a woman who had clearly noticed the extra spring in your step over the last two weeks and was choosing, for now, to be merciful about it. "Go home, Doctor. You look like you have somewhere to be."
You did.
By the time you clocked out at nine, the hospital had settled into its low, hushed night rhythm — the overhead lights dimmed to half, the hallways quiet except for the soft beep of monitors and the occasional squeak of a gurney wheel somewhere far off. You changed out of your scrubs in the locker room, and for the first time in longer than you could remember, you actually looked at yourself in the mirror before leaving. Really looked.
Tired eyes, yes. The faint shadow of exhaustion that never quite left a surgeon's face. But something else too, something lighter behind it, something that hadn't been there in years. You almost didn't recognize the shape of your own hope.
You pulled your coat on, tucked your bag over your shoulder, and walked out into the cool night air.
The city had that particular hush that settled over Musutafu after the dinner rush faded and before the late-night crowd emerged — a lull between two versions of itself. You walked the six blocks to the Dynamight Agency tower with your hands shoved in your coat pockets, one curled loosely around the keycard, half-convinced you'd wake up any moment and find the whole thing had been some elaborate, exhaustion-induced fever dream. A man like Katsuki Bakugo handing you the key to his home. A man like that, wanting you to stay.
The tower rose ahead of you long before you reached its base — sleek, black glass catching the neon glow of the surrounding cityscape, all sharp angles and imposing verticality, a building that looked, you thought with a private, helpless smile, exactly like him. Uncompromising. A little intimidating. Beautiful in a way that dared you to look away first.
The lobby was quiet at this hour, manned by a single night guard who barely glanced up from his phone as you crossed to the private elevator bank tucked behind an unmarked door near the back. You typed the code into your phone twice before approaching the panel, just to be sure you had it memorized correctly.
1-9-9-7.
His hero debut year, you'd realized earlier, with a small ache in your chest you hadn't expected. Of course it was. Of course the man who insisted he didn't have a sentimental bone in his body had keyed his private elevator code to the year everything about his life had changed.
You pressed the numbers into the keypad. The elevator doors slid open with a soft chime, and you stepped inside.
The ride up was longer than you expected — the penthouse elevator bypassing every other floor entirely, rising in near-total silence except for the faint hum of the cables and the increasingly loud thud of your own heartbeat. You caught your reflection in the polished steel doors. You'd changed out of your work clothes into something simple — dark jeans, a soft sweater, hair down for once instead of pulled back in the clip you wore for twelve-hour shifts. You looked, you thought, like a person going to see someone she cared about. Not a doctor making a house call.
The elevator slowed. Your stomach dropped with it, not entirely from the change in altitude.
The doors opened directly into the penthouse — no hallway, no buffer, just a sudden wall of noise that hit you like a physical thing.
"—no, no, no, you absolute walking hazard, that's my controller, put it down—"
"Denki, I swear to god if you drop my phone in the ramen again—"
"IT WAS ONE TIME, AND ALSO IT WASN'T EVEN RAMEN, IT WAS SOUP, THERE'S A DIFFERENCE—"
"There genuinely is not."
"Guys! Guys, focus! Bakugo's home, be normal for like five minutes, is that so hard—"
You stopped just past the threshold, blinking, momentarily convinced you'd stepped into the wrong apartment entirely.
The penthouse — which you had privately pictured as some minimalist, moody bachelor space, all black leather furniture and brooding silence, floor-to-ceiling windows framing a man drinking whiskey alone in the dark — was, in fact, currently occupied by four extremely loud, extremely familiar faces sprawled in various states of chaos across the living room.
Eijirou Kirishima was upside down on the couch, red hair hanging toward the floor, feet kicked up over the backrest, laughing so hard his whole body was shaking. Denki Kaminari was mid-lunge across the coffee table, one hand outstretched in a desperate, doomed attempt to reclaim a game controller that Hanta Sero had snatched cleanly out of his reach — quite literally out of reach, his arm extended in a long, elastic loop that stretched from the kitchen counter all the way to the far side of the couch, the controller dangling tauntingly from his fingertips. Mina Ashido was perched cross-legged on the kitchen island, a bottle of violently pink nail polish balanced on her knee, entirely unbothered by the pandemonium unfolding around her, occasionally glancing up to referee with visible glee.
And there, standing in the eye of the storm by the kitchen island in gray sweats and a loose black T-shirt, arms crossed, jaw set in the exact expression of a man deeply and personally regretting every decision that had led to this precise moment in his life, was Bakugo.
He saw you first.
You watched the shift happen in real time — the tight, irritated set of his shoulders easing, the sharp line of his mouth softening at the corners, something in his crimson eyes brightening the instant they landed on you standing in his doorway.
"You made it," he said, loud enough to cut clean through the chaos.
Four heads turned toward you at once, and the noise didn't so much stop as it detonated in a new direction.
"OH MY GOD," Mina said, hopping down off the counter so fast the nail polish bottle nearly toppled over, catching it at the last second without ever taking her eyes off you. "Is this her? Is this the doctor?"
"The Miracle Surgeon," Denki breathed, abandoning his fight with Sero entirely, controller forgotten, both hands pressed to his chest like he was witnessing a celebrity sighting. "The one who fixed his guts, like — not once, but twice, dude, that's insane, you didn't tell us she was coming over tonight—"
"I didn't invite you idiots either," Bakugo growled, though there was no real heat behind it, "you just showed up. Uninvited. Like a plague."
"We showed up," Sero said, retracting his arm with a soft, elastic thwip and hopping off the arm of the couch, controller still triumphantly in hand, "because Kiri told us you almost died again, and frankly none of us believed you'd actually let a person take care of you afterward, so we needed to witness the miracle firsthand. This is a scientific inquiry."
"It's an invasion of my privacy is what it is."
Kirishima flipped himself right-side up in one smooth motion, hair falling back into place, grinning at you with the same open, unguarded warmth you remembered from the hospital hallway two weeks ago. "Hey, Doc! Good to see you outside of scrubs for once. Come in, come in, sit down — we don't really have much, Bakugo's fridge is criminally empty, like there's a jar of mustard and some protein shakes in there and that's it, so we ordered a mountain of takeout, there should be enough for everyone—"
"It's my penthouse," Bakugo muttered, though he was already crossing the room toward you, his hand finding the small of your back with an easy, unthinking familiarity that made your pulse stutter, guiding you further inside like it was the most natural thing in the world, like he'd been doing it for years instead of weeks.
The gesture did not go unnoticed.
Mina's eyebrows shot up so fast they nearly disappeared into her hairline. "Oh," she said, drawing the single syllable out into three distinct ones, rich with implication. "Oh."
"Don't," Bakugo warned, not even looking at her.
"I didn't say anything!"
"You were about to."
"I was going to compliment her sweater, actually, but sure, assume the worst about me—"
"I know you, Raccoon Eyes. I know exactly what you were about to say."
You found yourself laughing despite the sudden warmth flooding your cheeks, some of the day's bone-deep exhaustion melting off your shoulders in a way you hadn't expected. There was something disarming, something almost dizzying, about seeing him like this. Not the Number Two Hero barking orders across a trauma bay. Not the guarded, defensive patient hiding pain behind a scowl in a hospital gown. Just a twenty-eight-year-old man standing in the middle of his own chaotic living room, surrounded by the people who clearly, obviously, unconditionally loved him — even if not one of them would ever say the word out loud, and even if he'd rather set himself on fire than admit he needed it.
"Sit, sit," Kirishima said, patting the cushion beside him with an enthusiasm that made the whole couch shake. "We've got, uh — Denki, what did we even order?"
"Everything," Denki said proudly. "I ordered everything on the menu. It felt right."
"You ordered everything because you can't read the menu without your glasses and you refuse to wear them in public," Sero said.
"That is slander and also completely accurate."
You let yourself be tugged down onto the low, oversized couch, wedged comfortably between Kirishima's easy warmth and the arm of the sofa, while Bakugo remained standing for a moment longer near the kitchen island, arms still crossed, watching the scene with an expression that was trying very hard to look put-upon and failing spectacularly.
"You could've warned me," you said to him, tilting your head back to look up at him. "About the invasion."
"I didn't know," he said, and for a second the irritation in his voice was almost genuine. "I told Kirishima I was 'having someone over' and apparently that translated, in his brain, to 'please bring the entire circus.'"
"You said it weird," Kirishima protested. "You went all quiet and cagey about it, which, historically, from you, means something's actually going on. So naturally we had to investigate."
"There is nothing to investigate."
"Bro," Denki said, deeply unconvinced, "you have your hand on her back."
Bakugo's hand, which had in fact remained resting lightly against the small of your back this entire time, twitched like he'd only just noticed it was there. He didn't move it.
"So?" he said, daring anyone to make something of it.
Mina made a small, delighted, strangled noise into her fist.
Dinner, when it finally arrived in an absurd cascade of paper bags that Sero and Kirishima hauled in from the elevator, turned out to be less a meal and more a full-scale culinary event — soba, gyoza, three different kinds of curry, an entire tray of grilled skewers, and, inexplicably, a single lonely tub of ice cream that Denki insisted was "for emergencies."
"What kind of emergency requires ice cream," you asked, accepting a carton of soba from Kirishima and settling it in your lap.
"The kind where Sero says something so stupid I need emotional support," Denki said.
"That happened literally an hour ago," Sero said. "Where was my ice cream then?"
"You didn't earn it. The stupidity has to clear a certain bar."
The apartment, once the food was spread out across the low coffee table and the couch cushions had been rearranged into something resembling a nest, settled into a warm, easy chaos that you found yourself sinking into without meaning to. Denki attempted, with the fervent, misguided enthusiasm of a man who genuinely believed he was a natural teacher, to explain the rules of some elaborate fighting game to you, gesturing with his chopsticks at the paused screen like it was a tactical map.
"Okay, so, the yellow bar is your health, obviously, but the blue bar is your special meter, and you build that up by landing hits, and once it's full you can do a Limit Break, which — okay, don't look at me like that, it's not that complicated—"
"I genuinely have no idea what any of those words mean," you admitted.
"That's because he's explaining it wrong," Sero said. "He always starts with the special meter. You start with movement. Basic movement, basic combos, and then you build up to specials."
"Excuse me, who's the one who's ranked higher than you—"
"That was ONE season, Denki, one season, and you've been bringing it up for eight months—"
"It was a GOOD season—"
Kirishima leaned over toward you conspiratorially, lowering his voice just slightly under the noise. "Fair warning, this could go on for a while. They've had this exact argument, like, four times since I've known them. It's basically a ritual at this point."
"Noted," you said, smiling, and picked up a gyoza with your chopsticks.
Across the room, Bakugo had settled onto the arm of the couch just behind you, close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating off him, one arm draped loosely along the backrest, close to your shoulders without quite touching. He wasn't really participating in the game argument — he was watching you, you realized, in that quiet, assessing way he had, like he was cataloguing every small, unguarded moment of you laughing at his friends' nonsense and filing it away somewhere private.
"You're staring," you said without turning around, though you couldn't keep the smile out of your voice.
"I'm observing," he said. "There's a difference."
"That's what you said about the training ground too."
"It's a versatile excuse."
Mina, who had abandoned her nail polish entirely in favor of parking herself directly across from you on the floor, chin propped on her hands, was watching this exchange with the intensity of someone conducting a very serious anthropological study.
"Okay," she said finally, unable to contain herself any longer, "I have to ask. How did you two actually meet? Because Kiri's version of the story is just 'she was the surgeon on his case' and that is clearly not the whole story, given—" she gestured vaguely at Bakugo's arm along the back of the couch "—given, you know. This. Whatever this is."
You felt Bakugo go very slightly still behind you.
"I was the surgeon on his case," you said, keeping your voice light, deliberately vague. "He was a difficult patient. I have a very specific skill set for difficult patients."
"That's not an answer, that's a dodge," Mina said, delighted rather than deterred. "Come on. There has to be a moment. There's always a moment."
You felt the old memory stir somewhere in the back of your mind — a school nurse's office, eight years ago, a boy with a burnt arm and eyes that dared you to say something about it, the quiet, careful way you'd cleaned the wound without asking any of the questions you desperately wanted to ask. You hadn't told anyone that story. Not even Midoriya, not fully. It felt like something too fragile, too old, to hand over casually in the middle of a living room full of noise and takeout containers.
"There might have been a moment," you said carefully, glancing sideways, up, to find Bakugo watching you with an unreadable expression, something quiet and searching in his crimson eyes. "A long time ago. Before the hospital."
"WAIT," Denki said, abandoning the fighting game argument entirely, spinning around so fast he nearly fell off the couch cushion. "Before the hospital? Like — you two knew each other? For how long?"
"It's not a big deal," Bakugo said, a little too quickly, a little too flat, in the exact tone of a man who very much wanted the subject dropped.
"It is clearly a huge deal, your ears are doing the thing—"
"My ears are not doing a thing—"
"Bro, your ears go red every single time you're lying, it's your one tell, we've known this for six years—"
"I hate all of you."
"You keep saying that and yet we're still here," Kirishima said cheerfully, reaching over to steal one of your gyoza without asking, which you allowed with a small, fond huff of laughter. "Honestly, though — for real, whatever it is, we're happy for you, man. You've been different since the hospital. Better. Lighter, almost." He glanced at you, something warm and sincere in his sharp-toothed grin. "Whatever you did, Doc — keep doing it."
You felt a small, sudden ache bloom in your chest at that, something too tender to have a name yet. Bakugo, behind you, didn't say anything, but his hand shifted from the back of the couch to rest, briefly, warmly, against the curve of your shoulder — not quite an embrace, but close enough to one that Mina made another small, strangled noise into her hands and had to be physically restrained by Sero from saying something else.
The evening rolled on in that particular way good evenings do, time slipping past in a soft blur of food and noise and easy laughter. You lost, resoundingly and repeatedly, at the fighting game Denki had been so eager to teach you, much to his delighted, undisguised glee.
"You have to actually block," he said, for what felt like the tenth time, as your character was once again launched off the screen in a shower of pixelated stars. "You're just standing there taking hits like a sponge."
"I'm a surgeon, not a video game prodigy," you said. "Different skill set."
"See, that's fair, actually," Sero said. "I wouldn't want her doing surgery on the fly either, that's a whole different kind of precision."
"I could probably manage a controller better than most of you manage a scalpel," you shot back, which earned a genuine, booming laugh from Kirishima and a wounded look from Denki.
"That's so mean. I respect it, but it's mean."
At some point, Mina dragged you into the kitchen under the transparent pretense of "helping" divide up the last of the curry, though the actual purpose became clear almost immediately once you were out of earshot of the others.
"Okay, real talk," she said, voice dropped low, leaning against the counter with her arms crossed, all playful bravado momentarily set aside. "I'm not trying to pry. Well — I am, a little, but not in a bad way. I just — Bakugo doesn't do this. Like, ever. He doesn't bring people up here. He barely tolerates us being up here, and we've known him since we were fifteen. So whatever's going on with you two, it's clearly not nothing to him. I just wanted to say that. In case nobody's told you."
You felt something warm and a little overwhelmed settle in your chest. "I didn't know that," you admitted quietly. "About the not-bringing-people-up thing."
"Yeah. He's private. Like, aggressively private. Even with us, and we've seen him at his absolute worst — like, sobbing after the Kamino incident, screaming at himself over stuff that wasn't even his fault, all of it. But letting someone into his actual space, his home? That's different. That's new." Mina studied you for a moment, her usual bubbly energy tempering into something more sincere. "So, yeah. Just — take care of him, okay? He's tougher than anyone I know, but he's also kind of an idiot about taking care of himself. You clearly already know that part."
"I do," you said softly. "Believe me, I know that part very well."
Mina grinned, the playful edge sliding back into place. "Good. Then I like you. Officially. Welcome to the club, or whatever we are. A found-family disaster squad. It's not glamorous but the snacks are usually good."
You laughed, and the two of you carried the divided curry back out to the living room, where the argument over the fighting game had apparently evolved into an argument over whose turn it actually was, with Kirishima serving as an entirely ineffective referee.
Somewhere around eleven, the energy in the room began to wind down, the way good nights eventually do — Denki sprawled sideways across one entire cushion, eyes half-lidded with the particular exhaustion of someone who had been loud for several consecutive hours and was finally paying the price for it. Sero had switched from the fighting game to something quieter on his phone, occasionally showing Kirishima something that made them both snort with laughter. Mina had gone back to her nail polish, humming something under her breath.
You found yourself, at some point, sitting a little closer to Bakugo than you had been earlier, his arm settled more firmly around your shoulders now, no longer just resting there but actually holding you against his side, warm and solid and quietly possessive in a way that made your heart do something complicated every time you thought about it too directly.
"You're tired," he said quietly, close to your ear, under the cover of Denki and Sero's low, meandering conversation about some upcoming patrol schedule.
"A little," you admitted. "It's been a long week."
"You always say that."
"It's always true."
He didn't say anything to that, but his hand found yours where it rested on your knee, fingers lacing through yours with an easy familiarity that still, somehow, managed to send a small thrill through you every time it happened. You let your head tip sideways, just slightly, resting against his shoulder, and he went very still for a moment, like he wasn't quite sure what to do with the weight of you leaning into him so openly in front of his friends.
Then, slowly, you felt him relax, his thumb tracing slow, absent circles against the back of your hand.
Across the room, you caught Kirishima glancing over, a small, soft smile crossing his face before he deliberately looked away again, giving you both the illusion of privacy in the middle of a crowded living room.
By the time midnight rolled around, the group finally began to disperse, in the loud, disorganized way that seemed to characterize everything they did together. Denki nearly faceplanted trying to put his shoes back on while still half-asleep, catching himself on the doorframe at the last second with a wounded "I'm fine" that convinced absolutely no one. Mina cackled the entire way to the elevator, already texting someone — probably, you suspected, recounting the entire evening in exhaustive, gleeful detail to whoever would listen. Sero dragged a still-protesting Kirishima along by the collar of his jacket, the two of them bickering good-naturedly about whose turn it was to pay for the next round of takeout.
"It was really good to properly meet you, Doc," Kirishima said, pausing at the door long enough to give you a warm, genuine smile, ducking out from Sero's grip for just a moment. "For real. Thank you. For everything you did for him. And for — this. Tonight. I haven't seen him laugh like that in a long time."
"Thank you for having me," you said, meaning it more than you expected to.
"We're gonna do this again," Mina called back from the elevator, already halfway inside, pressing the button repeatedly despite the doors clearly not needing the encouragement. "Don't be a stranger! You're part of the chaos now, there's no getting out!"
"There was never an option to get out," Sero added. "That's not how this works."
The elevator doors slid shut on Denki's muffled protest about someone stepping on his foot, and then, quite suddenly, the penthouse fell into a deep, comfortable quiet — the kind that only exists after a room full of noise finally empties out, leaving behind the faint echo of laughter still hanging in the air.
Bakugo let out a long breath, running a hand through his hair, some of the easy tension from the evening still lingering in his shoulders. "Finally," he muttered, though there was no real bite to it. "Thought they'd never leave."
"You love them," you said, watching him with a small, knowing smile.
"Don't say it like that."
"Like what?"
"Like it's some big revelation. Obviously I love the idiots. Doesn't mean I want them squatting in my living room until midnight every damn week."
You laughed, crossing the now-quiet living room to where he stood by the kitchen island, the mess of takeout containers and abandoned game controllers scattered across the coffee table behind you like evidence of a very good night. "For what it's worth," you said, "I liked them. All of them. They clearly adore you, even if none of them would ever say it outright."
Something in his expression softened, the last of the evening's bravado slipping away to reveal something quieter underneath. "Yeah," he said. "They're idiots, but they're my idiots." He looked at you for a long moment, something unspoken passing behind his eyes. "Thanks. For putting up with them. For coming, tonight. I know it's — probably not what you expected, when I gave you that key."
"It was better than what I expected," you said honestly. "I was picturing something a lot quieter."
"Yeah, well." A faint, rare smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Sorry to disappoint."
"You didn't."
The quiet between you stretched, warm and easy, the kind of silence that no longer needed filling. He reached out, his hand finding yours again, lacing his fingers through yours with the same unthinking familiarity from earlier in the evening, like it was simply where your hand belonged now.
"Stay a bit," he said quietly. "Now that the circus is gone."
You didn't need to be asked twice.
You ended up back on the couch, the mess still scattered across the coffee table forgotten for now, your legs tucked up beside you, his arm settled around your shoulders as the city lights glittered beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, the penthouse finally, blessedly quiet.
"Your friends are a lot," you said, resting your head against his chest, listening to the steady, familiar rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your ear — the same heartbeat you'd monitored on a screen just weeks ago, terrified it might stop.
"Tell me about it. I've been dealing with them since I was fifteen." He was quiet for a moment, his fingers idly tracing patterns along your arm. "Mina's right, though. About the — the not letting people up here thing."
You tilted your head to look up at him. "You don't have to explain."
"I want to," he said, surprising you. "I don't do this. Any of it. Letting people see the actual apartment, not just the training grounds version of me. It's not — I don't know how to explain it right. It just felt different. With you."
"I know the feeling," you said softly, thinking of eight years ago, of a nurse's office and a boy who let you see a wound he'd hidden from everyone else. Some things, apparently, hadn't changed as much as you thought.
He looked at you for a long moment, something quiet and searching in his crimson eyes, like he was trying to read something in your expression that you hadn't said out loud yet.
"You're doing the thing again," he said finally. "The thing where you look like you're somewhere else. Somewhere old."
You blinked, caught off guard by how easily he'd noticed. "I didn't realize I did that."
"You do it a lot. Usually right after someone mentions U.A." He studied you carefully, his voice dropping lower, more serious than the easy banter of the evening. "You gonna tell me what that's about someday?"
The old memory pressed against the back of your throat, close enough to almost surface — a burnt arm, a quiet nurse's office, a boy who never asked why a General Studies student knew exactly how to treat a wound like that without flinching.
"Someday," you said, and meant it, even though the word cost you something to say. "Not tonight."
He didn't push, which surprised you more than anything else that evening. He just nodded, accepting it, and pulled you a little closer against his side, like he was content to wait for whatever piece of yourself you weren't ready to hand over yet.
"Fair enough, doc," he murmured against your hair. "I can wait."
And for a long, quiet moment, neither of you said anything else at all — just the hum of the city outside the windows, the steady beat of his heart under your ear, and the strange, settling certainty that whatever this was between you, it wasn't going anywhere.
But the quiet didn't last, because your body, ever the traitor, chose that exact moment to remind you of the very real, very unglamorous truth of your life: you had a seven a.m. shift, and it was already well past midnight.
You felt the yawn coming before you could stop it, and it must have shown, because Bakugo huffed a quiet laugh against the top of your head.
"There it is," he said. "Was wondering how long you'd try to fight it."
"I wasn't fighting anything," you mumbled, though the second yawn that followed rather undercut the point.
"Sure you weren't." He shifted, easing you upright with a gentleness that still, somehow, caught you off guard every time — like he was handling something fragile, even now, weeks past the worst of his own injuries. "You've got morning rounds."
"I do." You rubbed at your eyes, some of the day's exhaustion finally catching up to you now that the adrenaline of the evening had worn off. "I should go."
He didn't argue, though you caught the small flicker of reluctance cross his face before he smoothed it over. "Yeah," he said. "Probably should."
Neither of you moved for another moment.
"I mean it," you added, laughing softly at your own hesitation. "I actually have to go this time. Unlike the tactical nap incident."
"That's not funny."
"It's a little funny."
"It is not." But he was fighting a smile as he said it, and he finally let you go, standing and pulling you up from the couch with him, his hand lingering in yours even once you were both on your feet.
You gathered your coat from where you'd draped it over the back of a barstool earlier in the evening, and he walked with you toward the door, unhurried, his hand finding the small of your back again in that same easy, unconscious way it had all night.
"Text me when you get home," he said, echoing the words from before, except this time there was no bravado behind them at all, just quiet, plain concern. "I mean it. Even if it's just one word."
"I will."
"I'm serious. Last time you said that you fell asleep on the subway and I didn't hear from you for forty minutes and I nearly called every hospital in the district."
"That was one time."
"It was terrifying, is what it was." He stopped at the door, keeping hold of your hand, his thumb tracing slow, absent circles over your knuckles. "Just — humor me. Okay?"
"Okay," you said softly, something warm unfolding in your chest at the plain, unguarded worry in his voice. "I'll text you."
He nodded, seemingly satisfied, though he still didn't open the door. He just stood there for a moment, looking at you in the low light of the entryway, like he was trying to memorize the shape of the evening before it ended.
"Tonight was good," he said finally, quiet, almost like he was admitting something.
"It was," you agreed. "Thank you for having me. All of it. The chaos included."
"Especially the chaos, apparently, since you seem to have enjoyed torturing Denki at that game more than you let on."
"He was an easy target."
"He really is." Bakugo huffed another quiet laugh, and then, before you could say anything else, he leaned down and kissed you — soft, unhurried, one hand coming up to cup your jaw like you were something worth being careful with. You melted into it without meaning to, your free hand curling into the front of his shirt, and for a moment the tiredness pulling at your bones didn't matter at all.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested against yours, his breath warm against your skin.
"Get home safe," he murmured. "Call me if the subway's being weird this late. I'll come get you."
"You're supposed to be resting your fascia, not chasing down late-night trains."
"I'll rest it in the car."
"That is not how resting works."
"Feels like it should count."
You laughed, pressing one more brief kiss to the corner of his mouth before finally stepping back, putting a necessary sliver of distance between you before you lost the will to leave at all. He opened the door for you, walking you the short distance to the private elevator, his hand not quite letting go of yours until the very last second.
"Goodnight, Katsuki," you said, stepping backward into the elevator as the doors began to slide shut.
"Night, doc," he said, and even through the narrowing gap of the closing doors, you caught the small, rare softness in his expression — the look of a man who was, against every instinct he'd spent a lifetime building, letting himself want something simple and good.
The ride down felt shorter than the ride up had, your reflection in the polished steel doors looking a little more flushed, a little more undone than it had a few hours earlier. You stepped out into the quiet lobby, nodded goodnight to the same half-asleep security guard, and walked out into the cool night air.
The streets were mostly empty at this hour, streetlights casting long, amber pools across the pavement, the distant hum of the city settling into its late-night quiet. You pulled your coat tighter around yourself and started the walk back toward your apartment, your mind still pleasantly, warmly full of the evening — Kirishima's easy grin, Mina's knowing looks, Denki's wounded pride, the steady weight of Bakugo's arm around your shoulders.
Halfway home, your phone buzzed in your pocket.
Katsuki: you better be walking and not standing outside my building overthinking again
You laughed out loud, alone on the empty sidewalk, and typed back a quick reply.
You: I'm walking. Don't worry.
Katsuki: text me when you're home. not almost home. home.
You: Yes, Doctor's orders received.
Katsuki: don't turn my own line on me
You: Goodnight, Katsuki.
Katsuki: night. sleep. actually sleep, not chart-reading sleep.
You slipped your phone back into your pocket, smiling the rest of the way home, the cold night air doing nothing to dull the warmth still settled deep in your chest. By the time you climbed the stairs to your apartment, let yourself in, and collapsed onto your own bed still half in your coat, you fired off one last text before finally letting your eyes close.
You: Home. Safe. Going to sleep now, for real this time.
Katsuki: good. goodnight, doc.
You fell asleep almost instantly, the ghost of his kiss still warm on your lips, and for the first time in longer than you could remember, you didn't dream of monitors or flatlines or trembling hands.
You just slept.
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Morning rounds came far too early, as they always did the day after a good night's sleep was interrupted by a good night in general. You moved through the ward on autopilot, coffee in hand, checking charts and vitals with the ease of muscle memory, your mind only half-present until the caffeine finally kicked in around your third patient.
By ten, your pager buzzed with the reminder you'd nearly forgotten in the pleasant haze of the last twelve hours: U.A. Medical Advisory Council — 1:00 PM, Main Campus.
You allowed yourself a small, private smile as you tucked the pager back into your coat pocket. Most people at the hospital didn't know about this part of your life — the quiet, unglamorous role you'd held for two years now, sitting on a small advisory board most students never even knew existed, reviewing injury protocols and practical exam safety measures for the very institution that had once looked past you entirely.
You signed out of your morning shift a little after noon, changed out of your scrubs into something more presentable, and made the familiar drive out toward the sprawling green campus at the edge of the city.
The walk across U.A.'s courtyard always did something strange and complicated to your chest, no matter how many times you made it. Eight years ago, you had walked these same paths as a General Studies student — invisible among the flashier hero-course kids in their tailored uniforms and effortless confidence, learning anatomy and emergency triage in a back classroom while explosions rattled the windows from the training grounds outside, close enough to feel in your teeth but always, always out of reach.
You remembered watching them from a distance back then. The hero course students moving like they already knew they mattered, like the whole institution had been built around the certainty of their futures, while you sat with your textbooks in a room that smelled like old paper and dry-erase markers, learning how to save the very people who would never learn your name.
Now you walked in with a visitor's badge that read U.A. Medical Advisory Board, and nobody looked twice. It still felt, some days, like wearing someone else's coat.
"Dr. [Name]."
You turned at the familiar, gravel-worn voice. Shota Aizawa fell into step beside you outside the faculty building, his usual sleep-deprived slouch somehow still radiating a quiet, unmistakable authority, his capture weapon coiled loosely around his shoulders even here, even now, like he was perpetually one emergency away from needing it. "You're early. Council doesn't convene for another hour."
"Wanted to review the training ground incident reports before the meeting," you said, falling into step beside him. "Better to walk in with the details than get blindsided in the room."
Aizawa made a low, approving sound in his throat — about as close to a compliment as he ever came, you'd learned over the past two years. "Good instinct. Nezu's been riding the board about response times since the incident with Bakugo. The board wants updated protocols before the next practical exam cycle." His dark, tired eyes slid sideways toward you, sharp and assessing in a way that made you feel, briefly, like one of his own students being evaluated. "Speaking of. You did good work there. Twice, from what I understand."
"Just doing my job," you said, keeping your voice carefully level.
"Mm." He didn't push further, though something in the set of his mouth suggested he suspected there was more to the story than a straightforward doctor-patient relationship — Aizawa saw everything, it was, unfortunately, his entire professional ethos, and you had the distinct impression he'd already drawn his own conclusions about the particular warmth in your voice whenever Bakugo's name came up. He said nothing more about it, though, simply falling into a comfortable, familiar silence as you walked.
"How's the recovery wing renovation going?" you asked instead, steering the conversation somewhere safer.
"Slowly. Bureaucratically. The usual." A ghost of something almost like humor crossed his face. "Recovery Girl would have hated the paperwork involved in replacing her own retirement."
"She always said the paperwork was worse than the actual medicine."
"She wasn't wrong."
The council room was already half-full by the time you arrived — a long, sunlit space dominated by a wide oak table, files and tablets spread across its surface, a mix of U.A. staff and outside medical consultants murmuring quietly among themselves while they waited for the meeting to formally begin. You took your usual seat near the end of the table, pulling out the incident reports you'd printed that morning, only to look up moments later and find a familiar, towering figure folding himself carefully into the chair directly across from you, a booming laugh already halfway out of his mouth before he'd even fully sat down.
"Young Doctor!" All Might — retired now, leaner and more weathered than the golden-age silhouette that had once dominated every magazine cover in the country, but still radiating that same relentless, larger-than-life warmth — grinned at you like you were an old and cherished friend, which, in the strange, sideways way U.A. had of collapsing distinctions between mentors and colleagues, you supposed you had become. "I heard you handled young Bakugo's case personally. Twice, I understand. That boy does have a talent for testing the very limits of modern medicine."
"He has a talent for ignoring doctor's orders," you said dryly, and All Might laughed, a full, booming sound that turned a few heads at the far end of the table, several younger staff members glancing over with the particular reverence reserved for the man who had once been the Symbol of Peace, even now, diminished as he was.
"That does sound like him," he agreed, settling back into his chair, the old wooden frame creaking audibly under what remained of his considerable frame. He folded his large hands atop the table, his expression softening into something more thoughtful. "You've done this school a great service, you know. More than one, in fact. Recovery Girl always used to say the General Studies students who went on into medicine understood something the hero course students often took years to grasp — that saving a life and taking one are two sides of the very same coin. Precision. Restraint. Knowing exactly how much force is enough, and not one ounce more." He looked at you with an unexpected gentleness. "She would be very proud to see you sitting at this table, Doctor."
The mention of Recovery Girl sent a small, warm ache through your chest, sharp enough to catch you briefly off guard. You hadn't expected it — hadn't expected, after all these years, for her name to still carry that particular weight, that particular grief tangled up with gratitude. She had been the only adult at U.A. who had ever really seen you, back when you were an anonymous General Studies student with an unusual gift for anatomy and an even more unusual habit of lingering near the nurse's office long after your own appointments were finished, just to watch her work.
"She recommended me for this position, actually," you said quietly. "Before she retired. I don't think I ever properly thanked her for it."
"She knew," All Might said simply. "She always knew more than she let on. It was rather her signature quality."
You didn't get the chance to respond before the meeting was called formally to order, Nezu's small, precise voice cutting cleanly through the room's remaining chatter from his perch at the head of the table, and the next hour dissolved into the familiar, unglamorous machinery of institutional oversight — incident reports reviewed line by line, budget allocations debated for the recovery wing's ongoing renovation, a lengthy and occasionally heated exchange over updated safety protocols for quirk-related trauma during practical exams, prompted directly, you knew without needing to be told, by the events of the past several weeks.
"The Bakugo incident," Nezu said at one point, his sharp, clever eyes flicking briefly toward you, "raises a broader concern about post-injury clearance protocols for active Pro Heroes returning to duty. Dr. [Name], you were the treating physician in both instances. Perhaps you could speak to the specific failure points that allowed a patient to return to active field duty while still recovering from major abdominal surgery."
You straightened slightly in your chair, the clinical part of your mind sliding smoothly into place, grateful, in a strange way, for the reminder that you were here as a professional first, whatever else might be true underneath that. "The failure wasn't in the discharge protocol itself," you said. "The patient was cleared for light activity with strict, clearly communicated restrictions. The failure was in enforcement — there's currently no mechanism requiring active-duty heroes to report field activity back to their treating physician between follow-up appointments. A civilian patient recovering from similar surgery would be under considerably more direct oversight. Pro Heroes, particularly high-ranking ones, often have more autonomy than is medically advisable during a recovery period, precisely because the expectation of continued public service makes it politically difficult to enforce true rest."
Nezu's small eyes glinted with interest. "You're suggesting we need a formal reporting structure between agency medical staff and treating hospital physicians."
"I'm suggesting," you said, "that we need something with actual teeth. Right now the honor system is the only thing standing between a recovering patient and a second emergency surgery. In this case, it very nearly cost a life."
A murmur of agreement passed around the table. Aizawa, beside you, gave a small, approving nod without looking up from his tablet. All Might watched you with something like quiet pride.
"Duly noted," Nezu said, scribbling something rapid and illegible onto the pad in front of him. "We'll draft language for the next board review. Thank you, Doctor."
The door opened partway through the budget discussion, and Izuku Midoriya slipped in with the particular breathless urgency of a man who had sprinted at least part of the way there, a stack of student evaluation folders clutched under one arm, his hair — somehow always slightly more disheveled than the last time you'd seen him — sticking up at odd angles. Two years into his part-time teaching post, he still hadn't quite mastered the art of arriving anywhere looking composed.
"Sorry, sorry," he said, dropping into the one empty seat beside you with an apologetic wince toward the head of the table. "Class ran long. My first-years nearly took out half of Ground Beta during the capture simulation. Took longer than I expected to get everyone settled down and debriefed."
"Again?" Aizawa said flatly, not even glancing up from his tablet, in the exact weary tone of a man who had stopped being surprised by this particular sentence years ago.
"They're a handful this year, sensei, I swear, I had three separate kids trying to improvise past the exercise parameters at once—" Midoriya caught himself, glancing sideways at you with sudden, sheepish realization. "Ah. Sorry. This probably isn't as interesting to you as it is to me."
"I've heard worse over lunch," you said. "Bakugo tells his own war stories about wrangling first-years."
"He would." Midoriya huffed a tired laugh, shaking his head as he finally set his folders down. "I told the class to hold formation until my signal. They held it for about four seconds."
"Sounds about right for that age," Aizawa muttered, unbothered.
Midoriya gave you a small, warm smile despite the exasperation still lingering on his face — some silent acknowledgment passing between you, unspoken, of Friday's dinner, the quiet walk home afterward, the question he'd asked about old memories that you'd both, wordlessly, agreed to let lie for a little while longer. He didn't bring any of it up here, not in front of the council, but there was a new ease in the way he settled into the seat beside you, like whatever tension had briefly existed between you had resolved itself into something simpler — something like real friendship, uncomplicated by anything except mutual fondness and a shared, exasperated concern for the same infuriating, explosive man.
"How's Kacchan settling in at home?" he asked quietly, pitching his voice low under the cover of Nezu redirecting the meeting toward the next item on the agenda.
"Stubborn as ever," you murmured back. "But healing. Mostly behaving himself. Mostly."
"That 'mostly' is doing a lot of work in that sentence."
"You have no idea."
Midoriya's smile widened just slightly, something knowing and pleased flickering behind his green eyes, like he'd already gathered more than you'd actually told him. "I'm glad," he said simply, and left it at that, turning his attention back to the folder open in his lap as Nezu moved the meeting into its final stretch.
The remainder of the council session passed in the familiar rhythm of institutional business — a proposal to expand the recovery wing's quirk-specialized equipment, a debate over updated liability waivers for the upcoming provisional license exams, a brief and mildly contentious discussion about whether the cafeteria's new meal plan adequately accounted for high-metabolism quirks, which Present Mic, attending remotely via video call, seemed inexplicably passionate about.
By the time Nezu finally adjourned the meeting, your notepad was covered in half-illegible shorthand, your coffee had long since gone cold, and the golden afternoon light slanting through the tall windows told you it was later than you'd realized.
The council meeting ran nearly two hours longer than scheduled, and by the time you finally stepped back out into the courtyard, your feet ached in that particular way that came from sitting rigidly upright in a hard chair for far too long, and your stomach was reminding you, none too gently, that you'd skipped lunch entirely.
The training grounds were quiet today — no explosions rattling the windows, no chorus of shouting first-years drifting across the courtyard. For a strange moment you found yourself almost missing the familiar racket of it, a reminder of just how much of your understanding of this campus had been built entirely on secondhand sound eight years ago, never actually seen up close.
What caught your attention instead, as you crossed toward the faculty parking lot, was a small, quiet pair seated on the garden benches at the edge of the courtyard — a girl with pale hair and mismatched eyes, a sketchbook open on her knee, and a boy beside her, arms crossed, leaning back against the bench with the studied disinterest of someone who'd clearly been talked into sitting there and didn't want to admit he was enjoying it.
"Eri," you said, recognizing her immediately, softening despite yourself. Aizawa's ward — technically under Mirio Togata's guardianship now, though half the staff at U.A. seemed to consider her something between an honorary student and a shared responsibility — looked up at the sound of her name, her face breaking into a warm, easy smile that had none of the shyness you remembered from years back.
"Dr. [Name]!" she said, closing her sketchbook. "You're here again."
"I am." You came to a stop near the bench, glancing at the sketchbook. "Still drawing?"
"General course elective," she said, a little wry. "Turns out I'm actually decent at it."
"Kota keeps telling her that like it's news," you said, nodding at the boy beside her, who immediately rolled his eyes, though not before a flicker of something warmer crossed his face.
"Somebody has to," Kota muttered, arms still crossed, clearly trying very hard to look unbothered. "She never believes it when I say it."
"That's because you say it like you're annoyed about it," Eri said.
"I am annoyed about it. Annoyingly, you're good at this."
You laughed, watching the two of them fall into the kind of easy, familiar bickering that only came from years of actually knowing someone. "How's the rest of school going?"
"Fine," Kota said, at the exact same moment Eri said, "He's failing support course theory," which earned her a betrayed look from Kota that only made you laugh harder.
"Are you here to see someone?" Eri asked, tilting her head. "Or just visiting? Kota told me you're the one who patched up Bakugou-san after that whole mess with the villain."
"Something like that," you said. "He's doing better, if you're wondering."
"Good," Eri said, with the same quiet seriousness you remembered from her as a child, though there was a steadier confidence behind it now. "He came to visit Aizawa-sensei once, before the surgery. Practically threw the door open. Scared half the recovery wing."
"That does sound like him."
"Anyway," Kota said, standing and stretching, clearly eager to change the subject away from anything resembling sentimentality, "we've got study hall. Come on, before Present Mic notices we skipped the first half."
"We didn't skip it," Eri said, gathering her sketchbook. "We relocated it."
"That's the same thing and you know it."
You were still smiling at that when a familiar, dry voice cut in from nearby.
"Relocated. Sure. That's one word for it."
You turned to find Hitoshi Shinsou leaning against the low garden wall a short distance away, arms crossed, his usual half-lidded, unimpressed expression settling into something almost like amusement as he took in the scene.
"Shinsou," you said. "I didn't know you were back on campus."
"Guest lecture for the general course kids. Cursed contract Aizawa talked me into." He nodded toward Eri and Kota, who were already gathering their things with the particular efficiency of students who'd been caught and knew it. "These two decided my lecture was optional."
"It was very long," Eri said, entirely unrepentant.
"It was fifteen minutes."
"Very long fifteen minutes."
Shinsou gave her a flat look that had absolutely no effect on her whatsoever, then turned back to you. "Heard you pulled Bakugo back from the brink. Twice. Man owes you his whole idiot life, probably doesn't say it enough."
"He says it in his own way," you said.
"That tracks." Shinsou checked his watch. "I've got an actual class in ten, unlike some people's definition of one. Good to run into you, Doctor."
"You too," you said, and he gave you a small, two-fingered salute before herding Eri and Kota back toward the general studies building, the two of them still bickering good-naturedly the entire way.
You were still smiling at the sight of them disappearing around the corner when your phone buzzed in your coat pocket.
Deku: Are you still on campus? Got a break before my next class if you want to grab something to eat before you head back.
You typed back a quick yes, grateful for the excuse to sit down properly before the drive back to the hospital.
Twenty minutes later, true to his word, Midoriya found you in the mostly empty staff cafeteria, sliding into the seat across from you with a tray considerably more modest than his usual appetite would suggest, clearly rushed between classes.
"Sorry, this is the fastest I could get away," he said, already digging in. "I've got maybe twenty minutes before my next block."
"It's fine. I needed to sit down properly for once." You picked up your own chopsticks, grateful for the quiet after a full afternoon of council business. "I ran into Eri and Kota outside, by the way. And Shinsou, apparently guest-lecturing."
Midoriya brightened immediately. "Oh, they've been inseparable all week. Eri's gotten so much braver since she started spending time with the other kids — Kota still pretends he doesn't like being around her, but he brought her those pencils himself, I watched him pick them out."
"He tried very hard to make it sound like an accident."
"That's very on-brand for him." Midoriya laughed, then glanced at you, something a little more careful in his expression. "How's Kacchan doing, really? I haven't seen him properly since the discharge — just texts, and you know how those go with him. Three words if I'm lucky."
"Recovering well," you said. "Slower than he'd like. Stubborn about pacing himself, as always."
"That does sound like him." Midoriya smiled, then hesitated, turning his chopsticks over in his hand. "For what it's worth — I'm glad it's you. Looking after him, I mean. He's easier to read than people think, if you know what to look for. And you clearly do."
You felt a small, warm flush rise in your cheeks, glancing down at your tray rather than answer that directly. "He's not as complicated as everyone makes him out to be," you said instead. "Just guarded."
"Guarded's the right word." Midoriya checked his watch, wincing. "I should go, actually, before I'm late and Aizawa gives me that look again. Thank you for this, though. It's nice, just — talking. Normal talking. Not hero-business talking."
"Anytime," you said, meaning it, and he gave you a quick, warm smile before gathering his tray and hurrying off toward his next class, leaving you to finish your lunch in the quieter company of your own thoughts.
By the time you made your way out through the main gate, the golden late-afternoon light had softened into something closer to dusk. For once, no one was waiting for you — just the ordinary rhythm of the train platform, students and staff filtering past on their own separate errands, the city settling into its evening commute around you.
There was something quietly novel about it, walking to the station alone, no towering, scowling presence materializing out of nowhere to whisk you off somewhere. You let yourself enjoy the short walk, replaying the day in your head — Eri's steady, hard-won confidence, Kota's begrudging kindness, Shinsou's dry humor, Deku's easy warmth over a rushed lunch.
You'd just settled into a seat on the mostly empty train when your phone buzzed.
Katsuki: how'd the meeting go
You smiled at the screen, typing back a reply as the train pulled out of the station.
You: Long. Productive, though. Nezu's finally pushing through better reporting protocols between hospital staff and agency medical teams. For situations exactly like yours, incidentally.
Katsuki: great. bureaucracy. my favorite.
You: It might have saved your life, that bureaucracy, if it had existed a few weeks ago.
There was a longer pause before his next reply, the little typing bubble appearing and disappearing twice before he actually sent anything.
Katsuki: yeah. probably.
Katsuki: ran into deku today?
You: Had lunch with him, actually.
Katsuki: he say anything
You: Like what?
Katsuki: nothing. forget it.
You bit back a smile at your phone, recognizing the exact shape of his jealousy from weeks ago, outside the hospital doors, in a dress he'd called nice in the single most Bakugo way physically possible.
You: He asked about you, actually. Whether we knew each other. Before the hospital.
This time the pause stretched long enough that you almost put your phone away, watching the city blur past the window instead. When his reply finally came through, the usual bluntness of it had softened into something more careful.
Katsuki: what'd you say
You: That it was a long time ago. That I wasn't sure you remembered.
Katsuki: I remember. more than I let on, probably.
Katsuki: not over text though. we should talk. properly.
Katsuki: I'll pick you up after your shift.
You stared at the messages for a long moment, your chest tightening with the particular ache of something old finally being ready to surface.
You: Okay. After my shift.
Katsuki: okay.
You tucked your phone away as the train pulled into your stop, the quiet, unhurried rhythm of the ride home settling something in you that you hadn't realized needed settling — a reminder that whatever this was between you, it didn't need him at every turn to feel steady. It could wait. It could breathe. And when it was ready, it would still be there.
The coffee in your cup had gone lukewarm, but you didn’t mind. The late afternoon sun was still spilling through the café window, casting long, golden rectangles across the scarred wooden table. Katsuki sat across from you, his elbows resting on the table, his hands loosely clasped. He was staring at the dark surface of his own coffee, his expression uncharacteristically subdued.
The silence between you wasn’t empty; it was heavy with the things you’d already said, and the things he was carefully weighing.
"You know," he started, his voice a low, rough rumble that barely carried over the soft jazz playing from the café’s speakers. He didn’t look up. "I’ve been thinking about that day. The day the campus got hit. The day All Might..." He trailed off, his jaw tightening as he swallowed the rest of the sentence.
Your breath hitched, just slightly. You knew exactly which day he meant. It was the day the sky over U.A. had torn open, the day the Symbol of Peace had finally, irrevocably fallen, not in a stadium miles away, but right on the school grounds during a surprise villain raid.
"I remember," you said softly.
Katsuki finally looked up, his crimson eyes locking onto yours. They were sharp, searching, stripping away the clinical distance you usually kept between you. "Do you? Because from where I was lying, bleeding out into the dirt, it felt like the whole world was ending. And then... you were just there."
He leaned back, running a hand through his ash-blonde spikes, his gaze drifting past you as the memory pulled him back.
The air tasted like copper and pulverized concrete. The sky above the U.A. campus was a bruised, sickly purple, choked with the smoke of a dozen explosions and the lingering, toxic miasma of villain quirks. The ground beneath your knees was shaking, though whether from the aftershocks of the battles or your own trembling, you couldn’t tell.
You were a medical intern, assigned to the triage zone near the Heights Alliance dorms, but the triage zone had been blown to hell ten minutes ago. So, you were out here in the open, kneeling in the rubble, your white medic coat stained with soot and blood.
A few yards away, the epicenter of the devastation lay in a crater of shattered asphalt. All Might was there. The Symbol of Peace was on his knees, his emaciated form swaying, steam rising from his shoulders as the last dregs of One For All violently evacuated his body. He had fallen. Not with a triumphant roar, but with a ragged, wet cough that sounded like the breaking of the world.
But he wasn’t alone. Thrown into the crater, having taken the brunt of a point-blank kinetic blast meant for their mentor, were Katsuki and Izuku.
Izuku was unconscious, his right arm bent at a sickening angle, his breathing a shallow, wet rattle. Katsuki was conscious, but barely. He was on his hands and knees, coughing up blood, his explosions sputtering out into weak, pathetic sparks. He had thrown himself in front of All Might. He had saved him.
Recovery Girl came running, her small frame hurried, her face pale and streaked with tears. She reached the crater, her hands glowing with the soft, green light of her quirk, but as she knelt beside Izuku, the light flickered and died. She gasped, clutching her chest, her stamina completely depleted from treating dozens of students over the last hour. "I... I can't," she sobbed, her voice cracking. "My quirk... it's gone. I have nothing left."
Panic, cold and sharp, spiked in your chest. But training took over. You grabbed your medical kit and scrambled down into the crater, sliding on the loose gravel.
"Recovery Girl, go check on Aizawa-sensei!" you shouted over the ringing in your ears. "I've got them!"
You dropped to your knees beside Katsuki first. He was the louder bleeder, a deep shrapnel wound tearing through his left shoulder and another grazing his ribs. You immediately went to work, your hands moving with practiced, frantic precision. You tore open a pressure dressing, packing the wound, your fingers slick with his blood.
"Get off me," Katsuki rasped, swatting weakly at your hands. His red eyes were blown wide, unfocused, blown out on pain and adrenaline. "Check the nerd. Check Deku."
"I'm checking you first, you idiot," you snapped, your voice cracking. You pressed down harder on the wound. He hissed, his head falling back, his teeth bared in a silent snarl.
"I said—"
"Shut up, Katsuki!" The name tore out of your throat, raw and desperate. You didn't use his last name. You didn't use his hero name. You used the name he only let a few people say. "Shut up and let me save your life, or I swear to god I will let you bleed out just to teach you a lesson!"
He froze. His chest heaved, his breath coming in ragged, wet gasps. Slowly, his unfocused eyes dragged to your face. He stared at you, really looked at you, through the haze of pain. His gaze dropped to your hands—your hands, which were currently coated in his blood, holding him together.
"You're shaking," he murmured, his voice surprisingly quiet, stripped of its usual venom.
"I'm fine," you lied, your voice trembling as you taped the pressure dressing down. You moved to his face, gently tilting his chin up to check his pupils. His skin was burning hot, covered in a fine layer of sweat and dust. You used your thumb to wipe a smear of blood from his cheekbone.
He leaned into your touch, just a fraction of an inch, his eyes fluttering shut. "Don't look at me like that," he whispered.
"Like what?" you asked, your breath catching in your throat as you checked his pulse. It was thready, but steady.
"Like I'm broken."
You stopped. You looked down at him—at the boy who was always so loud, so fiercely unbreakable, now lying in the dirt, looking at you with a vulnerability that made your chest ache. You gently cupped his jaw, your thumb brushing over his cheekbone again.
"You're not broken, Katsuki," you said softly, the chaos of the battlefield fading into a dull roar in the background. "You're just hurt. And I've got you. I'm right here."
He let out a long, shuddering breath, his eyes dropping shut again. His hand came up, his soot-stained fingers weakly curling around your wrist. He didn't push you away. He just held on, anchoring himself to you as the sirens finally began to wail in the distance.
The memory faded, the sounds of the café slowly bleeding back into your awareness. The soft clinking of cups, the low murmur of the other patrons, the hum of the espresso machine.
Katsuki was watching you, his expression entirely open. The tough, explosive exterior he wore for the world was gone, leaving only the man who had held onto your wrist in the dirt.
"You called me Katsuki," he said quietly, breaking the silence. "In the middle of a warzone. With Recovery Girl right there. You didn't use Bakugo. You used my first name."
You swallowed hard, your fingers tightening around your lukewarm coffee cup. "You were dying. I thought... I thought I was going to lose you. The formalities didn't seem to matter."
"They mattered to me," he said, his voice dropping an octave, rough with an emotion he rarely let surface. He reached across the table, his large, calloused hand covering yours. His thumb stroked the back of your knuckles, a gentle, rhythmic motion. "When I was lying there, half-convinced I was going to bleed out in the dirt, the only thing I could focus on was your voice. And the way you said my name. It was the only thing that made me want to keep my eyes open."
Your heart did a painful, fluttering ache in your chest. You turned your hand over, lacing your fingers through his. "You're not allowed to die on me, Katsuki. I've put too much time into patching you up."
A small, genuine smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Good to know, doc. I'll keep it in mind."
The moment stretched, warm and fragile, the golden hour light wrapping around the two of you like a physical embrace. You were just about to say something else, to bridge the gap and pull him back into the easy banter you usually relied on, when the little brass bell above the café door chimed.
The sound was sharp, cutting through the intimate quiet of your booth.
You glanced toward the entrance, and Katsuki’s hand instinctively tightened around yours, his head turning to follow your gaze.
Walking through the door was a man who commanded the space the second he crossed the threshold, even when he wasn't trying to. He was tall, lean, and dressed in a casual but impeccably tailored yellow jacket, his signature red wings folded tightly against his back. He wore a pair of dark sunglasses perched on the bridge of his nose, and his light blonde hair was tied back in a loose, messy ponytail.
It was Keigo Takami. The Number Two Hero. Hawks.
But as his golden eyes swept the café and landed on your booth, the lazy, performative swagger of the Pro Hero vanished in an instant. The easy, public-facing smile melted away, replaced by something much softer, much more grounded. The mask of the Number Two Hero slipped, and the older brother stepped forward.
"Well, well, well," Keigo drawled, his voice carrying that familiar, melodic lilt, though it was stripped of its usual mocking edge. He pushed his sunglasses up into his hair, revealing eyes that were sharp, amused, and entirely focused on you. "If it isn't my favorite little sister. And here I thought you were busy saving lives at the hospital."
You let out a breath you didn't realize you'd been holding, a fond smile breaking across your face. "Keigo. I didn't think you'd be in this part of the city. I thought you had a press junket in Osaka."
"Cancelled it," Keigo said smoothly, closing the distance between the door and your table. His movements were fluid, predatory in a graceful way, but as he reached the table, his gaze shifted from you to the man sitting across from you.
The amusement in Keigo’s golden eyes sharpened into something distinctly protective. He looked at Katsuki’s soot-stained jacket, the bandages peeking out from his collar, and then down at their hands—Katsuki’s large, scarred hand completely enveloping yours.
"Ground Zero," Keigo said, his tone light but carrying a clear, underlying warning. "The explosive kid who keeps ending up in my sister's medical bay. I should have known she'd be spending her off-hours patching you up."
Katsuki’s jaw tightened. He didn't let go of your hand; if anything, his grip became firmer, his thumb pressing a silent claim against your skin. He sat up a little straighter, his crimson eyes meeting Keigo’s golden ones without an ounce of intimidation.
"Taka—" Katsuki started, then corrected himself with a scoff. "Hawks. Didn't realize the Commission let you off your leash this early."
Keigo laughed, a bright, genuine sound that drew a few glances from the other patrons. He pulled out the chair next to you, spinning it around and straddling it backward, resting his arms on the backrest. "The Commission doesn't let me do anything, kid. I do what I want. And right now, what I want is to check on my little sister."
He looked at you, his expression softening again. "You look tired, Y/N. You're working too hard. I told you, you don't have to take every shift they throw at you. I make enough for both of us."
"I like my job, Keigo," you said gently, used to his overprotective streak. It was a habit he’d developed when you were kids, when the system had chewed up your parents and left the two of you to navigate the foster system together. He had joined the Commission’s hero program to get you out, to build a wall of money and influence around you so you could go to medical school in peace. He carried the weight of the world so you wouldn't have to. "And I like taking care of people. Even the stubborn ones."
Keigo’s eyes flicked back to Katsuki, a sly, teasing smirk returning to his lips. "Stubborn is one word for him. 'Walking hazard' is another. You know, when I saw the news about the campus attack, I almost flew straight to the hospital to drag you out of there. But then I heard you were the one treating the survivors, and I figured you had it handled."
"I had it handled," you confirmed.
"Yeah, yeah, you're a miracle worker, we know," Keigo waved a hand dismissively, though his eyes remained serious as he looked at you. "But seriously. You pushed yourself to the limit that day. I saw the footage. You were knee-deep in the rubble with the big guns. You didn't have to be in the crater, Y/N."
Before you could answer, Katsuki spoke up, his voice a low, rough rumble that cut through Keigo’s teasing.
"She was in the crater because if she hadn't been, I would have bled out," Katsuki said flatly. He didn't look at Keigo; he was looking at you, his expression fiercely defensive. "Recovery Girl was tapped out. The other medics were triaging the walking wounded. Your sister was the only one who didn't hesitate. She jumped right in."
Keigo’s smirk faded slightly. He looked at Katsuki, really assessing him for a moment. The playful older brother routine dialed back, replaced by the sharp, calculating gaze of the Number Two Hero. He was reading Katsuki, evaluating the intensity in the boy's red eyes, the protective set of his shoulders.
"I know she did," Keigo said quietly. "She always does. It's what she does." He paused, his golden eyes flicking down to your joined hands again. "But it's nice to hear you admit it, Bakugo. Most of the kids in your class just think she's the scary medic who yells at them when they don't follow post-op instructions."
Katsuki’s lip curled in a familiar, arrogant sneer, though it didn't reach his eyes. "They're idiots. And if they think she's just scary, they're blind."
Keigo chuckled, the tension breaking. He reached out and ruffled your hair, a deeply ingrained older brother gesture that made you swat his hand away with a laugh.
"Alright, alright, I get it," Keigo said, holding his hands up in surrender. "She's amazing, she's a miracle worker, and she's the only person on the planet who can handle your explosive temper, Bakugo. I'm taking notes."
"She's not just amazing," Katsuki muttered, looking back down at his coffee, though the faint dusting of pink on his cheeks betrayed him. "She's... she's important."
The words hung in the air, simple and devastating in their honesty.
Keigo went entirely still. The casual, lounging posture vanished. He sat up straight, his golden eyes locking onto Katsuki with a sudden, piercing intensity. The air around the table seemed to drop a few degrees. This wasn't just the Number Two Hero looking at a student anymore. This was Keigo Takami, looking at the boy who was claiming his little sister's heart.
"Important," Keigo repeated, his voice dangerously soft.
Katsuki didn't flinch. He lifted his chin, meeting Keigo’s gaze head-on, his grip on your hand tightening just a fraction. "Yeah. Important. Got a problem with that, bird brain?"
You held your breath, your heart hammering against your ribs. You knew how protective Keigo was. You knew the lengths he had gone to, the shadows he had walked through, just to keep you safe and happy. If he decided Katsuki wasn't good enough for you, he would make the Pro Hero's life a living hell.
But Katsuki wasn't backing down. He was glaring at the Number Two Hero with the same fiery defiance he used against villains twice his size.
For three long seconds, the two men stared each other down. The air was thick enough to choke on.
And then, Keigo threw his head back and laughed.
It was a loud, booming laugh that made the waitress jump behind the counter. He slapped his hand on the table, shaking the coffee cups.
"God, I like this kid," Keigo gasped, wiping a tear from the corner of his eye. He looked at you, his face split in a massive, genuine grin. "Y/N, I approve. He's got guts. Stupid, explosive, reckless guts, but guts nonetheless."
Keigo's phone buzzed against the table. He barely glanced at the screen before letting out a long sigh.
"...There goes my afternoon."
You smiled knowingly. "Commission?"
"When is it not?"
He slipped the phone into his pocket before standing, stretching his shoulders until his wings shifted behind him. "I've got to head back."
His golden eyes landed on you. "And you're coming with me."
You blinked. "I can get to the hospital on my own."
"I know you can." He reached over and flicked your forehead lightly.
"But I haven't seen you in weeks. Humor your big brother and let me drive you." You rubbed your forehead with an exaggerated glare.
"You're impossible."
"So I've been told."
He grinned before looking across the table at Bakugo. The smile softened into something more observant.
"So."
Bakugo raised an eyebrow.
"So?"
"Take care of yourself."
"Tch."
"I'm serious."
"I know."
Keigo gave a small nod. "I've seen enough stubborn heroes ignore doctors until they're back in surgery."
Bakugo scoffed. "I'm not that stupid." From beside him, you gave him a flat look. "You tried removing your own stitches."
"..."
"..."
"That was one time."
"It was yesterday."
Keigo snorted. "I take it back. You are that stupid."
"Tch."
For the first time since he'd arrived, Bakugo didn't snap back. Instead, he simply looked away with a quiet click of his tongue. You stood, slipping your bag over your shoulder. "I should get going."
Bakugo looked up instinctively. There was a brief silence. Not uncomfortable. Just... unfamiliar. Neither of you had spent time together outside the hospital before today. You offered him a small smile. "Don't skip your follow-up appointment."
"I wasn't planning to."
"And don't train with fresh stitches."
"..."
"Kats—"
You caught yourself.
"...Bakugo."
His eyes widened ever so slightly. You cleared your throat. "I mean it."
He looked away first. "...Yeah." Another pause settled between you. Then he muttered quietly, "...Thanks."
"For what?"
"The coffee."
You smiled. "It wasn't that good."
"It was."
He said it so matter-of-factly that you couldn't help laughing. A faint warmth crept onto the tips of his ears, though whether from embarrassment or annoyance, you couldn't tell.
Keigo watched the exchange without saying a word. There was no teasing. No assumptions. Just quiet observation. After a moment, he hooked a thumb toward the café door.
"C'mon, kid." You nodded.
"See you at the hospital, Bakugo."
"...Yeah."
He watched as you followed Hawks toward the exit.
The little brass bell chimed softly overhead as the café door swung shut behind the two of you.
Outside, Hawks casually draped an arm across your shoulders, already talking about Commission paperwork, the newest hero rankings, and whether you'd actually been eating proper meals between shifts.
Your laughter drifted faintly through the glass before disappearing into the evening crowd.
Inside the café, Bakugo remained seated.
His coffee had gone cold.
He stared at the empty chair across from him longer than he meant to.
"...Weird."
He couldn't explain why today felt different.
She was still just the doctor who yelled at him whenever he ignored medical advice.
Just the woman who happened to save his life.
Nothing more.
...Right?
With an irritated sigh, he grabbed his jacket and stood.
There was still training tomorrow.
And somehow, he had a feeling he'd be seeing his doctor again sooner rather than later.
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"So," hawks started, his tone dropping the casual, teasing lilt he'd used inside. "Bakugo, huh?"
"Don't start," you said, adjusting the strap of your bag. "He's a patient. An incredibly stubborn, self-destructive patient who thinks he's immune to infection."
"Mhm. And you usually buy your patients coffee and let them almost call you by their first name?" Keigo glanced down at you, his golden eyes sharp beneath his visor, carrying that annoying older-brother perception that you could never quite dodge. "I'm just saying. I've seen how he looks at people, kid. Usually, it involves a lot more shouting and a lot less... whatever that quiet thing back there was."
"It was a truce," you insisted, though the memory of how quickly he'd corrected you—it was good—made a strange little knot tighten in your stomach. "He's just grateful. I patched him up after a nasty villain raid. Anyone would be polite after that."
"Bakugo Katsuki isn't 'anyone,' and he doesn't do polite," Keigo chuckled, unlocking the car with a quick beep. He slid into the driver's seat, his wings tucking meticulously into the custom slits of the chair. As you climbed into the passenger side, he looked over at you, his expression softening into something genuinely protective. "Just be careful. Heroes like him—the ones who carry the whole world on their shoulders—they tend to pull people into their orbit whether they mean to or not."
You looked out the window as he pulled into the evening traffic, the neon signs of the city beginning to blur against the glass. "I'm just his doctor, Keigo."
"Yeah," Keigo murmured, stepping on the gas. "For now."
Back at the café, Bakugo walked the three blocks back to his apartment in silence, his hands shoved deep into his jacket pockets. The cold air usually cleared his head, but tonight, it wasn't working. Every time he closed his eyes, he heard that slip of the tongue. Kats— She’d almost said it.
He clicked his tongue again, louder this time, drawing a nervous glance from a pedestrian passing by. He ignored them. He was irritated because his training schedule was botched, because his skin still pulled uncomfortably around his torso where the villains had caught him, and because a certain doctor had somehow managed to make him feel small just by looking at him with a pair of sterile gloves and a frown.
It was just coffee, he told himself as he unlocked his front door and tossed his keys onto the counter. The apartment was dark and quiet. Just a regular damn coffee.
He walked over to the bathroom, pulling up his shirt to inspect the mirror. The stitches were neat, perfectly aligned—the work of someone who didn't just care about closing a wound, but about how it healed. Bakugo let out a rough breath, letting the fabric drop.
Tomorrow, he'd go to the gym. He'd push himself until his muscles burned and his palms smoked, and he'd completely forget about the way her laugh sounded outside the café glass.
But as he threw himself onto his bed, staring up at the dark ceiling, his phone buzzed on the nightstand. It was an automated notification from the hospital database, confirming his mandatory check-up for the following afternoon.
Attending Physician: Dr. Takami.
Bakugo stared at the screen for a long, quiet minute. Then, he flipped the phone face down, a ghost of a smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth. "Stupid," he muttered to the empty room.
"I said stay still."
"I'm fine."
"No, you're stubborn."
"...Tch."
"And if you tear your stitches again, I'm charging you double.
"...He still tears them.
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Chapter Two — Miracle Surgeon
15k–18k words
Summary
Japan's strongest hero is everyone's greatest hope... and one surgeon's greatest headache.
After a mission leaves Pro Hero Dynamight on your operating table, you're assigned as his attending surgeon. Between emergency surgeries, late-night coffee, and endless arguments over torn stitches, the line between doctor and patient begins to blur into something neither of you expected.
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The double doors of Trauma Bay One slammed open, the gurney hitting the linoleum floor with a violent rattle that echoed through the sterile room.
"Male, twenty-eight, blunt force trauma to the abdomen and chest, possible internal hemorrhaging!" the lead paramedic shouted, his voice strained as he pumped a manual resuscitation bag over Bakugo’s face. "He collapsed mid-patrol. Vitals are tanking. BP is seventy over palp, heart rate one-forty and climbing. He’s unresponsive!"
You didn’t hesitate. The terror that had gripped your heart in the hallway was instantly shoved into a locked box deep within your chest, replaced by the cold, crystalline focus of the Miracle Surgeon.
"Get him on the monitor. Two large-bore IVs, wide open. Type and cross for six units of O-neg. Start massive transfusion protocol," you barked, snapping on a fresh pair of gloves as you moved to the head of the bed.
You looked down at Bakugo.
He was terrifyingly pale. The angry, healthy flush of his skin from the follow-up appointment just hours ago was gone, replaced by the waxy, translucent gray of severe shock. His lips were tinged with blue. His ash-blond hair was plastered to his forehead with cold sweat, and his chest—your chest, the one you had spent eight hours meticulously reconstructing—was rising and falling in shallow, erratic jerks.
"Dr. [Name], his O-sat is dropping. Eighty-two percent," Nurse Sato said, her voice trembling slightly, though her hands moved with practiced efficiency as she spiked the blood bags.
"Push the oxygen to non-rebreather. Get the ultrasound," you ordered, grabbing the probe. You squirted the cold gel onto his abdomen, right over the site of his previous surgery.
The screen flickered to life. Your blood ran cold.
There it was. A massive, dark pool of fluid pooling in the peritoneal cavity. The splenic repair had failed. Or worse, a new vessel had ruptured because he had pushed himself too hard, too soon, ignoring every single instruction you had given him.
"He’s bleeding out internally," you said, your voice dropping into a deadly calm that made the entire room freeze. "The splenic artery has blown. He needs the OR right now. Page Dr. Lee and the anesthesia team. Tell them we’re doing an emergency exploratory laparotomy. Move, move, move!"
The room exploded into controlled chaos. The gurney was unlocked and sprinted down the hallway toward the elevators. You ran alongside it, your hand resting on the rail, your eyes locked on Bakugo’s unconscious face.
Stay with me, you thought fiercely, your knuckles turning white. Don't you dare die on me, Bakugo. Not after I fixed you once. Don't you dare.
The second surgery was a nightmare.
Where the first had been a delicate reconstruction, this was a desperate, bloody scramble to keep him alive. The abdominal cavity was flooded with dark, deoxygenated blood. The suction tubes gurgled loudly, struggling to keep the field clear as you frantically searched for the source of the bleed.
"Pressure is dropping. Sixty over forty," Dr. Lee called out from the head of the table, his voice tight. "He’s not holding the fluids."
"Clamp," you demanded, your hands buried deep in his abdomen, your Operation Zone flaring to its absolute limit. The headache was back, a blinding spike of agony behind your eyes, but you ignored it. You could feel the torn vessel, slipping away from your mental grasp as his blood pressure bottomed out.
You found it. The splenic artery, torn clean through.
"Suture. Now."
You worked with a speed and precision that bordered on the supernatural. Your Quirk guided the needle, weaving the synthetic thread through the fragile tissue, tying off the bleeder, then tying it off again for good measure. You packed the abdomen, checking for any other sources of bleeding, your heart hammering against your ribs in time with the failing monitor.
"Pressure is stabilizing. Seventy over fifty," Lee said, letting out a breath. "Good catch, Doctor."
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t. You were too busy closing him up, your hands moving on autopilot while your mind screamed at you.
When the final stitch was placed and the drapes were pulled back, you stepped away from the table. You stripped off your bloody gloves, your chest heaving. You looked at Bakugo’s face. He was still unconscious, still pale, but the monitor was beeping in a steady, rhythmic cadence.
He was alive.
You walked out of the OR, pushed through the swinging doors, and went straight to the nearest staff bathroom. You locked the door, turned on the cold water, and splashed it on your face. You gripped the edges of the sink, staring at your reflection. Your hands were shaking violently.
You had almost lost him.
And it was your fault. You had discharged him too early. You had let him walk out of those doors.
No, a rational voice in your head argued. He’s an adult. He’s the Number Two Hero. He chose to go on patrol. You gave him strict orders.
But the rational voice was drowned out by the crushing, suffocating weight of responsibility. You were the Miracle Surgeon. You didn't make mistakes. You didn't lose patients.
You took a deep, shuddering breath, dried your face, and walked out to the ICU.
Bakugo woke up in the ICU twelve hours later.
You were sitting in the same vinyl chair in the corner of the room, just like you had been after the first surgery. But this time, you weren’t reading a chart. You were staring at him, your arms crossed, your expression made of stone.
He groaned, a low, raspy sound, and tried to shift. Immediately, he hissed in pain, his face contorting as his abdominal muscles protested the movement.
"Don't," you said. Your voice was quiet, but it cut through the room like a whip.
His crimson eyes fluttered open, unfocused and hazy from the heavy painkillers. He blinked slowly, trying to clear his vision. When his eyes finally locked onto yours, a flicker of confusion crossed his face, followed quickly by a flash of defensive anger.
"Doc," he croaked, his voice barely a whisper. He swallowed hard. "What… what happened?"
"You happened," you said, your tone flat, devoid of any warmth.
He frowned, his brow furrowing as he tried to piece together the fragmented memories. "I was… on patrol. The villain… he had a secondary quirk. Kinetic redirection. I hit him, and…" He trailed off, wincing as a sharp pain lanced through his side.
"And the kinetic energy rebounded directly into your abdomen," you finished for him, your voice hard. "Specifically, into the surgical site I had spent eight hours repairing just four days ago. The force ruptured the splenic artery. You bled out internally in the middle of a shopping district. If your partner hadn't been there to stabilize you and fly you here, you would have been dead before the ambulance arrived."
Bakugo went still. The anger in his eyes faded, replaced by a dull, heavy realization. He looked down at his body. He was hooked up to more IVs than before. There was a fresh, thick bandage wrapped around his abdomen, right over the old one. A nasogastric tube was taped to his nose. He looked and felt like hell.
"I…" he started, then stopped. He looked back at you. "I'm sorry."
The apology was so quiet, so utterly devoid of his usual arrogance, that it caught you off guard. You had expected him to argue. To tell you it wasn't his fault. To snap at you.
You uncrossed your arms and stood up, walking over to the bed. You checked his IV lines, your movements sharp, efficient, and angry.
"Sorry doesn't fix a ruptured artery, Bakugo," you said, your voice trembling slightly before you forced it under control. "Sorry doesn't rebuild a spleen. I told you, explicitly, clearly, and repeatedly, not to push yourself. I told you to do your physical therapy. I told you to rest."
"I had to," he muttered, looking away, staring at the blank wall. "There was a hostage situation. I couldn't just sit on my ass."
"You are a human being, not a god!" you snapped, the clinical facade finally cracking. Your voice echoed in the small room, sharp and raw. "You are flesh and blood and bone. You break. You bleed. You die. And if you die, it’s not just a tragedy for the city. It’s a failure for me. Do you understand what it’s like to stand over your body and watch your heart stop because you were too stubborn to listen to me?"
Bakugo flinched. He turned his head slowly, looking at you. Really looking at you.
He saw the dark, bruised circles under your eyes. He saw the slight tremor in your hands as you adjusted his blanket. He saw the raw, unfiltered terror that you were trying so desperately to hide behind your anger.
For the first time since he had met you, Katsuki Bakugo didn't see the unyielding, untouchable Miracle Surgeon. He saw a woman who was exhausted, terrified, and deeply, profoundly cared about whether he lived or died.
"Your hands are shaking," he said softly.
You froze. You looked down at your hands. They were trembling. You quickly shoved them into the pockets of your white coat, turning your back to him to hide your face.
"Get some rest," you said, your voice tight. "I'll be back in an hour to check your vitals. If you try to get out of this bed again, I will sedate you and tie you to the rails. I'm not kidding."
You walked out of the room, closing the door firmly behind you.
Once in the hallway, you leaned against the wall, pressing the heels of your hands against your eyes until you saw stars. You took a deep, shuddering breath, forcing the tears back. You couldn't cry. Not here. Not now.
You were the doctor. And he was the patient.
But god, it was getting harder to remember the difference.
The next three days were a masterclass in mutual stubbornness.
Bakugo was confined to strict bed rest. He wasn't allowed to sit up, let alone walk. His body needed time to heal from the second trauma, and his pride was taking a massive, humiliating beating.
You visited him every four hours. The dynamic had shifted. The sharp, combative edge was still there, but it was softer now, tempered by the shared trauma of his near-death experience. He didn't snap at you as much. And you didn't bark at him as sharply.
On the fourth day, his first visitor arrived.
You were at the nurses' station, charting, when a tall young man with spiky red hair came barreling down the hallway. He looked frantic, his eyes wide with worry.
"Where is he? Is he okay? The hospital wouldn't give me any info over the phone!"
You looked up, recognizing him immediately from the files and the news. Eijirou Kirishima. Red Riot. Bakugo’s partner and best friend.
"He's stable, Red Riot," you said, standing up. "He's in the ICU, Room 4. But he's on strict bed rest and heavy painkillers, so please keep the visit short."
"Thank you, Doctor," Kirishima said, his shoulders slumping in relief. He offered you a bright, manly smile that was slightly strained at the edges. "You're the one who operated on him, right? The Miracle Surgeon? Thank you. Seriously. Thank you for keeping him alive."
You felt a small, genuine warmth bloom in your chest. "It's my job. Go see him."
You watched from the nurses' station as Kirishima entered the room. Through the glass window, you could see Kirishima lean over the bed, saying something that made Bakugo scowl. Then, Bakugo said something back, and Kirishima threw his head back and laughed.
You watched Bakugo’s face. Even through the glass, you could see the tension in his shoulders ease. You could see the faint, almost imperceptible smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
A strange, sharp twinge of something unfamiliar pierced your chest. It wasn't pain. It was… jealousy? No. That was ridiculous. You were his doctor. You had no right to be jealous of his best friend.
But you couldn't look away until Kirishima finally left, waving cheerfully at you as he walked past the station.
Two hours later, another visitor arrived.
Izuku Midoriya walked into the ICU, looking nervous and fidgeting with the straps of his backpack. He spotted you and his face lit up.
"[Name]! Hi!" he whisper-shouted, walking over to the station. "Is Kacchan awake? I brought him some of his favorite spicy chips, but the nurse at the front desk said he's on a liquid diet, so I don't know if he can have them, but I thought maybe—"
"Midoriya, breathe," you said, smiling softly. You reached out and gently tapped his arm. "He's awake. But he's heavily medicated. You can go in, but keep it quiet."
"Right. Sorry. Habit," Midoriya muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. He looked at you, his green eyes full of concern. "How is he, really? The hospital PR team is going crazy. They want to release a statement, but I told them I wouldn't say anything until I saw him."
"He's healing," you said honestly. "His body is strong. He just needs to learn how to let it heal."
Midoriya nodded, looking down at the bag of chips. "He's stubborn. You know that better than anyone, I'm sure."
"You have no idea," you sighed.
Midoriya smiled, a small, fond expression. "Well, thank you. For everything. I know he's… difficult. But he trusts you. He doesn't trust doctors. He hates them, actually. But he trusts you."
The words hit you like a physical blow. You stared at Midoriya, stunned. "He… trusts me?"
"Yeah," Midoriya said, looking up at you. "He told me. After the first surgery. He said you were the only one who didn't look at him like he was made of glass. Or like he was a monster."
Before you could process that, Midoriya checked his watch. "Ah! I have to get to the dorms. The first-years have a practical exam tomorrow and I'm proctoring. Can I… can I still take you up on that dinner offer? For Friday?"
You blinked, pulling yourself back to reality. The dinner. You had almost forgotten. "Yes. Yes, of course. Friday at seven?"
"Perfect! See you then, [Name]!" Midoriya beamed, giving you a quick, awkward bow before hurrying down the hall toward Bakugo's room.
You stood at the nurses' station for a moment, your mind racing. He trusts me.
You shook your head, picking up your pen. You had charts to finish. You didn't have time to dwell on the fact that the most stubborn, explosive, guarded man in Japan actually trusted you.
Friday night arrived, and for the first time in a week, you were actually leaving the hospital on time.
You had changed out of your scrubs into a simple, elegant dark blue dress, your hair pulled back into a loose clip. You felt strangely out of your element. You were used to the sterile smell of antiseptic and the heavy weight of a white coat. The soft fabric of the dress and the light scent of your perfume felt foreign.
You were standing at the elevator, waiting for it to arrive, when your phone buzzed.
Deku: I'm at the restaurant! Got us a table in the back. See you in 10 mins! :)
You smiled, typing back a quick On my way, and stepped into the elevator as the doors chimed open.
You rode down to the lobby, walking out into the cool, crisp evening air. The rain had finally cleared, leaving the city washed clean and glittering under the streetlights. You took a deep breath, feeling a rare sense of peace.
You were halfway to the corner where you had told Midoriya you'd meet him, when a voice stopped you dead in your tracks.
"Where the hell do you think you're going, doc?"
You spun around.
Standing in the doorway of the hospital, leaning heavily against the frame, was Katsuki Bakugo.
He was out of bed.
He was wearing his civilian clothes—black jeans, heavy boots, and a tight black t-shirt that showed off the bandages peeking out from his collar. He looked pale, and he was definitely favoring his left side, his posture rigid with pain. But his crimson eyes were blazing with a mixture of fury and something else. Something possessive.
Your jaw dropped. "Bakugo! What are you doing out of bed?! You're supposed to be on strict bed rest! If you tear your sutures—"
"I'm fine," he snapped, pushing himself off the doorframe and taking a step toward you. He winced, his hand flying to his side, but he masked it quickly with a scowl. "I just needed some air. The room smells like bleach and despair."
"You need to get back upstairs right now," you said, your voice dropping into your most authoritative, clinical tone. "I'm calling an orderly to bring a wheelchair."
"I'm not getting in a damn wheelchair," he growled, closing the distance between you. He stopped just a foot away, towering over you. He smelled like hospital soap, gunpowder, and the faint, spicy scent of his own sweat. "And I'm not going back to that room. Not yet."
"You are a patient," you hissed, looking up at him. "And you are acting like a child. Get back inside."
He didn't move. He just stared down at you, his eyes dropping to take in your dress, your hair, the subtle makeup you had worn. His gaze lingered for a fraction of a second too long, and a faint, dusty pink flush crept up his neck.
"You're dressed up," he said, his voice dropping an octave, losing some of its aggressive edge. "Where are you going?"
You blinked, thrown off balance by the sudden shift in his demeanor. "I'm… I'm going to dinner."
His eyes narrowed instantly. The flush on his neck vanished, replaced by a dark, stormy look. "Dinner. With who?"
You hesitated. You didn't know why you hesitated. He was your patient. He had no right to know your business. But the intense, burning scrutiny in his eyes made you feel like you were under a microscope.
"Midoriya," you said finally.
Bakugo’s jaw tightened. A muscle feathered in his cheek. "Deku. You're going to dinner with the nerd."
"Yes," you said, lifting your chin. "He invited me. To thank me for taking care of you."
Bakugo let out a short, harsh scoff. He crossed his arms over his chest, immediately regretting it as he hissed through his teeth, but he refused to uncross them. "Right. Well. Tell the nerd I said hey. And tell him if he makes you pay for your own food, I'll blow up his dorm room."
You stared at him. The sheer, unadulterated audacity of this man. He was standing outside in the cold, fresh out of major surgery, in blatant violation of every medical order you had given him, just to interrogate you about your dinner plans.
And he was jealous.
The realization hit you like a lightning bolt. Katsuki Bakugo, the explosive, untouchable Pro Hero, was jealous of Izuku Midoriya.
A slow, genuine smile spread across your face. It started in your eyes and bloomed on your lips, bright and radiant.
Bakugo’s breath hitched. He stared at your smile, his crimson eyes widening slightly, the angry scowl melting off his face to reveal a look of sheer, unguarded awe.
"You're jealous," you said softly, stepping just a fraction of an inch closer to him.
"I'm not jealous," he snapped automatically, though his voice lacked any real heat. He looked away, staring at the pavement. "I just… Deku's an idiot. He doesn't know how to treat a lady."
Your heart did a strange, violent flip in your chest. A lady.
"Is that so?" you murmured, your voice soft.
"Yeah," he muttered. He looked back at you, his gaze intense, searching your face. The anger was gone, replaced by a raw, vulnerable honesty that made your breath catch. "You look… nice. In that dress."
The compliment was so blunt, so entirely un-Bakugo, that you felt a flush of heat rise to your cheeks. "Thank you," you whispered.
He cleared his throat, shifting his weight and wincing again. "Go. Before you miss your reservation. And tell Deku to order the spicy tuna roll. He always forgets."
You laughed, a soft, breathy sound. "I will. Now get back inside, Bakugo. Before I sedate you myself."
He smirked, a familiar, arrogant tilt of his lips, but his eyes were soft. "Yes, Doctor."
He turned and slowly, painfully, made his way back into the hospital lobby. You watched him go, your heart hammering a frantic rhythm against your ribs.
You turned and walked toward the restaurant, the cool evening breeze washing over you. You felt lighter. You felt alive.
For the first time in eight years, you weren't just saving lives.
You were starting to live one.
The dinner with Midoriya was wonderful.
The restaurant was a high-end, quiet sushi place tucked away in a quiet alley in Musutafu. The ambiance was warm, the food was incredible, and Midoriya was, as always, a delightful companion. He talked animatedly about the first-years, about the new support gear he was designing, and about his plans for the upcoming semester.
You listened, you laughed, you ate. You felt normal. You felt human.
But throughout the entire meal, a small, persistent thought lingered in the back of your mind.
He said I looked nice.
When the dinner finally ended, Midoriya insisted on walking you back to the hospital.
"You don't have to, Midoriya, it's just a few blocks," you said as you stepped out onto the sidewalk.
"Nonsense!" he said, falling into step beside you. "It's late, and you've been working so hard. It's the least I can do."
You smiled, appreciating his kindness. As you walked, the streets quiet and peaceful, Midoriya suddenly spoke up.
"Hey, [Name]? Can I ask you something?"
"Of course."
He rubbed the back of his neck, looking a little sheepish. "When you were at U.A… in General Studies… did you ever cross paths with Kacchan? In the medical wing, or anywhere?"
You stopped walking. You looked at Midoriya, surprised. "Why do you ask?"
"I don't know," Midoriya said, frowning slightly. "It's just… ever since you started treating him, he's been different. He's still explosive, obviously. But he's… softer. Around you. And I just got the feeling that he recognizes you. Like, on a deeper level. But he won't admit it."
You looked down at the pavement, your heart squeezing in your chest. The memory of the nurse's office eight years ago flashed in your mind. The boy with the burnt arm. The quiet, secret healing.
"I… I might have," you said carefully, choosing your words. "A long time ago. But it was brief. I don't think he remembers."
Midoriya nodded slowly, his green eyes thoughtful. "He remembers more than he lets on. He just hides it behind the yelling." He smiled at you. "I'm glad he has you, [Name. He needs someone who can see past the explosions."
You smiled back, a bittersweet ache in your chest. "I think he's starting to see past them, too."
When you reached the hospital, Midoriya said his goodbyes and headed back to the dorms. You walked into the lobby, the familiar smell of antiseptic welcoming you home.
You took the elevator up to the ICU. You told yourself you were just checking on your patient. You told yourself it was your duty.
But when you walked into Room 4, and saw Bakugo sitting up in bed, awake, staring at the door like he had been waiting for you, you knew you were lying to yourself.
"You're back," he said, his voice rough.
"I'm back," you replied, walking over to the bed. You picked up his chart, pretending to review it. "How's the pain?"
"Manageable," he said. He didn't look at the chart. He looked at you. "How was dinner?"
You paused, looking up at him. His eyes were dark, intense, tracking your every movement. "It was good. Midoriya is a good guy."
"Yeah, he is," Bakugo agreed, surprising you. He shifted in the bed, wincing slightly, and patted the edge of the mattress. "Sit down, doc. You look tired."
You hesitated, then closed the chart and set it on the table. You pulled up the vinyl chair and sat down next to his bed.
The silence between you was comfortable now. It wasn't the heavy, charged silence of the first few days. It was the quiet, easy silence of two people who had seen the worst of each other and decided to stay.
"Why do you do it?" Bakugo asked suddenly, his voice quiet in the dim room.
You looked at him. "Do what?"
"This," he gestured vaguely at you, at the hospital, at the world outside. "You work eighty-hour weeks. You look like you haven't slept since I got here. You almost pass out in the hallway. Why do you push yourself so hard? You're not a hero. You don't have to prove anything to anyone."
You looked down at your hands. The hands that had saved his life twice. The hands that were always shaking when no one was looking.
"Because if I stop," you said softly, "people die."
Bakugo went still.
"I graduated from General Studies," you continued, your voice barely a whisper. "I wasn't strong. I didn't have a combat quirk. I couldn't punch a villain through a building or fly through the sky. All I could do was fix the people who did. Recovery Girl taught me that healing is just as important as fighting. But… the weight of it. The knowledge that if I'm not fast enough, if I'm not good enough, someone doesn't go home to their family…"
You trailed off, swallowing hard. "I just can't stop. Because if I stop, the guilt will kill me."
Bakugo stared at you. The anger, the arrogance, the defensive walls—he stripped them all away. He looked at you with a profound, aching understanding. Because he knew. He knew exactly what it felt like to carry the weight of the world. He knew what it felt like to be terrified of failing the people who relied on you.
Slowly, painfully, he reached out his right hand. His skin was warm, rough with calluses, scarred from years of explosions. He didn't say anything. He just laid his hand over yours.
His thumb gently brushed over your knuckles, soothing the tremor that was trying to start.
"You don't have to carry it all by yourself," he said, his voice a low, rough rumble that vibrated through the quiet room. "Let someone save you for a change, doc."
You looked at his hand covering yours. You looked up at his face. His crimson eyes were soft, vulnerable, and entirely focused on you.
Tears pricked the corners of your eyes. You didn't pull your hand away. Instead, you turned your hand over and laced your fingers through his.
"Okay," you whispered.
Bakugo’s breath hitched. His grip tightened slightly, his thumb stroking the back of your hand. He didn't say anything else. He didn't need to.
In the quiet, dim light of the ICU room, with the steady beep of the heart monitor keeping time, something shifted. The slow burn that had been simmering between you for weeks finally caught fire.
It wasn't a grand, explosive declaration. It was just a touch. A promise.
But it was enough.
Moving Katsuki Bakugo out of the Intensive Care Unit was a logistical nightmare that involved three hospital administrators, the head of security, and a lot of nervous sweating.
Because he was the Number Two Hero, the hospital board had decided that a standard recovery room was no longer acceptable. They upgraded him to the VIP wing on the top floor—a suite that looked more like a five-star hotel room than a medical facility, complete with a king-sized bed, a private bathroom, a sprawling view of the Musutafu skyline, and a dedicated nursing station just outside his door.
You hated it.
You hated the plush carpets that made it impossible to hear if a monitor was beeping. You hated the ambient lavender diffuser the administration had installed to "soothe the VIPs." And you mostly hated the fact that Bakugo seemed to despise it just as much as you did.
"It smells like a damn spa in here," he grumbled on his first morning in the new room, wrinkling his nose as he glared at the diffuser. "I feel like I'm in a massage parlor. Get that thing out of my face before I blow it up."
"It's hospital policy for the VIP wing, Bakugo," you said smoothly, walking over and unplugging the diffuser, tossing it into the trash can. "Consider it a perk of almost dying twice in one week."
He snorted, shifting against the mountain of pillows. His color was finally returning, the waxy gray pallor of the ICU replaced by his natural, sun-kissed skin, though he still looked leaner, the sharp angles of his face more pronounced. "I didn't almost die. I just took a tactical nap."
"You ruptured your splenic artery and lost two liters of blood," you corrected, checking the IV line on his right hand. "If that's your definition of a tactical nap, I'd hate to see you stay awake."
He rolled his eyes, but there was no real heat in it. His crimson gaze tracked your movements, watching as you adjusted the flow rate of his pain medication. "You're awfully chatty this morning, doc. Did you drink too much of that hospital sludge they call coffee?"
"I'm on my fourth cup," you admitted, not looking up from the chart. "And it's not sludge, it's a robust dark roast. Something you wouldn't understand, given your refined palate for sugar and cream."
"I drink it black," he muttered defensively.
"You drink it with three packets of artificial sweetener," you countered, finally looking up to meet his glare. "I've seen you hide the packets in your gown."
A faint, dusty pink flush crept up his neck, disappearing into his collar. He looked away, clearing his throat. "Shut up and check my vitals."
You hid a smile behind your chart. The combative, explosive tension of the first few days had melted into something else. It was still sharp, still laced with his trademark aggression, but the edges were softer. The insults were becoming banter. The glaring was becoming lingering stares.
He was healing. And, God help you, you were looking forward to checking his vitals every four hours.
By day five in the VIP wing, the routine had solidified into something dangerously close to domestic.
Bakugo was cleared to sit up, to walk short distances with assistance, and to eat solid food. He was also cleared to be an absolute menace to the nursing staff. He complained about the food, he critiqued the thread count of the sheets, and he terrified the junior doctors who came in to practice their bedside manner.
But he never, ever complained about you.
In fact, he seemed to actively wait for you.
It was 3:00 AM on a Thursday when you found yourself sitting at the central nurses' station, staring at a patient's lab results until the numbers blurred together. Your eyes felt like they were filled with sand. Your lower back ached with a dull, persistent throb, and your hands had a slight tremor that you were trying to hide by gripping your pen tighter.
You had been on shift for sixteen hours. You had performed two appendectomies, managed a code stroke, and dealt with a family of hypochondriacs who demanded you scan their son's stomach for a swallowed Lego.
You were running on fumes, caffeine, and sheer, stubborn willpower.
"You look like a corpse."
You blinked, pulling yourself out of the haze, and looked up.
Bakugo was standing at the edge of the counter. He was wearing his hospital-issued sweatpants and a plain black t-shirt. His feet were bare. He was leaning heavily on a silver-handled cane that the physical therapist had given him yesterday, his weight shifted to his right side to protect his healing abdomen.
"Bakugo," you said, your voice raspy from disuse. "What are you doing out of bed? It's three in the morning. Your heart rate needs to be resting, not walking the halls."
"I couldn't sleep," he said, his voice a low, rough rumble in the quiet hospital. He gestured vaguely with his free hand. "The bed is too soft. And the guy in the room next to me snores like a dying tractor. I needed to walk."
"You need to be in bed," you corrected, rubbing your temples. "If you tear your fascia again, I'm not sewing you up. I'll just use duct tape."
He smirked, a brief flash of his old arrogance. "You'd never let me rip my stitches. You're too obsessed with my health."
The word obsessed hung in the air for a second, heavy and loaded. You looked at him, really looked at him. He was pale, and a sheen of sweat coated his forehead. He was in pain. He was just too stubborn to admit it.
You sighed, dropping your pen and closing the chart. "Fine. You want to walk? Walk with me."
His eyebrows shot up. "Where are we going?"
"The roof," you said, standing up and grabbing your white coat. "The VIP wing has private elevator access to the rooftop garden. It's quiet up there. And if you're going to wander the halls, you might as well get some fresh air."
He stared at you for a long moment, his crimson eyes searching your face. Then, he gave a single, sharp nod. "Lead the way, doc."
The rooftop garden was a sanctuary. It was a lush, carefully landscaped space filled with hardy evergreens, stone pathways, and comfortable seating areas, designed for patients and staff to escape the sterile confines of the hospital. At 3:00 AM, it was completely deserted. The air was crisp and cool, carrying the faint, distant sounds of the city traffic far below.
You walked over to one of the stone benches and sat down, letting out a long, shaky breath as the cool air hit your face. Bakugo followed slowly, his cane clicking against the stone, and sat down next to you. He left a respectful foot of space between you, but you could feel the heat radiating off his skin.
For a long time, neither of you spoke. You just sat there, looking out at the glittering skyline of Musutafu. The city never truly slept, but from up here, it looked peaceful. The neon lights blurred into streaks of gold and red, the skyscrapers standing like silent sentinels in the night.
"You work too much," Bakugo said suddenly, his voice breaking the silence.
You didn't look at him. "It's my job."
"Bullshit," he said bluntly. "I've been watching you. You come in at seven in the morning and you leave at midnight. You skip meals. You drink enough caffeine to kill a horse. You're running yourself into the ground."
You finally turned to look at him. He wasn't looking at the city. He was looking at you, his expression serious, his jaw tight.
"I'm a cardiothoracic surgeon, Bakugo. People's lives are in my hands. I don't get to take a break when someone is bleeding out."
"I'm not saying take a break when someone is dying," he said, his voice dropping, losing its aggressive edge. "I'm saying take a break when you're not saving anyone. You can't save anyone if you're dead on your feet."
He reached into the deep pocket of his sweatpants and pulled out a thermos. He unscrewed the cup, poured a steaming, dark liquid into it, and held it out to you.
"Drink," he ordered.
You stared at the cup. "What is that?"
"Coffee," he said. "Real coffee. Not that watered-down garbage from the breakroom. I had my agency send it over. Black. Two sugars. Just how you like it."
You took the cup, your fingers brushing against his. His skin was warm, a stark contrast to the chill in the air. You brought the cup to your lips and took a sip. It was rich, smooth, and perfectly sweetened. It was, without a doubt, the best cup of coffee you had ever tasted.
"Thank you," you whispered, looking down at the cup to hide the sudden, unexpected prickle of tears in your eyes.
"Don't mention it," he muttered, looking away. "You look like you need it more than I do."
You took another sip, letting the warmth spread through your chest, chasing away the bone-deep chill of exhaustion. "How did you know I was tired?"
"Because you're a terrible liar," he said, echoing your own words from weeks ago. "And because your hands have been shaking since Tuesday."
You froze. You looked at your free hand. The tremor was slight, barely noticeable, but he had seen it. He had been watching you that closely.
"You notice a lot of things," you said softly.
"I notice when things are wrong," he replied, his voice rough. "It's what I do. I find the weak points. I fix them."
You looked at him, the moonlight catching the sharp angles of his face, illuminating the faint, silvery scars that mapped his skin. "And what happens when the weak point is you?"
He went still. He didn't answer right away. He just stared out at the city, his profile rigid, his jaw working as he ground his teeth.
"I don't have weak points," he said finally, but the words lacked their usual conviction. They sounded hollow. Tired.
You set the coffee cup down on the bench between you. You turned your body toward him, shifting closer until your knees were almost touching.
"Katsuki," you said softly.
He flinched at the use of his first name. His head snapped toward you, his crimson eyes wide, guarded, and incredibly vulnerable.
You reached out, your hand hovering for a second before you gently laid your fingers over his. His hand was resting on the handle of his cane, his knuckles white with tension. Your thumb brushed over the rough, calloused skin of his knuckles, tracing the faint, faded burn scar that wrapped around his wrist.
"You're allowed to be tired," you said, your voice barely above a whisper. "You're allowed to hurt. You don't have to carry the whole world on your shoulders every single second of every single day. Not when I'm here."
He stared at your hand covering his. His breathing was shallow, his chest rising and falling rapidly beneath his t-shirt. Slowly, hesitantly, he turned his hand over and intertwined his fingers with yours. His grip was firm, grounding, an anchor in the chaotic sea of your exhaustion.
"You're stubborn, doc," he murmured, his thumb stroking the back of your hand.
"I learned from the best," you replied, a small, tired smile touching your lips.
He let out a soft, breathy laugh. He leaned his head back against the stone bench, closing his eyes. "Stay up here with me for a bit. Just… ten minutes. Then I'll go back to the damn spa room."
"Ten minutes," you agreed, leaning your head back as well, your fingers still tightly laced with his.
You sat there in the quiet dark, the cold air wrapping around you, the warmth of his hand anchoring you to the earth. For ten minutes, you weren't the Miracle Surgeon, and he wasn't Dynamight. You were just two broken, exhausted people, finding a moment of peace in each other's presence.
It was the best ten minutes of sleep you'd had in months.
The breaking point happened two days later.
It was a Tuesday afternoon. You were in OR 2, performing a complex valve replacement on an elderly patient. The surgery was going perfectly. Your Operation Zone was humming, the tissue knitting together with microscopic precision, the blood flow stabilizing.
But your body was rebelling.
You hadn't eaten since a piece of toast at 6:00 AM. You had only consumed the coffee Bakugo had given you on the roof. The OR was freezing, but you were sweating, a cold, clammy sheen that soaked through your scrubs. The bright surgical lights above you began to pulse, strobing in time with the sudden, violent pounding in your temples.
Just twenty more minutes, you told yourself, focusing on the valve. Just close the chest and you're done.
"Scalpel," you murmured.
The scrub nurse placed it in your hand. You reached for the incision line, but as you moved your arm, a wave of profound, crushing dizziness washed over you. The room tilted violently to the left. The steady beep of the heart monitor sounded like it was underwater, distorted and far away.
Your vision tunneled. The edges of the world went dark, creeping inward until all you could see was the sterile blue drape of the patient. Your knees buckled.
You braced for the impact of the hard tile floor, squeezing your eyes shut.
But the impact never came.
Instead, a strong, solid arm wrapped around your waist, catching you before you could fall. The scent of gunpowder, hospital soap, and spicy sweat filled your nose.
"I got you," a rough, familiar voice growled right by your ear. "I got you, doc."
You forced your eyes open, blinking through the gray fog in your vision.
Bakugo was there.
He wasn't supposed to be in the OR. He wasn't supposed to be out of his room. But he was there, standing in his scrubs, his face pale and twisted in a mask of pure, unadulterated terror and fury. He had one arm wrapped securely around your waist, holding you up against his chest, while his other hand was reaching out to steady the surgical tray.
"Dr. [Name] is stepping out," Bakugo barked at the stunned OR team, his voice echoing with the commanding, terrifying authority of the Number Two Hero. "Dr. Lee, take over the closure. Now."
Dr. Lee, who had been standing frozen in shock, snapped to attention. "Y-yes, Dynamight. Scrubbing in."
Bakugo didn't wait. He practically carried you out of the OR, his arm like a steel band around your waist, supporting your dead weight. He kicked the swinging doors open and half-dragged you down the hallway toward the staff on-call rooms.
He kicked the door to Room 3 open, carried you inside, and gently but firmly lowered you onto the narrow cot.
The door slammed shut behind him. The lock clicked.
You lay there on the thin mattress, staring up at the ceiling, your heart hammering a frantic, irregular rhythm against your ribs. You felt completely, utterly humiliated.
Bakugo stood over you, his chest heaving, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. His crimson eyes were blazing, practically glowing in the dim light of the on-call room.
"What the hell," he started, his voice a low, dangerous rumble that vibrated through the floorboards, "do you think you were doing?"
You swallowed hard, trying to sit up, but the room spun again and you fell back against the pillow. "I was… I was finishing the surgery."
"You were passing out!" he roared, the sound bouncing off the small walls. He ran a hand through his ash-blond hair, pacing away from you and then spinning back around. "You were literally passing out on the operating table! Are you out of your damn mind?!"
"I'm fine," you whispered, turning your head away. "It was just a drop in blood sugar. I just needed to sit down for a minute."
"You're not fine!" he shouted, stopping at the foot of the cot. He glared down at you, his chest rising and falling. "You're running on empty! You haven't eaten, you haven't slept, and you're pushing yourself until your body literally shuts down! Why the hell won't you listen to me?!"
"Because it's my job!" you snapped back, the exhaustion and humiliation finally boiling over into anger. You sat up, glaring at him. "Because if I stop, people die! Because I don't have the luxury of taking a nap when there's a queue of patients waiting! I am a doctor, Bakugo, and I have a responsibility—"
"I don't care about your responsibility!" he yelled, cutting you off.
The sheer volume of his voice shocked you into silence. He was breathing hard, his hands trembling at his sides. He took a step closer to the bed, his eyes shining with an emotion you had never seen in them before.
It wasn't anger. It was fear.
"Who gave you permission to scare me like that?" he asked, his voice dropping to a harsh, ragged whisper.
The words hit you like a physical blow. The anger drained out of you, leaving you hollow and aching.
"I'm sorry," you whispered, the tears finally spilling over your lashes, tracking hot and fast down your cheeks. "I'm sorry, Katsuki. I just… I couldn't stop. I felt like I had to finish."
He let out a shaky breath, his shoulders slumping. He walked over to the side of the cot and sat down on the edge, the mattress dipping under his weight. He reached out, his large, rough hands gently cupping your face. His thumbs brushed away the tears, his touch incredibly tender, a stark contrast to the fury he had just displayed.
"You're an idiot," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "A stubborn, reckless, self-sacrificing idiot."
"I know," you sniffled, leaning into his touch despite yourself.
"You think you're the only one who gets to save people," he said, his forehead coming to rest against yours. His breath was warm against your skin. "But you're not. You let me save you for once, damn it. Let me take care of you."
You closed your eyes, a sob catching in your throat. You nodded, just a slight movement, but it was enough.
"Okay," you whispered.
He pressed a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead. Then, he stood up, his demeanor shifting instantly from vulnerable to fiercely protective.
"Stay here," he ordered, pointing a finger at you. "Don't move. If I come back and you're out of this bed, I'm tying you to the rails."
You managed a weak, watery smile. "Yes, Doctor."
He smirked, a faint, genuine smile touching his lips. "Damn right."
He walked out of the room, locking the door behind him.
Ten minutes later, he returned. He was carrying a tray from the cafeteria. He set it on the small table next to the cot. It was loaded with food: a bowl of hot miso soup, a plate of rice, grilled salmon, and a large cup of hot tea.
"Eat," he commanded, pulling up a chair and sitting next to you. "All of it. I'm not leaving until you're done."
You picked up the chopsticks with trembling hands and started to eat. The hot soup burned your tongue in the best way possible, sending warmth radiating through your cold, exhausted body. Bakugo didn't say anything. He just sat there, watching you, his presence a solid, comforting weight in the small room.
When you finished the last grain of rice, you set the chopsticks down and let out a long, full breath.
"Good," he said, taking the tray and setting it aside. "Now, sleep."
"I have charts to finish," you protested weakly, though your eyelids were already drooping.
"I told Dr. Lee to finish your charts," he said smoothly. "And I told the charge nurse that if anyone bothers you, I will personally blast them into the stratosphere. So you're off the clock."
You stared at him, too tired to argue. You lay back down on the cot, pulling the thin blanket up to your chin. Bakugo kicked off his shoes and lay down on top of the covers next to you, fully clothed. He turned on his side, facing you, and draped one heavy, warm arm over your waist, pulling you flush against his chest.
"Sleep, doc," he murmured into your hair. "I got you."
And for the first time in eight years, you actually believed it. You closed your eyes, and you slept.
When you woke up, the room was dark.
You blinked, disoriented, your body feeling heavy and rested for the first time in what felt like years. The digital clock on the wall read 8:00 PM. You had slept for six hours.
You shifted, and realized Bakugo was still there. He was asleep, his breathing deep and even. His arm was still draped over your waist, his face buried in the pillow near your shoulder. In the dim light, his features were relaxed, the harsh lines of stress smoothed away. He looked young. Peaceful.
You carefully lifted his arm, sliding out from under the blanket. He stirred, murmuring something unintelligible, but didn't wake up.
You stood, stretching your stiff muscles, and walked over to the small mirror above the sink. You looked better. The gray pallor was gone from your skin, your eyes were clear, and the tremor in your hands had vanished.
You washed your face, brushed your teeth with a spare toothbrush from the kit on the counter, and changed into a fresh set of scrubs you found in the closet.
When you turned back to the bed, Bakugo was awake.
He was propped up on one elbow, watching you with heavy, sleep-crusted eyes. His hair was a messy, ash-blond disaster, sticking up in every direction.
"You're awake," he rasped, his voice thick with sleep.
"I am," you said, walking back over to the bed. "You should go back to your room. The administration is going to have a fit if they find you sleeping in the staff on-call rooms."
He sat up, swinging his legs over the side of the bed. He ran a hand through his hair, wincing slightly as his abdomen pulled. "Let them have a fit. I don't care."
He stood up, swaying slightly before he caught his balance. You immediately stepped forward, your hands hovering near his arms to steady him.
"I'm fine," he said, catching your hands and holding them. "I just stood up too fast."
"You're still healing," you said, your clinical tone slipping back into place, though your eyes were soft. "You shouldn't be sleeping on a narrow cot. You need a real mattress."
"I slept fine," he said, his thumb stroking the back of your hand. He looked at you, his gaze intense, searching. "How do you feel?"
"Human," you admitted, a small smile touching your lips. "Thank you. For… everything."
He stepped closer, closing the distance between you until you were chest to chest. He reached up, his hand gently cupping your cheek, his thumb tracing your lower lip. The air in the small room suddenly felt very thick, very charged.
"You're welcome," he murmured, his voice dropping an octave. His eyes dropped to your lips, then back up to your eyes.
Your heart hammered against your ribs. You leaned in, just a fraction of an inch, your breath catching in your throat. His eyes darkened, his gaze dropping to your mouth again.
Suddenly, the intercom on the wall crackled to life, shattering the silence.
"Dr. [Name]? Dr. [Name], please respond. We have a trauma incoming from Sector 4. Code Red."
You both froze. The moment shattered, the heavy tension snapping like a cut wire.
You pulled back, clearing your throat, your cheeks burning. Bakugo dropped his hand, his jaw tightening in obvious frustration.
"Go," he said, his voice rough. "Duty calls."
You nodded, taking a deep breath to center yourself, flipping the switch back to the Miracle Surgeon. "I have to go. Are you okay to walk back to your room?"
"I'm fine," he said, though he looked like he wanted to punch the intercom. "Go save the world, doc."
You gave him a quick, apologetic smile, then turned and walked out the door, your heart still racing, the ghost of his touch burning on your skin.
The rest of the week passed in a blur of surgeries, charts, and stolen glances.
The dynamic had shifted irrevocably. The slow burn had caught fire, but neither of you was ready to let it consume you. There were lingering touches when you checked his vitals. There were long, heavy stares across the nurses' station. There were late-night coffee runs on the roof that ended with your hands intertwined.
But you kept it secret.
You were his doctor. He was your patient. The hospital had strict fraternization policies, and he was a Pro Hero with a public image to maintain. If the press caught wind of the Miracle Surgeon dating Dynamight, it would be a media circus.
So, you kept it in the shadows. In the quiet moments. In the spaces between the chaos.
On Friday, Bakugo was finally, officially cleared for discharge.
You stood in his VIP room, watching as he packed his few belongings into a duffel bag. He was dressed in his civilian clothes—black jeans, a tight black t-shirt, and his heavy boots. He looked strong. He looked like the Number Two Hero.
"Your physical therapy schedule is in the folder," you said, handing him the manila envelope. "Twice a day. Thirty minutes each session. If you skip even one day, I will know, and I will be very angry."
He took the folder, shoving it into his bag. "I won't skip."
"And no heavy lifting. No explosions. No villain fighting for at least another two weeks. Your fascia is still healing."
"I know, doc. You've told me every day for the past week," he said, zipping the bag shut. He slung it over his shoulder and turned to face you.
The room suddenly felt very small. The discharge meant he was leaving. He was going back to his agency, back to his patrols, back to his life. And you would be left here, in the sterile, quiet hospital.
"So," he said, his voice casual, though his eyes were intense. "I'm out of your hair."
"It was a pleasure," you said, keeping your voice light, professional. "Try not to end up back on my operating table."
He stepped closer, closing the distance. He looked down at you, his gaze dropping to your lips for a fraction of a second before meeting your eyes.
"I'll try," he murmured. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, sleek black keycard. He held it out to you.
You looked at the card, then up at him, confused. "What is this?"
"My apartment key," he said, his voice rough. "It's the penthouse at the Dynamight Agency. The code to the elevator is 1-9-9-7."
You stared at the keycard, your heart doing a violent flip in your chest. "Bakugo, I…"
"You said you wanted to check my stitches to make sure I'm not tearing them," he interrupted, his eyes locking onto yours. "So come check them. Tonight. After your shift."
It was an excuse. A blatant, transparent excuse. But it was also an invitation.
You reached out and took the keycard. His fingers brushed against yours, a spark of electricity shooting up your arm.
"Okay," you whispered.
He smiled. It was a real, bright, devastating smile that made your knees weak. "Good. I'll see you later, doc."
He turned and walked out the door, his heavy footsteps echoing down the hallway.
You stood there in the empty VIP room, clutching the keycard in your hand. You took a deep, shuddering breath, a smile spreading across your face.
You were the Miracle Surgeon. You saved lives.
But as you walked out of the room to finish your shift, you realized that for the first time in your life, someone was saving you right back.
Hi, I saw your answer in one anon question and I want to know if you can give me the link of the prompt of surgeon reader?
Um why? Idk if the word “prompt” makes it sound like something it isn’t. It’s a request that you can find here and I haven’t posted the fanfic yet. I’m still working on it.
Here’s the summary though:
Being the Chief Surgeon for Central City Hospital is a stressful job, even for the wife of Barry Allen. Usually Barry helps you relax after a long day by taking control but one morning, after seeing how you boss around your interns, Barry wants you to take control in the bedroom.