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had to get a new computer cause mine finally died. then had (scheduled) surgery last week. bear with me i love u guys
I hate my need to touch things sometimes
I had surgery and I keep touching my incisions (don't worry they very healed just not full healed)
Touching them feels weird
But it's like my brain magnets my hand right back like bro I don't like it why am I still doing it
My body is weird
Idk if I ever said btb my hysterectomy went very well.
I am without ute.
I'm still healing but I'm nearing 2 weeks post op and I'm so excited for the healing to be over and I never have to deal with this shit again
My surgery date I was so exhausted from feeling anxious that the anxiety literally was just
Low hum and then the surgery was over and now my anxiety is latching onto other stuff again (as it does.)
Alas. I'm alive. And many people are glad for that!
I need sleep I'm just feeling weird and trying to distract myself from scabs and such
Bad to pick at these (I've picked at them so much I can't help it)
I wasn't gonna say anything, but after thinking on it unapologetic trans joy really is imperative right now so! I got to pick my top surgery date this morning :) In two and a half months I'll be able to live in a way I've wanted for ~15 years. I'm 8.5 months on T. I pushed it off and pushed it off and pushed it off and while I AM glad I waited (for reasons I shan't discuss on tumblr dot com lol) now that I'm actually Doing this stuff it's like. Oh. Huh. I can look at my body and feel joy. (?!) As someone who doesn't experience crushing dysphoria, I was willing to just ignore the curiosity and desire and keep my head down because that was just so much easier. Now that I'm pushing to chase my euphoria, I'm realizing that while I was by no means miserable with my body, I also wasn't happy.
hello atla tumblr
The study dispels a well-worn anti-trans talking point about how healthcare providers treat gender dysphoria in kids.
Doc I want you to make it look like I got top surgery with a plastic spoon what is so hard to understand
clown cartoon #3: like and/or reblog if YOU would let a clown with questionable medical qualifications do your gender affirming surgery free of charge