Allegiance Under Flame - Chapter 13
Fandom: Avatar: The Last Airbender (2005) Rating: Mature Read on AO3 | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
A week after the dress is chosen, the palace hosts what the Fire Nation calls a Bridal Honor Gathering, a small celebration meant to "honor the union and its future prosperity," in the garden. It's the kind of party Suki would be looking forward to, under different circumstances.
Suki takes her time getting ready, savoring every moment, suddenly finding herself grateful for every chance to bathe and dress in real privacy. A small, controlled moment that belongs only to her.
Soft fabric slides over her skin, fitted and structured in a way that breeds discomfort. The light pinks and soft greens woven in a delicate pattern certainly feel appropriate for a garden party.
She lets out a slow breath as she adjusts the ruffled sleeves and smooths the front of the skirt. Her gaze drops to the light reflecting off her left hand. The ring catches the sun streaming in from the window, gold metal wrapping around her finger and curling up in an intricate flame that cradles the almost comically large diamond. If fits perfectly. It feels heavy. Turning her hand slightly, she watches how the light fractures through the stone. It's beautiful.
Suki exhales, squares her shoulders, and opens the door.
Azula is waiting for her. Suki freezes in the threshold.
"Good morning," Azula greets smoothly, and Suki wonders how long she's been standing there, waiting. Her onyx hair is pulled in a simple bun, cradling a gold headpiece with small jewels that perfectly match her wine red dress. "I thought I would give you an escort to the event."
"Isn't it just in the garden?"
The corner of Azula's mouth curves slightly. "Not because I expect you to get lost, you've managed the walk often enough." She inclines her head. "But it is a bridal celebration," she adds lightly. "It would be better for the brides to arrive together, don't you think?"
"Oh. Right." Suki nods. "That makes sense."
They walk down the corridor, and something feels different. Suki had expected… well, she doesn't know what she expected, but something else. Some kind of tightening of the reins now that everything is publicly official. More rules, more expectations, less space. Instead, she seems softer somehow. Not dramatically so. And certainly not enough to be mistaken for kindness. But there's a certain looseness to her posture.
"I get it," Azula says after a moment, glancing sideways. "These events are never enjoyable. Too many people pretending to be impressive." Her tone shifts to something almost playful. "But don't worry, we can make it… more interesting."
Suki's shoulders stiffen. There's always a cost when Azula talks like that. "How?" she asks.
Azula glances at her, then away again. "I like to play a game," she says. "Pick a person, decide what they want. How far they'll go to get it. And, what they're afraid of. Try to do all of this before they say anything out loud."
Suki studies her as they walk. "Are you ever wrong?"
Azula lets out a breath that almost resembles a chuckle. "Very rarely."
Something cold settles under Suki's ribs.
"I heard from Zeina," Azula continues, changing the subject, "that you requested a specific guest today." Suki's stomach dips. "The dancer." But there's no accusation in her voice.
Suki inhales carefully, gathering what courage she can. "Her name is Ty Lee," she says carefully. "I met her recently, and I thought, since it's kind of a more more casual party…" She trails off. Azula's pace slows, and she raises an eyebrow. Suki swallows. There's no turning back now. "Actually, I was hoping she could come to the wedding, too."
They stop. Azula turns and studies her. Not coldly, but not with any warmth either. Just evaluating. Suki doesn't say anything, despite her instincts telling her to backtrack. She holds her ground.
"Of course," Azula finally says, softly. "If that's what you want." She glances at Suki's ring. "After all, it's the closest I can get to giving you the wedding you actually want."
Suki feels something warm in her chest, and her throat tightens. "Thank you," she says after a moment. "Really."
Azula's smile looks almost genuine.
Suki hesitates, then ventures. "What about… was she able to make it today?"
Azula's smile sharpens instantly. "Please," she says, softness evaporating. "What do you take me for?" And with that, she turns and walks the last few paces to the garden entrance. She offers her hand to Suki, who rushes to catch up. "Shall we?"
Suki takes it. Azula's grip tightens. Their feet cross from polished marble to carefully laid garden path, and the shift is immediate.
Azula's straightens. Her shoulders set, her chin lifts, as though no softness had existed there at all, replaced with something sleek, controlled, and faintly amused. "Stay close," she orders, once again every bit the Fire Nation princess.
The garden is immaculate. Lanterns hang from metal hooks, their soft glow warm against the daylight. Music hums softly through speakers Suki had never noticed are built into the structures around the garden. Tables are arranged and adorned with polished trays of delicate, bite-sized foods. Skewered glazed meats, small buns filled with spiced vegetables, delicate pastries dusted with sugar and citrus zest. Crystal glasses catch the light in manicured hands, filled with brunch cocktails and juice blends.
A small crowd is dispersed throughout the garden, all of whom turn to the couple as they enter. They each raise a hand in their own practiced, royal wave. Suki's stomach growls, an ill-timed reminder she still hasn't eaten.
"Lord Toru," Azula greets brightly as a short, heavyset man approaches, holding a cocktail that, judging by his posture, is not his first. "So glad you could make it. May I introduce my fiancee, Captain Suki?"
The nobleman looks her over slowly, clearly unimpressed. "Yes, yes, quite. Miss Suki," he starts, and Suki flexes her jaw at the choice to ignore her title, "it must be quite the adjustment. Going from… simpler island life, to the Fire Nation."
Azula's gaze flicks to her. Waiting.
Of course.
Suki straightens. "It's been an adjustment," she says, keeping her voice even. "But I've found the Fire Nation to be, well, deeply committed to its traditions. There's a lot to learn from that."
Toru hums, sounding satisfied. Azula lightly grazes her fingers against the back of Suki's hand in silent approval.
Moving through the party, the next guest they encounter is a middle-aged woman wearing enough jewels to rival some of the palace's displays. She gushes to Azula about the honor of being invited, then shakes Suki's hand with too much enthusiasm.
"Do the Kyoshi Warriors—" she says the name like they're an exotic fruit— "find Fire Nation culture to be too restrictive?"
Suki keeps her expression neutral. "We value discipline," she replies. "So there's a… certain familiarity in that respect."
The woman's smile deepens and her eyebrows raise slightly, as though Suki's revealed something fascinating. Mid-conversation, Azula inclines her head toward the woman apologetically.
"I've taken enough of your time," she says gently. "I should circulate before I'm accused of favoritism."
The woman laughs in response, taking it as a compliment. Azula turns to leave, but stops halfway and leans in so her lips nearly brush Suki's ear.
"You'll be fine," she murmurs. Then she steps away.
The next question comes quickly. "Tell me, Captain, do you miss home?"
Suki answers without thinking. "Of course." She blinks, and her lips part. "But I'm so grateful to be here," she adds after a beat.
The woman's smile doesn't change. "Of course you are. So," she leans in closer, secretively, "you agree the alliance benefits Kyoshi Island as well?"
Suki's pulse ticks. "It…" She clears her throat. "It ensures stability for the entire region."
The woman nods, satisfied, and wanders away, earrings and bracelets clacking together as she moves.
Finally, finally, Suki turns toward one of the tables full of food. She gets two steps closer.
"Suki!"
You've got to be kidding me.
She turns, and relief crashes over her. "Ty Lee!"
Her friend glides toward her in graceful strides, pink sundress bouncing lightly with her.
"You look amazing," Ty Lee says as she gets closer.
"So do you."
Ty Lee twirls once, as if to demonstrate. "I mean, I always look cute, but today? You're right. Exceptional."
Suki laughs quietly. "It's good to see you," she says, softer now.
Ty Lee's expression warms. "Yeah. You too." They're both silent for a moment, before Ty Lee brightens suddenly. "So! Engagement! It's official!" She claps her hands together lightly. "So public, so dramatic. I love it!"
Suki's smile falters just slightly. "Yeah, it's… a lot."
"I know it's all super staged," Ty Lee says, lowering her voice conspiratorially, "but… it still felt kind of romantic."
Suki swallows. "Yeah," she says. "It did." She tries not to dwell on the reminder that even with her, there are limits.
"Hey," a woman's voice interjects. Ty Lee and Suki turn to see an irritated-looking woman in a maroon floor-length dress covered in black lace, holding a parasol to shield her from the sun. Half of her hair is pulled back into two small buns near the top of her head, the rest flowing freely down her back.
"Mai!" Ty Lee squeals, clearly recognizing the woman. "This is Suki. You know, Azula's boo?"
The woman—Mai—turns her attention to Suki. Despite her dower expression, she's stunningly beautiful. "You're doing better than most people would in your position."
Suki hesitates. "Oh. Thank you."
"That's high praise," Ty Lee chirps.
Mai scoffs. "Don't get used to it." She turns and walks away.
Ty Lee starts to say something to Suki, but Mai's attention has already drifted. Useless conversations bore her, and she hated having to introduce herself to Azula's little prisoner. She feels a pang of empathy toward the Kyoshi girl, and shoves it down. Not her problem.
Mai navigates through the crowd, ignoring any attempt to get her to engage. She finds Azula quickly, standing near a roselily bush with a champagne flute still mostly full, eyes pinned to Ty Lee and Suki over by the food tables.
"You're staring," Mai says in lieu of greeting.
"I'm… observing."
"That's what that is?"
Azula doesn't look at her.
"Why does it bother you so much?" Mai presses. "And why do you keep pushing Ty Lee toward her if seeing them together just pisses you off?"
The princess's gaze snaps to Mai for an instant before locking back into place. "Tread lightly, Mai." Her tone is steel. "This is a party."
Mai raises a hand in a gesture of surrender. "Fine." But she doesn't drop it entirely. "Just pretend you don't see it."
Azula's jaw ticks. "Go get her."
Mai doesn't argue. Moments later she's at Ty Lee's side, pulling her away as she offers Suki an apologetic wave and makes some excuse. Suki watches her go, confused and disappointed.
"Good," Azula mutters under her breath. After waiting a moment to ensure Mai and Ty Lee have gone, she approaches Suki. "You survived," she praises.
Suki starts, then smiles, relief clear on her face. "We're done?"
"We're done." She pauses. "Shall I return you?"
Suki hesitates, but something stirs in her chest. She allowed Ty Lee to come to the party, and she'll be at the wedding. She answers honestly. "I'd actually like that."
The walk back is quieter, softer.
"You performed well," Azula says. "You adapted quickly."
Suki exhales. "I didn't have much of a choice."
"No," Azula agrees. "But you did great anyway." She grimaces. "Even when faced with Lord Toru's… unfortunate body odor."
Suki stares at her, then laughs. "I thought I was the only one!"
Azula scoffs. "Hardly."
They approach Suki's door.
"You won't be here much longer," Azula points out. "You'll be moving into my suite."
"I remember." Suki turns to finish their conversation, but Azula opens the door, and steps inside. Suki opens her mouth, closes it, then follows. The door closes.
"Are you looking forward to it?" Azula asks.
Suki hesitates. "I… don't know." It's the truth, but it feels like the wrong answer somehow.
Azula steps closer, closing the distance between them completely. Suki's breath catches. Heat floods her skin. Azula leans in, and her breath smells like citrus juice. Her perfume smells like cherry and jasmine. She holds Suki's gaze, but doesn't say anything. She tilts her head and brushes their noses together gently. Suki's mind races, remembering the feel of Azula's lips.
As if reading her mind, Azula glances down at Suki's lips, then back into her eyes. "Do you like it when I kiss you?"
Suki's pulse hammers in her ears. She can't think. Heat pools low in her gut and she knows that no matter how she answers, there will be no turning back.
"Don't lie," Azula whispers.
Suki swallows. "Yes."
There's no hesitation. Azula kisses her, and it's different this time. Hungrier, like she's staking claim.
And this time, Suki doesn't even consider pulling away.

















