did something this year that i’m incredibly proud of. i’m terrible at self advertising but i think nye is a good enough time to reshare these.
i started most of these poems years ago as a way of processing a big change in perspective of myself and my life and my relationship to my past. i read the books of sorrow and found something in them i really needed to find, and in response decided to carve out my own reality where the people who had hurt me most were held accountable. when the call for the sword logic zine went out many years later, i almost let it pass by even though the first thing i thought of was the hive poems i had made. i’m so glad i had a streak of self confidence. the project coaxed me into a cycle of research, rewriting, joining, revising, and one completely new poem, and for a burnt-out audhd poem-enjoyer who left all my passion and self-trust in college this was a massive step for me. i bit off more than i could chew but i still managed to swallow it, and produce poems that i’m really proud of.
they aren’t perfect. hell they might not even be good. but i gave myself a task and saw it through to completion, despite all the times my worm convinced me i had already failed. idk if anyone else ever took something out of them to keep with themselves, but i hope at least one person understood me and my view of the osmium court siblings. i know i took something from every other piece in the zine, every other artist and writer who contributed their love and knowledge to this project. learned a lot about what i'm capable of, and about how i want to engage with the things i enjoy. i’m forever grateful for the chance that the editor @eiramew took on me, a name who had never before contributed to destiny fanworks (please give her a follow, her art is some of my very favorite; and please give the full zine a read).
here are the hive poems, the other story of the osmium siblings as understood by me.













