#sylphwriter

[genesisgijinka]

I want you to know that I softly exclaim “my boy!” every time you update. And then usually exclaim “my boy!” with more dismay as situations keep happening to Aiden.

Better buckle up then bc things just got spicy

[manabingu]

Hoping you're doing well, staying safe, happy, and healthy! *hugs!*

AHHHH @sylphwriter Sylphie! I hope you are doing oK! Sorry I just saw this message but yeh ;w; we hangin in there best as we can fam. I hope you and your loved ones are ok?

[manabingu]

I'm losing it over the "tuna sandwich" thing XD

OH NUUU! Poor Majestical Tuna Fish Guy! XD hahah! At least he is takin it like a real trooper! 😂

[manabingu]

@sylphwriter Is there such thing as a fairy that takes nail polish outta just ONE nail while you're asleep? Cuz I kid you not, my nails were painted and when I woke up only ONE nail was fully unpainted.... this has to be a tiny mischievous fairy's doing xD....

[manabingu]

And also thought of you and Ginga when I saw this one!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

OK I SWEAR THIS WAS ME THE WHOLE TIME IM CRYING THIS IS THE MOST PRETTY DRINK I EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE AND NOW SOMEHOW I MUST GET ALL THE INGREDIENTS TO HAVE THIS ;O;!!

[manabingu]

Last night I remembered a book about mermaids a friend loaned me when we were kids and I REALLY WISH I could remember the name so I could tell it to you! It had interesting world building with things like how they cooked in pockets of dry air in their city and some had legs and others had tails, and the plot was combo romance and politics/elimination rounds to earn a council seat or something. MerGinga made me remember this for the first time in ages.

OMG QWQ I’d love to see that book! I hope it was the same series of books released some years ago about all sorts of different subjects! I have one on Egyptology QwQ it had cool pop ups and stuff! I remember there was one on fairies and dragons I hope they made a mermaid one! But OMYGOD I like that theory of how they cook OwO I wanna learn more TToTT!!

^^^^^ I own this one! It’s fantastic!

They’re pop up books with cool info and they’re interactive! I definitely recommend looking at the ology series :D!

[manabingu]

It may not do much to help, but I wanted to say I'm sorry you're feeling a mess and I hope it will get better. *HUGS* Ah, I wish I had something better to say...

Thank you honey. I’m sorry I have just been super emotionally weak today. I haven’t had these really dark thoughts in months so I was proud of myself for finally being functional again but I had a relapse & I been doing what I usually do when I have one. I just listen to a lotta Takanori songs, his voice & his music are some of the only things that make me feel some kind of “feeling of being alive” when I feel this way. Usually it helps me to keep my emotions so I don’t become a robot on autopilot. It has been helping me a bit. I’ve been tryin to drink as much water and tea as I can to stay hydrated from just crying all day  but I’m really in my head tonight. Which is terrible timing cuz tomorrow is special to me.

I just feel like a failure. I want to be a supportive & kind friend but I don’t know if I’m doing a good job or tying too hard sometimes.There is just a lot happening at once & I guess I kinda broke a bit today. I am very very sorry. Thank you for taking the time to come check on me. I really appreciate your kindness. I’ll try harder tomorrow. I’m sorry.

[manabingu]

Youtube keeps showing me cooking videos lately, and this recommendation made me instantly think of you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SYLPPPPPPPPH OH GOD LORDY GOODNESS GRACIOUS I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE ;A; *SNIFF* Now I’m craving matcha ;u;o