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[plasmajaws]

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(I think I know the first thought that Calvin might had for my muse here)

“I have many words to describe that spy, but I feel no other word describes them than the word..”

“PEST”

[disdaidal]

👻 & 🎥

👻 Do you believe in ghosts

answered here :)

🎥 Fave film

Oh my god, just one of them? But I have so many?!?!?!

Okay well since I recently watched this one again:

"Six complete strangers with widely varying personalities are involuntarily placed in an endless maze containing deadly traps." - IMDB

I think one of the greatest things about Cube (1997) is that it isn't one of those horror movies that rely on jumpscares or gore. There are only a couple of more gory scenes in this movie - the rest is pure psychological horror. Being trapped in a neverending maze where some of the rooms contain deadly traps, and you just hope and pray that the next room isn't one of them. The longer the time goes on, the more tired and desperate you and your companions become... some of them a little more than that. The soundtrack is also wonderfully eerie; simply amazing.

The movie got a couple of sequels, too. But they completely missed the point of the first movie - what actually made it so good, and so damn creepy and disturbing - that I wouldn't recommend watching them at all. But if you like horror - especially psychological horror - give this one a try!

[into-the-daniverse]

Send me a 🧩 and an OC and I’ll tell you about a piece of me (looks, personality, Trauma, etc.) that I gave that OC

Or, if they’re completely opposite, I’ll tell you about a piece of me that directly contrasts them

[saturatedsinset]

✄ for "sunshower" and ♡ for "warm blood" please!

✄: something i deleted before the final draft

i found the mindscape descriptions really challenging! so i rewrote them and the directions specifically, the way they Get to the creek, like three times? i like how it turned out but yeah it was tough while i was writing it

♡: my favorite part

that's so hard!!!! i love good dom mox, always, i love adam being conscientious about his pals but extremely lost in the world of Kink, i love kenny being kenny all over the place. probably my favorite part is the top-angst conversation, this bit. i'm putting it under a cut because it's very long

“So. Tell me what’s up.”

Adam sits heavily, hunches over, elbows on his knees. Running a hand through his hair, he drinks. “It’s bad to want to hurt people,” he says, as plainly as he can. 

The thing about Mox, Adam is realising, is that his attention can be really intense. Mox is just looking at him steadily, but it’s like the full force of how much Mox can be is focused on him. Adam fidgets, stares down at his beer. “That’s a little complicated,” Mox says. “Technically you hurt people for a living.”

“That’s different. You know that.”

“Why?” It’s not accusatory, but it feels pointed.

“That’s not— like—” Adam shakes his head, frustrated. “They can fight back. And they agreed to it.”

“You don’t think Kenny could fight back, if he wanted? You don’t think Kenny wanted it?”

“It’s not the same!”

“Right,” Mox says, almost gently. “It’s not. But Kenny could fight back, if he wanted. The difference is that he doesn’t want to.”

“That’s not the point,” Adam mutters, frustrated. “It’s not like that. You shouldn’t hurt someone who isn’t fighting back.”

Mox sighs. “You talked to him, right? He told you why he likes it?”

“Yeah, but—”

“Jesus, Page, really? He likes it and it’s all fine and you still have a problem?”

“But we shouldn’t ,” Adam says forcefully. “From the other side. Nobody should like hurting someone.”

Mox scoffs. “So you should suffer through it and he should like it?”

“Maybe!”

There’s a pause. Mox looks frustrated, pinching the bridge of his nose, before he taps something out on his phone. Adam doesn’t know how to break the silence, so he just. Doesn’t.

“Listen,” Mox says, eventually. “It’s not bad to want to do something he likes. Fucking… obviously. But even if it was, part of why he likes it is because he wants to make you happy. Right? Or me. Whoever’s topping him. So if you don’t like it, he won’t either.”

Adam blinks. “Why?”

“How should I know?” Mox shrugs. “People are weird. Sometimes Kenny wants to get hurt to get off. If you want to hurt him to get him off, if that gets you off, then who cares? Match made in heaven."

“But…” Adam swallows. Mox doesn’t cut him off this time, but Adam still has to stop, try to find the right words. “But what if I end up actually fucking him up? Like, bad. And he doesn’t like it anymore.”

“Then he tells you to stop, and you stop, and you look after him until he feels okay again,” Mox says, like it’s the simplest thing in the world. “Look, you aren’t gonna break him. And if you do something that’s too much for him, you can tell, or he’ll say stop, and that’s it. He’s not made of glass.”

It makes sense, when Adam thinks about it. But he can’t stop being worried, can’t stop feeling like he’s doing something bad by even wanting to… to make Kenny submit. Adam’s quiet for a long while, just keeps drinking his beer, staring at the carpet.

Mox breaks the silence, again. “Besides,” he says, like it’s an afterthought and a finisher all at once, “do you really think Kota would be okay with anyone hurting Kenny if it were actually bad?”

“I guess,” Adam says reluctantly. “I just. I don’t want to hurt him. For real.”

“Course you don’t.” Mox is back to being gentle, pats Adam’s arm. “None of us do.”

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☯ for India? :)

:D underrated dad character

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☯ - likes/dislikes headcanon: first thing that comes to mind is that he dislikes England lmao.

To be fair, I think India’s pretty indifferent to England these days; although he’s still a little bitter about the British Raj period, he’s mostly moved on and takes comfort in knowing the rat has lost pretty much all his colonies and his power while India is on the upswing. They still talk, but it’s more or less small talk and India thinks of England as an acquaintance, not a friend.

Ok onto the Real dislikes: some of Alfred’s food, Arthur’s food™, colorism, bad government shenanigans, and Pakistan (yeah, they don’t have a good relationship to put it lightly). He has a rough time during monsoon season because he likes going outside, but he wouldn’t necessarily put it on his “dislikes” list; he just wishes it could be over.

Likes: spicy stuff and snacks!! (any kind), dancing, any type of weather honestly, Alfred, Yao, and Kiku (his friends!), elephants, and an excited atmosphere full of people. Also debating and math. He flaunts his math skills and is like “oh you can’t do this? haha suck it” to Alfred (ok to be fair, Al is probably good at math too, just not in the same way India is).

[dreamingofscully]

🎒 and of course 👾;)

🎒 Are you in college, major area of study

No 😩 But when I was I studied psychology and teaching. If I was go to back it would be for more lab science stuff. Just too expensive and there’s no programs for it in my area. (Also my current job is adjacent and satisfying and pays well enough that it wouldn’t be worth it!)

👾 Do you believe in aliens

Logically I would have to say no. They exist but I don’t think they’ve visited here. We’d have known about it by now. SORRY MULDER I’M A SCULLY.

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