This just a messy thing I threw together, I binged Midnight Mass last night again and it made me wanna draw something with vampires. I was also listening to Aurora + wanting to do a softer vibe, so I was shooting for more of a romantic vampire thing rather than horror vibes. I loveeee the gaussian blur + soft light layer combo.
ALSO YAY FOR T4T VAMPIRES :D
Anyways. Another win for the AURORA x RDR community (I make up the entire population of that place.) The lyrics I used are from To Be Alright but Exist for Love is the feeling I was trying to convey with this piece.
This shit long, half normal forcemasc half me being horny over symbolism and blood!
Need to be forcemasced but in a vampire way.
Need to run into a hot older vampire tguy who can see how unhappy I am with how I look and decide he needs to be the one to fix it.
Need him to see my barely concealed desire to be like him when our eyes meet.
Need him to feel my desperation through my stares and awkward movements.
Need him to see my interest in historical fashion and start pushing me to buy, make, or restore my new wardrobe into the perfect pretty gothic style.
Need him to not bite me until I do better because he only bites boys who listen to him.
Need him to decide that I’m taking way to long and to start making the decisions for me when I get to nervous about how people will react.
Need him to bring me to his house so he can fix me.
Need him to drag me into his bathroom and push me onto my knees in the shower while he grabs scissors and cuts my hair while telling me that if I want it long hair so bad he’ll fix it so it actually looks good.
Need him to turn on the water next keeping me still as he rinses all the hair off me, making me have no choice but to take off the old clothes I still wear in public “because it’s easier” now that they’re soaked.
Need him to scrub away and ideas or worries of how others will see me in the scent and feel of him.
Need him to slip a binder onto me while telling me I’m a pretty boy.
Need him to dress me in a matching outfit to his that fits perfectly.
Need him to push me onto his bed while yanking down the pants he put on me while I’m still processing everything.
Need him to shock me out of it by stabbing the syringe into my thigh while he smirks and promises to fix me so I’ll be the perfect boyfriend for him.
Need him to make sure I do things safely even when I don’t care about the possibility of my pain getting worse.
Need him to keep fixing me every week until I don’t care about anything else anymore and start doing it on my own (with him guiding me of course).
Need him to tell me months later that he’ll finally bite me now he’s made me his boyfriend.
Needs him to throw me onto his bed like every week and this time clamping his fangs into my throat as he empties the syringe into me.
Need to hear him moan and almost pass out from his hunger for me.
Need him to tell me how sweet my blood is and what a good boy I am for letting him shape me into who he wants.
Need to lap at his teeth and mouth drinking down blood and spit.
Need him to make me his personal blood bag that he can take a bite out of whenever he wants, bathing me in my own blood till I can’t do anything without thinking of or feeling him.
Need him to decide that it’s been long enough and finally changing me so we can be sexy vampire tboys together.
Need him to eat his fill before he lets me taste his blood after all this time to bind us together for eternity.
Need to latch on to his flesh and have to be pried off.
Need to finally quell the ache in my teeth and soul from having to keep them off him for so long.
Need to spend our time like we’re trying to merge into one being constantly connected and bloody tmen who can’t live without each other anymore.
Uhhh need him, need him, need him, need hot sexy older trans men to take control of my life <3<3<3
vampire kink posts where it's just pretty fangs and a sexy neck bite and maybe a kinky little drip of blood at the corner of the vamp's mouth are good and all, sure
but what about the hunger? what about showing how absolutely, desperately hungry the vampire is for their partner? a kinky little neck bite is great yeah, but what about the vampire hungrily licking and sucking and nibbling on their prey because not just because it's aesthetically erotic, but because their partner's blood is literally what brings them life?
we see art of dominant vampires so often, but what about the vampires that are so desperate and hungry and needy, almost to the point of frenzy, but respect their partner enough that they won't bite without permission even when they're so hungry that they're willing to beg for it, and their partner takes full advantage of that fact?
what about the vampires who aren't just alluring, domineering, conventionally attractive supermodels who always know what to say to seduce their prey? what about the vampires who are actually a bit scary? the ones whose eyes reflect like an animal's in the darkness when their partner looks at them? the ones who get so lost in the pleasure of feeding that their face is absolutely covered in blood and they use their unnaturally long tongue to lick it off, and to lick it off of their partner's neck, where it's equally smeared, because they just taste so fucking good?
and what about the human partners of these vampires who are 100% into all of it?
bonus points if the vampire is really ethically conflicted and embarrassed, trying to hide their hunger but the human keeps encouraging them to just give in, constantly teasing them, pulling their shirt aside to expose their neck and giggles smugly when the vampire blushes and averts their eyes
Mmmm thinking about being a werewolf servant to a transfem vampire that treats me like shit but in the most loving way
When she gets back from Vampire Business™️ I’m there waiting by her desk ready to fulfill every one of her needs whether it’s sucking her off or grinding on her boots all the while she’s either hitting me and choking me with a collar and leash or petting me and telling me I’m the most amazing thing to happen to her
also also also. i finally got my plasma TV working. had my doll over to take care of me and we slept out on the air mattress in the living room, with how cold i was from being sick i finally got to be its' sleazy 2000s vampire older brother...... i put a video of a slender the arrival playthrough on the tv, started feeling it up and putting my ice cold hands around its neck, sunk my fangs into the artery and sucked until i left a huge hickey <3 it whimpered so much and begged for more but i was too weak to give much :( added to it, though. my cold hands around my little sister's throat, my marks on her neck, leaving her whining for me while i coo about how it doesn't even know what it wants or how wrong it is? truly divine.
