“...I’m Sorry.”
Requested by an anon. I honestly feel like this deserves a part two. I’m not satisfied with the ending I chose. And if it gets enough notes, I’ll make it a part two.
Being you was hard enough with your group's debut coming up. You were leader and main vocalist. Just like lovely older sister, Kim Taeyeon. The leader and main vocalist of Girls' Generation. South Korea's girl group! Everyone knew Girls' Generation were the queens of the K-Pop genre. No one could touch them! You could only dream to get as much fame as your unni.
Your group debuted with an EP. "AURORA DEBUT WITH MELODY EP!" "SM ENTERTAINMENT'S NEW GIRL GROUP AURORA BREAKING RECORDS ALREADY!" "WILL SM'S NEW GIRL GROUP AURORA BECOME GIRL'S GENERATION?" That's what a lot of people saw your group as another Girls' Generation. Even before debut people was talking about you in particular. "(Your Stage Name, if not your real name) IS THE LITTLE SISTER OF TAEYEON OF GIRLS' GENERATION!" "(Your Stage Name) JUST LIKE HER SISTER BEING BOTH LEADER AND MAIN VOCALIST!" You hated being compared to Taeyeon. You loved your sister and everything, but the comparing got very annoying.
She was 28. You were 20. Taeyeon was the eldest in her group. You were a part of the maknae line. The eldest in your group was 25 years old. The maknae was 17 years old. Your debut was a huge success. You were breaking records set by many groups before you.
The good thing about SM was you could date. But the bad thing was were since you were with one of the best companies in indsutry the scandals of dating were terrible! You learned that from Taeyeon. Predebut you hated Baekhyun for the longest time.
Predebut
Today you were getting mentors to help you and your skills. You all stood in a line from your positions. From left to right: Visuals, Lead Dancer, Main Dancer, Lead Rapper, Main Rapper, Lead Vocal, and Main Vocal. You were on the very end. All of the mentors were in the room. The instructions were to listen for your name and mentor, then leave and start to get to know your mentor. There of course was seven mentors. Taeyeon, Tiffany, Seohyun, Amber, Luna, Irene, Chanyeol, Kai, and Baekhyun.
You tried your hardest not to stare Baekhyun done. He didn't know you existed. Taeyeon talked about having a little sister but he never got to meet you because you didn't stay at home. You lived in the dorm. Taeyeon decided to ignore his prenence. But you just couldn't. He broke your sister's heart.
They began to call off names. "Taeyeon and Hyun Ah." You frowned. Hyun Ah was the second main vocalist after you. Hyun Ah smiled and walked out of the room with your sister. Mi Sun, a lead vocal, whispered in your ear. "If Hyun Ah got your sister, who did you get?" "Hopefully Tiffany or Seohyun or Luna." The both of lightly chuckled.
Your chuckle caught Baekhyun's attention. He looked over to you and was mezmorized. Your beauty was different. You weren't a visual but you damn sure was beautiful. Chanyeol nugded his shoulder. "You're staring at Taeyeon's little sister."
His eyes widened and violently whispered. "That's Taeyeon's little sister?!" "You didn't know? She's a looker, I know. She's better than the visual who is actually the same age as you. Y/N is 20."
Baekhyun looked back at you to see your eye smile. It was adorable. He found himself enjoying it. "Baekhyun and Y/N." Your eyes widened. "WHAT?!" Mi Sun shouted. You looked at Baekhyun who had a smile on his face. 'Did he plan this?' You thought to yourself. You had no choice. You walked to the door where he was waiting for you. He opened the door for you. You wanted to throw up.
He took you one of the practice rooms. It was small but big enough for the two of you. There was two chairs in the middle of room. He sat in one, you sat in the other. He put his hand out for you to shake. "I'm Baekhyun. I hear you're Taeyeon's little sister." He greeted.
"I don't like you and I probably never will. You hurt my sister." You said honestly.
He wanted to be upset but he couldn't. He understood why you didn't. "I understand." He said quietly.
"You'll be my mentor until my debut then we'll never talk or hang out again. If Taeyeon finds out about you being my mentor, she'll flip. Don't act like you're my friend when it's just the two of us. We'll fake a friendship around the others but I want nothing to do with you, Byun Baekhyun." You explained coldly. You stood up and began to head for the door. He grabbed your wrist and held it tightly. "Look, Y/N. I'm sorry about your sister and I, but that doesn't mean we can't be friends."
"Being friends with you could risk the friendship I have with Taeyeon. Now let me go or-"
"Or what? You'll tell Taeyeon I did something to you. We can prove I did nothing to you but grab your wrist with a lie dectector test. Do we want to take your hatred for me that far?"
You stayed quiet. "That's what I thought. You know, acting tough won't get you anywhere. I know deep down, you don't hate me. Taeyeon and I are both over the break up, it's you who's not and there must be a reason why you aren't."
Your debut was getting closer and closer. You were informed that you'd no longer need the mentors, they were now a option. You were informed this about a week ago. You hated to admit it, but Baekhyun brought out the best in you. And you brought out the best in him. You felt like you sang the best when he was around. The other times were jut mediocre, in your opinion.
You liked to spend time with him. You just couldn't tell Taeyeon. For months she was clueless on who really was your mentor. You and your group member, Chae In, made up this plan to pretend Baekhyun was her mentor. And her mentor, Luna, was yours. And it of course worked becaue both Baekhyun and Luna were in on it as well. The people who actually knew Baekhyun was your mentor was your group members.
You had about a month and a half to go for your debut to come. Today you stayed late for your lesson. You looked at the clock. "Damn, it's eight at night."
"Oh, I'm sorry. I lost track of time. You haven't eaten, I know this amazing place, they make deliveries here. (Any Food Of Your Choice), right?"
You nodded. He pulled out his phone and ordered both of your meals. He ended the call and smiled at you. "Now, when they get here, a staff member will bring us our food. Wanna just chill for a bit?" He asked. You nodded.
He grabbed the remote and turned on a random song. "Nice to just chill, huh? I was in your shoes once. It's stressful and hard, huh?" He questioned.
You just nodded in agreement. You looked at him and felt this aura. Your felt butterflies in your stomach. You felt dizzy. Your fingers were shaking. our breathing began to be unsteady. "Y/N, are you okay?!" He grabbed both of your hand held them tightly.
"Breathe! Breathe! Do you need a nurse?" You shook your head and began to take deep breaths. Your breathing was steady. But the butterflies were still there, and they were getting worse. The dizziness was still there. And the aura was still there. "Don't scare me like that ever again." He smiled. You knew what you were going through, but you didn't want to admit to yourself. You were in love with him. You remember one of your members going through the same experience.
There was a knock on the door. "Come in!" A staff member walked in with a bag. "Food's here!" Baekhyun said happily. He jumped up and got grabbed the bag. "Thanks."
He sat back down and handed you your box while he got his. The two of you ate in silence as the music continued to play. About ten minutes later the both of you finished eating. "Oh, it's really late now. I'll walk you back to your dorm." "Oh, Baekhyun. You don't have to do- ah!" He grabbed your wrist and rushed in the direction of your dorm.
After awhile you gave up on running. He put you on his back and continued to run in the direction of your dorm. When you arrived, he put you down. "Good night, Y/N."
He began to walk away. You couldn't let him walk away. "Baekhyun wait!" He turned around. "Yeah?" You rushed up to him. "Why do you look so determined?" He jokingly asked.
You grabbed his face and smashed your lips on his. His kissed back immediately an wrapped his hands around your waist tightly. He was the one to pull away. "Baekhyun, I'm in love with you. I tried so hate you but it turned into this and I don't know how to feel. Taeyeon's gonna kill me."
"No, no. It's okay. I like you too. Y/N-"
Before he finished his sentence, you rushed into your dorm and shut the door quitely behind you. You could still taste his lips on yours. They tasted like heaven, they even felt like heaven.
Present
You were getting ready to do your first live stage on Inkigayo. All of your group members prepared and happy. You were nervous and still upset about what happened with Baekhyun which was almost two months ago. Each day in the SM building, you try your hardest to ignore him. He'd try to talk to you, but you just run the other way. You tried to run from your feelings. It was the best thing to do since Baekhyun had a history with your sister.
Taeyeon noticed how sad and jumping you were. To make you feel good, she secretly went to your first live stage. She was in the back in disguise. As your group went on stage and got in position, she smiled and clapped.
As your song started, she reached for her phone and began to record you, so she could show your parents that she went later. The fanchants were very loud. "LEE HYUN AH, KIM MI SUN, AHN BORA, KANG JOOHYUN, JUNG SEO YEON, SEO HYUN JUNG, KIM Y/N!" Towards in the end, in the bridge you hit your high note perfectly. After the song ended, you gave the crowd a fake smile. Taeyeon could tell it was forced. She frowned. She got up and walked all the way around the set to get backstage.
When she made it backstage, she saw you slowly walking, looking down at the floor. "Yah! Kim Y/N!" Your head shot up to see your sister frowning back at you. "What's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine." You lied. She wrapped her arm around your shoulders. "Let's go get lunch, to make you feel better."
You nodded and the two of you walked to a nearby cafe. She gave you a mask along the way. When you got to the cafe, you sat in the very back. You ordered lunch. "Y/N, I know something is wrong? You haven't been this sad since Seok Min, moved to the states."
"Yah! Stop bringing Seok Min up!"
"Yep, there's a boy involved. I can tell. What's wrong?"
You sighed and looked up at her. "Unni, there's a guy I'm in love with, but I can't be with him. He's the ex of someone very close to me. And I feel ashame for kissing him. I've been ignoring him."
"Does he make you happy?" She asked. You nodded. "Then it shouldn't matter. Just talk to your friend or that someone you are very close to, talk to them about it. Since he's there ex." She answered. 'That's easier said than done.' You thought.
Later that night, you were laying in your bed in your dorm. You grabbed your phone and went to your contacts. "Baekhyun" You stared at his contact name before pushing the call button. As if he'd answer. You put your phone to your ear.
"Yoboseyo?" His voice sounded.
"Hey."
"Y/N! How are you? Are you okay? Do you need something?"
"I'm sorry."
"What are you sorry for?" He asked.
"For falling in love with you. Please delete my number. And if I call you again, block my number. Ignore me. Act like you never seen me. I love you, Baekhyun. I'm sorry."
You hung up in his face and tears fell from your eyes.
"Y/N! Y/N! Y/N!" Baekhyun screamed in his phone.
You curled up with a pillow and cried yourself to sleep. He punched the wall and fell to his knees. "I'm sorry, Y/N. I'm sorry."
Finished. Have an amazing day/night. Love ya~!