#tayoff

[offgundaily]

OffTay serving in Gentlemonster. Holy fuuuuuuuck.

[poochiray]

My Friday night project: framing these photos. 💚💙

[hoshinisuzu]

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[yourmoonandstar]

jumpol is me when i want to know the tea

[theraypeutical]

finally got to continuing all shows & off jumpol we— that was smooth

[irregirl]

Cr ig tawan_v

[poochiray]

an extended authors note

this is my first time sharing my thoughts on my blog about a completed work, but I feel it’s needed. i don’t want to take away from my story with my salty/snarky comments. so i’ll talk about it here.

the title for my fic Kill Your Darlings comes from three inspirations. the first of which from Tay himself. for those that are unaware, earlier this week Tay & Gun were photographed. Gun was standing close to Tay, his face hovering near Tay’s neck. he wasn’t kissing him. his face was just there. 

& apparently this was too much skinship for some of tay’s “fans.” people actually started tagging tay on twitter voicing their displeasure of taygun and how “hurt” they were about the photograph. and tay, in kind, replied to one such person calling them darling and basically asked what happened. why were they so upset. ya’ll...these fucking haters actually starting saying so much shit and being rude and entitled over tay’s own personal life. and then the other half were upset that tay had called this hater darling and not them. in which tay, cheeky lovely tay, said no trust me. you don’t want to be called darling in this context.

this all happened a couple days ago. then it kinda blew up on twitter. there are shitty hashtags of antis and haters and some of the comments about taygun in general. it’s been brewing for days and i felt the need to do something. what, i don’t know. but ya’ll...i love tay. i love tay with gun. i love tay with off. i love the three of them so fucking much.

and it got me thinking. deep in my delulu brain. imagine a world where tay actually is in a relationship with gun. imagine having to keep his affection to a minimum because they are both in the spot light. imagine people that are your fans just completely shitting on the idea of your actual secret romantic relationship.

i’m not claiming that this is what has happened. only tay, off, and gun know the true nature of their relationship. but either way, it’s just made me really think about things. it’s made me more aware of my comments about ships i don’t like and all that. i don’t tag actors anyway, but now i’m just gonna refrain. if i don’t like an irl ship, i’m just gonna walk away. or not comment. we just don’t know what’s real and what’s not and we don’t know the extent of how much we’re hurting people.

so anyway. these thoughts were on my mind for the past few days. my heart was with offguntay. i knew i wanted to write something in response to what has happened. it’s how i can express and organize my thoughts. and this story just spilled out of me one afternoon as a result of what all transpired.

the title came first. i knew i wanted to use the word darling. and then kill your darlings just cropped in randomly. there’s a film starring daniel radcliffe with the same title. ya’ll should watch it. it’s a good story and is the footage for a lot of drarry fanvids lol. but anyway. tay used the word darling as a kind of “kill them with kindness” approach, so it just made sense to me. kill your darlings.

it’s also a phrase used in writing. which is the opening quote. so there ya have it. the three inspirations to the title. and why i even wrote this to begin with.

i had wanted to write a sexy kinky story...and instead the characters just broke through and wanted to show me this instead. so if you have gone this far and read through my lengthy note, thanks. if you read my fanfic, double thanks. it’s a short story but i’m pleased with how it turned out.

it’s just a shame because the ones that should read this story (the antis) would never. they’re happy being hateful little assholes.

ah well. i’m sure somewhere in the world, offtaygun are fucking the shit out of each other in a silent protest. (hahahaha maybe.  👀) till next time folks. 

💚👶💙

[hoshinisuzu]

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