I feel like this alot

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I feel like this alot
Went out to look for a reason to hide again
Well well buddy you found it
Now come out with your hands up we've got you surrounded
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Listened to Goodbye again and decided to channel it
I TRIED MAKING MY YUMELIST SUBPAGE FOR MY STRAWPAGE AND WHEN I SAVED IT JUST?? VANISHED??? I SWEAR IT LOOKED GREAT AND I LOVED MAKING THE DECORS AND THEN IT JUST . DIDNT SAVE. MY FFUCKING GOD DUDE☹️ im so disappointed :( if anyone does art trades for rentry sites please 🙏 contact me ill do anything for a site of my loves listed together .. tho ill work on a google doc of my kinlist since i find that EASIER
Charlie's Year of Poems
14/52
But I won't cry
As I lie in bed, Information box in hand But I won't cry
I open my photos To find a meme But I won't cry
I scroll for minutes Swipe, swipe, swipe But I won't cry
I see a photo of my friends Smiles spanning ear to ear But I won't cry
I see a cat tiktok I saved Poor furball doesn't know it's alive But I won't cry
I see my trip to the festival with my friend I still wear the bracelet I bought with her there But I won't cry
I see a mirror selfie I'm wearing a shirt I got as a birthday gift But I won't cry
I try to turn off my phone but I can't Memory after memory after memory But I won't cry
I see a funny youtube clip I'm too numb to care so I scroll But I won't cry
I stop I saw a photo of me and my partner But I won't cry
I try turn off my phone But I see a photo of my friend of 12 years
I try turn it off I see the drawing my best friend handed me mid english class
I try turn it off I see my first day of high school
I try turn it off I see my trip to the beach on my 11th birthday
I try turn it off I hit the end of my gallery
I turn it off
My room is dark As if my eyes are closed I lie down in the silence But I will not cry
me: i have a spark to write for some reason me, literally 1 and a half paragraphs in: oh fuck i don't want to be offensive by naming this fictional place based on a real place after an English word because that might be seen as erasure but if i make up a new name based on the real name using its original language as a guide that might be seen as even more offensive no matter how much research i do and no matter what happens i fear i'm going to look like the bad guy i don't want to write anymore-
Kinda wanna get some kitty gloves again .... I used ta have a pair that had squeakers in the paws m they were so fun but my ex gf made fun of em an made me feel embarrassed so I stopped warring them an eventually got rid of them......
I dislike being anxious around my mother
i was gonna write more but im done tumblring for the day
how hard is it to read fuckin rules i stg