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[theflirtmeister]

half-forgot woe

Amanda Young & Diana Gordon - Saw Franchise

Amanda doesn’t do well with kids.

She doesn’t think she was ever a kid, not properly. She went from being a screaming baby to an adult, self-sufficient in the worst kind of way. She learnt to take care of herself, how to dumpster dive, how to wrap a tourniquet around her arm, how to flirt with a dealer to get a discount.

She struggles, therefore, with the idea of Diana Gordon.

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[kodocha4ever]

Great sequences from Precure: Episode 22 of Go! Princess Pretty Cure

[doctorsiren]

@s0libeansmajorlittlew0od

Suffer

Foop and Pho are teaching me about 3L

[mjvnivsbrvtvs]

hook and bait, polestar and checkmate, I am your arrival, there is no refusal, we are here, you see, together, we are already here.

-richard siken, lovesong of the square root of negative one

[neurogender]

hey sorry to bother but is there a term for when you’re trans/nonbinary but you feel it in waves? like there’s certain times when i’m with people and i’m like “i’m more nonbinary than trans” and with family “im trans but closeted” and with romantic partners “im a man 100%” BUT occasionally it’s just full force “i’m a man i’m a man i’m a man” or “if anyone refers to me as binary i’m going to fight” i’m not looking for a gender persay but just any term?

So you fluctuate from male to nonbinary? Aside from (bi)genderflux, you could also try tidalgender & boyflux. 

Genderflux: Having a gender which changes in intensity.

Bigenderflux: Having two genders, either simultaneously or alone, that changes in intensity between the two.

Tidalgender: Similar to the tides of an ocean, tidalgender is a gender that rises and falls in intensity every few hours, days, weeks, months, or even years. The lower levels of tidalgender are called low (gender) while the higher levels are called high (gender), so for example you could say you feel like you’re high stargender, or low demiboy, or even high genderflux and low genderfluid simultaneously. 

Boyflux / Manflux: When one feels mostly or all male most of the time but experiences fluctuating intensities of male identity. This can be fluid with any other identity.

While the definition says “male most or all of the time”, I personally use this as “fluctuating amounts of masculinity”, meaning I can go from 0% male to 100% male - but the chance of not being male is still there. You seem to experience it the same way. (Also note that when I say 0% male I don’t mean without any gender - this is when my other genders are more intense)

[serabiet]

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