#televampyr

[olympicfated-arch]

@televampyr​ said ; ❝ The only thing I wanna do is make it up to you. ❞

---------- it’s on her lips automatically, you don’t have to make it up to me, but this time she doesn’t say it. maybe it’s because right now she’s feeling a little more raw than usual. even if she can understand why he left. and she forgave him long before even going to get him. for that first week all of her pain had been erased. but lately it stings. echoes of that pain coming to haunt her. dreams where he’s gone again. realizing that she’s holding him a little tighter for fear of him disappearing again. or fear that this is all a d e l u s i o n she’s living in. one she concocted just to get through all of that ache. 

softly she laces her fingers with his, feeling only comfort in the cool of his skin. ❝ you’re making it up to me, right here and now, by staying. ❞ there is more truth to that than anything. time is what they’ll need for this wound to heal. and thankfully he’s got an eternity ... and hopefully she will too soon enough. ❝ but if you really feel the need to do something ... we could always take a little day trip to portland, i’ve been wanting to go to powell’s books for a while now ... ❞ she adds teasingly.  

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------------ she knows as she looks into this gilded mirror she is supposed to feel j o y. there should be a bright excitement swelling in her heart at the sight of this white dress that is ... objectively beautiful. but she feels trapped. overwhelmed as she realizes how close things are getting. all of the preparations have gone over her head until now. bella realizes just how much she’d detached herself from all of this and feels suddenly sick. but she puts on a smile and nods as alice tells her just how beautiful she looks before letting the vampire help her carefully out of it. before it’s even back on the hanger bella is o u t of the room and walking a familiar path to edwards room.

stepping in she knows there’s no hiding her newfound ... distress from him. even if he can’t read her mind, he’s always been more gifted than he realizes at reading her. “   can we talk,   ” she questions softly as she leans against the door frame, “   somewhere with l e s s ears,   ” bella adds. this is not a conversation she wants to have when there are prying vampires anywhere near. because the truth is ... she doesn’t know how it will go. part of her feels ready to run, it’s an echo of her mother really. the woman could run away from a problem or a situation like there was a gold medal waiting for her. and that’s exactly why she’s determined to stay, at least long enough for this conversation. long enough to know if they can be okay. / @televampyr​

[rosefromdeath-a]

@televampyr​​ asked :     ❛   Sick of all these people talking, sick of all this noise   ❜

The mind reading was something that Gabriella never understood, as much as she wished she could sympathized with her big brother. She could only imagine how crazy it could get hearing everything around: how so personal it would feel to hear everyone's private thoughts. And yet, the first thing that came to Gabriella's mind - rolling off her tongue without any proper thought to it - was a remark that only an annoying little sibling would make.

                     "--Have you tried wrapping tin foil around your head? It may help." Gabriella grinned cheekily, a sweet giggle falling past her lips. She didn't know if Edward was in one of his moods or if he would laugh at her teasing joke, though she continued on anyway, "I can ask Em to help out if you like."

[switzaerland]

𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔   ,   @televampyr​

❝   silence   has   always   been   my   loudest   scream   .   ❞

[bswcn]

@televampyr​ asked : ‘  if  i  were  a  human  being...   ’ // x

“ you like these ‘ if ’ questions . ” she looked away briefly before sliding herself closer to him , knocking their shoulders together . “ but the past can’t be changed and neither can who you are now - who , i might add , i like quite a bit . i like the future question game . it gives us something to be hopeful about . ”

[falkenar-a]

                x|| @televampyr​ liked for a starter!

    “𝓘 came out here hoping to find some peace and quiet in the mids of all this-- but apparently I was wrong,” Alistair added in a rather annoyed tone. With the household of vampires awaiting their impending doom, Alistair found it to be overwhelming being stuck within the walls of the Cullen home and often ventured outside to the property to get away from it all for a little while. However, it seemed like outside of the building was occupied to an extent by the others that visited and resided on the outskirts of town. 

[seizuresight]

@televampyr gets a starter

𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐖 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍. She also knows he’s touched Aro’s hand and had every intimate detail of his memory exposed to the man. Part of Alice wonders if the desire to cleanse herself internally will ever go away, to be known by someone she fears. But mostly she feels hollowed, gutted, by the violence of her vision and despite knowing her family and friends are safe, she feels haunted. She sees ghosts in their faces. “I know they can tell something is wrong,” she says when she gets a moment alone with Edward. “But I don’t know how to explain it. You saw it all with me... Jasper felt it... but the others don’t know what I saw... I can’t....” get rid of it, I feel like there’s been a hole ripped through my chest.

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