It was Never about You //
3 of 3: Poems From the First Evening I've Spent Alone in Over a Month

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It was Never about You //
3 of 3: Poems From the First Evening I've Spent Alone in Over a Month
there is a hole in my dreams with edges that follow your edges. i didn't even know you were missing until you filled in the space between river and bank, ocean and sand, gin and glass. now that you're gone all i can see is that same space. i have built myself a casket most comfortable indeed and the emptiness from lack of you is just the same as all the other emptinesses, really. my head is a desert, and my voice is too hoarse from lack of use to even cry out anymore. i am a single pixel on an unimaginably big screen and i don't even know if i like it that way or not
حماية: concerning protection
my angel numbers have moved from 111 to 222 and I am doing my best to think more than ever
I hallucinate ghosts in the chrome / april 2025
and i apologize, i apologize, i apologize
(april 2024)
the sky and girlhood are both briefly pink // for a moment I thought I could taste it
You preface all your questions with disclaimers // exit plans
There isn't always a limit
(July 2022 bc asynchronous posting disallows people who know me from actually knowing where I'm at)