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//photo courtesy of: Angela Deane on Instagram//
Rules:
Each poet tagged writes the next two lines of the poem using one of these prompts:
unfurl, nature, wayward, ardor, shrine, whisper, lyrics, mystery, shadow, fate, floats, faith, silence, distance, outside
then tags another poet. (If you’re too busy, just repost with ‘pass’ and tag another poet) Poem is done when all the words are used!
Earthen bound. Small, green, tender,
my hands and mind unfurl slowly
tagging @distilled-prose !!!
Drained
I think I’m done trying.
I don’t think I should feel this way
I’m done trying to please people
Who don’t care about my
Own well being
I think I’m done with turning
A blind eye
And feeling like I’m
Walking on eggshells
Every time
I’m done with the
Land mines
And hours spent
Waiting to hear back
Extended arguments
That take hours or days
To resolve
I’m done with not knowing
What to expect
Day after day
And overthinking my
Own actions
Just so I don’t
Hit a nerve
I’m done with the sleepless nights
Hating myself for things I didn’t even
Know about, consumed by my own
Insecurities and self-doubt
Without reassurance, without consideration
If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around
To hear it, does it make a sound?
I’m done feeling tired
And hurting my feet by stepping around
Constant spikes
I’m sick of treading lightly
And feeling like I’ll never
Be good enough
I’m fed up with never knowing
What type of mood they're going to be in
So I’m always tiptoeing around to find out
And that feeling of dread or hesitation to
Interact with someone
Just to be met with hostility
Or deadpan expressions.
The tension, the anxiety
The excessive self-monitoring
It’s draining
I think I’m done.
i fell for you like Icarus-- bright, burning, and helpless to stop (and loving every minute of it) the water in my lungs tastes like longing --r.a.b.
One day, one rhyme- Day 2285
Asked Siri to find a bookmark
But she misunderstood,
She searched instead for a book ark
But the mistake was good.
Now in my mind I’ve built an ark
With two of every book,
We’ll sail on it when the world ends
And in a cosy nook
We’ll sit and read each one of them-
Away will flow the stress,
We’ll spend what’s left of all our time
In utter happiness.
Want to talk about self-doubt? Yeah, most of the time I wonder what I am even doing here. Can I even truly call myself a “writer” or “poet” or am I just a very good mimic, an imitator, as my ex once called me, not the real deal. Do I have any real talent? I don’t know. I just know the need to pour out my soul. Are my words any good? Do they mean anything at all? The same words used by so many, so many times! What makes them special? What makes them mine? Do they even belong to me? Can I claim ownership? They were here before I came and will be here after I leave. I mold them in my mind like clay and they take shape in the most exquisite, the most bizarre and the most unexpected of ways but always they hold a bit of me in them so in a way yes, I think I can claim ownership. Do I need validation? I think I do. I think everyone does in some shape or form for we are social creatures at our core. I think every writer writes in some degree because we long for immortality so we leave pictures, and stories that we shape and mold in our mind with words. They will endure long after we are gone for man is always more finite than the written word.
e.v.e. (Self-doubt)