#testosterone cw

[thetalkingcrocus]

hey so today is my 6 months on t and i’ve posted about it on my other social media so why not here as well! 

here’s a picture- today on the left, pre-t on the right (forgive the shitty lighting in the current pic, i blame winter 

and then i also have these voice recordings from july 13 and today, january 13

bodies sure are weird and magic! 

[thetalkingcrocus]

second puberty: i have a gift for you. very special. very important. 

me: okay.... 

second puberty: i know you have a presentation worth 35% of your grade today 

me: sure do 

second puberty: here is a neck pimple, to keep you company 

[thetalkingcrocus]

gotta love that good old pharmacy transphobia boy howdy

just used my last spoon to fuckin. call a bunch of places because my pharmacy in my home city is Shitty about t because it’s a Controlled Substance (that I have a prescription for)

luckily my doctors office were really kind about me almost crying on the phone and the pharmacy at the university was AMAZING when I called to disclose my transness and ask if my doc could fax a prescription

but man..... this is a Lot

[thetalkingcrocus]

hey thanks to the sober folx and loved ones of sober folx who liked/replied to that post. love you all a lot! will message when its not my bedtime 

other news: 

talking to people about your feelings is good! (i will @ you this time @littlersprout) 

i just shaved my face for the first time ever and it felt Good! what an affirming masculine feeling centering ritual for me. RIP First Many Chin Hairs, see you later. 

i am loved and wanted and deserve to be loved and wanted. 

[thetalkingcrocus]

puberty 2.0 is going fine so far! tonight @littlersprout complimented me on my Several Chin Hairs. i smell a little different? i think about sex like All the Time and i’m experiencing some bottom growth already. So far the changes are making me feel at home in my body tho i still dont know how to shave my face so i should probs figure that one out. very excited to see how i will continue to grow and change. 

[thetalkingcrocus]

hi friends! tomorrow (!!!!!) i will be starting testosterone (!!!!!!!!!!!!) and i might end up talking about that some here? i will be tagging all posts about it with #crow’s t adventures as well as #hrt cw and #testosterone cw just in case. 

[lornaprieta]

yesterday I didn't feel anything but today my injection spot is a little sore/tender and I'm trying not to freak out about it like, taking a day to be sore. that's normal after any kind of shot right??

[lornaprieta]

my mom went with me to my first t shot appointment and then took me to the farmers market to get lunch afterwards, I sure love her