thinking again about gil leaving traces of himself in all kinds of different projects, for someone that supposedly "isn't doing anything". dedications and credits for helping with thesis, papers, books; also credits in obscure indie videogames (mostly for translations, just some voice acting, writing and code, also testing); participates in tournaments of videogames, board games, and card games; website coding; a bit of costume design for film studios, theatre companies, mainly for medieval faires and cosplay; other things such as volunteering, and/or using his knowledge in mechanics, and/or teaching, all around berIin...
all of this will go unnoticed unless friends and fam play enough attention ("He work[s] really hard but tries really hard not to show it!")
Inevitable [AO3], One-sided GerPru (Blood, Drama, Near Death...)
(I saw this in a dream) [AO3], PruAus, Zombie au.
"a cold war bizarre cooperation" One sided Bela.rus x Russ.ia; Rusprus (yukiusagi). Hints to AmeBela, Rusame (AmeRus), AmeGer. Some ableist language. [AO3].
My #hetahorrorweek 7/7 fics [AO3 links]... A lot of CWs.
A good day in between many bad days [AO3], HRE & Pru Angst and Humor
[Afterlife Idea/WIP, Tumblr only]
going under [AO3], dreamy German bros angst, pay atention to tags.
Thanatos, my Mythalia March fic. FrAus, SpAus, PruAus and more. Explicit! And on going (6/7)
Ghosts [AO3], sad FraPru(Fra)
Playmate (2/2) [AO3], PolPru Week Day 1, Commonwealth...
The Next Me [AO3], German bros having an argument.
Stolen from a movie [AO3], It happened out of nowhere; not everybody came back.
Träumerei [AO3], more Pru+HRE, different project...
#gerpru week 2024 5/7 fics [AO3 links]
#hetahorror24 7/7 fics [AO3 links]
Same birthday, two decades (2/2) [AO3]
Before The End [AO3], pre-Valentine's Frying Pangle.
Things are changing (and I didn't know) [AO3], Gil living.
The Return (old intro) / [AO3, new intro]
Phonecall [AO3], PruAus.
Charging Dragon [AO3], solo Gil, but German bros background.
Worrisome peace [AO3], Fluff and Angst Pangle + Lud.
In a blink of an eye, together [AO3], another PruHun in progress (help)
The Only Way Out is Up [AO3], Gil whump (Castle WIP).
Frying Pangle in Pyjamas [AO3], Hotel, established.
Finding you [AO3], (Forest WIP).
(No) Trouble in Paradise [AO3], Established Modern PruHun (h/c)
through your body [AO3]
Dragged back to the cycle [AO3]
#aphnichepairweek2026
(+WIP I don't know when I'll bother to write properly)
WIPs List (September 2024)
also: #outlines/drafts 🪶; #fic wips, #fic notes and #fic ideas
Also (talking about wips): One-shot 1 (👻); One-shot 2 (AU); Lud&Gil centric series (+extra / canon-divergence); Historical GDR Prussia centric (90s +post-war flashbacks), and... Everything on anon until I'm done with a fucking Crossover 🤪, that will be polished compared to NGE and CSM ones.
Do I know what I am doing? No.
Will that stop me? No, it hasn't before. Besides we are talking about He(ll)talia fanfictions (<3), already unhinged (<333), stranger that most other media (+ inherently dealing with some touchy subjects), that's why the separation. I'm writing what I should have done many years ago so now you will have to deal with me (or not).
post about the times gil made clothes / costumes in canon
post about lud (still) being gruff even after the soft reboot
(another one about him, about some of my grievances about post war "wah wah poor lud" but in spanish. not too mean but still)
"i think people and heta-people reversing roles if the latter aren't taking good care of themselves" post. you can have a 8yo being 'hey mr(s) you should rest/eat/drink water' which is funny as hell
was gonna write some meta post. turned on the laptop and got my memory wiped
kinda. something again about people being with gil like "this is good for humbling you." "i already got enough humbled post war." well something about people being cruel with nar/cissists. yes gil is a fucking asshole but mmm... also something else i completely forgot for real. oh well!
mini compilation of hima talking about b.dsm and germa.ny + the germanics (old comic i should be able to find + a thing with the ancients i have posted here before + a strip from a volume i need to find, about the main 8 and what's associated the most with them)
MAYBE the shitpost with mar.x i mentioned during christmas or new year i don't remember. basically: gil being like "jfc don't fucking get me trouble with russ.ia but keep writing (you're onto something...)" pre or post raids (also stealing original texts for himself lmao), to complex feelings about it over the years...
after this only fics and nothing else? unless i think about anything else but doubt (x)
