Hetalia sideblog that I should've made before 2015 (fan since 2009!)
Ironically not too long after I got into something else, until 2022.
20+ ESL They/Them. FUB Free
i'm tend(d)ero, didi, goldammer(chen), [insert here other nicks]. i used to have a quote hereākept on my aboutābut it felt pretentious in a heta sideblog. let's just say this is a DL;DR (don't like; don't read), SALS (ship and let ship) and YKINMK (your kink is not my kink) fan blog: profiction i guess, but...
[about] [ships] [fics] [tags]
aph-tired until may 2022 > tried if i already had mister-ddr, inspired in aph-/hws- urls. only "lurked" for most of the year, until i decided to make some own posts (and write fanfics). feb 2023, changed it for a last time to goldammerchen (little yellowhammer).
favorite or most used time period: post-war/cold war and the after, stopping 10-20 years ago for my sanity. but! my main focus is on characters rather than in mega exact historical accuracy: loosely historical, low fantasy, and meta.
rbed stuff has almost no tags! (sorry), i tag ships more than individuals.
How I interpret heta charas existence (+ the "houses")
(Remade) Prussiaās bird possible Species (my hc, obv see the url)
Gil was never a chaste character (+ related)
He was the DDR post (tl;dr + tag)
Navigation for posts like the ones above + custom Gil tag
please Send an Ask if you send a Message! (here or on the writing side-sideblog, teaedon!) MSG Notifications to this Sideblog rarely* work, probably because i don't use the mobile App.
(may 2026: tumblr keeps logging me off over and over since last month so i will be on hiatus every now and then. also i need to finish wips anyway)
*they only work in the old tumblr menu? when i'm reporting bots, or iirc also the last time i opened the "create a blog" thingy. btw, besides only using the site on desktop, i rarely use the Dashboard. ofc notifs also work when the bubbles are open (that's why i need a heads up!), but if i have no reasons to keep them open i will close them...
the app i actually have on mobile is discord.
Why are your Hetalia AO3 fics currently on anon?
I want to troll surprise my subscribers, while also the progress on my main projects has been slow.
[DW account]
copypasting the fics list post here (same link as above but reblogable):
Fics list [#fanfic tag šŖ¶] (Fics only sideblog)
Hate me a little and come back to me [AO3], Explicit! PruHun. In progress
[More works in that series]
Au pas, au pas, au pas [AO3], GerFra(Ger). Completed
+ Extra: Cuando tienes dos cabrones de amigos (BTT)
Fotosynthese, CRACK ficlet :), starring Alfred and...
Inevitable [AO3], One-sided GerPru (Blood, Drama, Near Death...)
(I saw this in a dream) [AO3], PruAus, Zombie au.
āa cold war bizarre cooperationā One sided Bela.rus x Russ.ia; Rusprus (yukiusagi). Hints to AmeBela, Rusame (AmeRus), AmeGer. Some ableist language. [AO3].
My #hetahorrorweek 7/7 fics [AO3 links]ā¦ A lot of CWs.
A good day in between many bad days [AO3], HRE & Pru Angst and Humor
[Afterlife Idea/WIP, Tumblr only]
going under [AO3], dreamy German bros angst, pay atention to tags.
Thanatos, my Mythalia March fic. FrAus, SpAus, PruAus and more. Explicit! And on going (6/7)
Ghosts [AO3], sad FraPru(Fra)
Playmate (2/2) [AO3], PolPru Week Day 1, Commonwealthā¦
The Next Me [AO3], German bros having an argument.
Stolen from a movie [AO3], It happened out of nowhere; not everybody came back.
TrƤumerei [AO3], more Pru+HRE, different projectā¦
#gerpru week 2024 5/7 fics [AO3 links]
#hetahorror24 7/7 fics [AO3 links]
Same birthday, two decades (2/2) [AO3]
Before The End [AO3], pre-Valentine's Frying Pangle.
Things are changing (and I didn't know) [AO3], Gil living.
The Return (old intro) / [AO3, new intro]
Phonecall [AO3], PruAus.
Charging Dragon [AO3], solo Gil, but German bros background.
Worrisome peace [AO3], Fluff and Angst Pangle + Lud.
In a blink of an eye, together [AO3], another PruHun in progress (help)
The Only Way Out is Up [AO3], Gil whump (Castle WIP).
Frying Pangle in Pyjamas [AO3], Hotel, established.
[I hit the links limit ;o;! Please go to the Fics link at the start]
Finding you [AO3], (Forest WIP)
(No) Trouble in Paradise [AO3], Established Modern PruHun (h/c)
through your body [AO3 link]
The fight never ends Dragged back to the cycle [AO3]
#aphnichepairweek2026 [AO3 links]
Police Station [AO3]
(+WIP I donāt know when Iāll bother to write properly)
WIPs List (September 2024)
also: #outlines/drafts šŖ¶; #fic wips, #fic notes and #fic ideas
Also (talking about wips): One-shot 1 (š»); One-shot 2 (AU); Lud&Gil centric series (+extra / canon-divergence); Historical GDR Prussia centric (90s +post-war flashbacks), andā¦ Everything on anon until Iām done with a fucking Crossover š¤Ŗ, that will be polished compared to NGE and CSM ones.
Do I know what I am doing? No.
Will that stop me? No, it hasnāt before. Besides we are talking about He(ll)talia fanfictions (<3), already unhinged (<333), stranger that most other media (+ inherently dealing with some touchy subjects), thatās why the separation. Iām writing what I should have done many years ago so now you will have to deal with me (or not).
saves his hair with medication but is more or less okay with at some point starting to get face wrinkles (not happy but nor too unhappy either). keeps getting delusional replies from the others and will keep happening until he for real begins looking like a grandpa (their attitude obv angering him, ironically more than the aging).
(alternatively fams and friends aren't as delusional but are still a bit and get so very nervous and scared while gil is okay with this aside mildly annoyed, knows can't look young forever in this scenario)
friends ruining gil's plans for the day and dragging him with them, and later wondering why he is irritable (older posts:)
š¬ 0Ā Ā š 3Ā Ā ā¤ļø 13Ā Ā·Ā I like the idea of Gil's friendsālike the other two BFT/BTT membersāgoing to visit him in Berlin without warning, and him
š¬ 0Ā Ā š 3Ā Ā ā¤ļø 4Ā Ā·Ā Keep thinking in Gil (a retired-nation person) growing frustrated with his (non-retired nation-person) partner(s). It has a
finally found these, now i can leave tumblr for now
(previous 4) 5. i forgot about lines, erzsi needs to fuck that twink. shouldn't be too long or hard to write, except is smut so not that easy either (i need to be in the headspace or whatever)
The TV camera zooming in Gil's face (who's nervous laughing) while there is cheering. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/German_Unity_Day#Decision_for_GDR's_unity_with_the_Federal_Republic)
(Other related refs, first collected in April of last year):
First more context:
Link from wiki reference:
Vor 20 Jahren, am 23. August 1990, hat die Volkskammer den Beitritt der DDR zur Bundesrepublik zum 3. Oktober 1990 mit 363 Ja- gegen 62 Nein
āDen Untergang der DDR beschlossenā
Sichtlich bewegt tritt Gysi ans Rednerpult, um eine persƶnliche ErklƤrung abzugeben: āFrau PrƤsidentin! Das Parlament hat soeben nicht mehr und nicht weniger als den Untergang der Deutschen Demokratischen Republik zum 3. Oktober 1990 beschlossenā, so der PDS-Chef.
āIch bedaure, dass die Beschlussfassung im Hauruckverfahren Ć¼ber einen Ćnderungsantrag geschehen ist und keine wĆ¼rdige Form ohne Wahlkampftaktik gefunden hat; denn die DDR, wie sie auch immer historisch beurteilt werden wird, war fĆ¼r jeden von uns ā mit sehr unterschiedlichen Erfahrungen ā das bisherige Leben.ā
āThe demise of the GDR has been decidedā
Visibly moved, Gysi steps up to the lectern to make a personal statement: āMadam President, Parliament has just decided nothing more and nothing less than the demise of the German Democratic Republic on October 3, 1990,ā says the PDS leader.
āI regret that the resolution was passed in a rush through an amendment and did not find a worthy form without election campaign tactics; because the GDR, however it will always be judged historically, was for each of us - with very different experiences - life up to now.ā
Next:
Die Verfassung der DDR von 1949 markiert die Teilung Deutschlands. Doch erst 1968 wurde sie ausdrĆ¼cklich sozialistisch.
In einer legendƤren Sitzung stimmte die Volkskammer am frĆ¼hen Morgen des 24. August 1990 fĆ¼r den Beitritt der DDR zum Geltungsbereich des Grundgesetzes gemĆ¤Ć Artikel 23 mit Wirkung zum 3. Oktober 1990. PDS-Chef, Gregor Gysi kommentierte das Ergebnis damals mit den Worten: "Das Parlament hat soeben nicht mehr und nicht weniger als den Untergang der DDR beschlossen."
In a legendary session in the early morning of August 24, 1990, the Volkskammer voted for the GDR to join the Basic Law in accordance with Article 23 with effect from October 3, 1990. PDS leader Gregor Gysi commented on the result at the time with the words: āParliament has just decided nothing more and nothing less than the demise of the GDR.ā
And:
THIS IS THE VIDEO
Gregor Gysi (DDR, Volkskammer) (Unavailable, but found another:)
Lastly, article I found while trying to find the quote, so before all the other refs:
friends ruining gil's plans for the day and dragging him with them, and later wondering why he is irritable (older posts:)
š¬ 0Ā Ā š 3Ā Ā ā¤ļø 13Ā Ā·Ā I like the idea of Gil's friendsālike the other two BFT/BTT membersāgoing to visit him in Berlin without warning, and him
š¬ 0Ā Ā š 3Ā Ā ā¤ļø 4Ā Ā·Ā Keep thinking in Gil (a retired-nation person) growing frustrated with his (non-retired nation-person) partner(s). It has a
finally found these, now i can leave tumblr for now
Both ideas sound super interesting! I'm always weak for PruHun though, sooo... that's got my vote! >v<
(context) thanks for the ask! (glad you find both ideas interesting, nice). i should post more pruhun so maybe! or write more than one oneshot to keep avoiding the long fic sdfjhs
After reading the lovely discussions on trans male bottoms and representation here, I was jumpscared by a particularly bad tweet on twitter. "its probably my dysphoria speaking but ngl its so obvious in fics when a cis person sees transmasc hcs not as something to engage with in relation to the character but rather as a convenient way of giving them a vagina". 10k likes, replies full of complaints about porn.
One of the replies suggested to search by the Trans Author tag because there's barely any fetishistic stuff in there. So there I went, to the Trans Male Character tag to add the Trans Author tag because it's not yet canonical.
The result? 877/1255 fics were tagged explicit. That's 69% (nice). Many of them were tagged with sex acts, and a good part with vagina-specific sex acts. Look at that, trans people like smut too, who'd have thought.
They just don't know what they're talking about and are looking for excuses to misgender trans authors, huh?
if you bring up omegaverse or mpreg when trans and intersex men try to have discussions about pregnancy you owe every trans and intersex man everything you own
i really salute all pregnant trans men who share their journey online because if i was going through pregnancy already (which is more than i could ever do, hats off to you) and also dealing with the dysphoria and social alienation of being a pregnant man and i posted it on the internet to show that itās a possibility and people just made 1000 omegaverse and mpreg jokes at me i think i might run away forever and never come back
given the state of the world right now, the risk of even existing as a pregnant man is high. But then whenever you see a tiktok by a seahorse dad instead of any respect for the op the comments are all like āLOL MPREGGEDā or showing disgust like genuinely can we be normal for once
people are allowed to sexualize pregnancy and periods even if a subset of people get really mad about it (many cases being trans men being angry with other trans men) (this is coming from someone that in the short version doesn't like pregnancy and in the long version does but in picky ways that put some distance) (i love blood tho) (edit: don't be weird to real people by making inapropiable jokes omg. keep fetish/kink convos in appropriate context)
