#that chapter tho

[leynadoodles]

The one downfall to being caught up on the manga while my boyfriend watches the anime is sitting on BIG INFORMATION FOR FOREVER while the anime catches up 🙃🙃🙃

[hydromeda-ash]

PB is draining my diamonds with TE but I can't even be mad because I'm too distracted by magick and Beckett Harrington

[kwamiwayzz]

Citrus Spoilers - Final

Anyway I just wanted to say that I have aSCENDED into another plane 

I avoided my tumblr blog for as long as I could and even ditched my discord for awhile to avoid sPOILERS at ALL cOSTS and LET ME TELL YOU. THE FULL EXPERIENCE WAS SO FUCKN WORTH IT

I’ve been following this gosh darn manga for about 5 years and let me tell you it was such a WiLd RIDE. But I am so glad and thankful to both Sabu and Chaosteam for everything they’ve given us thirsty fans. I remember back when I first read this manga as a smol sexuality-confused sophomore in high school, I thought to myself, “oh lol they’re step-sisters, idk where this is gonna go but it seems interesting” 

[More spoilers under the cut]

I went from “I’m not really expecting much of a happy ending (on a realistic sense)” to “LET THEM BE HAPPY SABU *gross sobbing*” all the way to “FFFUUUCCCCKKK YEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS #LOVEWINS” 

I know that the ending seems rushed and idealistic but like....bruh having them be married, especially after all this shit and turmoil those two went through feels dAMN EARNED. I was kinda on the edge of my seat when i read the first few pages of the chapter when Mei was just telling Yuzu to get lost and im like “bruh bruh bruh??!!?” After all that time you’re still running away from your bae???? 

But then I kinda realized that while it seems almost like a step-backwards for Mei to continuously keep running away from Yuzu despite growing more comfortable and open and vulnerable, the fact still stays that she was groomed and conditioned to live in a set path and never leave it. So, having to change her mindset wasn’t going to happen overnight. While I did wish for Mei to be the one to chase after Yuzu, I actually could see why it needed to be Yuzu to reach out to Mei one last time in order to convince her that they can be happy together. 

BUT ENOUGH OF THAT DEEP ANALYSIS HERE’S MY THOUGHTS ON THE REST OF THE CHAPTER

WHEN MEI TRIED TO CONVINCE HERSELF THAT SHE HATED YUZU BUT STARTED CRYING *INHALES* I ALMOST STARTED BAWLING

2.5 pages of no dialogue and everything is completely fixed XD 

MEI FINALLY FUCKN SAID “I LOVE YOU” TO YUZU and she was being such as blushy blushy mess I was like AAAAAAAAAA

YUZU’S WIDE-ASS FUCKN GRIN WHEN HER BAE TOLD HER SHE LOVES HER 

THE GODDAMN WEDDING 

Oh and there were ppl there I didn’t expect would be there lol like Yuzu’s friends who like...lowkey trashed her relationship with another woman but hey depending on this timeskip ppl can change, GRAMPS (like im betting that everyone else had to convince him, especially his son. And I also feel like...again, depending on this timeskip, Gramps does care for Mei as his granddaughter rather than seeing her solely as an Aihara heir on some occasions--tl;dr he’s either there by obligation or to actually support her) 

Mineko, you know that one lady with the sombrero hair that lectured Yuzu on her first day at Aihara Academy, I didn’t know she’d be there lol 

AND MEI

FUCKN

GODDAMN SMILING AT HER BRIDE 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LOOK AT THIS PRECIOUS SMILE 

I HAVENT SEEN MEI SMILE SINCE LIKE FUCKN CHAPTER 6 OR SOME SHIT AND LIKE UFIIHOAIJSDFAUISDF

also i think this is a lowkey smile XD 

also i wanted to bring this panel up again 

like the emotion in this

I could really feel for Mei, constantly running away from the person she wants to be with the most because she feels like maybe she doesn’t deserve to be with Yuzu not that I know what that feels like amirite But you could see from the way she’s holding her hands to her chest, squeezing her ring, that was suffering as much as Yuzu 

tho i will say ahem...yuzu, why did have to mention you two as sisters...like you were doing so well earlier, honey, sweetie??? 

I’m so glad Mei said 

Character development right there for Mei <3 

Anyway, to cut my incoherent babbling short lol, like many other people, there was a point where I no longer expected a love scene between the two because I felt like at this point, it wasn’t necessary and it didn’t need to be necessary. also a marriage is like 12/10 much MUCH better and besides.......mei and yuzu will have pLENTY of time to do all that good stuff later in their lives  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I still can’t believe we got this <3 As someone who struggled with accepting my sexuality back in high school, having see the end result of these two after 5 fucking long years 

It reminds me of the time when Korr(a)sami became canon <3 

Also and one more note, ever since this chapter came out, now whenever I go back to writing I’m like aNGST whOM? drAMA whAT? 

[tgfr3ak91]

~my edit~

I’ve battled demons that won’t let me sleep But I won’t never give up I’ll keep gettin’ up when I hit the ground I’ll find my way home - Never Give Up by Sia

[someonenamedaono]

Pandora is hands down best mom. No one can top mamma Pandora ❤

[caildekook]

Alright, so here's a question. Do you think Bum's uncle had anything to do with Bum's parents dying?

[oshouyou]

anyway bokuaka is canon and...

[tgfr3ak91]

~another edit (I couldn’t decide which I liked better so I posted both ^~^(v)~

You can sleep when you’re dead Cause it isn’t over yet get it out of your head Have a little faith in me Just close your eyes and let me lead Follow me home - Where the Lonely One Roam by Digital Daggers