#the bioelectrical network

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My own little purrloin!!!

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Slight vent below:

I have spent so long catering to others. So so so long. I…. I don’t know how to act anymore. Is it wrong to be “less” likable? Or trying to be likable? I really really really try to put a lot of effort into making other people feel heard and appreciated and cared about, but sometimes I don’t feel like doing that at all when I am very dissociated. And just constantly suppressing alters and headmates who are not the most welcoming person and forcing them to not act like themself takes a toll.

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Feeling like it is easier to do little comics on our phone with our finger in a journal type way than SITTING DOWN AND be “serious” type of way. Like we do draw differently than this but this just feels… right? For this medium.

We are not even religious!! But we have religious angel alters?!?

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Floppy :)

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Eevelution let’s GOOOO

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Genuinely just so dissociated at therapy rn.

Like my soul is leaving its body this is so uncomfortable!!!!!

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Half—I can only walk this path with you halfway.

How can I repay the debts I owe from the past?

I suddenly realize I’m still trapped, circling within the spring.

Before I leave, let me share half my happiness with you;

Please wait until summer to pass judgment on me.

The harsh words I spoke clog up my veins;

Loneliness consumes my emotions every night.

Half withered, half decaying—

I feel time washing away the past,

I feel time fulfilling my heart's wishes.

When can I see you again?

I am still longing for the spring.

CW: suicidal talk from the lyrics I’m inspired by!!!

I think it fits them + their relationship so well

Why is it that even with gills slit open, I still cannot breathe?

When memories lose their anchor, one has no choice but to let them fade.

A coward, compromising in the face of life and pain.

She asked me what plans I had for the future; I said:

I had intended to die today,

To let my blood dry up alongside the spring.

Is the absence of breath a form of freedom in breathing?

Let this elegy bury my cowardice.

I had intended to die today;

How could a mere medical diagnosis capture the agony of a thousand cuts?

I have sincerely repented for my transgressions;

Let this elegy bury my sins.

I had intended to die today,

But why... oh, why?

I had intended to die today;

Why am I lying on the ground, clutching a suicide note?

Weeping while loudly mocking the heartless beauty of spring—

I still want to live; I still want to live.

OKAY so the whole of these texts is translated from THIS song 【【诗岸原创】避春讳 pt.2-哔哩哔哩】

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