The Existential War spans the millennia that separates the many, many titles i will be writing for the next several years... and hopefully even beyond that.
Unlike other wips, the Existential War is something closer to a setting than a story—it is the game the Existential Gods are playing with the world. Through their immortal avatars, they manipulate all of humanity along their whims, trying to see who between them can take over the entire world.
... while falling in-line with their majority-agreed-upon 'rules'.
probably.
Zenebe: [vaguely waves a hand in the air, his elbow in the other's hand, and rolls his eyes as he paces and dismissively explains) "Well! Long story short, there's a bunch of gods called the Existentials—they're the Existences of stuff, yadda yadda yadda, {Water} is Water. A long time ago, the Existentials put their heads together and decided it would be a really great idea for them to play chess with a bunch of us lowly, lowly mortals. So!"
Zenebe: [stops, turning to face Louise with a wide grin and a clap of his hands, which he then points at her. With hints of anger underlying his expression and in his otherwise-amused voice:) "They play a game of 'who has how much, and if I have the most, I'm the best' by having us lowly mortals fight each other to claim them territory, and get them even more lowly mortals—"
Mitzie: [has been standing off to the side, listening silently with a scowl and her arms crossed. Finally, turns a sharp look onto him and interrupts:) "Zenebe, cut to the chase."
Mitzie: [turns to meet Louise's eyes instead; voice harsh, but matter-of-fact) "we're avatars. That means, basically, we have to do what a god says. Since we're {Water's} avatars, we have to listen to {Water}."
Zenebe: [offers her a smirk, but turns a much more serious look onto Louise]
Zenebe: (dryly, hints of tension in his voice) "right. What she said."
THEME SONG:
I'm still living in a knife fight
Living like a bad guy
Can't stand what I look like
I keep praying like a saint
Believing it'll change me
But the voices won't leave
I see the tunnel full of light again
I never reach it and it's getting dim
I feel the darkness try to pull me in
It just won't end
It's sinking in my skin
I'm stuck in a war
I️ am broken and torn
Dividing my head and my heart
Between the good and the evil
God and the devil
Demons and angels
They're tearing me apart
(...)
I keep begging for these bad things
Living out my dark dreams
Don't you try to save me
I'm just looking for forgiveness
Someone who can end this
Can I get a witness
It's good for my flesh
It ain't good for my soul
I want it to stop
But I got no control
(reminder: these characters are spread across many stories, each with variable relevance between them. their roles are significant within the war itself. in other words, only a few of them exist per named story—maximum.)
(the trainer avatars are those tasked to train many of the other avatars owned by the same god. due to this role, they often have a lot of influence over their mentees... whether positive or negative.)
EXISTENTIAL RANKINGS:
THE "TOP DOGS":
♛ Order
♛ Storm
♛ Fire
THE "SLEEPING BEARS":
♝ Fate
♝ Magic
♜ Air
♜ Cold
THE UNDERDOGS:
♞ Dark
♞ Earth
♞ Water
NONCONTENDERS:
♚ Death
♚ Chaos (comatose)
ADDITIONAL INFO:
♙ this is not a singular story. it is a collection of many stories, mostly disconnected besides following the individual characters. there will be individual "novellas" pulled out of the existential war/avatar nonsense most often encapsulating their early years or certain important events
♙ there are many HEAVY subjects within these stories, with miscellaneous content warnings varying across each. while i will be listing all of them (i can think of) here, they are not necessarily universal across the novellas
♙ there WILL be deaths. this is magic-war.
♙ most are concentrated in the early existiwar
♙ the early years are especially brutal
♙ avatars from different gods aren't... kind to one another.
♙ despite the deep trauma involved in all this, there IS a planned (and never-going-to-change) ending to the existential war. those who know of the ending say it is a good ending
♙ what that means will not be shared at this time :>
♙ some of the oldest avatars are alive from 20 AA to the very end of the existential war (approx 1000 AA). by nature of the progression of humanity, this will see a variable level of "technology" (read: magitech) across the stories.
♙ being as the avatars are all immortals, they inherently run on a MUCH longer time scale than us. 3 years might feel closer to 5 months, for example
♙ timelines will be displayed along with scenes
♙ HIGH HIGH HIGH AF FANTASY
♙ sometimes even WITH the weed!
♙ i mean wut
♙ MAJORLY action-filled
♙ i mean they're literally at magic-war
♙ includes:
♙ allegories. SO MANY allegories
♙ ex: 90% of avatars are bio kids of the god
♙ like it ain't even subtle
♙ gays. so many gays.
♙ they're all queer
♙ neurodiversity
♙ especially:
♙ autism & ADHD
♙ PTSD
♙ anxiety, depression, &—
♙ racial/cultural diversity
♙ gods exist across the whole world
♙ avatars are born within or adopt cultures
♙ also most are POC.
♙ like over 50%
♙ 25% of the rest aren't even human
CONTENT WARNINGS:
♙ parental issues
♙ as i said, it's allegorical
♙ avatars are LITERALLY slaves
♙ and most are the bio kids of the god(s)
♙ i don't think it's hard lol
♙ neglect, abuse, exploitation, parentification
♙ general abuse, exploitation, and struggles
♙ again, the avatars are literal glorified slaves
♙ addiction
♙ drugs
♙ both "normal" (alcohol, weed) and "hard"
♙ gambling
♙ sex
♙ sex is openly talked about and implied, but will never be shown. fade to black in this hizzouse!
♙ sexual themes will be included in cws
♙ (both in tags and prior to scene)
♙ SA implied and mentioned
♙ NEVER openly displayed
"It's worse the greater the distance. Probably because of the distance. You're crossing a lot of space very, very quickly."
"... instantly."
"Exactly." -Abdiel, in an exchange about his teleportation's recoil
The biological son of the Existence of Order and an unknown chaos-aligned entity, Abdiel is something of a walking contradiction--and he's well-aware of that fact.
Although he knows his father's identity, Abdiel has never met him. Instead, he was raised by Order as a solo parent... to be her avatar, a living weapon. He holds a lot of anger about that, and over three hundred years ago, it led to an incident that resulted in Abdiel in solitary confinement for over a decade.
Something that he's yet to have fully recovered from to this day.
Beyond being known as one of Order's most competent avatars, Abdiel is also known as one of the few surviving members of "the First Generation" of avatars. Although he was born toward the end of "the early days", he's extremely familiar--and sometimes even friendly--with each of the other First Generation avatars... whether from being locked into combat with them on hours on end, or having sat down and drank the night away at their side.
Or both.
On top of his familiarity with avatars outside the family, Abdiel is close friends with two of Order's other avatars: Victor and Zophiel, his half-brother and sister... of about the same age. He was teamed up with them when they were young, as they helped account for each others' weaknesses while still training up for the Existential War.
Abdiel has been forced to work almost exclusively as a "solo avatar" (without a team) for almost two centuries (as of RFtA/SaS). However, he's been in near-constant contact with at least one of his family members (especially fellow chaos-aligned), as Order has made him train his relatives due to his exceptional skills.
Name:
Abdiel Salles
(ab-dee-ehl sigh-yays)
Age:
Appears to be in his early-to-mid twenties, but is agelessly immortal.
During RFtA and SaS, he's ~500 years old.
Species:
"Human" (chaos elemental)
Unlike most elementals, as an abstract elemental, Abdiel cannot transform himself into another material. However, he regains essence more quickly in chaotic areas and more slowly in orderly ones.
Gender identity:
Male (he/him)
Sexuality:
Straight
Raw magic:
(???) telepathy, (???) teleportation, (???) reality warping
Applied magic:
Extremely competent with each of his three magics, but is most well-renowned for his reality warping abilities.
Abdiel is capable of warping his surroundings into whatever he wants--he can turn water into stone, stone into wood, transform a block into a living person, make someone suddenly have four hands instead of two hands and feet each, create something out of nothing, "heal" injuries--et cetera. Just about anything he can think of. And he can choose whether to make his changes temporary or permanent. The only difference to him is how much essence (magic energy) it costs.
Despite the overwhelming power of reality warping, there are limits--and they boil down to "it's exhausting". It takes an incredible amount of essence to warp reality, and even more so the more "real" things are. So--
In combat, Abdiel is able to create localized faespots--or portals into the Faewildes--where he can then control reality around him with increasing ease the deeper he goes. By drawing his opponents into the Faewildes, Abdiel is able to circumvent the massive essence drain and completely turn the very environment against his opponent... no matter who, what, when, or where they are. He'll find a way.
Even if it takes him a while. He'll do it.
Although it's also achievable with reality warping, Abdiel is capable of teleportation--a chaos ability that allows him to teleport himself, other people, and/or other physical entities as he pleases. It takes significantly less essence to teleport than to warp, so he'll often choose to teleport instead.
Abdiel teleports in combat both to quickly close distance and to confuse the opponent... but it has drawbacks. Teleportation is disorienting--causing a jerking sensation and suddenly landing you in a new environment--as well as an extremely complex art that requires more concentration than warping. Because of this, in moments of stress, he tends to warp himself, the area, or others around him.
Lastly, Abdiel is Order's most adept telepath. His mental shield is one of the best in Existence--rivaling if not outright surpassing those of many gods--and he's learned to reverse-engineer them to break into others' minds.
"Break into"... and slip into.
He can find his way through mental shields without destroying it, so the "owner" won't even know he's there. And so we get into what telepaths are capable of.
The mind contains a lot. Your thoughts, your feelings. Your sense of sight. Your sense of self. You.
A telepath can make "suggestions" while in your mind, pushing your thoughts and feelings in one direction or another, or straight-up force things upon you. They can change what you see, what you hear, everything around you. Or, they can... in your mind.
Or, yknow, they can just spy on you and learn crucial information!
That's gotta be everything they're capable of, right?
Right?
Abdiel is an extremely competent telepath, able to easily break--and slip--into people's minds for whatever purpose he may have for them. In his younger years, he used this skill to quickly pick up languages. Now, he uses it as a backup plan to sabotage opponents in fights... and learn who he can and can't trust.
Thanks to his near-constant magic use (of one kind or another), Abdiel has a massive pool of essence that grants him incredible magical stamina. Altogether, everything leads to--
Tier ranking:
High A (secretly S)
Although he actually knows how to use his magic in a way that would immediately earn him an S classification--and knows he could if he revealed it--Abdiel is hiding what he's capable of for the sake of the rest of his family... and to not give Order more power than she already has.
Weapon of choice:
His magic; fisticuffs
General appearance:
A tall (6'3 / 190cm), pale-skinned man covered in freckles and scars. Usually has a mess of short, wavy white hair and stubble, as he doesn't bother to take care of himself. Abdiel is extremely muscular, has a long face, soft facial features, and "strikingly" bright blue eyes.
He's collected many scars over his centuries fighting in the Existential War, but he as a handful of large, sunken scars on his arms and legs that caused him to get sleeve tattoos of flowers.
Personality:
Fittingly--considering his chaos and order heritage--is a flawed man built upon contradictions.
Abdiel is blunt, somewhat dense, and socially awkward, but accommodates for it by putting on a grand persona. He has a loud, booming voice, often makes excessively grand gestures, often tells stories of his 'grand times' as an avatar, and will use his magic to enhance his stories or indicate to things he's talking about.
He is ordinarily an extremely large presence--seemingly trying to make sure people know he's there--but when Abdiel is trying to hide?
It's near impossible to find him.
And he's almost certainly a closeted autistic because, y'know, why WOULDN'T I have accidentally made another autistic character?
Abdiel self-describes himself as an "asshole" and is an extremely angry person. He's bottled up centuries' worth of rage at Order for the situation she's put their family through--both as avatars and a mother--and externalizes it through bitterness and a dark sense of humor.
He tends to act extremely cocky and arrogant, but Abdiel is secretly deeply insecure. He has a deep fear of isolation due to his decade of solitary confinement--and other, shorter stints since--and constantly seeks out people to keep him company.
Despite his many flaws, Abdiel is a genuine, well-meaning, and loyal individual who tries his best to look out for the people he cares about--and most of them just so happen to be either his family or fellow avatars.
And, despite his loud personality, Abdiel is watchful, cautious, introspective, and thoughtful--he's spent a long time observing the people and situations surrounding himself to try to better navigate the world... and survive the Existential War.
This collection of traits has allowed Abdiel to figure out a lot of magical advancements in the chaos field, and he's used this knowledge--and applicable cross-studies--to teach his fellow Order avatars how to survive alongside him.
Any single wish:
For his family to be freed from Order
Greatest fear(s):
Isolation, immobility, and pitch-black darkness; all tied just barely above Order
CHARACTER QUOTES:
"Do you have enough essence to heal yourself?"
"... mostly."
(grins darkly) "Good."
"... what's good: that I don't have enough, or that I can get mostly there?"
(smirks) "You pick. Sound no different to me."
scoffs and rolls his eyes "Remind me to never piss you off again."
(still smirking, dryly) "I don't think I'm going to have to."
(scoffs again... but doesn't argue.)
(chuckles bitterly) "Freedom? That doesn't exist. Not for us, at least. Stop fooling yourself--it'll be easier once you accept it."
"Those pesky, pesky other avatars, daring to fight for their own gods, am I right? What a fucking horror."
(sarcastically) "Yeah... they should all just fall over and die, make way for their rightful ruler..."
(grinning darkly) "Wouldn't that just be fantastic? Then we could all be one big, happy family."
"Where did you get these scars?"
"Oh, ha... broken bones. Broke clean through the skin. Now 'good as new'." (bitterly) "That's what you get when you have a goddess of Life for a mother. Though... I guess Victor could've healed them, too..."
(casually flips the bird)
"Men like us don't change, Zenebe--not that quickly. You know that."
(upon hearing very good news, dryly:)
"I'd thought I'd already heard the most unrealistic lies possible. Apparently, I was wrong."
(to his friend, who he just found out to be harboring feelings for and "friends with benefits" with his son:)
"Here's how we're going to proceed." (points accusingly at them) "You are going to go to {my son} and tell him how you feel." (drops his point, but still glaring as he towers above them) "You are going to find out exactly how he feels about you--which, obviously, he loves you, or he wouldn't have slept with you--and then--" (pointing again) "--you are going to find me, tell me how it went, bow down at my feet, and kiss my shoes, begging for my forgiveness."
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5. How obedient are they? Are they defiant or more compliant?
For the lw ask game! ^^
AAAAAAAAAAAAA BUT THERE'S SO MANY!?
Okay I'll give answers for the avatars haha.
I also gave a much more in-depth answer for Abdiel specifically here... which I'm also realizing you're the same person who asked it last time lol
also this is about this ask game; i reblogged it since i didnt get many asks
ABDIEL
Very defiant, but is just as subtle about it. He carries out "his job" to the letter, moreso to get Order off his back than out of a desire to help her or further her goals. He will do the absolute minimum of what is asked of him, and is actively hiding some of his capabilities from his mother god.
If anyone knew what he could do... his family would be in far more danger than they already were.
VICTOR
Somehow even more defiant than his half-brother, Abdiel!
Victor often carries out Order's orders, but has outright refused to obey ones that contrast his morals too badly. While she can 'punish' just about everyone else as terribly as she wishes, well...
... when Victor despairs, the world around him despairs as well.
In ways even she can't stop.
So they both know to pick their battles with one another.
In fact... to steal from a quote of his on the subject:
Victor: "you've separated me from my dad and best friends for over a century! You think I give a shit about physical torture!? MY LIFE IS TORTURE! THANKS TO YOU! So why the fuck would I {give a shit about what YOU want!?}"
ZOPHIEL
Unlike her half-siblings, Zophiel is surprisingly compliant with Order. After the three of them made the worst mistake of their lives, Zophiel faced consequences just like the other two... only, she didn't have the same motivation they did.
Unlike Abdiel and Victor, Zophiel can't make herself rebel against Order because she has nobody else to fight for.
ZYLIS
The most compliant of the list.
After centuries of living as Storm's avatar, Zylis has learned a great many things. And the most important?
What happens when you piss Storm off.
MALACHI
As another Storm avatar, Malachi is extremely compliant. He learned from a young age just a few things that Storm would do if they failed—or, worse, refused—to do what they said.
Zylis's encouragement was all he needed to completely fall in line.
ZENEBE
Compliant to the letter. Nothing more, nothing less.
He sees his "avatarship" as the contract it technically was: he only has to carry out whatever tasks are agreed upon, and Water has to carry out their end of the bargain.
For this exact reason—and the mutual hate between himself and Water—Zenebe is very particular and careful when negotiating terms for each "favor" he carries out.
He will do anything and everything that he agrees to do.