(The Hobbit) Imagine: Him Teaching you How to Fight
(Imagine: Him Teaching you How to Fight + His Reaction When you Best Him in a Match) Featuring: Thorin, Fili, Kili, Bilbo
Word Count: 1,138
Warnings: Fluff, Training
Thorin:
As the leader of the company, the responsibility of training you did not fall to Thorin. Instead, it started out with Dwalin teaching you. Your progress was slow at first, but you absorbed Dwalin’s instruction and applied it well. Thorin would watch your evening training sessions from the campfire. With so many things on his mind, it gave him a sort of calm to focus on something else. As his fondness for you grew, so would his concern, though he would not let anyone know that. He finds himself suddenly wanting to be involved, wanting to take part in preparing you for whatever threats lay ahead. So, one evening, he feigns irritation at your progress and rises to give you instruction. He hopes that his hard tone will disguise the fact that he wants to be involved as he draws his sword and begins a lesson of his own. Dwalin sees past it all, but says nothing out of respect for his leader as he steps aside and watches a little smugly.
After many lessons, you are rather confident in your ability. You’d been up against Fili and Kili in a few playful spars, and they commented on how well you’re doing. Thorin decided to put what you’ve learned to the test. He drew his sword and challenged you to a match. At this point, the entire Company had turned to watch it unfold. Thorin swung first, and you swiftly defended, knocking his blade away and retaliating. It was quite the dance between the two of you, by the light of a campfire, with your closest friends exclaiming whenever either of you locked blades.
It finally ended with you victorious. Thorin was backed against a tree with your blade aimed at his chin. Thinking he’d be angry, or at least, irritated, you quickly pulled away. But to your surprise, he only gave one of his rare smiles.
“You are ready.”
Fili:
He began by giving your pointers and instruction, and that turned into full-blown training sessions. You’d been taught only a little self-defense in your youth, and you had not put it to use yet. He found himself drawn to you and feeling quite protective. The last thing he wanted was for you to be unprepared for the next fight. The best way he could protect you was to teach you how to properly defend yourself in case you’d ever need to. He was gentle and took it easy on you early on. He couldn’t help it. It was hard for him to be strict with you, but even so, you were very motivated in your lessons. Sometimes, he would enlist one of the others to step in and give you a test spar. As your skills grew, Fili upped your training until he didn’t have to take it easy on you anymore.
The time came for Fili to test you once more. You readied yourself, and he made the first strike. You brought your blade up to meet his with a clang of metal against metal. He gave you an impressed look with his brow raised, and you had to keep from smiling before swinging your own weapon. You could tell he was still holding back, as he tended to do, so you tried to kick things up a notch by striking dangerously close to him. He got the message. The match became more heated, but you were up for the challenge.
You weren’t sure how, but it resulted in Fili’s sword being knocked from his hand, which left him standing there with yours pointed at him. His eyes were at first wide with surprise, and then his expression melted into an impressed smirk.
“Very nice.”
Kili:
He volunteered to teach you right off the bat. There was no playing it cool or feigning indifference. Kili was unashamed in his efforts to not only spend more time with you, but to help you to protect yourself should the occasion arise on the perilous journey. Though he does take the endeavor seriously, he cannot help but throw in a flirt here and there during training. He’ll say you have good form with a wink and insist on testing you periodically with a spar. But never fear, he is quite patient and seems to have mastered the ability of challenging you without pushing you beyond your limits.
After many duels and spars, the day comes when you finally best him. Some members of the Company are seated nearby, having taken an interest in your progress. After a training session, Kili challenges you to one of his tests; a hand-to-hand sparring match. You block nearly every strike, moving swiftly and with ease. He gets you in a hold, but you counter by knocking him off balance with your hip and throwing him over your shoulder. The others gasp in surprise and break out in applause while Kili stands to his feet with a grin.
“Good form.”
Bilbo
He is not much of a fighter, especially early on in the journey. In fact, he is still under the tutelage of other members of the Company himself. That doesn’t stop him from wanting to see you confident in your ability to protect yourself. It would be mutually beneficial, he decides, for the two of you to train together. You could help him, and he could help you. He takes on less of an instructing role, and more of a supportive role as a fellow learner. Bilbo is patient, focused, and a most honorable opponent. He’s almost a bit too polite, some of your fellow Company members argue. Too much of a gentleman. They argue that you won’t grow and improve if he’s holding back on account of you not being ready yet or not wanting to counter in case you weren’t prepared for it. More often, you will need another to spar with. But when it comes to simple training exercises where he can be used as a training dummy for you to learn new moves, he is very willing.
It does not come as a surprise when you best him the first few times in a sword duel. Bilbo is most certainly holding back. He’s too timid to counter. But then one day he finally is convinced by the others that he’ll be of more help to you if he doesn’t hold back: you will reach your full potential when faced with a challenge. That day, you are taken by surprise when he has a bit more fire to him during a session. Even so, you don’t recoil. You respond with similar determination, and the session ends with you victoriously having disarmed him and with a blade pointed toward him. The others gasp and clap, entertained by the duel and impressed to see how much the two of you improved.
a/n: the amazing and precious @wordbunch inspired me to write these bc of her lotr/th characters as taylor swift songs posts & i couldn't be more excited to finally post this labor of love!! thank you bestie for listening to me scream abt this for nearly two months lol
kíli: foreigner’s god
he loves outside of his race and this fact causes undue scorn to be thrown at his feet. it’s unheard of for almost any dwarf, let alone one from the line of durin, to do such a thing. this does not deter him - it empowers him; if his heart could go against the traditions forged into his bones, molten in his hot blood, how could it not be true? the strength of his love is what helps him ignore the doubts shouted by the prejudice plaguing those who know nothing of his heart. that, and the sound of your laughter at his antics, the soft smiles only given to him when he’s being a little too charming… he could go on.
bilbo: like real people do
as much flack as bilbo gets from the company for not being conventionally tough, he’s not weak by any means. he’s familiar with the pain of loss, and how the ways one tries to rise above the grief that follows aren’t always savory. he knows there’s a respect to be found in the absence of prying questions, choosing simply to coexist in the feelings and allow answers to come in their own sweet time. he’ll put some tea on to cook and scrounge up some leftovers from the previous meal, sitting beside you and letting the comfort flow naturally, his soft lips soothing the most tender aches.
dwalin: work song
just looking at him, you wouldn’t think dwalin a sap. but with his insanely strong sense of loyalty and stalwart dedication, he can’t be anything but. he’s faced down innumerable evils in his time, braved the fiercest of storms that many of his comrades didn’t; none of them even come close to keeping him from you. your arms welcome him home without question after each fight he braves, and your letters tucked into secret compartments in his armor keep him warm between embraces. he’ll read them by the fire every night when he’s away, every gentle word carrying his mind away from thoughts of the day’s turmoil.
thorin: sedated
this sweet, sad man doesn’t think he deserves good things in life. this, unfortunately, includes having someone love him despite his flaws and past mistakes. he couldn’t resist admitting his feelings for you and was ridiculously shocked that you reciprocated & allowed him to love you. on nights when he feels his failures deeper, he’ll try to convince you that he doesn’t deserve you. vitriol will escape from worried lips and terrified heart, piercing you in the way only a lover knows how. a soft kiss, gentle words, and a few strokes through his hair will soothe these wounds from him for a time and allow him some of the peace he’s fought to find, but doesn’t always believe is earned.
nori: it will come back
it was decades since the last time nori thought of love, even longer since he believed himself worthy of it. meeting you only solidified his disbelief; how could someone look at him and see someone that deserved such a pure thing, after everything he’s done in his life? he’s stolen, lied, cheated, and killed to survive (and sometimes not for mere survival). his attempts to spurn you away from him only increased your determination to break through the fortress he built around himself. he could only be strong against your advances for so long before he crumbled, reluctantly accepting the love and peace and safety you offered so freely.
bofur: nobody
bofur’s done a lot in his time. he was born in the blue mountains, a colony that never seemed to find the prosperity needed to do more than simply survive. he is a brother, uncle, cousin, friend, toymaker, miner, member of the great company that reclaimed erebor. but through all his adventures and hardships, he never lost his playful streak. he wants to have fun with who he loves, wants a little bit of mischief to make his laugh louder and brighter. bofur is a fun-loving soul who, despite his wandering past, will always choose you over anywhere that you’re not.
ori: francesca
ori’s life has never been a peaceful one. being raised by dori and being followed by the whispers of his late amad’s reputation (not to mention nori’s) without a mountain to call home, it weighed on his shoulders. even his craft, the pride of every dwarrow worth their beard, happened to be one seen as miniscule in importance compared to smithing. every moment spent with his one, doing anything or nothing at all, eases the burden he carries and makes every moment of strife worth it just to be with the soul made to mirror his.
fíli: i, carrion (icarian)
your love for him seems almost too good to be true, the remnants of stories told in dusty tomes written by those with far more eloquence than he can claim to possess. that being said, he is definitely not one to look a gift boar in the mouth. he relishes in each tender moment, every second spent in your presence that carries him far beyond the constraints life has placed upon him. but he recognizes that life isn’t always so simple, retreating into your arms and wishing that everything around you both just disappears. there’s always reality, waiting patiently outside of your chambers for one faulty misstep to throw you both askew. that’s why he dedicates himself to showing you that if life does what it does best and deals harsh blows, he will be there for you through it all.
dori: shrike
dori never had time for love; he had two brothers to protect, one more wily than the other was young. his focus was on getting his brothers through the days, putting food on their plates and the semi-frequently used stash of bail money well-stocked. he allowed his feelings for his one to fall to the wayside in the name of preservation. he ignored their call for decades and braved out the pain that came with such a silence. he begged for his one’s forgiveness every time they called for him. but once the mountain was reclaimed and his brothers safe, he yearned for what he could have had. he would approach his one with much regret and sorrow for the time lost, but a pure hope that they could find forgiveness in their heart for him.
tauriel: unknown/nth
to earn her love is a feat unlike that which the world has known for a long time. being seen as worth all these mortal struggles and painful toils in the eyes of an elf, let alone one as fierce as tauriel, is quite the achievement to anyone outside looking in. to the red-haired warrior in question, though, giving her love to you has the same unthinking ease as breathing; it’s beyond instinct to do and just as necessary to her survival. you’re worth every century spent alone, every moment after knowing you spent away from you.
Warnings: Unhappy arranged marriage but nothing violent or abusive
Description: A forbidden romance blossoms between King Thranduil's arranged bride to be and the Prince of Erebor. (Loosely inspired by Romeo & Juliet without the death part.)
Will make a part 2 if you guys want it. :)
These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which as they kiss consume.
The breeze felt wonderful against your skin after being indoors for so long. You inhaled deeply, allowing the fresh scent of the forest to fill your lungs as you relished in the sounds around you. The chirping birds, the rustling leaves… The walls you’d been kept behind were quiet, far too quiet for your taste. You were used to the sounds of life in the forest, and to be surrounded by the familiar noises once again filled you with delight.
“Lady (Y/N), we should probably get back.”
Temporarily, at least.
You turned to look back at your escort. Tauriel, the captain of King Thranduil’s guard, had been reassigned as your personal escort the day you’d arrived. She was around your age, both of you quite young for elves, and in spite of the differences in your position she’d grown to be a close friend. Your only friend, really.
“You don’t have to call me that.” You reminded her once again.
She smiled, and you knew she would continue no matter how many times you told her otherwise.
“You are a lady, are you not? Soon to be the queen?”
You grimaced at the reminder.
“Unfortunately.” You muttered under your breath. It was probably loud enough for her to hear, but you didn’t care. She was well aware of your feelings on the arrangement.
You had not come to the kingdom under your own will. Your father, a high lord of another elven kingdom, had desired an alliance between your people and the much more powerful elves of Mirkwood. In exchange for protection and trade agreements, he’d offered King Thranduil your hand. You were both surprised the king had actually accepted, and as soon as word arrived of his agreement to the terms you’d been sent off to Mirkwood the very same afternoon.
It was well known to many that the king had tragically lost his wife in a battle against orcs many years before. You were as shocked as anyone that he’d agreed to marry again, after he’d been intentionally alone for so many years. Upon your arrival he had been quick to inform you that the marriage was one purely of convenience, as your people had much to offer Mirkwood. Outside of that one conversation, you had not spent any time alone with the king. You’d not spent any time with him at all, really. Aside from the occasional dinner, which was also usually attended by his son, you had only seen Thranduil a handful of times since you’d arrived in Mirkwood a month before.
He was not unkind. From the small interactions you’d had with him he did not appear to be cruel or malicious. You sensed his hardened exterior had a lot to do with the loss of his first wife, and you could not fault him for that. For the most part since your arrival you had been left to your own devices within the walls of the kingdom. Thranduil had given you your own private chambers. They were large and luxurious, with the finest silken tapestries and hand carved furniture you could imagine. Your time was yours alone, as the king never sought an audience with you, and you spent it as you pleased. You’d grown close to Tauriel very quickly, and Thranduil’s son Legolas was also good company.
Though you could hardly complain about the lavish treatment and unending free time, it had grown into a lonely existence. Your chambers, though massive, felt cold and empty without someone to share it with. You’d explored every nook and cavern of Mirkwood, read every book and parchment in the library, and quickly grew tired of the same mundane routine you’d fallen into. Which, subsequently, led to your trip outside of the kingdom walls with Tauriel.
Speaking of Tauriel. You felt her step closer to you as she whispered in your ear.
“It could be far worse, (Y/N). I know this is not what you wanted, but Thranduil is a fair and noble man. You will have a good life here.”
You knew she was right. As a highborn lady in your home kingdom, you’d watched many friends married off to unsavory men over the years. Of all the arrangements you could have ended up with, you’d been matched to the King of Mirkwood. You knew you would live a good life, a luxurious life. But you also knew you were walking into a loveless marriage, and the prospect of being alone pained you. Elves lived long lives, and you couldn’t imagine being a wife in name only for a thousand years or longer. You desired love and true companionship.
As you looked back at her, nodding your head in resignation of the truth you knew she spoke, she gestured over her shoulder towards the direction of the gate. Time to return. You relented in defeat, following her as she began winding her way back through the woodland trails. The forest was safe now, the spiders having been driven off for good shortly after the Battle of the Five. The king was still reluctant to allow anyone to leave, and it had taken some persuasion on Tauriel’s part to get him to allow the adventure. You hoped he would consent to regular walks in the forest, so long as you didn’t try to abuse the privilege. He did not strike you as a controlling man, but he was certainly protective of his kingdom and those within it.
You took one last, deep breath of the fresh air before you stepped through the heavily guarded doors behind Tauriel. As you turned to say your goodbyes for the evening, you were approached by a taller, dark haired elf. You recognized him as one of Thranduil’s personal servants as he bowed before you.
“Lady (Y/N), the king has requested an audience.”
You looked between the messenger and Tauriel, unable to hide the expression of surprise that crossed your features. Thranduil had sent for you?
Tauriel nodded politely to you as she bowed, dismissing herself as the servant gestured for you to follow him.
“You know where to find me should you need me, my lady.” She said before turning and departing.
You followed the servant down the winding corridors, through the only passageways you were still unfamiliar with in the kingdom. As you and Thranduil had separate chambers and living spaces, you hadn’t had cause to explore the areas surrounding his rooms. You were surprised to find he had summoned you into his private quarters, rather than his throne room or the dining hall you semi-frequently gathered in.
The servant came to a halt in front of a large set of ornate doors and he knocked once before opening it, gesturing for you to step through. You stepped inside and the doors closed behind you. The servant didn’t follow you in, and as you continued on alone your mind raced with the possibilities of why Thranduil might have requested to speak with you.
You were surprised to find his chambers were not much more lavish than your own. He’d clearly spared no expense on your living quarters, as his shared the same style of furniture and tapestries as yours did. The only visible difference you could detect was that his rooms were just a slight bit larger than yours. As you rounded the corner into the main living area you found the king at last. He was standing with his back to you, and as you approached he did not turn to greet you. You stopped a few yards away from him, standing awkwardly with your hands clasped together. He was a king, after all, and you were uncertain if you should speak first. Surely he’d heard you enter.
After several long moments of silence, Thranduil finally spoke.
“How have you been finding the kingdom?” He asked, his back still turned to you. His arms moved as he spoke, and from behind it looked as though he were fidgeting with something on the table he stood before.
“Fine, your majesty.” You said quietly, not bothering to elaborate. You didn’t think he’d care too much for the details anyway.
“Have you been treated well?” He continued, still not turning to face you.
“Yes, your majesty.”
“You may call me Thranduil.” He finally turned, holding two goblets of red wine in his hands. He handed you one and took a long sip from his own before continuing. “We are to be wed, after all. Even if it is merely an arrangement.”
You nodded wordlessly as you accepted the glass. You remained silent, uncertain of what to say. He paused for a moment before he pivoted on his heel and began to walk back in the direction he’d come.
“I have received an invitation from King Thorin.” As he spoke he paced around the room, sipping from his goblet. It was clear he was as uncertain of what to do in your presence as you were in his. “They are holding a celebration in honor of the anniversary of Erebor’s reclamation. Would you care to attend with me?”
That was surprising. Despite the joint effort it took between the dwarves and elves to defeat the orc armies, they were still not on the best of terms. Thorin had, after all, attempted to keep the elves’ jewels to himself and nearly started a war between the two clans as a result. There was an uneasy peace between the two, now that the dwarves resided in the mountain once again, and you were surprised that Thranduil would be willing to travel all that way to be in the company of dwarves.
“Yes your ma- Thranduil.” You quickly corrected yourself.
He paused and turned to look at you, though he did not make a move to step closer.
“I do not expect love to grow between us.” He said flatly. “But we should be able to tolerate each other, should we not?”
You nodded.
“Yes, I would say so.”
He nodded in return as he held his wine glass out, indicating a toast.
“Very well then. We leave in one week's time.”
**
The journey from Mirkwood to Erebor had taken two days, and with the lavish way in which Thranduil liked to travel it was not an uncomfortable trek as you’d anticipated. You arrived at the mountain kingdom well rested, and rather excited at the prospect of a feast. From what the king had explained of dwarvish parties he remembered from the late King Thror’s time, the feast could go on for days. You would be arriving at the tail end of the celebration, as Thranduil had planned. Dwarves were apparently a rambunctious bunch, and as Thorin had requested Thranduil stay and tour the mountain afterwards he had not wanted to spend more time with them than he needed.
Erebor was as magnificent as you’d been told. It was amazing how the mountain had been transformed and rebuilt in merely a year's time. Though you were used to the splendor of elven realms, as both Mirkwood and your birth home were lavish and beautiful, there was something awe-inspiring about the kingdom under the mountain. The halls were endless, sprawling on in either direction as far as your eyes could see. The ceilings were impossibly high, and despite the kingdom being built into the side of a mountain there seemed to be an abundance of light flowing from any given direction. To look down at the winding staircases that led deeper into the heart of the mountain would make you dizzy, if you stared too long. The stone walls were carved and inlaid with intricate designs of gold and silver, telling the tales and the history of the line of Durin. You had studied many languages, and Khuzdul was one you were somewhat familiar with. You’d found yourself stopping every few feet along the walk to your chambers to read the inscriptions on the walls.
Legolas, Tauriel, and a handful of others had made the journey along with yourself and Thranduil. The dwarves had spared no luxury for your group, as you’d each been housed in your own private chamber within the mountain. Dwarvish extravagance was very different from that of your elven home. Where the elves valued natural elegance, which involved a lot of carved wood and intricate silks, the dwarves had more of a rugged taste. Your rooms consisted of chiseled stone furniture and fixtures, inlaid with even more gold and a number of jewels you had never laid eyes on before. Though it was very different from your home in Mirkwood, it still felt comfortable and welcoming.
The dwarf servant that had been assigned to your care had asked what could be provided to make your stay more enjoyable, and she was delighted at your request for books to read later in the evening. She seemed impressed at your ability to read and understand Khuzdul, as many elves didn’t care or bother to learn the language of the dwarves. You’d noticed the air of arrogance Thranduil and Legolas, and even Tauriel, had displayed since your arrival, and you made it your mission to change the dwarves’ opinion of elves, even if the others chose not to do the same.
After resting and dressing for dinner, you’d met Thranduil and the others in the hall. He extended his arm out to you automatically, as though it were expected rather than something he cared to do. You’d accepted it regardless. As you walked along he did not look down at you, or even acknowledge your dress or appearance for the event. Was this the life you were destined for? Emotionless, cold… Doing things merely out of duty and not from love? You felt your heart sink as you walked along beside the king. It was a lonely existence.
The feast was in full swing by the time you arrived. It was chaos. There were long, sprawling tables lined with food and more dwarves than you could count. As you watched, food flew from every side of the room, ale spilled across the tabletops and onto the floor, and dwarves moved about, falling over themselves and each other. It was clear the drinking had been going on for much longer than the actual feast.
“They behave like animals.” Thranduil muttered under his breath.
Despite having never been in the company of dwarves before, you found yourself surprisingly unbothered by their behavior. They seemed to be enjoying themselves, which was more than you could say for your royal escort. It was certainly more rambunctious than any elvish party you had ever attended, but at least they were having a good time.
As your party approached a large table at the head of the room, one of the dwarves stood to greet you. He was dark haired with a matching dark beard. Streaks of gray peppered both his long hair and speckled his face, and with the gold and emerald crown atop his head you took him to be the king. As he stood he extended his hand in a greeting.
“King Thranduil.” He bowed his head out of respect to the elven king as he placed his hand across his chest. “We are pleased you could make the journey.”
Thranduil nodded tightly in return, also bowing his head to Thorin to your surprise.
“King Thorin.” He said politely, though you could hear the hint of tension in his voice. “This is my betrothed, Lady (Y/N). You’ve met my son, Prince Legolas.”
Thorin nodded at you both before gesturing to the dwarves seated on either side of him. On one side sat a woman, with dark hair similar to his own. They shared a stark resemblance, down to the neatly trimmed beard she wore as well. On his other side sat a younger dwarf, who also matched the seeming familial resemblance to the other two. He had wavy, golden hair with braids woven through. His braided mustache bounced as he nodded his head in respect.
“A pleasure, my lady. My prince. This is my sister, Lady Dis. My nephew and heir, Prince Fili. My other nephew will be joining us shortly.” As he spoke he gestured to two empty seats on the opposite side of the prince. “King Thranduil, would you and your betrothed join us at the head table?”
Your eyes traveled to the spot down from the empty spaces. You recognized the king of the newly rebuilt city of Dale, Bard. The one who had been responsible for slaying Smaug, if you remembered the story correctly.
Thranduil’s increasingly strained smile caught your attention from the corner of your eye, and you couldn’t help but smirk a bit in response. You knew the last thing he’d wanted for the evening was to be sandwiched between the dwarves he still wasn’t overly fond of and the humans he held in equal disdain. However you knew his kingly pride would not allow him to turn down the offer. You, on the other hand, were excited to continue on with your mission of making the dwarves see the elves in a better light.
“We’d be honored.” He said, forcing an even larger fake smile. As another dwarf servant appeared and escorted Legolas and the others to their table, Thranduil gestured for you to choose your seat first. Unable to resist the humor of making the king even more uncomfortable, you opted for the seat next to Bard, leaving Thranduil no choice but to sit and make conversation with the dwarven king and prince.
“It’s a pleasure, my lady.” King Bard said as you sat, extending his hand to help you into your seat. “I was not aware that King Thranduil had taken a bride.”
“It’s a new development.” You said, quickly attempting to divert the conversation away from your engagement. “How is the work on the city going?”
As the two of you made light conversation and exchanged pleasantries, speaking of the rebuild of Dale and the newly reformed relations between dwarves, elves, and men, you began to lose track of time. Several courses came and went, and ale and wine continued to flow freely. Though the elvish tolerance made your kind more resistant to the influence of alcohol, the steady refilling of your goblet as you chatted and sipped away had your head spinning before you’d realized what had happened. You began to feel warm, and as you breathed in and out your corset suddenly felt overwhelmingly restrictive around your chest.
Air. You needed air.
Without thinking you turned to your fiance, grabbing his arm in an attempt to get his attention.
“Thranduil.”
He turned to you, and as his eyes met yours his brief look of annoyance quickly turned into one of concern as he noticed your flushed and panicked face.
“Are you alright?” He asked quietly, and you were surprised to find that he actually appeared to be worried for your wellbeing.
You nodded in reassurance, not wanting to cause a scene as you felt the eyes of Bard and Thorin also turning to you.
“I’m just feeling a bit warm, I think I’m going to step out for a moment.”
Thranduil gave a small nod in return, and you quickly stood and excused yourself from the table.
You were uncertain of where to go, as you’d only arrived in the mountain earlier that day and had not had a chance to get to know your way around. The way back to your room felt somewhat familiar, and you decided a quick stroll there and back might help clear your head. As you wove through the crowd, deftly avoiding numerous drunk and stumbling dwarves, you found that a makeshift dance floor had formed directly in front of the entrance, and only exit, to the great hall. You were unfamiliar with the dwarvish music, but it was much softer and merrier than you expected. Dozens of couples twirled around, following footwork that was unknown to you but something they seemed to know by heart. You were transfixed for several moments, watching them move about with an ease and grace that you didn’t know came so naturally to dwarves. After a few minutes you remembered your desire for some air, and decided you’d still like a short break from the commotion before you returned to the table. You tried to move nimbly along the outskirts of the dance floor, trying to avoid crashing into dancing dwarves as you stayed as far out of the way as possible. As you turned back to watch momentarily, still intrigued, you felt yourself collide solidly with another body. Before you had the chance to correct your footing you found you were falling backward. You braced yourself for the impact, but before your body could crash into the stone floor a pair of arms wrapped tightly around you, and you felt yourself being pulled into a broad chest.
Your gaze turned forward, looking for the source of your rescue in order to thank whoever had saved you from splitting your head open. As your eyes searched the space in front of you they spotted the top of a head of brown hair; the person to whom it was attached stood a few inches shorter than you. It was a dwarf, if you had to guess. He was still cradling you tightly against him, as though he anticipated you might fall backward again at any moment. You felt his grasp loosen as he leaned back to look up at you, though his arms still remained wrapped around your body.
He was young. The difference in how dwarves and elves aged was unfamiliar to you, but judging by his lack of a beard and softer features you assumed he was not an elder. He had wavy brown hair that was pulled partially back, save for a few loose strands and a fringe of bangs that framed his face and a pair of dazzling brown eyes. Though he lacked the fuller beard and mustache that most dwarves wore he did have a sprinkling of stubble across his face. The lack of a beard allowed you to fully appreciate his chiseled jawline and lips, the latter of which currently sported a wide grin. He was quite handsome, and you couldn’t help but stand and stare down at the stranger for several long moments.
Too long, you realized. How long had you been standing in silence, staring at the nameless man? It would surely look bad if anyone from your party came strolling by.
“I’m sorry sir-” You started. As you stuttered out an apology you moved to step backward, and subsequently tripped again. The young dwarf immediately grasped your arm tighter to steady you and you felt a blush creep into your cheeks in response. So much for the grace and elegance of the elves.
“The fault was entirely mine, my lady.” He said in return, his kind smile widening at your flustered speech and clumsiness. He didn’t appear to be bothered by your awkwardness; on the contrary, he seemed to enjoy it. His touch lingered on your arm, ensuring you would not fall again before he slowly released his grasp.
“I’d hardly say so, you were merely walking by and I was not watching where I was going.” Despite your embarrassment you felt a smile spread across your face as well. The kind twinkle in his eyes was contagious, and you quickly felt your fluster fade the longer the two of you spoke.
“Well if you’re so inclined to make amends, you can honor me with a dance.” As he spoke he extended his hand toward you, and in the same motion he nodded his head toward the mass of dancing bodies. The music had slowed to something much less upbeat, something you were sure even you could keep up with.
You paused. The nameless man had intrigued you, that was for certain. But would dancing with a random dwarf enrage your royal fiance? You craned your neck to look back in the direction of the table you had been sat at with Thranduil and the other royals, but from your position near the dance floor you could not see them. Which meant more than likely they could not see you either. Even so, would it really be that big of a deal? You were supposed to be making peace, after all.
“That seems only fair.” You said as you turned back to face him. As you accepted his outstretched hand he grasped it tightly, as if he were afraid you’d disappear, and pulled you to the floor.
The two of you came to a halt in the middle of the mass of bodies. You were surrounded by other dancing pairs on every side, safely hidden away from any watchful eyes. As you rested your hand on his shoulder and entwined the fingers of your free hand with his you felt his other hand rest on your hip. The light touch sent a wave of goosebumps up the side of your body. It was more contact than you’d ever had with the man who was supposed to become your husband. Every point of contact your body had with the stranger felt as though it were on fire.
Seeming to know you were unfamiliar with the music he took the lead, tugging you gently back and forth until you became comfortable with the simple steps of the dance. You swayed together for a few moments, neither speaking but simply watching each other in a comfortable silence. Though he was a bit shorter than you it was not by much. He stood at eye level with your nose, and you wondered if he were tall for a dwarf, or if you were short for an elf. Thranduil and the others had towered over Thorin, so you expected it was the latter. You had often been one of the smaller elves wherever you’d gone.
“So you are not from the Iron Hills, I take it.” He grinned up at you as he finally spoke, stating the obvious. There were many physical differences between elves and dwarves, but if your ears and impossibly long hair had not given you away your dress certainly would have. The high-necked and fitted gowns of the dwarven women were a stark contrast to the lower cut and flowing gowns of the elves.
“I am not.” You confirmed.
“Are you from Mirkwood?” He continued.
“I am living in Mirkwood, but I am from somewhere farther.”
“And are all the elves as graceful as you?” He asked. As he spoke he attempted to keep a serious face, as though it were a genuine inquiry. He failed, and before you had the chance to respond to his prodding a smirk broke through his stoic expression.
“Well I’ve often suspected I’m not entirely an elf.” You said matter-of-factly, playing along with his teasing. “Grace has never been my strong suit.”
“Why do you say that?”
“I didn’t know my mother. My father does not speak of her. And as you’ve so keenly pointed out, I do lack the natural elegance of the elves.” Why were you telling him this? You’d only just met the man, and yet you found yourself spilling out the innermost things you’d only ever wondered to yourself.
“And the height.” He quipped, confirming your earlier thoughts. “But you are no less stunning.”
You felt a warmth spread across your face, and you were certain you’d blushed a scarlet red. He was more forward than you were used to, and although you enjoyed the company of the cheeky dwarf you were also an engaged woman. To a king, no less. You’d become lost in the conversation, fully absorbed in the moments shared with the handsome stranger. To the point you had almost forgotten you were still in the center of a crowded dance floor. You realized the two of you had stopped moving and instead stood staring at each other again. His eyes were mesmerizing. His fringe of bangs had fallen partially to cover them, and you felt yourself drawn to reach forward and brush them away.
“Are you from Erebor?” You quickly asked, sidestepping his compliment. “Or have you traveled for the celebration?” You turned your gaze to the couples around you and tugged on his hand, indicating you should start moving again.
Out of the corner of your eye you could see his lopsided grin return, fully aware that you’d avoided the second part of his earlier statement. He followed your lead and began to sway with you, though you noted his grip had tightened on your hip.
“I live here.”
“Did you live here before the…” You trailed off, uncertain of how the dwarves spoke of the years the mountain stood uninhabited. Was it a sore subject still?
“Before the dragon?” He finished. “No. Why do I look that old?” His eyebrows furrowed together as he spoke, his expression unreadable.
You’d offended him.
“N- no. You don’t. I didn’t- I mean-” You felt your face flush red again as you stumbled over your words. Of course he couldn’t have been old enough to have lived through Smaug. Could he?
He laughed.
“I’m only joking.” He assured you. As he spoke he stopped moving again, and gestured over his shoulder to the exit you’d been attempting to make it to before. “Would you like to take a walk? I could show you around a bit while everyone is in here. The halls will be empty”
You felt a flutter run through your stomach at the prospect of being alone with the mystery man. It was a feeling you’d never experienced with Thranduil, and expected you never would. You checked over your shoulder again, still unable to see the head table from where the two of you stood. But again, would it be so bad? Accepting a tour of the kingdom from a dwarf? You had made it your mission to change their view of the elves, after all. You wordlessly nodded, accepting his invitation, and he grinned widely in return as he took your hand and led you nimbly through the crowd.
The halls of Erebor appeared impossibly larger while empty. The stranger led you up and down staircases, pointing out different areas of the kingdom and showing you various repairs that had been completed in order to reverse the damage done by the dragon. As you walked together you lost track of time again, and you wondered how long you’d been absent from the table. Had Thranduil noticed? Likely not. He never seemed to notice or care when you were gone.
“So how did you come to live in Mirkwood?” Your escort finally asked, his attention turning from the newly rebuilt throne to you. “You mentioned earlier you were not from there.”
“My…betrothed.” You started hesitantly. “He lives in Mirkwood.”
You paused, waiting for the inevitable reaction. You were promised to another, and it pained you to tell him. You felt an undeniable draw to this man who’s name you did not know. There was a familiarity and comfort with him, something you’d never felt before and certainly did not feel with Thranduil. As you waited for him to excuse himself and leave you standing alone in the halls you held your breath, dreading the fallout.
“Oh.” He sounded surprised at the revelation, but not upset. He made no move to run away from you as he continued. “You do not sound happy about the arrangement.”
You breathed a sigh of relief, grateful that he had not fled at the mention of your fiance. Though you’d made no mention of your unhappiness with the king, he seemed to have noted that it was not a joyous engagement. You wondered if it were that obvious to everyone when you spoke of Thranduil.
“I’m not.”
“Does he not treat you well?” He asked. You noticed a look of concern that immediately furrowed lines in his face.
“In order to treat me well or not well he’d have to spend time with me.” You said, offering him a sad but reassuring smile that your intended was not an unkind man. “And we do not spend any time together. He told me when I arrived we were to be together in name only.”
“That sounds terribly lonely.”
“It has been.” You continued quietly. Your gaze turned back to the designs etched into the stone floor as you walked. Who was this stranger? This man you’d known for an hour at most, but somehow you felt more comfortable with than anyone you’d ever met before. You wanted to know him better, but that would surely be impossible.
The two of you walked on in silence for several minutes before he spoke again.
“Has he seen you?” He asked suddenly.
“What do you mean?”
“Has he laid eyes on you?” He asked again, a hint of urgency in his voice.
“Well, yes, I’m here with him.” You stated simply. What was he getting at?
The man shook his head as he turned from you back to stare ahead as you walked.
“He is a madman, then.”
“How so?”
“To possess a woman so divine and not spend any time with her…” He trailed off, shaking his head again as though in disappointment. “The only conclusion is he must be insane.”
You felt your cheeks flush at his statement. This stranger had spoken more kind words to you in an evening than Thranduil had in a month. Who was this man?
“I don’t know if I would say that.” You said quietly, keeping your eyes focused on the ground as you spoke.
“I would.” He stopped suddenly and took your hand, pulling you to a stop with him. He tugged you around to face him, and kept your hand locked tightly in his as he spoke. “Tales will be written of your beauty some day. You are the fairest princess in the most wonderful fairytale. The most beautiful and elegant of all the elves in all of the realms. The most precious jewel under this mountain. If he is not insane, your betrothed is surely blind.”
The way he stared up into your eyes sent another flutter through your stomach. Something you’d sorely lacked with Thranduil. Passion. You felt it as strongly as anything, the unmistakable feelings of desire and attraction swirling within you. It was as though the force of gravity itself had shifted, and rather than grounding you to the earth you stood on it was pulling you towards this stranger instead.
“You flatter me, sir. I do not even know your name.” You whispered. As you spoke you felt yourself unconsciously pulling against his hand, tugging him closer to you. He stepped forward willingly, bringing your bodies only inches apart.
“I am-” He began.
“Kili.”
The both of you jumped at the unfamiliar voice that invaded the intimate bubble you’d enclosed yourselves in. You quickly released his hand and stepped backward, putting as much space as possible between you as the intruder approached. The young blonde prince you’d met earlier, Fili if you remembered correctly, was strolling toward the two of you.
“My lady, this is my brother, Prince Kili.” He said by way of introduction as he came to a halt beside him. “Brother this is Lady (Y/N), the intended of King Thranduil.” It seemed as though he were offering a reminder to the pair of you, rather than an introduction.
His brother. The king’s nephew. Of course it was.
The stranger you now knew to be Kili was staring at you, the pieces falling into place as his eyes widened.
“Thranduil…” He mumbled. “Of course.”
Fili raised an eyebrow in confusion at his brother's muttering before turning his attention back to you.
“My lady, your fiance requested I come check on you. Are you well?” He asked. He was far more formal and royally appropriate than his brother had been for the past hour.
You quickly slipped back into a more formal mode yourself, straightening your back and clasping your hands behind you. You nodded respectfully at the elder prince.
“Thank you, Prince Fili. Prince Kili was just escorting me back to my room. Will you tell King Thranduil I am not feeling well and would like to retire for the evening?”
He nodded.
“I will. Brother, our king has requested your presence. Do you know the rest of the way back, my lady?” As he spoke he pulled on his brother's arm, indicating they should return to the hall as quickly as possible. You hoped nothing had been made of your joint absence, though given the fact you’d not been introduced earlier the connection would have been a longshot for anyone to make.
“I do.” You said, giving the older brother a reassuring smile as he turned to leave. “It was nice to meet you, Kili.” You felt a pang of sadness. The evening had gone by far too quickly, and you knew you were not likely to see the handsome prince again.
“And you, (Y/N).” He took your hand in his and kissed it gently, allowing his lips to momentarily linger against the delicate skin of your hand. He released it and quickly stood, leaning in to whisper in your ear before following his brother. “I will find you again.”
Exactly what’s on the tin! (о´∀`о) I want some good Isekai reader inserts where the reader finds themselves in Middle Earth. Whether that takes place during The Hobbit or 60 years later during The Lord of The Rings, I enjoy them both.
Again, I prefer Reader inserts. I would prefer for the reader to be a woman but honestly anything is ok. ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
And I would love for it to be a romance. Any character, legit. Any single one of them. Is it set during The Hobbit? Thorin, Kili, Fili, Bilbo, Thranduil or Bard. Just about anybody. Oh, I’m about to rock it with The Fellowship. Boromir, Legolas, Aragorn. I don’t care. I’m just a sucker for reading about romance ok. ( ✌︎'ω')✌︎
And hey, it doesn’t have to have romance. If you have read a good modern reader insert and it doesn’t have romance in it at all, go ahead and throw it my way too~. ٩( 'ω' )و
It doesn’t even have to take place during the movie timelines. It could just be set in the world. Maybe involving Glorfindel, Elladan, Erestor, Ellorhir. (I think I spelled those names right, I’ve seen a few fics with them in it and they were pretty good!) (￣^￣)ゞ
★彡☆彡Thank you so much for all your help! Have a good daynight! ☆彡★彡
If your requests are open, and you are comfortable with it, could you maybe please do a King Thranduil x reader one-shot where reader has cancer and it is like angsty?
the toll of sickness | thranduil x reader
a/n: Anon, I am sincerely sorry for the long wait, but I wanted to provide all the angsty venting and comfort I could for you in this! Thank you for your request! I wanted to do this right by you. I hope this helps soothe whatever parts of you need soothing today. I don’t know anon’s/anyone’s specific diagnosis or symptoms, so I’m doing my best to remain respectful and widely general with the topic of cancer. I took inspiration from my own experiences with the mental/emotional toll of long-term chronic illness to supply a plot to resolve, I hope that’s okay (and still relatable). <3
The reader is implied feminine in this as they are referred to as lady/queen, but otherwise, I did my best to keep it gender-neutral with descriptions.
This could also be interpreted as a reader with chronic illness.
DO NOT REPOST MY WORK. GIF EDIT IS MINE.
summary: after a long day of tiresome treatments and the heaviness of your thoughts, you retreat to your chambers to seek the comfort of your husband’s arms.
warnings: mentions of cancer (the reader has cancer), mentions of cancer treatments and symptoms (including needles), medical exhaustion, nonsexual nudity and nonsexual bathing, open discussions of symptoms, fear of death
word count: 6.1k
music: As Long As We Both Shall Live by Bear McCreary
elvish translations: melamin = my love, melda = my dear/beloved
“I think we will conclude here for today, my lady.”
The head healer’s voice drew your wayward attention back to his prim features. His thin lips spread into a smile as he gently unstrapped the tight leather band above your inner elbow, releasing the tension from your skin. The long syringe with its glass barrel was gently pulled from the blue vein that the pressure had highlighted. You rubbed your arm subconsciously as he set aside the supplies for cleaning, hoping the motion would rid your flesh of the awful sensation of being probed.
You blinked away your muddled thoughts. Briefly, you worried that perhaps he had been talking to you long before you’d heard his assessment to end the treatments for the evening. If you had, you were grateful to find no resentment in his gaze for your absentminded silence.
He softly closed his collection of books that had been displayed around a table on the wall adjacent to your cushioned cot in the infirmary. With a bottle of herbal salve, he applied a generous portion to the inner curve of your elbow, satiating any irritation from his needles. The cool gel of the aloe soothed the itchy redness, while the lavender masked the sterile scent of the medications and intensely bitter herbs.
You glanced up from the healer’s gentle efforts, trying on your best smile. “Thank you for your diligence today, Sudryl. It is very much appreciated.”
He bowed his head as he clasped your hand between his palms, “It is always a pleasure to tend to you, my queen. We will resume tomorrow morning if it suits your schedule?”
“My schedule is always free for your remedies. Thranduil has made sure to take over many of my duties so we may focus on my treatment.”
Sudryl smiled once more as he helped you stand from the cot, draping your silken robe over your bare arms as he did so. “The king is very wise, your majesty. I know you detest this period of healing you’re undergoing, but you mustn't mistake rest for idleness. Your people desire greatly for your full recovery, myself included. In order to achieve that, your rest is crucial.”
You didn’t know what to say. Rest was crucial, you knew that. As were the innumerable treatments and remedies being applied and adjusted every day.
But didn’t anyone understand that you were tired of all of this? Exhausted by more than just the cancer and its seemingly endless repercussions that it presented almost daily. Worn down by more than just needles and salves and bitter syrups that lingered in your throat.
You missed feeling well-rested when you woke up in the mornings after a long sleep—you missed having the energy to spend your days fulfilling your duties as a queen, as a servant to her people. You missed the days in which every activity was not dictated or measured by searing pain or groggy fatigue. You were tired of wrestling with your body just to exist comfortably.
But it’s your duty to get better, they keep telling you.
It’s what everyone’s hoping for, your majesty.
Do your best to rest and eat well, my lady.
Don’t give up hope, Queen (Y/n). You are blessed among our kin!
The people have been petitioning their prayers to the Valar fervently, your grace.
They were supposed to be words of encouragement spoken to invigorate your fighting spirit, to ignite that spark of determination that was starting to flicker these last few months. But these endless strains of hope and enlightenment had started to weigh heavily upon your shoulders like a milkmaid’s yoke, and with every well-intentioned word and chorus of song another stone was dropped into the buckets you carried.
The pressure to recover for the sake of others was beginning to feel like too much—the toll of the sickness itself was enough for one to worry about, was it not? Not only did you feel this fearsome desperation to recover for your own sake, for your own life, but also the need of a thousand other voices begging for a show of strength you didn’t feel tangible anymore.
The summoning of one of your servants outside the infirmary doors reminded you that the hour to retire for supper was nearing presently. You felt your posture deflate as it dawned on you that you couldn’t yet retire for the day. Although your extravagant evening meals were one of the few constants that motivated you to follow your days through until nightfall, your hunger had dispersed in the last few days. Being seated at a stiff table dressed with rich delicacies and savory wines sounded nothing short of torture at the moment, even with the promise of dessert.
The servant curtseyed in the broad doorway as Sudryl led you across the room. You couldn’t help but tense as your legs tremored from the sudden activity. A long exhale slipped through your pursed lips.
“My queen,” She rose gracefully, her hands folding together at her waist. “Your supper with the king is nearly prepared. He will be present in the dining hall shortly as soon as his meeting has concluded. I was advised to escort you there safely.”
Clutching onto Sudryl’s forearm, you hesitated to address the messenger. You couldn’t help the expression of distaste that twisted your face. The thought of food was not the only thing that churned your stomach at that moment; the prospect of being walked through your own palace as though you were an invalid, incapable of making it there of your own merit, as though every pair of eyes in this forest need offer you their due pity, bothered you even more than the risk of losing your supper to the toilet.
Knowing you couldn’t send her away under Sudryl’s watchful eye (for surely there would be further inquiries as a result of such an unnecessary dismissal), you managed to nod in thanks to her before turning to him. The head healer’s smile was brimming with empathy. You tried not to feel offended by his pitying compassion. He leaned forward and pecked your cheek reverently, bidding you a respectful farewell until the morning.
You turned from him and followed the servant into the winding halls. Gaze following the eroded pathway of the massive tree roots beneath your sore feet, you bided the seconds until you were both too far to be noticed by any superior voices that might challenge your decision-making. When your footsteps halted, she turned to face you.
Her brows raised, she asked, “My lady? Is something wrong?”
“No, no. I’m alright,” You waved her worries aside with the vague gesture of your hand. “But I can manage the walk to the dining hall from here.”
Her brows drew together in an expression of confusion. You straightened your back—had she seen through your polite fib? Was it that obvious you had no intentions of eating this evening? Or was just she not used to being given conflicting commands between two monarchs?
“—On my own. I can make it there on my own.”
Her lips parted in protest as she recalled what you assumed were very clear orders from your husband only minutes prior. Stretching your hand out to gently touch her shoulder, you reassured her it would be alright. “I will explain to the king myself that I demanded to be left alone. No trouble will come to you, I promise. You will not lose your position.”
“But my lady, I—it is my duty is to ensure your safe arrival. Are you sure you don’t—?”
The irritation that swelled within you wasn’t her fault, you hastily reminded yourself. You bit back the frustrated sigh you wanted to release, tightening your polite smile. Reasoning with another person about what you wanted to do and why you wanted to do it was the last thing you presently wanted to deal with. Desperate to detach yourself from her and anyone else lingering about, you decided to be straightforward. No beating around the bush.
“I value your persistence, young one, but I would very much like to retire early tonight. You may inform my husband that I’ll be taking my meal in our chambers if you must.”
“Understood, your majesty. I shall inform the king. Have a good evening.” She dipped into an impulsive curtsy, quickly trailing back to the chancellery to relay your decision.
You didn’t even wait for her to pass beyond the long hall ahead before you turned in the opposite direction. Your private chambers weren’t too far from the infirmary, thankfully. However, it still took some resolve on your behalf to encourage your depleted energy through corridors and foyers all the way back to your comfortable bed. The silver silk of your robe billowed around your feet with every step, giving your eyes something other than walls of stone and root to follow.
You were sure your husband wouldn’t be taking the present news about your wellbeing all that agreeably. You could see it clearly in your mind—the disheveled, anxious worry in his eyes that he masked behind a wall of solemn regality. But you could always see what he was thinking. He wouldn’t like the fact that your treatments were taking more and more of a toll on your already wearisome state. He would like it even less when he found out you would soon be dismissing supper altogether.
His concern wasn’t for himself, of course. It was for you—it was always for you.
He wanted desperately for you to be able to enjoy your meals in the glittering brilliance of the dining hall, unperturbed by fatigue and nausea. He wanted you to be able to take those strolls through the forest gardens that you adored so much without the sore discomfort in your bones. He wanted you to relish in your life and its unrivaled importance. And most of all, he wanted desperately to take this lingering sickness away; he wished he had been born with a skill for healing like some of his kin.
But all he could give you were the promises of an unsure future and the enlistment of his most skilled associates and all relevant resources that could be found about your condition. And some part of you—some sad, twisted part of you—felt a rush of guilt that so much commotion and worry was being circulated about the kingdom on your behalf. And that guilt only made the whole affair all the more frustrating and maddening. These days, everything inflamed your anger. This whole tumultuous ordeal seemed to be unraveling more than just your physical state.
You knew it was ridiculous to feel responsible in some way for what was happening to you. You hadn’t chosen this, you hadn’t brought it on yourself—you most certainly didn’t deserve it. No one with cancer ever does. But reasoning with your inner turmoil was like wrestling a wild boar in the mud; there was never any true resolve without the cost of more anxieties, more wounds, more gashes in your soul. And the more you tried to gain a grip on yourself, the less grounded you became, the more it all slipped through your fingers.
The click of the door was a chime of resolve as you leaned against the tall wooden frame from within the calm confines of your spacious bedroom. Sliding out of your supple leather flats and letting your robe slump to your elbows, you took the first deep breath you had been able to control since earlier that morning. The king-sized bed frame creaked subtly as you lowered yourself onto the fluffed silken duvet. Ever so gradually, you felt the weight of the vertical world begin to reprieve from your muscles like steam rushing upwards from a boiling pot.
Rest wasn’t a cure for what ailed you, no, but Valar above, sometimes it felt like it.
Since your diagnosis—the terrifying sickness devouring your energy and livelihood from within your own body—nearly every day had been spent in the infirmary or the healer’s sanctuary, remedies administered by the hour, conversations turning tiresome and sour. It had begun to feel like your own home was a prison, the world beyond the palace unreachable, like every action was a strenuous transaction of vitality and exhaustion. Even just walking the gardens that lead into the forest had become inexplicably draining—it left you feeling as though you’d run to Mirkwood’s southern border and back rather than taking a few turns about the courtyard.
But here, on the cloud-like comfort of your private chambers, there was some reprieve from it all. There were no endless strands of questions about your well-being and your comfort and opinions on the tedious details of your health here—only the distant rush of the waterfalls that crashed brazenly into the river moat outside the palace gates. You could hear the chirping of the early summer insects as dusk narrowed on the horizon beyond the open terrace. There was no sterile smell of concentrated alcohol or the pungent gnawing of tart herbs. Instead, there was a faint aroma of lilacs wafting in from the gardens and the scent of your husband’s musk lingering in your bed.
Closing your eyes and rolling onto your lesser-sore side, you sought out the imprint that his body might have left there that morning. But the duvet was creased flat and folded with a chill under your skin. It was curious futility to think his warmth might have lasted after so many long hours away, you knew that; the bed was always plumped and remade in the mornings by your gracious servants. A coldness ran through you, engulfing your skin in little bumps that felt like prickling needles.
Too sore from your aches to unfurl the taut covers from the mattress and too comfortable to retrieve one of your husband’s many fur throws, you recoiled your arm and folded your limbs closer together, curling into a position that would magnify your own body heat. While quietly taking in the environment of your sanctuary, this small peaceful haven that almost made you forget the turmoil your body was enduring, you hardly noticed as you faded into a light slumber. Caught between the ebbing flow of consciousness as it bobbed around the sleepy release of your strained body, wading between thoughts and dreams.
Unaware of the passage of time as you laid there in groggy consciousness, you hardly felt the urge to stir from your position until you felt the back of someone’s hand on your cheek, the brushing aside of your askew (h/c) tendrils. Then you made out the quiet husk of a voice that hovered above you in the dark.
In the dark? Sunset was still a couple of hours away! And after that, dusk would linger still until the light vanished beyond the mountains to the west. Why was it already so dark?
Hadn’t it only been a few fleeting minutes since you’d closed your eyes, listening to the cicadas and savoring the sweetness of the summer flora? Eyebrows pursed, you could hear yourself attempt to answer, but the meticulous reply you’d fabricated in your mind was delivered in heavy vowels that grouped together lazily. Your speech felt like treacle slipping off your tired tongue.
A velvet chuckle reverberated in your perking ears.
“Have I forgotten my native tongue or was that a very poor attempt at Sindarin?”
Thranduil.
Your nose scrunched up as you fought to drain the sleepiness that was working against you so fervently. Before you could stir the tired droopiness from your eyes with eager fists, two gentle hands cupped your cheeks and swept their thumbs over your closed eyes. The motion was akin to a gentle massage, spanning your sore eyelids and dusting across your cheekbones, a cradling of your vulnerable stillness that filled your chest with a fond fervor. The supple tenderness of his lips collided briefly with yours before parting all too quickly.
“Mm?” Your vocabulary hadn’t quite refreshed itself, it seemed. “When d’dju geten?”
Another rumbling chuckle he didn’t bother trying to hide. You pictured his willowy frame standing primly in front of the tall gilded looking glass, unfastening his stuffier robes and tucking his powder–blonde hair behind his pointed ears, or perhaps even tying it back for the night as he often did.
Stars, it felt like there were weights on your shoulders pulling you back against the duvet as you forced yourself to sit up, like the muscles beneath your skin were unraveling at the seams. You rubbed your eyes and shooed your disheveled hair from your peripheral vision, glancing around the dark room for your husband’s silhouette. A flicker of light plumed suddenly in the sconce near the vanity, illuminating his fair features. The match in his hand extinguished with a puff of air from his lips before his pale blue eyes found yours.
“I only just came in,” he reassured you, “I’m afraid I underestimated how much wind some of our advisors have in their lungs, especially when provoked.”
Another votive flickered to life on the other side of the room, another match snuffed out under his breath. The sunlight outside had all but gone in the murky hours you had been asleep. Now that you could take in the mellow darkness of the evening without confusion, some part of you felt distressed about the sudden absence of natural light. The daylight, warm and golden, always brought you a sense of comfort. But now it was dark and grey and the light of the moon was cold, distant, and you hadn't had a chance to prepare yourself for it. Another chill ran across your skin as a more frigid breeze swept in from the open terrace.
“Did Sudryl have a chance to share the news with you before retiring this evening?” He asked, glancing over his shoulder at you. His lips pursed when he saw your unmoving figure still sitting on the edge of the bed, your back draped in silks, facing away from him. Your slumped posture told him all he needed to know about how you were feeling after your treatments—the exhaustion was palpable in how slow your palm rose to cradle your own forehead, in how shaky you were as you forced yourself up from the bed and took hold of the bedpost.
He was near you in an instant, his strong hands taking gentle hold of your bowed shoulders. There he was, combing the stray hairs on your head down with doting affection, all while the same frustrations were building up inside of you as your sleepiness dissipated.
“You needn’t rise for me, melamin, I am no guest.” He chided gently.
“I know, I just need a bath before we settle in for the night.”
“You’re in no state to manage that tonight, (Y/n)—”
“Thranduil, I haven’t rinsed off the ointments. I smell like the forest—and not in a good way.”
“You smell like an herb garden, fresh and natural, as all things should be.”
“Pungent is more like it,” You quipped, catching the accent of bitter walnuts exuding from your thin robes. It was that old, damp, dingy sort of bitterness that made you want to expel the air from your lungs with a snort when you caught a whiff of it—not the pleasant sort of musk from the gardens.
He laughed again, this time with more relief behind his eyes. Even though he knew you were spent from the day’s strenuous activities, the presence of your humor provided him with some semblance of comfort. And as for your own weary senses, his smooth strain of laughter was more than a consolation for the muted anxiousness that the infirmary always inflicted.
“Then let me help you.”
“Thranduil, I can do it mys—”
“I insist,” He offered decidedly, and you knew well enough from past experience that arguing with him on the matter would prove ineffective.
He gently looped your arm through the curve of his elbow, placing a sweet kiss to your messy hair before turning along with you toward the adjoined bathing chamber. You leaned into him for support and begrudgingly admitted to yourself that he was right—there was no way you could withstand the exertion on your own, at least not tonight. Not while you felt this lethargic, not while your stress levels were causing such tension throughout your body, making everything denser, slower, sluggish.
Once he led you into the warmly lit haven of the spacious chamber, the steam of the hot spring pool seemed to draw you in on its own accord. The walls and their rugged shapes made the flickering yellowness of the torchlight spread longer shadows among its natural angles and divots. The far right wall was connected to the run-off of one of the many springs that stretched like veins throughout the mountain palace—and it was little cavern rooms like this one that reminded you that you were living in the majesty of a low-peaking mountain, not just nestled in the forested density of the Greenwood.
You knelt at the rim of the bathing pool on the soft stone edge, dragging your hand through the clear blue water. The natural warmth of the hot spring invigorated you with a sense of eagerness as you remembered just how soothing these glowing pools always were. A gentle touch to your shoulder lured your attention back to your husband, who with a fond smile, was waiting to help you unravel your robes and underthings. Taking his hand, you were pulled to stand in front of him with the gentlest limits of his strength.
You hardly felt the pressure or the tugging of his lithe fingers as he helped you undress, his touch but a breeze across your sore skin. When you were naked and chilled from the exposure, he guided you into the blue waters and leaned over the pool’s edge to make sure you were steady on the outcropped seat of eroded stonework submerged in the water. As the bubbling warmth enveloped your flesh, your eyes fluttered shut with an involuntary sigh of relief.
There were very rarely things that proved effective for your ceaseless pains—medicines and supplements only lasted so long or relieved so little, and sleep was growing more difficult to manage. But this—the heat bubbling up from the earth, sorted through sediment and mineral—was the most relief you found these days.
When submerged in the hot spring bath, your entire body numbed to its own plague as your bones and muscles absorbed whatever benefits came from the terrain around you. You briefly wondered how you ever managed to get out the last time you soaked like this, with every inch of your flesh basking in the warmth that enveloped you.
You relaxed against the glossy stones, trying to quiet your mind of all the infernal anxieties pressing a weight against your chest. The noise of your thoughts made it difficult to focus fully on the soothing effects of the natural hot spring, tensing and loosening your muscles and posture between every harsh doubt.
With a fresh cloth he brandished from a side table, Thranduil dipped it into the warm bath and began gently scrubbing away the ground athelas mixture. He’d seated himself comfortably on the edge of the bath, submerging his calves into the pool to cradle you between them. The cloth strummed along your chest and stomach as he reached over and behind, where the herbs from Sudryl’s remedies had been infiltrating the cancerous sickness plaguing your organs. You hadn’t meant to show him how weak you felt, how tired you were, how desperately you needed this—but your head fell back to rest against his stomach despite this as the steam curled around you both, dampening your hair and foreheads.
After your rinsing from the spout of a silver pitcher, he coaxed oils and lathered soaps across your flesh, your own fingers clasping onto the pale skin of his forearm or around his leg, refusing to cease contact with him. And although he generously and willingly offered his aide while the healing minerals of that glowing pool of steam soothed you, some venomous voice in the back of your mind tried to feed you strings of doubt and loathing.
He shouldn’t have to do this. He shouldn’t have had to become my caretaker.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I wasn’t supposed to get sick—neither of us was.
He deserves more than this mess I’ve given him. He deserves better than me.
You cleared your throat, trying to silence the growing guilt and shame before that stinging swell of tears could grow any more than they already were.
“What was it you were going to tell me?” You asked after the first of his own sweet-scented oils was being lathered along your arms, turning you about to face him. “Earlier, you mentioned something about Sudryl?”
“Ah, that,” he nodded in remembrance, “I gather he didn’t mention anything about Lord Elrond to you today?”
“Lord Elrond?” You inquired, lifting your questioning gaze to meet his. “No—no, he didn’t. Has something happened? Something to do with our alliances? Or with that trade treaty we adjusted with Laketown in the spring—”
“No, melamin, nothing of diplomatic proportions—all is still amiable with our kin for the time being,” he reassured. When he glanced up at you, the tranquil hope glittering in his blue eyes soothed the curious worry growing in your mind. He almost seemed excited about something. It tugged the corners of your mouth into a brief smile. “I sent word to him a little more than a month ago now, I suppose, to see what he might be able to do about your condition, to inquire about whether his skill with healing might mend what ails you.”
You swallowed hard over the sudden discomfort of anxiety that rose again like bile in your throat at the mention of more treatment, more guests, more expectations for healing. More, more, more.
“He is to arrive within a week of his latest correspondence, which came this morning. Preparations are being made for his arrival as we speak.”
Unknowingly, your grip had tightened on your husband’s forearm, your nails digging shallow crescents into his skin. The sharp sensation drew his attention downward to your hands, his dark brows furrowing in concern. His fingers winding around yours brought your attention to your vice-like grip, which you promptly loosened.
“What is it, (Y/n)? Does this news not please you?”
The earnestness in his pale eyes pierced your heart, the guilt bubbling up in your mind again. You weren’t sure what worried you most. The prospect of more prodding, more treatments, more attempts that might lead to nowhere; the fuss being made across the realm about your condition, about this peculiar, harsh sickness that was so puzzling to even the brightest minds; or perhaps, most worrisome of all, was the fact that you were no longer able to manage the upkeep of a happy facade. So many people were hoping, praying, supporting, and tending to you.
And somehow, you found that to be the most exhausting part of it all. Not only were you fighting for your own body, for comfort and life, but you were trying to uphold and appease every pair of eyes that was eagerly awaiting your miraculous recovery from something you didn’t even know how to fight. There were so many hopes to meet, so many hearts to comfort on your behalf, and your resolve was quietly crumbling.
Before you could think to soften your words in an attempt to save Thranduil’s optimism, your lips began to move, a sudden impulse of tears gathering in your eyes. “What if there is nothing even Lord Elrond can do to cure this?”
He paused, his eyes searching yours briefly before his damp fingers reached up to caress your cheek. How had he not seen the disparagement growing behind your gaze, darkening the lilt in your voice? Hidden behind humor and mischievous quips, but no less obvious.
“If—if I do not show improvement, our people will lose their resolve. Everyone’s counting on me to get better, to show some store of strength I no longer have and I–I can’t will my body to right itself,” you bore to him, panicked and spent from months of effort, “I cannot give everyone the hope they're seeking from me."
“Oh, melamin,” his chin nestled over your ear as he murmured with such rich affection, pressing your face into the musky homeliness of his neck.
“I know I should be grateful for their support, for their prayers and their offerings, but it’s becoming too much, Thranduil. I don’t have the strength for a kingdom’s worth of miracles.”
“You do not owe anyone but yourself the grace of your strength. Had I known their encouragement had put pressure on you to perform, I would have silenced the lot of them.”
Despite his sincerity, you panicked on. “What if I am never rid of it? What if this is my blight that I must war with for the rest of my life?”
He sombered then, drawing in a deep string of air into his lungs. You could see him wrestling with the reality of your honesty, with the questions you both had been too afraid to speak aloud before now. Gathering himself, he drew you nearer to him, clinging to you with a brief urgency that almost startled you.
“Then we will rise together each day to face it. There will never be a single day that you will have to endure this on your own. Do you hear me? That is my promise to you—that my vow and my diligence will never waver where you are concerned.”
Your tears burned with his words and you worked to force them at bay, his sweetness drawing every sour fear and thought of guilt from your mind and onto your tongue. “I am so sorry for this life I have given you. You didn’t ask for this—you cannot be happy with me—with this-this terrible thing I’ve brought upon us. You deserve so much more, and I can no longer give it to you.”
“You’re apologizing—?” He questioned, his voice quiet in shock.
Your eyes clamped shut, forcing the well of sorrows from your eyes to plummet. Gently, he pulled himself back, repositioning his hands on your upper arms as if to garner your absolute attention.
“(Y/n), this life you have given me has been far more than I have ever deserved and could ever strive to. From the moment we met, you have enriched my life just by your existence alone, much less the many qualities and traits about you I have come to treasure beyond all fortune or success. You have given me everything, a dozen lifetimes over, in the mere centuries we have been together.”
“You cannot have wanted this,” you breathed out, hushed by your own shame.
“No, I did not want you to suffer with something so abysmal, something so beyond my control. Of course I did not want for your pain…but if this is our future, if this is our path together, then I want every minute of it, and I will not settle for a second less. I would upheave the very crest of the world and drown mountains in flame if it meant saving you. And if that makes me selfish or ruthless, then I will be the standard at which devils compare their sins.”
His hands had gradually found their way up to your face, cradling your damp cheeks with a sincerity that made your lip quiver.
“Look at me,” he whispered.
The sight of the tearful waterline reflected in his eyes drew a noise of curt regret from your lungs. Your sob pierced his heart, filling him with a desperation to amend the shame and anxiety plaguing your mind.
“If you truly believe that you are at fault for this sickness, then in turn I must be held responsible for allowing it to happen in the first place. As your husband first, but also as your king.”
“No, no that’s not true! It’s not even reasonable of you to—”
“Then how can it be your fault? How could any of this be on your shoulders? There is no sense in blame, (Y/n). Not here, not with this.”
There was a stillness after his words, a stillness that was meant for rumination, and sealed with his lips against your skin and hair. Your hands rose to rest against his chest, nestling them over the dip of his collarbone as you felt for comfort in the blur of your tears. His silence prompted an answer.
“It’s not my fault,” you replied.
“Say it again.”
“It isn’t my fault,” you echoed, meeting his gaze once more, “just as it isn’t yours.”
And as shocking as it was for you to realize it, you truly believed the words he encouraged from you. This sickness wasn’t your fault. Neither of you could have had any sway with fate or destiny, with whatever had brought this on. And perhaps, it just simply was, with no cause or fault at all. What mattered now was how kind you could be to yourself, how to take one moment of strife and find something in it to hold onto. Moments like this were one of those morsels between the ebbing aches of pain and grief that you could relish and devour again and again.
Thranduil leaned forward, pressing his sweat-laced brow against yours. “Do not ever blame yourself, melamin. Do not let those foul words pass between your lips again.”
You nodded against him, pulling him nearer. “I promise.”
In the long minutes that followed, there was the solace of quiet intimacy as he rinsed through your hair one final time, peppering you with kisses and caresses at every opportunity. He met you with a soft fluffy towel when he led you out of the bath, never allowing a breeze to nip at your damp skin. His touch was featherlight as he patted you dry from head to toe, scrunching your drenched tendrils of (h/c) hair without complaint.
“I’m still so afraid,” you managed the courage to speak aloud, “What if–...what if this sickness claims my life?”
“You will not part this world without me, melda. Not a single breath will leave your lungs without my sharing it, not a single heartbeat will we not share,” he vowed, the absolute belief in his voice making the promise all the richer, “there isn’t a corner in this world or any other that you could wander to that I would not accompany you.”
Your silk nightgown slipped over your outstretched arms swiftly, sliding down your body and into place comfortably. He did up the lace of the collar with efficiency, not missing the chance to playfully tug you closer with the slightest bit of his strength. You planted yourself against his chest, the smile on your lips effortless with his own. The firm warmth of his arms wrapping around you had the same sort of pain-numbing effect as the hot spring, lulling every fretful thought to a close. His somber laugh reverberated again, this time through your bones, bringing an ethereal kind of peace with it.
The pillows of your large four-poster bed were positioned, fluffed, and repositioned. You waited patiently, upon his insistence, as he untucked and pulled the puffy duvet back for you to crawl under. Once comfortably tucked beneath layers of silk and cotton, he assumed his place beside you, careful not to jostle the mattress as he settled, mindful that every movement enticed your discomfort.
His body heat made you sleepy as you sank further into the covers, fogging your thoughts with a drowsy anticipation for the release of slumber. You’d waited for this moment all day—it had been the image that had pushed you through the hours of treatment and questions—the moment you could finally burrow against his warmth and drunken yourself with his scent. There was a slight stirring as he reached off to the side to retrieve something on the bedside table.
The fluttering of pages caught your fading attention, pulling your heavy-eyed gaze toward the book in his grasp. “Would you like to continue where we left off?”
You smiled tiredly against his chest, not recalling the events of the book he’d been reading to you for the last few nights. Oftentimes, the first few pages would strike vividly in your imagination, but as his lustrous tone carried on through paragraphs and chapters, the sleepy security that his presence enticed made it impossible to recall anything beyond the thrilling hum of his voice. In all actuality, you were quite sure he didn’t mind if you knew anything at all about the story he was reading aloud. It was enough to hold you and be held.
Plot: After you are injured in a skirmish with a Warg hunting party, Thranduil takes it upon himself to clean and bandage your wounds.
Notes: This is a fic for @coffeeandbatboys for being a runner up in my Writing contest. I hope you like it~
*Nîn Meleth means "my love"
Warnings: Mentions of injuries, blood, bandages, etc. - Typical Whump/Comfort stuff.
Words: 716
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As you limped into the healing rooms, you winced from the pain shooting up your leg. Your leg burned where the warg had cut you, but you were lucky it was just a graze.
After one of the healers helped you to sit in your own healing room, you could hear the sound of quickened footsteps coming towards the healing rooms. You thought it was other soldiers coming in, before you heard a familiar voice echo through the room.
"Where are they? Were is Y/n?"
Looking up at the sound of the familiar voice, you saw Thranduil come around the corner. Once his eyes landed on you, you saw relief wash over his face. Though it only lasted a moment as worry replaced it as his eyes grazed over you.
His deep voice poured out with a hint of concern "Please tell me that's not your blood."
Looking down at yourself, you realized that your entire torso was covered in blood, as well as your entire leg. Meeting his eyes, you shrugged lightly. "Only some of it."
As a healer brought a basket of salves and bandages, you watched as Thranduil shooed them away, before he came and sat in front of you.
"What are you doing Thranduil?"
"What I trust no others to do." He said softly as he began to peel away your vest. "How much of this is your blood?"
You smiled softly as his gaze furrowed. "I have an arrow wound to my shoulder, a small dagger graze to my side, and a cut at my thigh from a warg."
You saw Thranduil's face knot up in anger and worry. "Why were the warg scouts this close to our borders?"
You knew he was not truly expecting you to know the answer, but you gave one anyway. "They seem to grow bolder by the day. Perhaps they wish to test us."
His eyes met yours. "Did any live?"
You shook your head, and you saw a light hint of satisfaction in his face. "Good. Then hopefully they should not test us again."
After Thranduil removed your bloodied and tattered shirt, he gently slathered your wounds in a healing salve, before gently wrapping your shoulder in bandages.
You watched him as he worked, enjoying the often hidden softness of his character. Out of anyone, you saw it the most often, but it was still reserved, apart from when you were completely alone.
Once you put on a soft robe, and removed your torn trousers, Thranduil, took your leg and draped it over his. You felt an odd sense of vulnerability as he cleaned your wounds. You could feel your skin was hot, and butterflies erupted in your stomach every time his hand ran over your skin.
Thranduil had remained nearly silent the whole time he helped you. But as soon as he was done, he took your hands in his, and gently ran his hands over yours.
You had a few scrapes along your hands, and your skin was dirtied. But that did not stop him from bringing your hand up to his mouth, and placing a kiss on the back of it.
His eyes met yours, and you saw an array of emotions swimming in them. He spoke softly, his voice just above a whisper. "I am grateful you came back to me Nîn Meleth. And I would, advise you, to not go out of the Kingdom walls until you are fully healed."
"Please?" You teased lightly with a smile.
His own lips curled up as he bowed his head softy before he stood up. Gently placing his hands on your face, he leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of your head before whispering softly. "Please."
Stepping away from you, he looked down at you with a fond gaze. Then reached out his hand for you. Taking it, you rose, closing your robe, you slipped our arm through his as he began to lead you from the healing room, and to, you assumed, your shared room so you could rest.
As you made your way through the castle, though no one would say anything too loudly, everyone adored seeing the Elven King with you. For it showed them a more caring and gentle side they often forgot he had.
xx End xx
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While working your job as the custodian for an art museum you find a trespasser in the closed galleries. But he's sneaking past more than velvet barriers, before you know it he has snuck into your heart.
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I present my first fic and reader insert. I may edit as time goes on and I find my fan fic+reader insert writer voice. I hope this work makes you smile.
Post BOTFA.
Canon? Don't know her.
Rating: E for this chapter!
Warnings: angst and fluff. Flustrated reader.
Based on real life experience: as the only custodian for the art museum. The horror stories I include are all real.
The gallery was dim, laughter and music echo from the party below bursting like bubbles. Sounds mingling among the paintings,tapestries, pottery, and sculptures.
On your previous times through, the gallery halls remained empty. Desolate.
Each step took you further from the light of the small balcony you used to spy on the event below. A growing tightness in your chest turned to a burning ache. The dive into the shadow filled halls only cast you deeper into gloom.
You had a place here and it was among the stone.
You were not a guest nor were you an worker. You were a part of the architecture. You greeted everyone as they arrived and bid everyone good night as they left. First in. Last out. The final thought.
Your workspace was a closet without a chair or desk. You sat on the ground or perched on a sink basin. On nights like this your instructions were simple: be here, but do not be seen.
Linger. Float. You are a piece of masonry.
For everyone else tonight was a once in the lifetime moment. A grand celebration that everyone would recount misty eyed memories of for years to come.
Tonight would be no different for you.
Alone in the chilly galleries you sweep and dust podiums. Keeping an eye out for the stray drunk that strayed past the rope barrier atop the staircases.
Music from the live string band glide along the polished marble stairs, keeping you company as you worked.
Rolling up your sleeves you were sitting to take a break when movement catches your eye. Your posture stiffens then slacks, rolling your eyes you heave a sigh.
The first one of the night. Finding a safe art free space you nestle your broom in the alcove.
Your eyes sharpen upon him.
Oh fantastic. Biting your tongue, you try not to sound too callouse. " Admiring art in the dark, are we?”
Startling he turns drawing back from the tapestry, eyes wide at your presence.
No one ever heard you, not with your experience on these soft floors. Or your soft work boots meant to not dent the aforementioned delicate floors.
You raise a brow, but seeing the tension in his features you put effort into softening your face with a smile. " The galleries are closed for the evening. Too much ale flowing down stairs to risk it coming up here.”
"I didn't get the chance to look around earlier, I thought it would be alright if I took a look.” He remarked slowly turning on his heel to fully face you.
Delightfully accented his voice drew you in immediately and you almost regretted approaching him. Especially now that you were getting a better look at your trespasser.
Regal dark blue attire had to mark him as one of the visiting nobles from Erebor, the raised pattern of velvet and embroidery was scarcely a shadow in the dim light. Yet what fell from the few lit candles highlighted the gold fastenings and accents.
The entire outfit could be placed on display as an art piece itself. No doubt everything done by the hands of new life blood flooding the mountain.
" Mmmm, no." You intoned simply shaking your head. Coming to pause before him a respectable distance. Following up with a somewhat strained addition to your declination, "everything is to be secure tonight. We have royalty present from Erebor.”
" Do we?? I hadn't heard." The playful sarcasm nips at his lips and the cheeky smile continues to grow.
You nod firmly." It is very hush hush. Do be mindful and keep it private, just between us. "
His head joins yours in an affirming nod and you're soon biting back a smile.
Everyone knew about the event and the guests in question. It was the talk of the city for months, and you personally would be glad to be back to normal once things finally slowed down.
Back to when you could sit atop the stairs with a book. Shooing people off with your broom in straight forward manner if the time called for it.
But here you were. Lurking like a phantom with a broom. Intimidating.
He looks over with dark narrowed eyes, examining your all black attire. " And what are you? A guard securing these halls?”
Wrinkling your nose, your eyes closed for a moment. Remembering the broom you'd left against the wall. " I am securing the halls but," you gaze towards the steps and the measly barrier. Biting back a laugh. " Can you keep a secret?”
Nodding firmly he steps closer, " I keep many secrets. I can keep one more.”
" I am the museum's custodian. " You couldn't help but stifle another louder laugh. " I am more of a watch dog than a guard. Unless you consider a broom intimidating.”
Dark brows shoot up into his hairline. " You?? The custodian of the museum?”
Meeting his raised brows with your own and a curt nod you confirm.
“ why are you up here and not down with everyone enjoying the party?” He draws near confusion pulling a frown from his lips, head tilting as he regards you fully for who you were.
The scoff is out before you can stop it. Apparently Mr. Affluent didn't know how the world was for the rest of you.
Taking a breath to compose yourself professionally. Face a mask of sweet hospitality except for the pinched expression around your eyes. " Because, it is not proper for cleaners to be seen by guests." You explain gently.
His face quickly falls.
Lackluster you gesture to him, " and because guests have a tendency to sneak into the galleries when they have had an ale too many.”
Caught he glances away to the still empty stair case. " hm! well, I am glad to have seen you.” He remarks his tone carrying an air of defiance.
His head whips back to you. “And! I have not had too many ales. In fact, I've only just begun having ales." Tilting his head up he smiles proudly, satisfied in dismissing your underhanded accusation of his alcohol consumption.
“ Only just?” You repeated, folding your arms behind your back. There was something about his candor of speech that was amusing and bewitching. It wasn't just the accent, but the little pauses and enunciations. “ Then it seems you are far behind and better catch up!”
You notice his dark eyes traveling to and fro from you to the rest of the gallery spaces. Now what was he up that?
A lie about how many ales he could handle? Though you couldn't smell it on him, and with your job you had developed a keen ability to detect when someone had had too much.
His bearing and posture had him, in all appearances in sound mind and body.
Certainly he would return to socializing and mingling downstairs among the live music and dancers.
He was dressed incredibly and the fit was certainly custom. These were not hand me downs. Which meant he had no reason to be avoiding the crowd.
Rarely did you assume who someone was, you found it boring and more fun to ask. But with his speech and vocabulary you were growing more confident in your assumption he was at least family rich and from Erebor.
Perhaps from a new money family? Maybe merchants or craftsman? Maybe they had found excellent work in Erebor rebuilding their home and building a legacy for their family. That was a lovely image- his parents were certainly proud of him.
In your head you could write an autobiography for him and write him completely out of your life. Just to keep him at a distance and protect yourself.
If you kept him at a broom's length things would be fine. You could chastise him and get him downstairs.
After all, he was a rich visitor from Erebor and you were the Custodian.
He should be networking or building relations not lurking in a darkened hall.
Still, you could admire how the thread was spun with gold in both the embroidery and the stitching. How his hair fell and accented his cheeks and nose. His dark eyes.
How his striking profile was back lit with a warm glow.
Noticing a strange feeling growing you shift from foot to foot. Treading water for words to break the ice you find yourself hesitating whenever you start to speak.
" You say you're a watch dog?" He asks smashinf the ice for both of you with a bright voice.
Snapping from your stupor you blink hard. " Beg pardon?”
" Oh no, no begging. That isn't any fun." A lopsided grin crosses his face, " although it can be. If you want to try later? But, I was thinking: if you're a watch dog," stepping backwards away from you his lips curve into a smirk.
"You'll have to watch me then." He remarks with a wink slipping off through the nearest archway.His graceful retreat mesmerizes as his cloak sways and trails behind him.
Momentarily stunned you rub your face.
Sputtering you trot after him, following his weaving trail between statues and vases. “ Be careful!! “ Whisper shouting after him as he led you along. “ If you break something I am dead!!”
“ Who said anything about breaking things?” He calls back with a beaming smile, “ I am very careful. Even if i wasn't then you'd have to clean it. That wouldn't be fun.”
Staying just out of reach he glanced over his shoulder with a flirtatious smile. Each time you drew near he flitted out of reach like a raven teasing a wolf. Skillfully gliding round another statue with ease. Only to perch and watch you with a wink or a winning smile.
The show off.
Then once hes judged you're too close like a shade he's gone.
Grabbing at your hair you twist around. A smile was breaking a crossed your face the longer this went on. Finding no sight of him and no sound of his muffled laughter. You're about to move when his voice behind you sends you into the air.
“ Though, I would love to watch you work.” He all but purrs, gliding backwards back into the dark.
Pay back from earlier, you suppose.
“ You!!! You have to work for that.” You call back in hot pursuit diving into the dark with a new task at hand. If he was going to flirt he would have to work for it.
He might be cute but you weren't about to swoon and fall into his clutches.
You had to make sure he didn't know your thoughts on his deeply alluring voice and those delightful eyes.
Oh damnit! Cursing under your breath you shake your head vigorously. Filling your mind with unpleasant thoughts like; what if trolls wore socks? How bad would they smell? Yes mystery man now smells like troll socks!
When you finally caught up to him you were trying to convince yourself you could get a contact buzz from alcohol just from hauling barrels. Surely this was alcohol intoxication by touch and nothing more.
" You clean these?" He inquires gazing at a scultpure of a magnificent heron. Still circling, his eyes firmly on yours a playful light dancing in his warm brown eyes.
Shaking your head you cross your arms. "Just the podiums. But I get close to them.”
Remember: he smells like troll socks.
" How close?”
" Close enough that it is stressful." You assured, letting out a breath frazzled just thinking of it. " Once I was dusting a podium and my duster moved a statuette an inch. " Shivering at the thought you locked eyes with him. "I nearly died of shock."
He nods gravely eyes round against your own. " if it had fallen that would have been bad.”
" Quite bad." You agree, trailing around the statue. You take your time looking upon it in the subdued lighting.
While you may be here in the off hours, you rarely had time to look. It was only in moments like these you got the chance to breathe. To admire what you cleaned and guarded.
" The material used for this one is unique," rambling on you filled him in on the crafting process of the statue. Overhearing it from so many tours and information from the museum library which of course you organized.
" In some ways it can be argued it was crafted using both Dwarven and Man art styles. I was surprised it wasn't on display down stairs.” You remarked off handed. “Though, I suppose the ways it was both are down in technical work and application of tools. So it may be too minute for the public to appreciate the metaphorical unity.”
" I had no idea. None of that is written here.. " turning he doesn't flee this time, instead there is a pleased smile on his face.
He stays by your side and he survived a ramble? Quite a feat for a first time encounter with you.
"You seem to know a lot for a mere custodian." He compliments.
" Mmm I hear a lot of things. Some things I'm meant to and other things I'm not." You remarked feeling an air of haughtiness take over your voice. Your eyes trailing along his lips, distracted again and again by a new discovery. A new detail of clothing or mannerism.
That seemed to pique his interest. " Do you? So, can you go into the vault?”
" Of course. I clean it often." You chuckled at his enthusiasm, your fingers tangling together on themselves as butterflies built their own vault in your stomach. " It isn't that impressive, trust me. It is simply a room full of art where few of us have the keys.”
His face turned mischievous, eyes sliding up to you. " So you have keys?”
" Of course. I have a key for every door.”
" Every door?" He repeats, voice dropping as his dark eyes dart to the nearest closed door. Then meeting yours. Brows arching.
Troll socks! Troll socks!! Troll socks!!!
Biting back a smile, your own brows rising you wait patiently.
Forget the troll socks he was cute!!
Pointing to the door in question he challenges. " Even that one?”
" Yes," you bite back a laugh as he takes the bait. " Even that one.”
Feeling charitable you pace over to the door, reaching into the hidden pocket of your overcoat to pull out the heavy ring of keys.
The door swings open, stepping aside you reveal an ordinary closet full of lighting supplies.
" Now that we have brought to light what resides here, do you have any other door requests?" You teased him, enjoying his disappointed face.
His brown eyes filled with heart break as his shoulders slack to his sides.
" What were you expecting?” Gently the smile grows, prying him for details of his closet expectations. “ We have plenty of candles here.”
" Something more interesting." He grouses. " Not candles.”
There's something about the sad look in his eyes that shatters your resolve. Nodding you offer the forbidden, " why don't I give you a tour?”
" you would do that?” the excitement written on his face cures everything.
" For you? Yes. We just cannot be caught or I will lose my job." Placing your hands in a prayer position over your mouth you whisper, " So please be quiet.”
You spent the next hour taking him through the galleries. Passing by piece after piece.
Discussing the finer details with a twist of the more interesting aspects you had learned in the museum library or your own study.
He was observant yet more of a general viewer. Seeming to go straight for the bigger images and colors. But once he was prompted he was quick to discover new details in pieces you had been looking at for years.
" No, right there,on the upper right there is a birds nest." Pointing it out insistently despite your muffled laughter, his voice remained a murmur.
Stepping closer to gain his perspective you squinted at the painting. The brush strokes building the landscape housed many natural figures. Like the flock of sheep and the crick in the foreground.
“ On the branch.” He guides still speaking softly, “ you are as near sighted as my uncle if you cannot see it, by Mahal!”
" I am bad at this game." You admit between chuckles feeling miffed you weren't spotting this mystery nest right away like he had.
You had never paid attention to the background. To enjoyment. To life outside of survival.
He was doing this, he was making you pay attention to things in the here and now. Instead of worrying about the future. He and his smelly troll socks were grounding you in enjoying the moment and having fun.
You inch closer and your knuckles graze the back of his hand.
The contact of his skin sent a jolt of emotion through your body, but what stole your breath was how his fingers reached out to run along the side of your hand. Beckoning you to bridge the final gap between you.
Swallowing the lump in your throat you take a staggered breath. So he for absolutely certain has been flirting with you.
Of course he has.
You were in denial and you were flirting back.
Just as his fingers recoil you hook them with your own. Loosely your fingers rub against one another's taking in the sensation of one another's skin. With each passing moment your blush was growing.
" I think," you started with a stammer. No longer would you be in the branches of denial. Alone in a dark thicket you hadn't gone looking for a bird, but here he was showing you a nest. It was sweet.
Eyes still fixed upon the painting your grip on his hand tightens. " I think I see the bird nest now.”
" I am glad you do." The smile is audible and his voice raw, " I wonder how many other bird nests are here?”
Heart hammering you glance down to him. It was the biggest mistake. His eyes were deep and brimming with tender awe. They held their own gravity to them and the weight tore the walls around your heart asunder.
It rendered you speechless. The breath left your lungs and your mouth dries. " We may have to walk through again, to check all the pieces.” You find yourself suggesting.
Your hand squeezes his, reveling in the way his lips are parting. “ For bird nests. " You whisper breathlessly.
Bringing your hand to his lips he places a chaste kiss on the back of your hand. “ for bird nests.” He repeats with a sly smile.
↳ A/n: this is kind of a rewrite of one of my first fics i posted here, because im unable to write anything new
↳ Tags: @midearthwritings
You arrived at Beorn’s house the previous evening, tired after running from the orcs for what seemed like weeks. Your whole body was sore, much like everyone else’s. The company didn’t hesitate to lay down on the hay or wherever they found free space. The comfort of relatively save and comfortable house was much appreciated, even if some were quite grumpy not wanting to admit that they needed proper rest like any other.
You made sure everyone was alright and not in any need of help and even chatted with some of them, before making your way over to His Majesty. He was sitting further away from others, looking out a window, seemingly lost in thoughts. You came up behind him, just close enough that he could see your reflection in the glass window. You locked your eyes with his, offering him a small gentle smile. He felt like you could see right through him, staring into his soul leaving no part unknown to you.
“You seem to be thinking quite hard, My King…” you stated, your lips curving into a small smile, a smirk even
“Maybe because I am.”
His answer was a quiet one, but you could still hear it as clear as day.
“Care to share what troubles you?”
You spoke softly, coming up close behind him so he can rest his head against your stomach. He did so immediately, a sigh leaving his lips as he felt your hands wrapping around his upper body. You pressed a kiss on the top of his head. He felt you resting your head in his hair a bit longer, before whispering soft sweet nothings in his ear. Thorin closed his eyes and let himself relax for the first time in weeks. He enjoyed the feeling of you caressing his arms and pressing soft kisses anywhere you could.
“You still didn’t answer my question, amrâlimê.” You reminded him, stopping your actions, leaving him yearning for more.
“It’s nothing important.” Thorin tried to reassure you, hinting you to return to your previous actions.
“Darling, I’ve known you for my entire life, I know when you’re lying.” You pressed a small peck on his cheek.
“Journey has been difficult so far and it’s not going to get easier. I would not blame you if you were to turn away now and stay here…”
If there was anything he feared more than the encounter with the dragon laying in his kingdom, it was you leaving him now. He valued your safety over anything, he was even opposing for you to come at the beginning, however he was selfish. He didn’t want to feel the emptiness and uncertainty in his heart if you weren’t beside him. He wanted to have you near him at all times, making sure you were safe and sound in his arms and his arms alone. There were times he would beat himself up over the possessiveness, but was that not his right to do as your One?
“I would never even dream of abandoning your or the company now or ever at all. I’m here with you and I will remain by your side as long as you’ll have me.”
You turned so you could face him, honesty and sincerity written all over your face. Thorin could see it in your eyes you meant every single word you said, and he couldn’t be happier with your answer.
“Ghivashel…” He took your hand in his and planted a kiss on your knuckles.
“I understand the reason behind your words however you should know that as your wife I would follow you anywhere. Even if it means into the grasp of a fire breathing dragon.” A chuckle left your lips.
“Enough with this topic. You should rest, my King. Allow me.” You gestured to his hair, more importantly to his braids.
“As you wish, my Queen.” Thorin said and gave you a nod of encouragement.
This journey left no time for caring how you look or the state of your hair, there’s no wonder your One’s hair was tangled, his braids not as neat as they used to be.
You slowly combed through his hair, careful not to tug on it. Dwarves took pride in their hair, since a young dwarf ling you were taught how to properly take care of them and learned a big number of different hairstyles and types of braids. It was the most boring activity for you as a child, however you were now remembering those moments gladly. It was difficult to think of the times before Erebor fell, but you learned how to live with it and not drown yourself in sorrow. You had to be strong, for yourself, for your people, most importantly for Thorin. A great responsibility fell on his shoulders and you wanted to be his support in everything, which he appreciated a lot. You were the Queen of his people, and he took a great pride knowing you were his and his alone.
The braids were done quickly, far too quickly for Thorin’s liking. He wished this moment of peace and comfort would last longer. He turned around to you, took your hand and together you went to lay in your bedrolls. It was the last calm night, before everything would get worse. More dangerous and uncertain road laid ahead of you, though you were prepared to face it together, as always.
