Sir you can't just heavily imply that you're a magic-fuelled corpse puppet who died years ago and not give an explanation
It makes sense considering some of the stuff you've said but now I want to know what the deal is
No, no, I should explain.
After spending years in the Tribe's prison, something, which I later figured was Count Bleck, caused the building to be destroyed, I had no way to escape, and I was caught under the wreckage.
At 24 years of age, my game had ended. I arrived at the Underwhere and very quickly started to turn into a Shayde. However, something went wrong, and I managed to escape before turning into Queen Jaydes' thoughtless servant.
I found myself back at the Tribe of Darkness. Or, well, the ruins of it. It was horrifying, seeing everything destroyed. The only thing that was left standing was the castle.
My home was destroyed. Everything that remained of my family was destroyed. Everything that remained of my people was destroyed. Except for Blumiere and Nastasia.
I am not mad at Blumiere for ending my game, it wasn't directed at me, I'm holding a grudge for something he did way before, on my 18th birthday, after I had sacrificed my freedom so he could see Timpani. There is a reason I don't take off my mask. The scars don't fade, and they never will. Magic will do that to you.