Ejersseum - A gender that is the fire of dawn, of the dense smell of smoke on a pile of wood and gunpowder from a gun shot off in the night. It is of blood bleeding from oneself, its enemies, and its victims. It is of calloused hands and feet that work tirelessly to protect the men it watches over and land it paces again and again, night after night. It is of the undead, of experimentation of being twisted by tainted hands into a grotesque monstrosity and biting every hand that reaches for you. It is of eating another alive, and being eaten alive and the disgusting smell of raw meat that laces every surface. It is of femininity and masculinity, while transcending beyond and above, and down below while never being nothing or neutral. It is of something beyond human understanding.
This gender is to be a soldier and to be a general. It is to be a cannibal and to be cannibalized. It is to be a weapon and to be a wielder. It is to be an experiment and to be an experimenter. It is to be a monster and to be a man. It is to be duality in the grotesque and the unwanted, but never anything in between.
This gender is never meant to comfort the wanted, and has themes of the military, resident evil, the undead, werewolves, guns, cannibalism, raw meat, criminality, endless possibilities, masculinity, femininity, killers, murders, homicide, rotting flesh and similar overlapping themes.
This term is a oversimplication of my gender, and focuses on all the main factors of what my gender feels like.
If this also feels like your gender (somehow...) kindly don't tag as "me" or along the likes, thank you.
Tagging - @radiomogai , @mogaiwarchive , @k2god , @dooooom2
