Its been a while since ive read berserk. Correct me if im wrong but iirc Guts and Griffith meeting each other is part of the god's plan for the eclipse to succeed. Its really tragic if you think about it. Did Guts ever know Griffith love/care for him? And vice versa?
Essentially you're right, though I'd say it's strongly implied that everything that happens in Berserk's world is fated/part of God's plan. It's not that fate interferes only in important people's lives, it affects everyone at all times. I just want to make that distinction because I think some people see fate as like a force occasionally influencing characters to do things they wouldn't necessarily do otherwise, whereas I think it's more fundamental than that.
And I think Guts realized that Griffith loved him the entire time in chapter 71 and 72. The chapters between Guts returning and the Eclipse have a strong thread of Guts slowly realizing and accepting that Griffith ended up in a torture chamber because he fell to pieces when Guts left, and I think he finally fully accepts that leaving was a giant mistake around when he's chasing after Griffith towards the lake.
It's ironic in a way fitting the tragedy, because Guts learns his lesson only when it's too late to change anything.
In chapter 130 he also references knowing that Griffith loved him, when he mentions that he had what he wanted in the palm of his hand and threw it away when he left the Hawks.
I think after Hill of Swords it's possible that Guts has once again like, repressed that knowledge lol, and convinced himself he was wrong and Griffith only ever cared about his dream. But given his recent memory of a smiling Griffith in the latest chapter, and Guts' memory of their first duel while having a breakdown on the ship, maybe that's not the case and Guts still knows that human Griffith cared about him. Hopefully we find out more about how Guts feels soon.
As for Griffith, I don't thiiink he ever knew.
Based on what Casca says when she tells Guts to leave again in chapter 71, referencing Promrose Hall and saying that if Guts wants to be Griffith's friend and equal he has to go, it's possible he made the connection that Guts only left because he wanted to be closer to him, and it was never a rejection at all.
But given that we only see him registering the "you have to go" part, and the fact that it sends him into a hallucinatory breakdown, it's probably safe to assume that Casca's reference didn't really register with him as significant.
It's also possible that he made the connection and his subsequent breakdown can be understood in the context of Griffith like, realizing that his dedication to his dream caused the dude he loves to leave and is about to drive him away again. So maybe he did know that Guts loved him or at least never hated him and wanted to be his friend, but it just didn't change anything because he was still going to leave.
That take does feel a bit richer imo, and adds a little something to Griffith choosing his dream in the Eclipse, more of that sunk cost fallacy vibe. Like yeah the dream is why his life is ruined and Guts was about to leave again (he thought) but it's also the only thing he has left so might as well keep going.
I should mention that this is all extrapolation. The way the "You have to go" scene is written it feels like Miura didn't really place much significance on Griffith overhearing Casca mention Promrose Hall/Guts' motivations for leaving, so I don't know if it was even meant to be a factor in the Eclipse sacrifice. But those are the two ways I can think of to interpret it.
Thanks for the ask!













