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                   “You know, Barry,” she watches him from where she’s sitting in the lab before threading her fingers together and tilting her head. “Since you’ve proven how fast you can go we haven’t actually given you a more thorough test. See if anything’s changed in you.” Admittedly it’s partially prompted by Jay’s test, but also the fact that it’s true - it’s been six months since his last thorough test. Why not do it while they have some time?

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          Caitlin should be angry. Caitlin should have agreed to leave Central City with Ronnie when he had asked months ago. There isn’t a day that goes by that she doesn’t...think of the what if. There are moments where she can stop as she loses herself in daydreams of what would have happened had she gone with him, had they left Central City and never looked back. Had she put herself first for once.

             All of those thoughts vanish, though, when she sees Barry Allen cry.

           It’s a matter of seconds before she is up and moving across the space that is between them - nothing else matters except the boy in the suit. She pushes the hood off and she brings her hands to his face, cupping it and swiping under his usually bright cheerful eyes, capturing the tears before they can fall and flicking them away. He does not deserve this pain. It is not his to shoulder.

                   “I’m so sorry.”

           The doctor isn’t sure how many times they’re going to have this conversation where he apologizes and she tells him that it isn’t his fault, she doesn’t have it in her to keep count. Not anymore. Shaking her head she wraps her arms around him, pulling herself into him and hiding her face in his neck. This is not his fault - it’s hers and she refuses to let him take this onto his shoulders.

               “I don’t blame you, Barry.”

           Clinging to him she allows her own tears to fall, cold against his warmed flesh as she shakes her head and leans back to wipe at his face again, only pausing to catch her own so that she does not ruin her make up.

                “And no matter what you think you’re sorry for - I do forgive you.”

nonsexual acts of intimacy | selectively accepting | @theoreticis​

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                      “Are you suggesting we should go to trivia night?”

             Caitlin wouldn’t MIND going to trivia night - but it wouldn’t be her first suggestion (of course neither would karaoke). Trivia was...easy. Logical, even, so it should be right up Caitlin’s alley, right? Of course it was - but it wouldn’t be fair to other people to put her and Barry on a team, now would it?

                                “Did Iris talk you into it?”

starter call || @theoreticis

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it’s ok bc lewis is also barry’s other pimp he’s just as bad as me. it was literally “but do u ship” “yasss” “but what about” “i waS JUST GONNA ASK”

om fg

you two are adorable.

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                     She’s reluctant to admit that she’s a f r a i d of losing Barry, though every time he goes out there is part of her that reminds her that while he may be a metahuman he is still a human. She can fix him typically but one wrong bullet? Either way she pushes those thoughts away everyday that Barry goes out there - yet sometimes it creeps up when she’s alone in the lab as she is right now, cleaning up. It’s these moments when she allows herself to become vulnerable. Pausing in what she’s doing, hand curls against the cool metal and she closes her eyes, allowing herself a moment. When she opens her eyes once more she KNOWS she’s not alone - but at least she knows it isn’t a threat.

                                   “You know, you can’t just creep up on a girl, Mr. Allen.”

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