apparently dancing to songs from one of your sources at 1 am unlocks secret emotions! -the patient, currently crying over disenchanted

seen from China

seen from T1
seen from United States
seen from China

seen from China
seen from China

seen from China
seen from China

seen from China

seen from China

seen from France

seen from China

seen from T1
seen from China
seen from Argentina
seen from China
seen from Malaysia
seen from Singapore
seen from China

seen from Singapore
apparently dancing to songs from one of your sources at 1 am unlocks secret emotions! -the patient, currently crying over disenchanted
Hfjfjfbf the confliction I feel is so bad
On one hand. I know Ada was toxic because she's literally my doctor, and her methods were,, unhealthy. It even states on our stories that the love is "unhealthy, but pure".
But I love her so so much. Whenever I see her I get so so happy and thr fanart of us makes us happy too. I don't want to be unhappy either, because that means negative feelings. But I just . I can't lovepost for her because my friends will try to shake me out of it + I know myself it's unhealthy. I love Ada, and I can't stop, but I need to. It feels like I'm stuck.
- emil / the patient (idv)
hi im the patient (hyperdontia) and well, fuck! okay then! this is fine!!!!—🙊